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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Choose_Not_To_Use_Archive_Warnings, Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Major
      Character_Death, Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      F/M
  Fandom:
      Supernatural
  Relationship:
      Crowley_(Supernatural)/Reader, Fergus/You
  Character:
      Crowley_(Supernatural), Dean_Winchester, Sam_Winchester, Bobby_Singer,
      Castiel, Alastair_(Supernatural), Lucifer_(Supernatural), Gavin_MacLeod,
      Fergus_MacLeod, Rowena_(Supernatural), Balthazar_(Supernatural), Abaddon_
      (Supernatural)
  Additional Tags:
      Alpha/Beta/Omega_Dynamics, Alpha/Omega, Alpha_Crowley
  Stats:
      Published: 2015-11-25 Completed: 2016-01-04 Chapters: 43/43 Words: 98476
****** When is forever too long ******
by TheWildOmega
Summary
     My first fan fic. Starts off in the past with Fergus Macleod, he is
     an alpha and this is his story. Will progress into Crowley time
     period. I suck at summaries please read. I own nothing including
     Crowley...unfortunately. Only some characters are mine and story
     plot. Hope you enjoy.
***** CH. 1 the beginning *****
A babes wails filled the cottage on the outside of a small village in Scotland.
After hours of pain the king and queen had their princess, "What should we name
our wee lass?" the king asked his wife. "Something unique just like her."
replied the queen, "Lexi", "Lexi I like it" the king felt a swell of pride as
he beamed down at his daughter and heir to his throne, but there was also fear,
fear his child that was just brought into this world would be an outcast,
hatted by her own people. "ow' could anyone ate' such a beautiful thing?" his
wife asked. "I will not let anythin' appen' ta either of ya."

They continued to talk on into the night, "What do ya think she will be?...
Could she be an alpha?" " No only males can be alphas, she will be a beta or an
omega." the king told his wife, "but if she is an omega then any alpha could
claim er'." the queen said in a worried voice, " Not all alphas are bad, look
at me I'm not all that bad am I?" the king laughed. "No I suppose not...either
way we will find a good lad fur our lass, someone ta love er' and...", there
was a knock on the door. The king opened the door to find Rowena at his door
with young Fergus clinging to her dress. "ello' king Frazer...well don' jus
stand there Fergus say ello." "Ello mister Frazer" Fergus chirps. "Well ello
laddie...Rowena." Frazer smiles at Fergus and stiffly nods to Rowena. "I eard'
Nola ad' yer pup." "Aye a wee lass, would ya like ta come in." "Aye" Rowena
starts to make her way into the house only to realize Fergus was already on the
bed with Nola trying to catch a peak at the child. "Fergus!" Rowena yells "ow'
dare ya I did not..." "Rowena! It's fine e's just curious!" Frazer says. Nola
lowers the blanket to show Fergus little Lexi. "Whats is' name?" " Her name is
Lexi", "A girl? ell' I guess that's alright." Fergus says thinking about it.
"Would ya like ta old' er'" Nola asks smiling at him as he tries to get as
close as possible. "Aye" Fergus grins, " Okay sit down an' old' out yer arms...
there ya go jus' like that." Nola placed Lexi into Fergus's awaiting arms.
"shes' pretty" Just at that moment Lexi opened her eyes...dark blue eyes stared
into Fergus's hazel ones. " Oh look Frazer she opened er' eyes...oh they're
gorgeous." Lexi was smiling up at Fergus, and he down at her. While everyone in
the room was looking at Lexi no one noticed the look on Frazer's face, Frazer
knew at that moment that young Fergus, a lad he already could sense was going
to become an alpha, he was going to be his daughter's mate. An alpha and his
omega. "I promise ta take are' of ya furever." Fergus tells the babe in his
arms.

After a while of visiting Rowena decided it was time to head home, Fergus had
not allowed his mother to hold Lexi, whenever she had went to take her from him
he would growl and wrap his arms around her, not enough to hurt her, but enough
for her to know she was his. In truth Fergus knew his mother was a cruel woman
and he didn't trust her with Lexi. " Fergus tell Lexi goodnight, maybe well
come see er' tomorrow." Fergus sighed and gave little Lexi back to her mother,
as he walked over to the woman that was his mother, he looked back at Nola and
Lexi and ran back to them and kissed Lexi on the cheek, "Come on now Fergus"
Rowena nags.

Fergus came back over to see Lexi everyday since the day she was born. He would
ask to hold her and sit on the couch or bed with her in his arms. Frazer and
Nola would stand back and watch how he acted towards her. Fergus would rock her
and sing to her or just talk to her about this and that. Nola would have to
calm the great king every time the alpha pup would nuzzle her or kiss her, but
Lexi would just laugh at him. She would hold onto his hair or anything she
could get her hands on and just look at him and smile. When she would get a
hold of his hair, Fergus would give her a playful growl making Lexi kick and
laugh. He never would let his mother hold her, but Fergus would jump at any
chance to be near his little lass.

Their relationship interred Nola, she was not a lycan and enjoyed watching the
pups interact. When Fergus would come over and Frazer was out Nola would watch
them. She would sit Lexi outside in the grass while she did laundry and watch
as her and Fergus played. Nola pitied the boy, his mother was not a very good
mother, and so she tries to have the pup over as much as possible.
Currently Lexi sat in the grass with Fergus rolling around her laying his head
in her lap Lexi grabbed fist fulls of his hair playing with him. Fergus would
give her playful growls and nuzzle her. He would help her walk and overall the
two would just be children.
When Lexi was almost two and Fergus now seven, she was now walking and playing
along side of him. They still would play outside while Nola was outside with
them. Now though they both would roll around on the ground, Lexi would jump on
Fergus and tackle him to the ground. Fergus was older now and he was beginning
to show signs of a young alpha. One day Frazer had come home a little early and
watched the pups with Nola. He carefully watched as Fergus continued to play
with Lexi. They would roll around laughing and play fight, the great king
narrowed his eyes when the young pup began to give Lexi slight growls and lay
on-top of her, he was topping her, showing her dominance, showing her he owned
her. Even as a young pup his inner alpha wanted to control Lexi and claim her.
"Fergus!" Frazer growled, his deep voice making both pups jump and stop what
they were doing. Nola took his hand and he looked down at her then back at the
children. "Come let us eat."
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Over the next few years Frazer and Nola watched as their wee Lexi and young
Fergus became closer and closer. Fergus now eleven and Lexi now six they were
truly inseparable...well almost.

Lexi waited for Fergus outside of the schoolhouse like she did everyday. Fergus
however had other plans, he was going to play with the boys. They were walking
to the woods to go drink some of the ale one of his friends had stole from his
pa. As they made their way into the woods Lexi saw him and decided to follow.
"Look lads Fergus decided ta grow ah pair an' ang' out wit some boys" Murdock
mocks. "Your always wit dat Lexi lass" Simon retorts. "Shut up an' and' me the
ale." Fergus growls reaching for the bottle but Murdock holds it out of his
reach "ya sure wouldn't wan' poor Lexi ta get mad..." "I don't care wat she
thinks shes jus a stupid girl" Fergus tells Murdock. Looking off then back at
Fergus with that stupid smirk on his face he says "oh yea ell' ya can tell er'
that yarself cuz ere' she comes." Lexi runs over to Fergus and clings to him,
"Fergus why weren't ya there after school got out?" Lexi questions innocently.
Fergus tries to keep his temper at bay, that is until he hears Simon and
Murdock laughing now he is both embarrassed and mad, "What are ya doin' ere'
Lexi..." he growls out, "I missed ya... I want ta play wit ya too." Lexi says
sweetly, "No! Go home." "Please Fergus I jus.." "She can play with us Fergus."
Murdock grinned mischievously. "What about a game of hide n' seek?" " Yay!"
Lexi cheers jumping up and down with glee. Fergus and Simon look at Murdock
questionably, "Now Lexi ya go ide' first then well come find ya" Murdock tells
Lexi, "okay" Lexi agrees running off into the woods to go hide. Murdock looks
to both Simon and Fergus "Alright lets go lads", "What aboot Lexi?" Fergus
asks, "She'll be busy fur a while... what er' ya Fergus, afraid yer girlfrien'
will be mad at ya?" Murdock mocks, "NO!" Fergus yells. Murdock walks away Simon
right behind him, Fergus looks towards where Lexi had run off into the woods to
go hide, then turns and follows Murdock and Simon.

Lexi had been hiding under a fallen tree for a long time now, she looked up to
see the sun had gone down completely and it was cold, "They'll find me soon"
Lexi told herself. She pulled her cloak tighter around her body and hugged her
knees. After another ten minutes or so, Lexi got up and decided to go find
them, she must have hid really good, "Fergus...where are ya... Fergus I'm
scared...I don't want ta play anymore!" Lexi was crying now, she was cold,
hungry and alone. She tried to find her way home but it was too dark, she sat
on the roots of a tree and cried. Why did Fergus leave her? she asked herself.

Meanwhile Fergus was at home he had drunk all of the ale with Murdock and Simon
and they had played all day. He was tied and was getting ready for bed when he
heard a knock at the door. He knew he would have to get it, considering his
mother was off doing God knows what...probably fucking some man from the pub...
only to steal his money when he fell asleep. He got up and opened the door to
see King Frazer on the doorstep, he had never seen his king this worried
looking before.

Frazer was the king of the lycans, he was over 800 years old. It was said he
had fought in many wars including the war with William Wallace and even one of
the crusades. He was not a very tall man but where he did not have height he
had strength. He was respected among not only the lycans and all the magical
world, but by the humans who knew nothing of their world, who did not even know
he was a king.

"Fergus lad do ya know where Lexi is...please tell me shes ere' wit ya" Frazer
begs, Fergus then realizes what he had done. He had been having so much fun
with the lads, that he forgot Lexi was still hiding in the woods. Fergus looks
down in shame, "We wer playin in the woods and..."just then Fergus's mother,
Rowena decided to walk up and enter the conversation, "well ello' King Frazer
what can I do fur ya this lovely night?" She slurs. "Ima lookin' fur Lexi ave'
ya seen er'?" Frazer asks the woman in front of him with a trace of hope in his
voice. "No...Fergus I thought ya wer supposed ta pick er' up after school."
Rowena questions her son. " I was playin wit Murdock an' Simon and Lexi came,
so Murdock told er' ta go hide an' wed' find er'... but then we lef' ta go play
sometin' else" Fergus mumbles ashamed of himself. "An' what about Lexi?!"
Frazer yells causing Fergus to flinch, "I...I fur...furgot..aboot er' sir..I'm
so sorry sir." "Ive got ta find er..." "I want ta elp'..." "No, yav elped'
enough." Frazer says running off towards the woods yelling Lexis name. "What
ave' ya done!" Rowena yells slapping Fergus across the face causing him to fall
to the floor and whimper, "I didn't mean ta." Rowena drags Fergus to his room
by his hair, Fergus screaming and begging all the way.

Frazer ran and ran looking for his wee Lexi, but couldn't find her.He knew
there was only one way to find her, praying no human would see, he ripped off
his tunic and kicked off his boots, last to go was his kilt. He drops to his
hands and knees and grunts in pain as his nose forms into a snout with long
sharp teeth, his bones break and reform into that of a giant Grey wolf. He
picks up his kilt in his mouth before he takes off running looking for his
daughters scent. It isn't long before he finds it, following it frantically for
sometime till he sees something up ahead. Under a tree, laying on its roots is
little Lexi. She is curled up into a ball, she is shivering violently her lips
and fingers had a bluish tint to them, her red hair that she got from him was a
mess around her. Frazer whimpers and then turns back into his human form,
tieing his kilt around his waist, he scoops her up into his arms, her skin is
so cold it makes him hiss, feeling this he takes off running back to his home
as fast as he can.

When he arrives at home, Nola is waiting for them pacing frantically by the
fire, "Boil some water...urry'...we ave' ta warm er' up." Nola puts some more
wood on the fire and a kettle with water over the flames to boil. Frazer
quickly pulls off Lexi's damp dress and wraps her in a thick fur, holding her
to his chest. "What happened Frazer?" Nola asked her husband, as she poured the
boiling water into the tub to warm up the cold water. Frazer placed their
daughter in the tub while he told Nola what happened."Why would Fergus do that
he loves Lexi" " es' a child... the lad probably jus' got caught up... I
shouldn't ave' yelled at im' like I did" Frazer says shaking his head, " Go ta
im' tamorro' an' talk ta im'." Nola told him taking his hand Frazer nodded his
head looking up at his wife.

Frazer was a lucky man, his wife always knew what to say, always knew what to
do. Many had been angry when he took her as his bride, she was not of lycan
blood she was actually of elven blood, not that many knew it, she looked human
for the most part the only way one would know she was an elf was her ears which
came to a point.Nola kept her ears covered most of the time by her long black
hair. Lexi had inherited some of her mothers elven traits for instance Lexi's
ears were also pointed not as much as Nola's but still it showed, she also
seemed to be petite like her mother as well, most lycans were a broad race with
wide shoulders. Hight wise, Lexi would most likely be short like her mother and
father both. The only trait yet to be known was if Lexi would get her mothers
magic. Nola's magic was good and dealt allot more so with the elements than
anything.

A while later Lexi was out of the bath, dressed in warm clothes, and in bed
under several furs. Nola walked into the siting room and joined Frazer on the
couch in front of the fire, "Frazer if Lexi gets the fever... then I think we
should ask Rowena to elp' eal' er' with er' magic..." "No Nola, no magic
especially not Rowena's kind." Frazer knew Rowena used dark magic not pure
magic like his wife, Rowena was not a elf she was once a human witch who was
rapped by a lycan, the said lycan bit her and left her for dead. Rowena had
used her black magic to heal herself but something happened and she turned into
a lycan, She found the said lycan, an alpha Frazer knew very well and killed
him. Frazer hunted her down and was prepared to kill her for killing one of his
friends, but when he found her she told him her story and that she was
pregnant. Frazer never believed her story but he refused to kill an innocent
pup, so he let her live and demanded she and her pup live under his watchful
eye until he decided otherwise.

By the next afternoon Lexi still had not awaken, she had a fever and was in a
cold sweat. Frazer had decided to go talk to Rowena, he did not want his
daughter to die, and he wanted to talk to Fergus as well. He was putting on his
boots when he heard a light knock at the door, he opened it to see Fergus
standing there. He was wearing the same kilt and tunic from yesterday, his hair
was in a mess down his shoulders, but what made Frazer see red was the dark
bruise over half of Fergus's face. Fergus was looking down at his feet too
afraid to meet Frazer's eyes but mumbled "King Frazer...I'm so sorry.. fur
wh...what I did."Frazer saw tears coming from the boys eyes and he was fittling
with his kilt. Feeling a pull at his heart, he bends down on one knee and pulls
Fergus in for a hug, the action making Fergus flinch.The hug last for a little
while as Fergus sobs Frazer rubs his back and gives it a pat as he pulls back
to look the boy in the eye, "ow'...is sh.. she doin ... sir?" Fergus stutters
out around the sobs. "She is asleep but ya can go see er' if ya want" Frazer
tells him gently, "Thank ya an' I'm sorry again sir I prom..." "No need lad now
go see er'." "Aye sir", Fergus runs in the direction to Lexi's room. Frazer
stands up and decides to go get Nola so they can go talk to Rowena together.

Fergus opens the door to Lexi's room and looks inside, it was dim the only
light coming from the fireplace, he climbed up into bed with Lexi and threw off
his boots. Crawling over to Lexi's side, he brushed a lock of hair out of her
face when his fingers touched her skin he realized she was burning up and it
scared him. "Lexi... Lexi please wake up... I'm so sorry Lexi" Fergus gently
shook her arm but she didn't move, he laid down beside her and cried more,
eventually falling asleep.

Frazer and Nola returned back with Rowena, who had brought her spell book and
other ingredients to preform a healing spell. Frazer was not happy about having
to resort to Rowena's magic but accepted that if it would make Lexi better it
was worth a try. Entering the room the three found Fergus asleep and Lexi
curled up into his side, Feeling Lexi's forehead Frazer could tell Lexi still
had a fever. Lifting Fergus up into his arms to move him so Rowena could
preform the spell, Fergus awoke startled. "what are ya doin?" the boy asked
Frazer calmly, until he saw his mother and that evil book of hers, then Fergus
started to panic. "NO! Don't do magic on er', don't urt' er'!" Fergus kicked
and thrashed trying to get out of Frazer's grasp,catching him off guard Frazer
lost his hold on Fergus and the boy ran and pushed his mother away from Lexi.

Knocking Rowena to the ground Fergus snarled at his mother showing his sharp
canines, shocking all of them, before Nola or Frazer could stop it Rowena used
her magic and sent Fergus flying back into the wall causing him to cry out in
pain, "don't ya dare growl at me boy! I am yar mother and..." "ROWENA, if ya
cause arm' ta that lad again I will kill ya myself!" Frazer's voice powers over
everything in the room. Nola runs over to Fergus to check him over and make
sure he is okay, "Of course my king forgive me" Rowena begs, Frazer looks to
his wife and tells her to take Fergus to their room and lie him on the bed,
then turns back to the witch and tells her to heal his daughter. Rowena resumes
where she left off, she mixes the ingredients and cuts a lock of Lexi's hair
throwing it in the bowl. Rowena begins to chant the spell to heal Lexi, Frazer
is sure to keep a firm gaze on her the whole time. The fireplace blazes and
roars and Lexi begins to whimper but just as Frazer goes to yell at Rowena,
Lexi stops and the fire goes back to normal. Frazer looks to see that the color
is returning to his daughters face and he feels her forehead to see her fever
is gone.
Picking up the bowl and book off of the floor Rowena stands, Frazer turns to
her "That's it then?" he asks her. " Aye, that's it" Rowena chirps, "Thank ya
Rowena" Frazer bows his head to the witch in gratitude, which she returns,
"Alright let me get Fergus and then ell' be eaddin' ome'." She says going to
walk out of the room, but is met by Nola "Fergus is asleep e' can stay ere'
tonight", "No e' is not yar problem..." Rowena starts but is interrupted by
Frazer "e' is not a problem, e' well stay with us tonight" Rowena could tell by
his voice he was firm on this matter, "Alright then" Rowena says.

After Rowena had left Nola and Frazer had moved Fergus to lie beside Lexi again
and put a couple more logs on the fire, blowing out the candle on the table
beside the bed they left the room shutting the door behind them. It was well
into the night when Fergus was awoken by his name being called, he opened his
eyes to see Lexi's blue eyes looking back at him. "Fergus" she says just above
a whisper. "Oh Lexi yar awake...I'm so sorry Lexi." "ya didn't come find me...
I was scared and ya weren't there... I thought ya were my friend" Lexi says as
her eyes start to water up and her lip trembles. "I am yar friend...I'm yar
best friend...Lexi I'm so sorry..please furgive me." Fergus begs, Lexi just
cries, Fergus holds her close to his chest as she cries repeating to her how
sorry he is. He holds her for a while until she subsides to sniffles, then they
just lay there for a little bit. Lexi starts to cough and Fergus is quick to
grab the mug of water beside the bed, he lifts her head up and presses the mug
to her lips. After she has drank her fill he takes a sip and places it back on
the table. Fergus pulls Lexi into his lap, hissing under his breath at the
pain, he didn't know whether it was from his beating last night or the spell
his mother did on him earlier. Reaching into his tunic he retrieves a thistle
he had picked earlier on his way over to see Lexi, handing it to her he tells
her sorry once more.

Lexi blushed when Fergus presented her with the thistle, she took it and looked
from him to the thistle before doing something Fergus never expected. Lexi
kissed him, Fergus gasped but immediately fell into the kiss, he never wanted
it to end. It only lasted a few seconds but it felt like an eternity. When Lexi
pulled back she said sorry and blushed beet red looking away from Fergus, "NO!
Don't say sorry." Fergus said pulling Lexi to look back at him, sharing a
smile. They talked some more before sleep finally caught up with the young pups
and they fell asleep in each others arms.
***** Ch. 2 Young wolf emerging *****
Five years had passed and Fergus was always there for Lexi, he had never left
her side. Rowena had left years ago, she had preformed black magic and was now
on the run from the witch counsel. Fergus had been left alone in the middle of
the night without a word, he was now a young man of sixteen. He had a job as a
tailor's apprentice, but he still made time for his Lexi. Lexi was eleven going
on twenty now and had grown to be quite the rebel, Fergus was always chasing
after her attempting to keep her out of trouble. She would always disobey and
go against her omega nature to submit, Fergus didn't mind much but Lexi knew
when he and her father meant business and would reluctantly do as they said.

On one particular day in late spring, Lexi had thought it be funny to run and
hide from Fergus when they were walking home from his tailoring shop. Chasing
after her Fergus was yelling, "Lexi come back ere' right now!", but she had
other plans. Hiding behind the tree, she waited for him to get closer, covering
her mouth to hide her giggling at his ongoing rant, "Lass this is not funny...
come on...Lexi carol Bonde if ya don't come ere' right now so elp' me I
will...". Fergus was cut off mid sentence by Lexi tackling him, falling on the
ground they rolled down the hill landing in the river with a splash. Lexi sat
up waist deep in the water laughing uncontrollably her face turning a shade of
red, Fergus on the other hand had a red face for another reason. Looking at
Lexi with a scowl on his face he said with a growl, "What was that for?...now
we are soaked...its not funny!" His temper just making Lexi laugh more, she
managed to choke out "No yar soaked I'm barley wet...Ya looked parched." If
looks could kill she would be dead, "oh that's it!" Fergus jumped up and
grabbed Lexi as she was crawling away, throwing her over his shoulder before
walking out deeper into the water and throwing her in. "Not so funny now is
it?" Fergus says feeling victorious... that is until he feels Lexi grab his
ankles pulling him under the water as well.

They play in the water for a little while then Fergus says its time to head
home, Lexi jumps on his back and he carries her home. When they arrive home
Frazer and Nola laughed at them being wet and went onto tell them that they had
been informed that all of the lycan clans were to have a meeting. They did not
think it wise to bring their daughter, she was not your ordinary wolf pup.
Frazer was the king and was expected to marry a suitable lycan bride and have
strong pups, never had there been a half blood, nor a female heir to the
throne. Nola and Frazer had met in 1504 , they fell in love and got married,
they had been married one hundred and seventy years without a child and thought
it to be impossible to have a child, until Lexi happened. It was the best day
of their lives and also the most terrifying, they knew their daughter would be
hatted by most, by all races of the magical world, so they chose to live in the
human one, but Frazer was still king and had to be there when his pack needed
him.

Frazer and Nola told Lexi and Fergus goodbye and that they would be back soon.
They told Fergus to watch over Lexi and for her to behave for him, they watched
as Frazer and Nola rode away on the horses, Lexi yelling "I love ya bye mama,
bye papa". Fergus took hold of Lexi's hands and spun her around onto his back
and took her into the house, Fergus wished he could have gone he had never seen
the land of his people, but he also knew about Lexi and told himself if she
couldn't go then he would rather be here with her. Sitting her down on the
floor he told her to go put some dry clothes on, she went to her room and did
as he said changing into a dry dress that was made of a dark blue material she
knew Fergus liked.
When she came back out Fergus smiled at her and told her he was going to go
change as well, Fergus had a few clothes here, when his mother had first left
Frazer and Nola had insisted on him staying with them. Of course now that they
were older he was not allowed to sleep in bed with Lexi. In the beginning he
slept on the couch in the sitting room, but allot of the times he would wake up
and move to sleep on the floor beside Lexi's bed. Lexi had made enough fuss
about him sleeping on the floor that Frazer built Fergus a cot in her room.
In the last two and a half years Fergus had moved back to living in his old
house, Frazer and Nola had not liked it saying he was to young to live on his
own but Fergus could feel his wolf inside of him now, especially on the full
moons. His wolf was young and hard to control, it had urges, it wanted Lexi as
its mate. Fergus knew Lexi was to young to be a mate to anyone yet so he told
Frazer and they both agreed moving back into his own house was the best choice.

Quickly changing into his kilt and tunic he takes his shoes off to dry. Walking
back into the sitting room he saw Lexi sitting on the couch, "ave' ya eaten
yet?" Fergus asked her startling her. "No... but I'm not ery' ungry'...if ya
want though mama made some meat pie." Fergus grinned "aye that sounds
good...an' yar eattin' too." Fergus commands her she doesn't eat that much and
he doesn't like it, he doesn't want her hungry.

After eating they sit on the couch and talk, telling each other jokes. Then
they talk about the past and their future. It isn't long until Fergus notices
Lexi's eyes starting to drupe, he scoops her up into his arms her head loddles
onto his chest and he looks down and smiles.

Fergus places Lexi on her bed and tucks her in, as he is walking away she grabs
his hand, "where are ya goin'?" she mumbles to him, "Ta sleep on the couch." he
tells her. "Why?...ya can sleep with me...if ya want ta." Fergus's eyes go wide
then he looks around he really shouldn't be doing this but he climbs into bed
beside her, Lexi scoots over to make room for him, Fergus blows out the candle
and takes off his tunic. Laying down it is a matter of minutes before Lexi is
asleep again, Fergus is almost asleep himself when he feels Lexi cuddle into
his side and lay her head of his chest. Looking down he gulps but wraps his arm
around her smiling at her, he kisses her forehead and whispers "goodnight Lexi,
I love ya."

It had been a week and a half and the Queen and King still had not returned,
not that Fergus had minded though. He had slept with Lexi in his arms every
night since they had left, he had made sure she was well feed and even drawn
her a bath at night. He was trying to prove to her how good of a mate he would
make her. He would treat her well and take care of her for the rest of their
lives.

Tonight however was a different story, tonight was a full moon, his wolf would
be in control tonight. Looking to Lexi he smiled, she was eating the sandwich
he had made her for supper, "Lexi lass, I will ave' ta go back ta my ouse'
tonight..." Lexi looked up and smiled, "Okay, I'll go pack some clothes..." she
said getting off of the stool but Fergus grabbed her wrist. "No lass, ya can't
stay with me, not tonight..." her face instantly fell. "Ya don't want me ta
stay with ya." Fergus looked to see her eyes watering up. "Of course I do
Lexi... it's jus.... it's a full moon tonight... my wolf will be out tonight
lass." "I don't care Fergus I want ta stay with ya." she said burying her face
into his chest and hugging him tightly.

Fergus gave a small groan at this, it was nearing dark and he could smell
Lexi's scent strongly in the air. He could feel his wolf clawing at the
surface, he wanted Lexi bad. Breathing in her scent he let out a slight growl
and felt as his teeth and eyes changed, he needed to leave now! Giving her a
kiss to the top of her head he pried her off of him. "Lexi ya ave' ta stay ere'
I will be back as soon as it is morrnin', I promise I will come back first
thing." Lexi shook her head and tightened her hold on him, "NO Fergus! Don't
leave me, I don't want to be alone... Please!" She begged him beginning to cry.
Fergus bit his lip as he felt another wave of the beast flood his senses,
letting out a whine he dropped to his knees in pain. The wolf was going wild,
he would be out any second, he wasn't going to make it home. Throwing Lexi over
his shoulder he walked and threw her on her bed a little to rough before giving
a loud growl as another wave came. "STAY IN HERE DO NOT COME OUT DO YA
UNDERSTAND ME!" Lexi jumped at hearing him yell at her. "LEXI?!" he growled
making her nod her head quickly.

Rushing out of the room he locked her door. He needed to do anything to keep
from getting to her, who knows what the wolf would do. He let out a roar as he
shifted into his wolf, crying out as his bones broke and reset. He felt his
clothes rip to pieces as his body grew to the size of a small stag. When it was
done he heard Lexi calling his name frantically, she was crying, she was scared
and there was nothing he could do. Moving his head he looked towards her door
and stood. Walking over he smelled at the room and whined, he wanted her,
needed her so much it hurt. Lifting his paws he scratched at the door,
desperately doing anything to get to her. "Fergus... is that ya?" he heard from
the other side and looked under the door to see Lexi laying on the floor
peeking at him from under it.

Laying down he stared back at her looking deep into her blue eyes. "Fergus?"
She said in a shaky voice making him give another whine and push his snout
under the door as far as he could. Feeling some of her skin touch his nose he
gave a small lick, kissing her as best he could to sooth her. She gave a small
giggle at it making him smile, "That was my nose." she laughed, doing it again
he heard her laugh. He was happy that she wasn't scared of him, he never wanted
to scare her. Closing his eyes he tried to relax as much as possible, breathing
in her scent.
He was calm until he felt her move on the other side and looked under at her
whining. "I'm just gettin' a blanket I'll be back." He could hear how tired she
was and wished he could tell her to go lay on her bed not on the cold floor.
She was back in an instant throwing a pillow on the floor before laying down
and covering up. Giving a sigh he pushed his nose back under the door until he
felt it touch her face again. They were quiet for a while and Fergus was sure
she had fallen asleep until he felt something touch his neck, opening his eyes
he saw it was her small hand. Her tiny fingers were laced into his black fur
and he smiled as he felt her kiss the tip of his nose, "Goodnight Fergus."
Licking her one last time the two slowly drifted off to sleep.
***** CH 3 Goodbye *****
Three days later Lexi was sitting on Fergus's work bench watching him make
something, he wouldn't tell her what it was he only tells her to "be
patient"... something she lacks. They had had a lot of fun for the past couple
of days and Fergus had slept with Lexi in his arms every night, he would dread
when her parents got back and he could no longer fall asleep to her scent. They
were talking about a variety of things when Fergus's boss walks in, he is a
kind man with a big belly and a grey beard and balding hair. "There is a man
ere' that says es' da lassie uncle an' she needs ta come ave' a word wit im'."
Lexi looks at Fergus who is stiffing up, but thanks the older man and takes
Lexi's hand to lead her outside.

Outside is a tall man with long black hair dressed in a black leather kilt,
black tunic and a black cloak, he looks at Lexi then to Fergus. "Ya look like
yer pa young Lexi... an' ya must be Fergus, I've eard' allot aboot ya aven't'
seen ya since ya were born." Fergus lifts his chin and puffs out his chest,
"well I don't know ya...What do ya want with Lexi?" The man growls at Fergus
"Watch yer tone boy! My name is Lucius I'm a friend of Lexi's pa, and a need to
ave' a word wit er' alone, ya can come to er' house after ya get off work."
Fergus didn't like this, but he could tell the man was an alpha, and a old one
at that. Fergus looks down at Lexi and hugs her close, "Ya know where I am if
ya need me, be careful...I'll be there as soon as I get off work." She looks up
at him and mumbles "okay."

Fergus watches Lexi walk off with the other alpha...Lucius, holding off a low
growl in his chest. He goes back into the shop and finishes the stuffed wolf he
was making her, it was made of grey wool and had buttons for eyes. He planes to
give it to Lexi tonight and finally tell her how he feels about her, with her
fathers permission he wishes to start courting her. Fergus knows that Lexi is
young but Frazer had already had a talk with him, he knew he was an alpha and
Lexi was an omega. Anyways people got married young all the time in the human
world, even more so in lycan culture. Although Fergus would not marry Lexi
until she was fifteen, he wanted her to be his, the wolf wanted her too...and
he wanted to make sure every other male knew she was his as well.

Later that day Fergus had left work with Lexi's wolf finished and stuffed in
his pocket. He made his way to her house, when he got there however it was not
what he was expecting. There outside of her house were at least a dozen men all
lycans, and from what Fergus could tell all betas. Just as Fergus got to the
door Lucius walked out and stopped him.

Lucius had told Fergus that king Frazer and Queen Nola had been killed, the
meeting they were to attend a trap, all lycans there were killed. "Where is
Lexi?" Fergus asks his voice breaking as a tear runs down his cheek. "She is in
er' room, she wont come out and we cant get er' ta eat or drink anythin'."
Fergus pushes past Lucius and goes into Lexi's room. On the bed is Lexi, she is
curled into a ball, her shoulders are shaking and he can hear her sobs. He
makes his way over to her and climbs on the bed, before he can react Lexi is
sitting in his lap clinging to his tunic and crying. She cries and cries and
Fergus just holds her , he rubs her back and rocks her until she falls asleep.
He lays her down and pulls the blanket over her, placing a kiss on her
forehead.

Fergus walks into the sitting room and sees Lucius sitting on the couch with a
glass of scotch in his hands. He walks over and sits beside the lycan, Lucius
hands Fergus a glass of scotch as well and they sit in silence sipping their
drinks. They stay like this for sometime, until the older alpha breaks the
silence, "I'm sorry about this lad I know Frazer was like a father ta ya as
well." "Aye e' was." Fergus agrees looking down. "ow' is the lassie?" Lucius
asks, "Shes asleep." Fergus tells him looking towards Lexis room. Lucius sees
this and smiles "Ah... ya love er' don't ya lad." stating clearly, "Aye I do."
There is a moment of silence before Lucius smile fades and he looks down "She's
queen now...I'm sorry lad but she as' ta leave wit me...she as' ta learn..."
and that's when Fergus looses it "NO!...ya cant jus take er'....she doesn't
even know ya..... Shes MINE!...she..." Lucius jumps up "Calm down boy!...she is
the queen..she as' ta learn ow' ta lead er' pack, just like er' pa did, he
taught me all those years ago and I'll teach er'. What will ya do if she stays
ere' wit ya Fergus, marry er', get er' pregnant, ya can't take care of
pups...ya cant take care of er'...ya just a pup yerself." Fergus puts his head
in his hands as he weeps, he knows Lucius is right... but he loves Lexi and
doesn't want her to go. Lucius sees the boys grief and sits beside him, "she
will be back lad, she'll come back ta ya." "Ya don't know that." Fergus moans.
"Aye I do lad...cuz that lass loves ya jus' as much as ya love er'." Lucius
reassures him placing his hand on Fergus's back, "Ow' long?" Lucius knows what
he is asking, "Five years...maybe less." Fergus knows there is no way around
it. "When do ya leave?" Lucius sighs "Tomorrow".

With this being said Fergus gets up and on shaking legs walks into Lexi's room.
He looks down at her, the love of his life and slides into bed next to her.
Fergus pulls her as close as he can to his body and holds her tight. He refuses
to sleep that night, he doesn't want the only time left with her to be spent
sleeping. He holds her and whispers how much he loves her in her ear, for he
cannot tell her in person because he knows she will not leave if he does. Into
the night he holds her listening to the storm rage on outside, he looks at her
and cries, wishing they could stay like this forever.

Unfortunately the sun comes up and Fergus has to let his love go. She takes her
time packing her belongings, trying to draw out as much time with Fergus as
possible. While Lucius loads her bags onto the back of the horse Lexi and
Fergus lay on her bed together one last time. Fergus holds Lexi, soothing her
as she cries, he holds in his own tears, he has to be strong for his lass. When
Lucius comes and tells them its time to go, Fergus and Lexi walk hand in hand
outside. Fergus pulls Lexi to him and reaches into his pocket, he pulls out the
wolf he made for her. Placing it in her arms he looks to her "He'll look after
ya... when I'm not there." Fergus looks at it smiling a sad smile. Lexi hugs
the small wolf and looks down, yet again tears come to her eyes.

Fergus hugs her tightly and says the word he never wanted to say, "Goodbye."
Out of some last bit of courage Fergus lifts Lexi's chin and plants his lips
against hers, this is their moment, but like all moments it has to end. "Please
don't forget me." Lexi begs him, "Never." Fergus assures her. He watches as
Lucius places her on the horse and gets on behind her, he watches as they ride
away, Lexi waving back at him. When they are out of sight Fergus whispers "I
love ya" and lets the tears he had been holding in fall.
***** Ch 4 we meet again *****
Riding into a small village, not much had changed in the five years Lexi had
been gone. More Buildings and shops, but other than that it was all the same,
she saw some faces she recognized. People were finally taking notice of her,
her hair now down to her hips in wide curls, her eyes a cold blue, but what was
catching their attention was her clothes. Lexi no longer wore the typical dress
women were expected to wear, no she chose to wear black fitted trousers, black
boots, and a dark blue tunic with a belt around her waist. She had learned fast
that one could not fight in a dress.

It was close to nightfall so Lexi decided she would stop by the pub for a pint
and a bit to eat, then get a room at the inn. She turned her horse over to the
barn boy and grabbed her bag, heading inside. The pub was already alive
tonight, with most people going for a drink after work. Lexi found a table at
the far Corner, she ordered a pint of ale with some bread and ham. The waitress
took her order and said she would return soon.

When Lexi's food came she ate quickly and began to sip her ale, she was looking
in the fire and didn't notice the man who walked in. The man was average height
with dark hair down a little past his shoulders, he had Hazel eyes and had a
well trimmed beard, he was wearing a red and black kilt with a white tunic, on
his feet he wore a pair of boots and lacing up to his knees to help fight the
cold along with a worn cloak. He closed the door behind him and looked around
the pub, he started to walk towards the bar when a scent hit him that he had
not smelled in what felt like an eternity. He looked to where the desirable
smell was coming from, when he found the source he saw the same blood red hair
he remembered from all those years ago.

Fergus just looked at her for a little time until he walked over and tapped her
on the shoulder "Do ya mind if I join ya?" When Lexi turned around to look to
see who touched her she saw a face that had slightly aged but still had that
same fox grin from their childhood, the one that still held her heart. "Fergus,
Fergus Macleod is that ya...by God ya ave'nt' changed at all." She got up and
he immediately pulled her into a hug, breathing in a big whiff of her, "God she
smelt so good" he told himself. When he let go of her he pulled back and looked
at her, she was so beautiful. Lexi was smiling at him when she saw a small
figure behind him holding onto his kilt. Looking behind her old friend she was
met with the eyes of a young boy who held the same face as her childhood love,
instantly her heart fell. "Well ello', what's yer name?" she asked the boy in a
gentle voice, smiling at him. Fergus stiffened when Lexi looked to the boy, his
son... "This is Gavin..my son." He told her honestly searching her eyes to see
how she would react and then he saw it ... pain. Looking down he he placed his
hand on the boys back "Lad, this is my very special friend, Lexi, say ello'."
"Ello' Miss Lexi." the by said looking nervous, "Ah lad ya don't ave' ta call
me Miss.. Lexi is fine." She told him with a kind smile, which the boy
returned.

They talked for hours, they talked about things that had happened to both of
them in their time apart from one another. Fergus had been called to war four
months after Lexi had to leave. He had only been injured once when he got a
arrow through his leg, it hurt Lexi's heart to know he had been in pain, but he
reassured her he was 'fine an' dandy' now. Fergus was quick to tell her that he
was not married and that he had had Gavin with a whore, the woman had
apparently died and Gavin had shown up on his doorstep one day almost a year
ago with a note. Lexi had slapped his chest when he mentioned the boy's
mother's occupation in front of Gavin, he did not need to know that.
Lexi had got to see her kingdom with Lucius and many other places as well,
Lucius had forced her to train everyday. "So what ya goin' ta do now?" Fergus
asks, "Well, I was opein' ta fix up ma parents old house, find some work,
and...", "Wait" Fergus interrupts, "Ya ar' goin' ta work, a female lycan, ya
cant be serious." Fergus scoffs, not liking the idea of her working, it was
unheard of, a female lycan working, it especially looked bad on the mate, a
male was supposed to take care of his mate. Lexi laughs at his sulking. When
the barman makes last call Fergus says goodnight not liking the idea of Lexi
staying at the inn but held his tongue and told her he would see her tomorrow.
He gave her a hug and lifted Gavin who had fallen asleep while they were
talking into his arms. Getting a wiff of her scent they parted ways... for now.

Lexi woke the next morning and decided to go to her parents old cottage, the
years had taken there toll on the old house, part of the house had caved in and
from the looks of it the roof would need some work as well. "Might as well get
started now." Lexi told herself.

Late into the afternoon Lexi had moved out all of the stones that had fallen on
the caved in part of the house, which had happened to be her parents bedroom.
She had also figured out how much slate tiles she would need for the roof, that
she would buy tomorrow . She was cleaning the inside of the house when Fergus
walks in. "Looks good, ya move all those stones yarself?" "Aye. Where is
Gavin?" Lexi looks up at him from where she was sweeping to see him alone. "e'
is at a friends ouse' fur the night. Ya should ave' waited for me ta elp' ya."
Fergus scolds her. "I can take care of meself, thank ya very much." Lexi
laughs. "Aye sure ya can." Fergus chuckles. "What do ya ave' left ta do." "The
roof and some stuff ere' and there." Lexi told him putting up the broom. "I'll
elp' ya wit the roof, ya don't need ta be up dare by yerself." "I'll be fine, I
can..." "Aye I know ya can take care of yarself, I know, but I still would feel
better elpin' ya." Fergus tells her, there was no changing his mind, Lexi knew
that. "Fine." "It's gettin' late do ya want me ta take ya back ta the inn, we
could go ta the pub an eat supper first if ya want?" Fergus asks Lexi, he
really wanted to have dinner with her and talk more. "Aye we can go to the pub,
but I'm stayin' ere' tonight." "What! No! ya can't stay ere' alone, plus the
roof ain't done yat, what if it starts rainin'?" Fergus argues. "I'll be fine
Fergus I ave' slept in the rain before and...", "NO! I'll not allow it ya might
get sick." Fergus interrupts then surprises himself, "Ya can stay at my house."
Lexi blushes bright red "I can't do that..." "Why not?" "Because it's
imposin'." Lexi stutters out. "No it's not, ya are stayin and that's that."
Fergus commands crossing his arms over his chest and lifting his chin.
Lexi looks at him and giggles "Ya know ya might be an alpha, but I'm the king,
so (Lexi mocks his stance) yarself." Fergus raises his eyebrows, "Oh really" he
says walking over to her and throwing her over his shoulder and walking
outside. "Fergus put me down!" Lexi kicks her feet and hits his back, Fergus
just laughs and sits her on his horse, grabbing the reins of her horse and then
getting on behind her. Lexi sits with her arms crossed and pouts, "Thought ya
were a king, kings don't pout." Lexi just turns and sticks her tongue out at
him causing Fergus to laugh.

After Fergus and Lexi had ate supper, they were back at Fergus's cottage it was
only downhill from Lexi's. Right now they were just sitting by the fireplace,
Fergus was throwing some logs on the fire and they were talking of the past,
and the present but what Fergus wanted to talk about most was their future
together. Fergus still wanted Lexi as his mate he had never stopped loving her.
Lexi wanted him too but felt he would never want her... a freak.

They continued talking into the night, Fergus had noticed that Lexi had not
changed much, as far as her actions went she still began to rub her eyes and
fidget when she was fighting off sleep. As he looks at her he also sees how
much she had grown up...no longer was she this wee lass that used to cling to
his tunic or hold his hand constantly, no, she is now a young maiden, and it
shows. Her hair is blood red and comes down to her hips, which have begun to
fill out along with her breast, that Fergus was trying to avoid staring at. Her
eyes a cold blue, that he could see held both pain and hope. Her lips were full
and a dark pink, all he could think about was how good they would taste, how
they would feel on his own. Overall Lexi was beautiful, a bit skinny but still
beautiful.

"Well let's get ya ready for bed." Fergus tells Lexi, leaving to go get a
blanket and a pillow, when he comes back into the room Lexi has set her boots
and belt by the couch that she was sitting on, hugging her knees, "What are ya
doin'?" she quickly turns to look at him, thinking she has somehow offended
him. "I'm sorry." she says, "No ya did nothin', I was jus' sayin' somethin'
because well... yer not sleepin' on the couch." Fergus tells her pointy "Of
course I am ...where ....where else am I supposed ta sleep?" Lexi asks shyly
looking down. "Ya goin' ta sleep on my bed, an' I'm goin' ta sleep on the
couch." Fergus says the last part quickly. "What! No! This is yer house I'm not
lettin' ya sleep on the couch..." "Oh yes ya are, and I'm not lettin' up on
that..." Fergus says "NO and that's that." Lexi says while snatching the
blanket and pillow from from Fergus and quickly lays down on the couch.
"Goodnight Fergus." "Oh no I just told ya yer not sleeping out ere'." Fergus
laughs, Lexi just pretends to be asleep, "Alright then."

Fergus picks her up bridal style and carries her into his room throwing her
onto the bed, both laughing all the way. "Fergus?" Lexi mumbles after a few
minutes. "Aye?" "Why didn't ya ever marry?" Lexi asks while blushing, Fergus
looks down and tries to clear his tightening throat. Lexi sees this and feels
embarrassed, "I'm sorry...never mind.. I..." "No it's fine...um well I told ya
... I wouldn't forget about ya." Fergus tells her while turning beet red. "Oh,
well um... I'm sorry ya had ta wait so long." Lexi says, Fergus just chuckles
and replies, "I would ave' waited an eternity fur ya Lexi." Only just realizing
what he said Fergus quickly gets out of bed, wishing Lexi a goodnight as he
makes a break for the door, "Goodnight Fergus" Lexi smiles at him as he shuts
the door.

The next Morning Lexi woke up feeling well rested, more than she ever had.
Sleeping in Fergus's bed, she had snuggled into his covers and pillows, they
smelled just like him. Dressing quickly, Lexi went out to the sitting room to
find Fergus but he wasn't there. "Fergus...Fergus?" With not being able to find
Fergus Lexi went back and made Fergus's bed and straightened up the rest of his
home. He had changed it from the home he once shared with his mother, it had
two rooms, a kitchen with a small table and a sitting room. When Lexi had
finished cleaning up, Fergus was still not back, so Lexi decided to go look for
Fergus.
Lexi went to the shop where Fergus worked but he wasn't there, figuring he had
other things to do. So she went to her house to start on the roof, when her and
Fergus went into town yesterday she ordered the slate tiles to be delivered.
When she got there however the roof was already half done and Fergus was busy
putting on the other half.
"Was I really that bad of a ouse' guest?" Lexi laughs, Fergus looks down at her
and smiles, quickly jumping off the roof to meet her. "No, I jus' knew tha' if
I didn't do it ya would be up there doin' it yerself." Fergus says looking down
at Lexi with that knowing look. "I don't know what yar talkin' about." Lexi
says suppressing a giggle, "Sure ya don't" chuckles Fergus. "Well at least let
me elp' ya." Fergus is quick to catch Lexi when she is climbing up the ladder,
grabbing her around her waist and placing her back on the ground "Oh no ya can
go clean the inside, I'll do the roof." Lexi frowns, "No I want ta elp'..." "Ya
want ta elp' go get me some water." Fergus interrupts. "But..." Lexi babbles
"No ...go on now" Fergus tells her, handing her his skin flask and pushing her
in the direction of the river, It ran beside her house so he could watch her
the whole time. He could already feel his wolf becoming possessive of her, and
in a sense he felt the same way.

At the end of the day the roof was done and Lexi was making Fergus and Gavin
supper for helping her. After school was out they had went to go get him. He
had enjoyed helping them and was now warming up to her. "Okay should jus' be a
wee longer an' it will be done." Lexi told Fergus who was busy making sure that
the locks worked... for the seventh time. "What did ya make?" Fergus asks
shutting the door, "Shepard's pie... an' toffee pudding" Lexi replies, hearing
this Fergus swiftly turns around smiling from ear to ear. "Really?" "Well yeah,
I figured ya used ta like it when mama made it and I didn't know when the last
time ya had it was, so I'd make it for ya...Is tha alright?" Lexi says while
looking down blushing. "It has been a while since I had it, thank ya, ya didn't
ave' ta cook me supper..." Fergus starts sincerely, "Of course I did and I
wanted ta." Lexi tells him smiling, Fergus returns her smile.

Taking the pie out of the oven and putting some on two plates, Lexi places one
in front of Fergus and the other in front of Gavin. "Ere' ya go." "Thank ya."
Gavin told her before shoving a spoonful into his mouth. She sits in front of
him at the table. "Where's yers at?" Fergus is quick to ask with furrowed
brows. "I made it fur ya and Gavin..." Lexi goes to tell him, but is
interrupted by Fergus "No ya are goin' ta eat too." "I'm not ungry'..." Lexi
tells him, but it doesn't matter, Fergus is already up fixing her a plate. "No,
Fergus, it's fur ya!" Lexi tells him. "You don't eat, I don't eat." Fergus
tells her, there is no room for argument. "Now sit down and eat." he commands
placing a plate in front of her with more on it than his did. Lexi quickly
switching their plates, Fergus just glared at her and she smiled at him, Gavin
gives a small giggle at them making Fergus give out a huff as he sat down.

After eating Gavin had almost feel asleep so Lexi had told Fergus to go lay him
on her bed. Sitting back at the table Fergus looks to Lexi, she was still
eating... well somewhat, more of pushing the food around her plate. Fergus had
seen this before if someone was used to not eating then they would not eat at
all, eventually starving, "Ya don't eat often do ya?" hearing Fergus Lexi looks
up but decides not to answer. "Lexi..." Fergus repeats when she looks up to
meet his eyes he continues, "...did that alpha...Lucius... did he feed ya, did
he take care of ya?" Lexi looks down and back up, Fergus's eyes were serious,
he wanted a answer, "Aye, when I could kill it.." Lexi starts in a whisper,
"What do ya mean when ya could kill it'?" Fergus interrupts sounding angry.
"Lucius said that if I ad' ta find my own food it would teach me." Lexi says
now looking at her lap fidgeting with her fingers. "What! e' is an alpha it was
is' job ta take care of ya...not send an omega out on er' own ta fin food, e'
wasn't even supposed ta let ya out of is' sight!" Fergus is yelling now,
looking up at him Lexi noticed how his face had gone red and you could see the
veins in his forehead and neck. "Fergus it's fine I..." "NO! It's not, e' told
me, e' promised me e' would take care of ya, an' e' didn't!" Fergus stands and
is now pacing.

Lexi watched Fergus pace around the small room, his shoulders tensed up, face
red with protruding veins, but that's not what scared her the most, no, it was
his eyes, no longer were they the dark hazel now they were the bright yellow of
his wolf, showing the beast within. Lexi knew it was a full moon and Fergus's
wolf was more dominate. Seeing this Lexi snapped out of her fidgeting and
walked over to him, she could hear the low growl coming from him, a warning it
said 'stay away', but she choose to go against it and she grabbed his face and
forced him to look at her.

Meeting her eyes Fergus felt some of his anger melt away. His eyes still yellow
he saw a hint of fear in her blue orbs, seeing this Fergus pulled her to him,
he did not want Lexi to be afraid of him. He held her to his chest and wrapped
his arms around her upper back and waist, she was so small compared to him she
only came up to his mid chest, he could easily crush her if he lost control.
Smelling her scent Fergus buried his nose into her neck and Lexi tensed a
little, one little bite, that's all it would take and Lexi would be his, but
Fergus did not want to claim Lexi like this so he just stayed there.
After a few minutes of this Fergus felt his anger come to a manageable amount
and his eyes change back to their human color. "I am sorry luv, I did not mean
ta scar ya." Fergus tells her feeling her relax into his embrace, reluctantly
Lexi pulled back to look at him, he was less tense and hazel eyes now looked
back at her. "It's fine I know ya wouldn't urt' me Fergus." They stayed like
this for some time till they heard a small voice, "Papa?" Looking to her
bedroom they saw Gavin standing in the doorway rubbing his eyes..."I eard'
yellin'." Lexi smiled at him and walked over leaning down to his height, "Would
ya both like yer toffee pudding now?" she asked him innocently, "Aye." he said
excitedly. "Oh lass yer a dream." Fergus tells her with a sign.

Lexi pushes Fergus and Gavin to sit on the couch, while she makes their desert.
She makes sure to put extra toffee on top hoping it will cheer Fergus up.
Fergus watches Lexi as she is working, how could that bastard do that, omegas
are very rare, only one or two in every fifty females born. They are a prize
every alpha wants, hunted down at times if an alpha gets the scent of one.
Omegas are claimed young because of this, and once an alpha claims his mate
they rarely let them out of their sight, in fear they will be taken by a rival
alpha.

This information is what pisses Fergus off the most about Lucius, he left Lexi
by herself unprotected and unwatched, any alpha could have claimed her to be
theirs. Lexi thankfully had not been claimed, she was still pure, Fergus could
smell it. Just the thought of another male touching her, let alone looking at
her made his blood boil. He was the only one allowed to touch her, she was his.

"..." Fergus looked up to see Lexi standing right in front of him, "What?" he
said not hearing her, "I said are ya sure yar alright?" she asked him a look of
concern on her face. Fergus straightened himself up and replied, "Of course."
adding a smile, "Okay, ere' ya go." she said handing him a bowl with toffee
pudding in it. "Thank ya lass." he said taking the bowl from her with a smile.
Looking to see Gavin was eating his own with a big smile plastered on his face.

After Fergus had finished his pudding him and Lexi sat by the fire with Gavin
asleep again on the couch. "Yar goin' ta make me fat if ya keep cookin' like
that lass." He told her with that fox grin on his face. "Don't over
exaggerate." Lexi laughed, "No seriously, thank ya fur supper I ave'n't had
home cooked food in a long while." Lexi blushed and mumbled "Welcome." It was
storming out now, the roof holding up though. They talked a little more, Fergus
noticed Lexi's eyes start to grow heavy. He knew they all needed to sleep but
he didn't want her here alone, he wanted her at least in his earshot at all
times, so that he was here if something happened. What he really wanted was for
her to be in his arms.

Reluctantly he stood, "Well it's gettin' late we best be goin' home." Lexi
looked up at him and took his hand to get up, she was sad, she didn't want to
be alone, but she knew he was right, and most likely wanted to sleep in his own
bed. She walked over and wrapped up the remaining food to give to Fergus.
"Here." she said giving it to him, "No this is yar food.." "No it's yers I made
it fur ya both, now take it." Lexi told him with firm eyes, knowing she
wouldn't take no for a answer Fergus took the food and told her thank you.
"I'll come by tamorra ta see ya." Fergus told her hugging her, talking a big
whiff of her scent to last him the night. "No problem, make sure ya lock this
door good an tight now." Fergus told her as he lifted his son into his arms,
"Aye I will." she replied rolling her eyes with a giggle. Fergus chuckles and
tells her "Goodnight luv, I'll see ya tamorra." "Okay goodnight be careful on
the way ome'." Lexi tells him "Aye." not really wanting to Fergus opens the
door and leaves for the night, knowing tomorrow he would be by her side all
day.
Lexi cleans the dishes before washing up and heading to bed, dreaming of the
man she loves and only wishing he could ever love her back.

Lexi knew she was a freak, knew she was ugly. Lycan women were curvy and had
more hair to their bodies. She was bare and small. She had learnt to keep her
hair down at all times in Giraldus, if she didn't people would bully her about
her ears. She had elf ears, they were pointed and just showed how different she
was. She had heard other females many times saying how no man would ever want
her, would ever love her. She was too little, too skinny, and her ears were
weird, she was a freak and no one could love a freak. She loved Fergus with all
her heart, but she knew he was just her friend, how could he ever want her.
***** Ch 5 realization *****
As the weeks pass winter sets in, Fergus and Lexi spend their days together,
she meets Fergus at the tailoring shop where he works everyday for lunch, in
the evenings they have supper together. Fergus has insisted that Lexi try to
stay most days at his shop while he works, he does not trust the human men in
town. Lexi has caught the eye of most of them, Murdock a man Lexi and Fergus
both grew up with tends to look at her in the most provocative way making
Fergus's temper flare. The man has a wife and many children but still looks at
Lexi unstintingly.
Fergus is sure to keep a close eye on him when he comes by the shop in need of
something. As of late Fergus sends Lexi to the back of the shop when he comes
in, the bastard always tries to get as close to Lexi as possible. Fergus would
growl at the smell of him on her. He would lean over her making it look as if
he was looking at the pictures she drew, Fergus had bought her a easel with a
pad and some charcoals so she would have something to do in the shop. He
enjoyed watching her draw, and would hang her work around the front of the
shop. When Gavin got out of school she would help him with his lessons and then
in turn he would draw with her, he was happy to see she had accepted him. The
young lad had grown closer to Lexi over the weeks, often rushing to her when he
first saw her.

One morning when Mister Wallace comes by the shop, he tells Fergus he wants him
to come look at his wife's wardrobe so he can give him a price on fixing it.
Fergus does not want to leave the shop in the snow but figures it will be a
couple hours before Lexi arrives for lunch. So he agrees and leaves, he needs
the money, he plans on proposing to her on Christmas, in just two days time and
needed to finish paying off the ring he had bought her.

It takes a little longer than expected to work out an agreement, and Fergus
knows this will give him enough money buy Lexi the beautiful ring. When Fergus
enters his shop he hopes to see Lexi waiting for him, but that is not what he
finds, he sees the basket Lexi normally brings lunch in sitting on his desk but
there is no Lexi. On the basket is a note,

Fergus,
here is some ham and cheese sandwiches and some hash for lunch.You weren't
here, so I figured you
were working on something. I have to take care of some
things but I will see you and Gavin tonight for supper at my house. See you
then.
Love, Lexi
P.s. Don't worry I can take care of myself.

Fergus is not happy, he does not want her alone, but he does not want Lexi to
be mad at him either, so he plops down in his chair and eats his lunch all the
while grumbling like a child that can not get his way. "Would be so much
simpler ta jus' claim er', then she would ave' ta listen ta me, she would ave'
ta obey me...er' alpha." Fergus grumbled to himself. He thinks about all the
opportunities he has had to bite her over the weeks. He had almost done it one
day, Lexi had been drawing and she had her hair up in a bun on the top of her
head, her neck was open and bare to him. He walked up behind her and could feel
his teeth elongating, cutting into his lip, he could smell her scent in the
air, and leaned down, but at the last second stopped. His Lexi deserved better
than that. She just turned around to look at him and smile. Fergus smiled and
went on to compliment her latest art work.

At closing time, Fergus had finished the fixing Mrs. Wallace wardrobe and plans
on dropping it off on his way to Lexi's house. He is quick to drop off the
dresses to Mister Wallace and retrieve his payment so he can hurry up and see
Lexi, he was lonely today without her, and it made his day drag on without her
there to keep him and Gavin company. As he rides up to Lexi's cottage he ties
his horse under the barn, lifts Gavin from the horse and goes inside, but Lexi
is not there. The House is freezing, there is no fire and it is dark inside.
"Lexi?" Fergus calls, no answer, he walks out to the river and Lexi isn't there
either. Dropping Gavin back off at his own home, he started a fire to keep the
boy warm and gave him some leftovers telling him to head straight to bed after
he was done and to not leave the house.

Fergus searches around town but still cannot find her, he is in a panic now
going back to her house he smells the air, her scent leads into the woods and
he is running following it. A ways in he sees Lexi's bow and a few arrows on
the ground beside it is a dead stag, it's body is barely warm meaning it was
killed a while ago. "Lexi?!" Fergus shouts... nothing. He walks around and sees
that some of the snow has been disturbed, like someone had fallen, bending down
to inspect it Fergus sees there is a broken arrow... and blood. Smelling the
blood he stiffens... Murdock. Quickly standing he sees drops of blood leading
deeper into the woods and takes off following it.

"Leave me alone!" Fergus halts mid stride, up ahead is a sight to make him see
red. Lexi is lying on the ground her tunic tore open, tears streaming down her
face with Murdock on top of her. "Come on give us a taste love." Murdock slurs
pushing his lips to hers, Lexi is quick to bite him, making Murdock scream, "Ya
BITCH!" he raises his hand and brings the back of it down across Lexi's face.
That is all it takes, Fergus clothes are ripped to shreds as he turns into his
wolf, and tackles Murdock off of Lexi.

Murdock stares in shock at the sight in front of him, a black wolf the size of
a bear is snarling at him, lips raised over long sharp teeth, fur standing up
straight. His instincts kick in and he backs away from the beast grabbing his
sword to defend himself. He raises his weapon just as the wolf goes for the
kill, Murdock sword slices across the wolf's chest but his fate was decided for
him the moment he touched the wolf's mate.
Lexi stares in horror as the wolf she knows to be Fergus sinks his teeth into
Murdock's throat, ripping and tearing flesh like paper. It only takes seconds
and Murdock's screams are silenced by him choking on his own blood. Fergus
drops Murdock's body to the snow and turns to Lexi. As a wolf his instincts are
stronger, more animistic, more feral. He walks over to Lexi, she is tiny
compared to him only coming up to the bottom of his chest when she is kneeling.
He sniffs at her checking her over, her face has a well outlined red hand print
the size of Murdock's hand and a bloody lip. Bruises already starting to show
around her eye, wrist and neck. Self consciously she pulls her tore tunic to
cover her up then Fergus does something unexpected, but something the wolf
instincts are telling him to do, he licks at her swollen cheek, soothing the
pain she feels. She smiles at him tiredly and he nuzzles her before helping to
lift her up with his snout. Laying down in the snow, he nudges Lexi towards his
back, she just looks at him till he does it again.

Getting the point Lexi climbs onto his back, snuggling into his warm fur.
Fergus starts walking towards his home bending down to pick up his shredded
clothes in his mouth. The walk is slow back to the house, Lexi is shivering and
clinging to his fur as tight as she can for warmth. Arriving home it is late
and the snow is falling fast, Lexi is sleeping but shivering violently. He will
go back for her bow and the stag later he needs to get Lexi warm and cleaned
up.

Slipping Lexi to the ground he sees she has stop shivering and starts to panic,
changing back to his human form he picks her up into his arms, not really
taking to mind that he is naked. He carries her inside, placing Lexi on his bed
and throwing many furs over her. Fergus ties a kilt around his waist and runs
outside to grab some already split logs to start a fire. Luckily for him he had
learned a few spells from his mother one being how to quickly start a fire.

With the fire now roaring he goes to the bed and sees Lexi is still shivering,
so he scoops her up into his arms ripping her tore tunic and damp trousers off
of her, leaving her in her underwear and breast binding. He holds her to his
bare chest, wrapping her in furs and sits by the fire holding her. Sitting
there with her in his lap rubbing his hands up and down her back long after she
has stop shivering. Fergus refuses to let her go, afraid that if he lets go
something might happen.

Half an hour pasts by and Fergus stands with Lexi still in his arms and moves
her to the bed, Laying her down and covering her up with the furs and blankets
he goes to get a water basin adding some boiling water to the cold water, he
dips the rag in the water and begins to clean Lexi's wounds. He wipes the blood
off her face and then puts one of his tunics on her, it is huge on her but he
likes seeing her in his clothes. He pushes the bed against the wall and gets in
beside her. Blowing out the candle he lays down and pulls her to his chest.
With the wall on her side and him on the other he knows nothing can come near
her without him knowing. Laying in bed with her cuddled into his chest, Fergus
realizes just how close he was to loosing her today, he knows that things are
going to change, Lexi will never again be allowed out of earshot. She is his,
his omega, his mate, and he her alpha, he will keep her safe. Even if he didn't
have long...
***** Ch 6 the start *****
Lexi awoke to a wall, sitting up far to quickly made her head feel like it was
splitting into. She winced at the pain and looked around, she soon realized she
was in Fergus's bedroom... in his bed... with only a big tunic on. Her face
turned as red as a tomato with blush at the thought of Fergus seeing her almost
naked, speaking of Fergus where was he. A note was on the beside table,

Lexi,
I had to go to the shop for a little while, I should be back a little after
lunch. There is a warm bath ready for you and some clothes I got from your
house on the dresser. Soak in the bath for a while it has a tonic in it to help
with the soreness, the door is locked and Gavin is with me so don't worry. I
shall return shortly, DO NOT by any means leave this house... I Mean It!
Love Fergus.

Reading the letter Lexi let out a huff, Fergus was being very controlling. Even
though he was not her husband she still felt the need to obey him. She looked
over and there was the bath Fergus had promised still steaming. It was nice of
him to go through the trouble of heating the water, she had not had a warm bath
since her parents died. On the road with Lucius they normally just bathed in
creeks and rivers. Getting up out of bed Lexi unconsciously let out a whine at
the soreness all over her body. Recalling the events from last night she
shuddered, Murdock had followed her into the woods when she went hunting. She
had killed the stag quickly and moved over to bleed it, when Murdock came up
behind her.

He grabbed her and slammed her against a tree stunning her. Telling her how
much he wanted her, he went to kiss her and she reacted by stabbing his thigh
with a arrow she had in her hand. He screamed and fell to his knees, "Yar gonna
get it now sweeteart'." he hissed at her, attempting to grab her, Lexi ran, she
was running but her head was still spinning and he caught up to her when she
stepped in a hole springing her ankle.
Murdock pushed her to the ground and straddled her thighs holding her wrists in
one hand above her head, and ripping her tunic with the other. Lexi started
crying when he groped her breast hard, she was scared "leave me alone!" she
screamed at him, he just laughed "Come on give us a taste", and went to kiss
her again, he smelled like rotten ale. When his lips forced there way onto hers
she bit his lip hard, drawing blood, he screamed in pain "Ya BITCH!" raising
his hand and bringing it down across her face with enough force to stun her
again. That's when she heard a blood chilling growl and the next thing she knew
Murdock was getting ripped off of her.

Everything else happened so fast. Fergus ripped Murdock to shreds, she could
still hear his screams he was screaming for mercy and for God to help him. When
the wolf was satisfied that Murdock had suffered enough, he threw his body to
the side like a rag doll. Fergus turns to look at Lexi and she sees his snout
and chest is covered in blood, the wolf walks over to her and sniffs her. The
action does not make Lexi uncomfortable she knows he is checking her over but
she does try and cover her chest the best she can with the torn tunic. When
Lexi looks back up Fergus whines and licks at her cheek, cleaning her injury,
Lexi blushes but smiles at him.
Helping her up he nudges her to his back, attempting to get on his back he
helps her by pushing her with his snout. The ride home was long and she was
freezing she burrowed herself into his fur, he smelled good, this and the
rocking eventually put her to sleep. That is all she could remember.

Limping over to the vanity Lexi looked into the mirror, her face had a bad
bruise to it on one side, a busted lip and looking at the rest of her body, she
had bruises of blue and purple littering her body. Glancing down she took off
the tunic that she knew had to be Fergus's it had his scent on it, she also
removed her undergarments. Her ankle was the worst swollen and discolored. It
was not sprang as she originally thought, in fact it was dislocated at the
joint, Lexi gulped she knew it would have to be reset and she whimpered at the
thought. She wobbled over to the tub and slid in, the water was perfect and she
could feel her muscles relax.

When the water had turned cold Lexi decided it was time to get out. She stood
and dried off with a towel she saw on the dresser, looking into the mirror
again Lexi was speechless, "How would Fergus ever see her as pretty now when
she looks like this" she thought to herself. Lexi looks down and her lip starts
to tremble, she feels tears run down her face. Crying she began dressing in the
clothes Fergus left her with only a few near falls. She brushed her hair with
Fergus's brush and tied it back out of her face to dry.

Going into the sitting room, Lexi looked at the clock it was 1:24, Fergus and
Gavin should be home soon. Limping around Lexi straightened up for him, and
went to see what she could make them for lunch. Looking around for food Lexi
was interrupted by the sound of the door being unlocked and opened. Fergus
steps in with the basket Lexi usually brings him lunch in.

Looking up Fergus sees Lexi standing in the kitchen, her face is a darker
bruise than yesterday, his lips set in a firm line as he walks over to her,
sitting the basket on the counter. "What were ya thinkin' goin' out there by
yarself, do ya realize how worried I was, what that fuck was goin' ta do ta ya,
why didn't ya just tell me ya needed meat and I would ave' went and got ya
some, ya know yer not..." Lexi interrupts him saying "Because I didn't want ta
bother ya, it's not yer job ta take are' of me..." Fergus temper flares "It's
not botherin me Lexi an' don't tell me it's not my job ta take are' of ya
woman, because it is!" Ignoring her omega instincts to submit she yells right
back, her own eyes have a hint of yellow to them matching his full blown yellow
eyes. "Why! Why is it yer job!" Fergus is surprised by Lexi's rebellion, he
knows she has always been a rebel, but to challenge an alpha, to challenge him,
this just made Fergus's temper worse.
Growling loudly he grabs her by her upper arms holding her and shaking her
slightly, "Because I Love Ya!" He yells and they both freeze, hearing what he
just confessed. "Ya...Ya What?" Lexi whispers, too afraid that what she just
heard was just her mind playing tricks on her... he couldn't possibly love her,
her the freak of their race, the half blood.

Fergus looks her straight in the eye and repeats the three words he had always
wanted to tell her, "I love ya" Lexi just stares at him looking for a lie
anywhere on his face, "How?" She asks him. "What do ya mean 'how' Lexi, I've
loved ya since the day ya were born." he told her sincerely, Lexi didn't know
what to do, so she cried "But I'm a half-blood, a freak, ya can't love me..."
Fergus grabs her face gently and wipes the tears streaming down her face away
with his thumbs "Yer not a freak yer special, and I do and I always will love
ya Lexi!" Then Fergus heard the words he had wanted to hear for sixteen years,
"I love ya too Fergus." In that second Fergus felt time stop, the woman he
loved, loves him back. Without thinking Fergus presses his lips to hers. When
the kiss is broken Fergus rests his forehead on Lexi's, both eyes closed
relishing in the moment.
Leaning into pull her into a hug Lexi unintentionally adds more pressure to her
injured foot causing her to hiss in pain. Fergus immediately pulls back fearing
he had hurt Lexi himself somehow, but sees her looking down. Fergus follows her
gaze to her ankle, lifting her up onto the counter he gabs her leg and rolls up
her pants leg that were way too long, he would have to remember to hem them
later. The sight was not pretty.
Lexi's ankle was blue and black, it was swollen two times it's original size.
Fergus turned it to inspect it causing Lexi to whimper, the lycan race only
whimper for two reasons, one being a cry of pain, and two being out of fear or
sadness.
Hearing Lexi make this sound automatically makes Fergus react and become
soothing and protective. Picking her up he carries her to the bedroom placing
her on the bed with ease. Grabbing a cloth he goes outside to grab some snow,
packing it tightly in the cloth, yelling to Gavin to stay outside, he was
playing with a group of boys. Back inside he places the ice on Lexi's foot
gently, Lexi flops back onto the bed biting the back of her hand to stop a cry.

"This will elp' numb it...I'm goin' ave' ta reset it, it's goin' ta urt'."
Fergus tells her with a look of pity. "I know." Lexi mumbles out around her
hand. After a few minutes Fergus dumps the melted snow in the water basin and
hands her the rag, "Bite down on this and close yer eyes lass." Doing what
Fergus told her to do, Lexi readied herself for what was to come. Fergus put
her other leg between his knees and she looks up at him, "Don' want' ya kickin'
me." he chuckles, she smiles and goes back to closing her eyes. Fergus gently
grips Lexi's injured leg placing it in his lap, getting a firm hold on her
lower leg in one hand and her foot in the other, Lexi hisses and tries to pull
her leg out of his grasp.

"Never mind, it will be fine." Lexi said looking up, "Lexi.... Lay down."
Fergus growled looking at her with serious eyes, Lexi looks at him and flops
down on the bed letting out a puff of air. Biting his lip Fergus pulls the
joint out then pushes it back in place, Lexi screams around the rag, tears
coming to her eyes. With the joint back in place Fergus pulls off his shirt and
wraps it around her ankle and foot, like a bandage tieing it tightly.

When he is done he looks up to see Lexi is curled up as tight as possible,
crying. Fergus feels a pain in his chest at seeing his love in pain. He picks
her up and places her in his lap, hugging her to him and just rocking her.
Fergus does this till she has resided to just sniffles."Forgive me, love."
Fergus tells her, kissing her forehead. Lexi feels his deep, grainy voice
vibrate her body."There is nothin' ta forgive, thank ya." she says smiling up
at him till she sees a deep cut across his chest, "Fergus, Whats this... are ya
alright?" she asks him, he looks at his chest cussing himself for letting her
see it. "Aye lass I'm fine, its nothin, don't worry about it." Lexi furrows her
brows at him, "What do ya mean its nothin', its deep Fergus." "It's fine I
promise..." Leaning down to kiss her lips, but Lexi pulls back making Fergus
grunt in disaprovement. "No kiss till ya let me clean it up." Lexi tells him
looking him straight in the eye and raising her eyebrows. Fergus makes a low
growl but agrees, grumbling "stubborn woman". Lexi hops off Fergus lap to go
get the whiskey, limping back into his room Fergus sees the whiskey and tenses,
"What no don't waste me Craig." Lexi glares at him and he knows he wont get a
kiss until he does as she says. "Fine." Dabbing the whiskey soaked rag onto his
cut Fergus shouts "Fuck!" After a few minutes Lexi has cleaned the wound and it
looks less red. Fergus leans down to pull Lexi to sit back in his lap and then
kisses her lips, they were so soft, so perfect, and now they were all his.

A little later Fergus had sit Lexi on the counter and was making them all
dinner... the best he could. Gavin was now playing on the floor in the sitting
room. "What are ya makin'?" Lexi asked, "Deer stew", "Do ya want some elp'...
wait the stag I killed?" Lexi smiled, Fergus looks at her and smiles, "Nah, I
think it's time I cooked for ya. And aye the deer ya killed, I went an got it
this morning." Lexi smiled at him, "Well is there anythin' I can do?" Fergus
moved to stand in front of her, he put his hands on her hips, that had filled
out a little more over the weeks. "Aye... ya can sit ere' and keep lookin'
beautiful." He smiled at her and chuckled as her cheeks turned a deep red,
planting another kiss on her lips. "Yuck." They heard Gavin say from the floor
causing Fergus to laugh and Lexi to hide herself in his chest, she was so
adorable.

Later that night, the sun had gone down and Lexi looked at Fergus while they
were sitting on the couch. After Gavin had finished telling them both about his
day Lexi looked to fergus, "I best be gettin' ome' Fergus." Fergus looked at
Lexi with a completely serious face "Yar not goin' anywhere... I don't wan' ya
alone anymore, yar..." "Where am I supposed ta stay?" Lexi asked, "ere' with me
of course, look Lexi I know ya can take care of yerself, but I am not goin' ta
let somethin' appen' ta ya again, it would ave' killed me if ya would ave'
died." Fergus told her holding her cheek in the palm of his hand. "I don't wan'
ta impose..." Lexi started to say looking down, "Yar not imposing lass I want
ya ere, at all times, by my side at all times, so that way I know yar safe, an'
no other MAN can go near ya...EVER." Fergus said growling out the last part.
Gavin at this time had aso decided to join in and planted himself in his and
Lexi's lap, "Ya can sleep in my room." he said happily. "Oh yea? And where will
ya sleep?" Lexi asked him laughing. "With ya." He replied throwing his arms
around her neck and hugging her. "Ya tryin' ta steal me woman lad?" Fergus
laughed pulling his son off of Lexi and into his own lap to tickle him. "NOOO
Pa...PA." Gavin laughed.

A while later Gavin had fell asleep and now the couple were sitting in each
others arms. Lexi knew he meant well, but people had never been open towards
her before. Fergus was very sweet and cared about her safety. He was a
possessive man, but that is how their race was, men told their wives what to
do. Alphas were even more possessive, especially when it came to an omega.
Omegas are rarely let out of sight of their alphas, the alpha will most of the
time only let the omega go somewhere without him if she is with someone the
alpha knows and trust, and they trust few with their female. "Well I need ta go
ta my house and get a few things, so I'll come right back." Lexi stated getting
up off of the couch, her leg barley hurt, she still had a little limp but not
bad, she was going to put her boots on when Fergus grabbed her by the waist.
"Yar not goin' anywhere by yerself." Fergus said firmly, "Its not that far
Fergus, I.." "NO. I'm comin' wit ya." he demanded, Lexi knew there was no
changing his mind.

At Lexi's house she went in and grabbed some clothes throwing them in a bag
then halted, "Turn around." Lexi told Fergus, he furrowed his brows but did as
she said. Lexi reached under her bed and pulled out a big package making sure
it was securely wrapped, she placed it in her bag, reaching back under she
pulled out a small box placing it in her bag as well before she tied it shut.
Grabbing her sword she walked over to Fergus "Ready." Fergus looked down at her
and took her bag, "I got it." Lexi complained, "No yar not even supposed ta be
walkin'." with that being said he gave her that fox grin and pecked her lips,
picking her up he carried her outside and sat her on his horse and tied her bag
to her own. Climbing up behind Lexi he grabbed the reins of her horse, and
pulled Lexi into his chest wrapping his cloak over them both, it wouldn't do
much as to it had holes in it, but it would help some.

Once home Fergus carried Lexi and her stuff into the house sitting her on the
bed. "I'm gonna go put the horses up and get some wood, why don't ya get ready
fur bed." He told her, "Okay." Lexi said looking up at him, Fergus pecked her
lips, he loved how he could kiss her now anytime he wants, walking out and
shutting the door behind him to give her privacy. Lexi quickly washed up some
and put on Fergus's tunic to wear as a nightgown, it came down to just below
her knees.

Fergus had put up the horses in the barn and was now pacing the barn. He was
nervous it was nearly midnight, nearly Christmas day, he was getting ready to
propose to Lexi. He couldn't remember being this nervous in all his life, but
it was time, and he wanted, no needed for Lexi to truly be his. He was afraid
though, he knew he would never be able to tell her the truth, that he only had
seven years left...

When Lexi had left Fergus lost it, he was all alone. He started to fear the
worst, "What if she was hurt... if she was...dead?" One night he had gotten
drunk at the local brothel, drunk was putting it lightly. He needed to know if
his love was well, remembering some of his mothers black magic he went out to
the crossroads and dug a small hole in the center. After a few minutes of
waiting he went to leave, stumbling away cursing he heard a small laugh and
turned around.
There stood a woman with white eyes and blond hair. She was a nice looking
woman but Fergus knew what she was. "Are you going to keep staring at me or are
you going to tell me what you want Fergus Macleod?" Fergus furrowed his eyes at
this, "ow' do ya know my name?" She gave him an amused smile before snapping
her fingers and appearing in front of him. "You know what I am, I know many
things, now what can I do for you?" Looking down and then back up he asked her
what he wanted to know, "Is Lexi alive, is she alright?" The woman's eyebrows
rose at this "Yes, she is quite well." Fergus gave a smile at this feeling a
weight come off of his chest. "Can ya bring er' back ta me?" He asked the woman
full of hope.
Looking him in the eye she shook her head, "She is out of my reach, in a land I
can not enter." Fergus felt his heart fall and looked down. "Then I ave' no
need of ya." he said. His eyes imminently shot back up when he heard the woman
laugh, "You know the rules Fergus, you call me you have to make a deal... I
don't give out answers for free." The Scotsman temper began to flare at this,
"An what do I ask ya fur... three more inches ta me willy?" he yelled. The she-
demon burst into a fit of laughter at this and pushed her lips to his in a
hurry. Fergus was quick to shove the woman from his mouth, "There you go
handsome, see you in ten years, try not to drink yourself to death." She
laughed and then disappeared leaving a cursing Scott in her wake.

Looking down in shame Fergus grabbed some wood and made his way inside, he put
some logs on the fire in the sitting room and took a breath before walking into
the bedroom. There Lexi was sitting on the bed... in nothing but his tunic, it
showed much of her legs, making Fergus blush. He made his way over to the
fireplace in the room and threw some logs onto it to last the night.
He stayed by the fire a little longer than needed just starring into the fire
which he knew was his fate... "Fergus is everythin' alright?" Lexi whispered,
afraid she had angered him in someway. Hearing the fear in her voice he turned
around and smiled at her, "No, nothing at all darlin'." He walks over to her,
and sits on the bed pulling her to him. Lexi snuggles into his side, but winces
when Fergus squeezes her a little to tight. Fergus looked down at her seeing
the bruises on her arms and legs, he opens the drawer on the side table and
gets the jar of salve, opening it he takes out a glob and picks up her arm
rubbing it into the skin. Getting onto one knee beside the bed and pulls her to
where she is sitting on the bed in front of him, with her legs over the side.
He rubs the salve into her legs, when he gets to her upper thighs he slows and
looks up at her, he meets her eyes seeing nothing but love.

Looking over at the clock he sees it is only a minute to midnight, screwing the
lid back on the jar he grabs a rag and wipes his hands off, the salve already
making them numb. He opens the drawer to place the salve in and grabs a small
box before closing the drawer. Taking a deep breath he grabs Lexi's hand
"Lexi... I ave' loved ya since the moment I first saw ya sixteen ears' ago, ya
are the most beautiful creature I've ever set eyes on. I promise ta take care
of ya and only love ya forever, an' I would be eternally grateful if ya would
do me the honor of becomin' my wife and mate." opening the box to present her
with a beautiful gold ring with small diamonds on the band and a larger diamond
in the center.

Looking at the ring and hearing Fergus's sweet words Lexi started to cry, never
in all her life had she believed Fergus the man she had loved since before she
could remember would want her as his wife and mate.. Looking into Fergus's eyes
Lexi said the word he would kill to hear..."Aye."
Hearing that one word, Fergus thought he was dreaming he lept up and lifted
Lexi into his arms spinning her around the room. He slammed his lips into hers,
in between sweet kisses Fergus tells her "Ah lass ya make me the luckiest man
in all the world." Lexi smiles "Not nearly as much as I am." Sitting her gently
back down on the bed, with shaking hands he slides the ring on her finger,
kissing her again.

Taking off his boots and leg bindings Fergus lays with his love on the bed.
They lay quiet for sometime just enjoying each others embrace when Lexi jumps
up, "What is it?" Fergus asks with worry clear in his voice. Reaching under the
bed, Lexi grabs a big package wrapped in brown paper. "I was so excited I
almost furgot yar Christmas present" Lexi tells him excitedly. "Ya didn't ave'
ta get me anythin..." Fergus tells her, "Of course I did, now hush and open
it." Lexi said placing the package in his lap smiling at him.
Fergus looks at her with a grin "Aye mam'." opening the package and holding up
the fabric inside, Fergus is amazed, Lexi had given him a fur lined cloak. It
was made of black suede and black fur on the inside that looked like bear, it
was shiny and soft to the touch. Fergus knew that it must have cost a fortune,
"Lexi ow' much did this cost, I can't possibly accept this." Fergus looked at
her with a unbelieving look, "Fergus Rodrick Macleod ya will accept it an' not
worry about ow' much it cost, now try it on." Lexi tells him with a matter of
fact look, looking at her with wide eyes at her using his full name, Fergus
does what his woman asks of him.

The cloak fit Fergus very well, it was heavy and warm. "Thank ya lass." Fergus
tells her pulling her into a hug. "At least now I don't ave' ta worry about ya
catchin' yer death outside. An' this may elp ta warm ya up as well" Lexi
giggles and pulls out a bottle of Craig from under the pillow. Sitting the
cloak on the chair Fergus laughs and lifts his omega into his arms and lays
back down onto the bed with her on his chest, taking the bottle from her he
smiles "Ya know me too well darlin'." Opening the bottle he takes a swig of the
dark whiskey feeling it burn as it settled in his belly. Giving a fox grin he
lifted the bottle to his female's lips, Lexi gave a unknowingly look at him
before taking a sip. She imminently regretted it. Fergus gave a hearty laugh at
her reaction, her face scrunched up and she gave a shake, "God that's terrible,
ow' do ya drink that stuff?" "Practice luv, practice." Placing the bottle on
the table he blows out the bedside candle and pulls the covers over the both of
them, saying 'I love yous' and stealing passionate kisses both sleep in peace
rapped tightly in each others arms.
***** Ch. 7 useless knowledge *****
Within the next two weeks Fergus and Lexi had gotten everything ready for their
wedding, inventions had been sent out to the few people they knew and Lexi was
currently getting her wedding dress made, Fergus had wanted to pay for it like
he had insisted on paying for everything else, but this was one thing Lexi
would not let him pay for. The brides father was supposed to pay for the dress
and the wedding but Lexi didn't have a father.

"Ouch." Lexi let out when the seamstress pricked her with the needle, "Sorry
dearie." the older woman said. "Everythin' alright darlin'?" Fergus asked from
behind the curtain attempting to move it back, "Mister Macleod ya try ta sneak
ah peak at this dress one more time, I will beat ya with a broom." the
seamstress told him, letting out a chuckle Fergus closes the curtain saying
"Aye madam." Lexi giggles at her future husband and mate, she truly can not
wait till they are married, it was only two days away. Gavin was currently
playing with some other little boys, Lexi had given him a ball and hurling
stick for Christmas and he and the other boys now enjoyed playing it until the
sun went down.

After another hour of pricking and Fergus's complaining the dress was done,
Lexi would pick it up on the day of the wedding. "So my bonnie lass ya goin' ta
give me a hint of what yar dress looks like?" Fergus chuckles, "Nope." Lexi
giggles leaning back into him and craning her neck to look up at him. Fergus
lets go of one of the reins on the horse to grab her chin and hold it to kiss
her. She tries to deepen the kiss and Fergus growls, his grip around her waist
tightening. He continues growling but when he feels his eyes change and his
canines elongate he pulls away quickly, closing his eyes to try and regain his
control by taking deep breaths. "I'm sorry Fergus I didn't mean ta..." Lexi
whispers, "No Lexi it's fine, two more days luv..." Fergus interrupts her, his
omega to be has no reason to be sorry, he knew omegas go through matting cycles
called heat. When their heat was to come, the claiming alpha's rut would
coincide with their mates. Fergus and Lexi had yet to talk about her heat and
they needed to. So lifting Lexi off of the horse and twisting her around to
ride on his back like when they were pups, Fergus picked up a few logs and made
his way into their home. "darlin' can I ask ya somethin'?"

"Of course ya can." Lexi told him as he set her down on the couch, Fergus
smiled at her as he put the logs in the fireplace and said the spell to light
the fire, sitting down on the couch with her. "Well... I think it's time...we
should talk about yar.. uh.. yar eat'." Fergus said clearing his throat while
both him and Lexi turned beet red. "Oh... um... alright, what about it?" Lexi
mumbled looking down."Lexi lass look at me." Fergus told her gently and Lexi
did as he told her to. "What did... as' anyone.. what do ya know about it
lass?"

Lexi gulped and told him everything she knew, "I started ta go inta eat' only
four months ago, but I never went into it really, Lucius gave me a tonic ta
suppress it." stopping Fergus asked "What did he tell ya about it, about what
appens'... on the... weddin' night?" He did not want to overwhelm his love, but
he needed to know.
Lexi started fidgeting her fingers, Fergus could smell her fear, her
embarrassment, he felt so bad, he gently lifted her chin. "Love, ya know ya can
tell me anythin', right?" Lexi met his eyes and nodded her head, taking a deep
breath she continued, "Lucius told me that it was my matein' cycle, and that it
is painful, and comes once a month, but... as far as the..um actual weddin'
night act he said that my mate would tell me." Fergus listened as his future
mate mumbled the information he needed to hear, but not what he wanted to hear.
"So nothin'." Fergus growled out.

Fergus clinched his jaw at the thought of his love being so blind, Lucius had
not told her about the act of mating. What if she had been claimed by another
alpha, one who was cruel and rough, just the very thought of another alpha
touching her, let alone looking at her made his blood boil, he could feel his
fangs cutting into his lip, drawing blood. He was swiftly snapped out of his
rage by something wet hitting his hand that was holding Lexi's.

Lexi was looking down trying not to let the tears that were building in her
eyes fall. She thought Fergus was mad at her because she knew nothing, "I'm...
sorry... Fergus." she said as she stood, she began to walk to their bedroom
trying to get away from him, Fergus had noticed whenever she felt sad she tried
to run away and hide. He had not realized he had growled at her until now. He
jumped up to grab her arm, "Lexi no there is no reason fur ya ta be sorry, I am
the one to be sorry love I didn't mean ta... I never should ave' growled at ya,
I wasn't mad at ya, I am mad at Lucius, it was his place ta tell ya about it...
I just don't want ta overwhelm ya or scar ya." Fergus tells her in a gentle
voice, whipping away the tears still rolling down her cheeks, cussing himself
for making her cry. "I want ya ta trust me lass." Fergus tells her closing his
eyes and placing his forehead against hers.

"I do trust ya Fergus... I love ya." Lexi whispers to him, "I love ya too
lass." Smiling at each other Fergus lifts her up wrapping her legs around his
waist, he walks to the kitchen placing her on the counter. He kisses her,
pulling her to him as close as possible by her hips. Kissing her harder he
wipes his tongue across her lower lip, requesting permission to go further,
Lexi gasps out but slowly parts her lips when she feels Fergus's thumb pulling
down her chin gently,opening her mouth up to him.

Pushing his tongue into her mouth slowly so not to overwhelm her, he licks the
roof of her mouth, groaning at the sweet taste that could only be his mate's,
she tasted so good, and Fergus couldn't get enough of it. He lapped and licked
at her mouth, sucking on her tongue and lips until they were swollen. Feeling a
bit of courage Lexi slid her tongue into his mouth, Fergus was happy his omega
was learning, he let her taste him as well, playing with her tongue a little.
They continued this for a little while. Fergus squeezing her hips, he would let
her play but made sure she knew he was the one in control, he was an alpha that
made him the dominate one. So when she bit his tongue he made a low growl, Lexi
heard him growl, it told her to 'Behave and remember her place', to emphasize
this Fergus shoves his tongue deep into her mouth. The result was not one he
expected, she moaned into his mouth.

Hearing that sound erupt from his soon to be mate, made Fergus come an inch
away from loosing all control, his teeth elongated, eyes yellowed, and felt
blood rush to his manhood. He growls a deep feral growl and with all the will
power he has left tears himself from his love, panting, trying to gain control
of the animal within. His wolf wanted Lexi and it wanted her bad, it was
yelling at Fergus, 'DO IT! TAKE HER!' "Fergus I'm ..." Lexi goes to apologize
thinking she had done something wrong but is quickly interrupted by Fergus
"Don't ya dare be sorry luv... in two nights time I will make more of those
leave yer mouth." His voice is low and his accent is more prominent, Lexi
blushes something fierce at his command but nods. "Oh an' lass when was the
last time ya took that tonic?" "I ran out yesterday, why?" Lexi states
questionably. "Well lass I suspect by the night of our weddin' ya will be in
full eat'."
This makes Fergus worry they were getting married on the night of a full moon,
when the wolf was more dominate, he did not want to hurt his love and was
hoping her heat would hold off till after their first night. Lexi is a virgin,
he wanted to cause her as little pain as possible, unfortunately he did not
think it was going to happen. Fergus could smell the heat on her, the heat
running through her veins and he could see it in her eyes. Lexi's body was
begging to be claimed, and in two nights time he would, and there would be
nothing to stop him from claiming his prize.
***** Ch 8 the wedding night *****
Chapter Notes
     This chapter will have a sex scene in it. This includes knotting and
     claiming.
It was the night before the wedding and some of Lexi's friends and her cousin
had arrived, Fergus didn't know any of them except for Yamish, Lexi's cousin,
but he actually liked most of them. There was Lexi's cousin Yamish who he had
met a couple times when they were pups, he was one year younger than Lexi, but
they looked alike somewhat, they both had the same red hair and blue eyes of
the Bonde clan. He was taller than Fergus and enjoyed picking at Lexi.

Lexi's friends that she had met years ago were friendly enough, three brothers
Johnny the eldest, was he same age as Fergus and his wife, Dis was a few months
older than Lexi, they were closes to Lexi. Then Bard, who was one year older
than Lexi, his wife Missy, and last was Novak he was Yamish's age who Fergus
didn't really care for. All brothers looked about the same with the same brown
hair, thin faces and average height. All had different personalities.
Yamish and Novak were young and were the jokers, Novak liked to see how much he
could flirt with Lexi before Fergus lost it. Bard was rowdy and not all that
smart, but was funny. Johnny was the most mature out of them all, he looked
over Lexi like a brother would, not that Yamish did not, cause he did he was
very protective over her, he would not let Lexi stay the night with Fergus on
their wedding night. Johnny's wife Dis was close with Lexi and Fergus liked
that she had had close friends when they were apart. He enjoyed seeing her
smile with her friends and he actually liked Johnny and began to see him as a
friend as well.

At the end of the night Lexi told Fergus goodbye and snuck him a kiss when
Yamish was not looking. For the last time she was out of Fergus's sight as she
left with Yamish to stay at her house, which Yamish wanted to move into after
the wedding. Fergus liked that idea, it would be one more person to help keep
an eye on Lexi. Going home Fergus put Gavin in his bed and went to sleep in his
bed alone for the last time.

On the day of the wedding Lexi slept in, the wedding was later that afternoon
at four, Lexi's veins were on fire, it burned and was painful. Getting out of
bed at noon she went to the front sitting room to see all of her friends along
with Lucius and Magnus, he was a warlock and was always nice to Lexi. He was
not a lycan but a human who somehow made himself immortal. Everyone bid Lexi a
hello, but it was Lucius who had noticed something wrong with her, "Lexi whats
wrong lass?" Walking closer he quickly realized what was wrong when he caught
her smell... she was in heat. Lucius called for Magnus and the warlock took
Lexi into her room, closing the door.

Sitting Lexi on the bed, Lucius quickly told Magnus that Lexi was in heat, she
was confused and scared, she wanted Fergus, her body hurt and she needed
something but didn't know what it was she needed. Magnus told her to lie down,
he was going to do a spell on Lexi to temporally stop her heat until tonight
when Fergus could help her through it. Lucius left Lexi in Magnus's care while
he went to inform Fergus of Lexi's situation. Magnus gave Lexi a tonic for the
pain and started the spell, it took a couple of minutes but Lexi felt the pain
subside. Magnus told her to rest and left the room.

Arriving at Fergus's house Lucius knocked on the door, Fergus answered the door
wearing his formal kilt and dress tunic that was unlaced. Fergus saw the
seriousness on the older alphas face and quickly let him in.
Lucius told Fergus how Lexi had went into her heat and that Magnus a warlock
who knew Frazer had taken care of it. "..The spell will last till tonight,
Magnus will tell ya the counter spell to put er' back in eat'." Fergus wanted
to yell at the alpha for everything he had put his mate through but he was too
worried, worried he would hurt his Lexi. He was praying her heat would hold off
for a few more days so she could get used to matting in general before he
knotted her. Not to mention tonight was a full moon his wolf would be more
dominate. Lucius could see the boys worry and placed a hand on his shoulder,
"It will be fine lad." With that being said he made his leave.

By the time the wedding was moments away Lexi was well rested and extremely
nervous. Dis and Missy helped her into her dress, they did her make-up and hair
also. Looking into the mirror Lexi was shocked at what she saw... she was
pretty, she never felt pretty before. They had left her hair down in a
waterfall braid and her make-up made her eyes pop. The dress was heavily beaded
and fit her well with a corset top flaring out at the waist. Lexi just hopped
Fergus would like it, that he would think she was pretty.
She was sitting on the bed waiting when Gavin came into the room and ran up to
her, "ello' lad. Don't ya look nice." she told him smiling, he was dressed in a
formal kilt and a white tunic with his hair brushed down. "Ya look pretty.
Lexi... can I ask ya a question?" he asked in a small voice flitting with the
hem of his kilt, "Aye Gavin ya can always ask me anythin'." she told him
holding his hands. "ell' ya an' papa are gettin' married right? Does.. does
that make ya my mother?" Lexi was taken back, she didn't know what to say, she
could tell he was nervous and afraid. "Gavin, I am not tryin' ta take the place
of yer mother, I could never do that. An' I will not make ya call me yer
mother.." Lexi told him looking at him but then he looked up to meet her eyes
"Can I... call ya my ma?...I really want a mama." Lexi was shocked by this but
just gave him a teary smile, "Of course ya can, if that is what ya want Gavin I
would be honored ta call ya my son." Gavin just gave her a large smile and
hugged her neck, "I luv ya mama." With a tear rolling down her cheek she hugged
him back "I luv ya to."

When it was time Fergus watched as Yamish walked Lexi down the isle of the
church. He saw her and his heart stopped, she was so beautiful. They got to
Fergus and Yamish placed Lexi's hand in his, they turned to Lucius as he
started the ceremony. They repeated their vows of love and promises to each
other, Fergus promised to protect her for as long as he lived and that he would
love yer long after he left this world. Then Lucius told them to exchange
rings, Lexi had gotten a ring made just for Fergus, it was gold with Celtic
dragons in the middle circling the band. After the rings were on Lucius bonded
their hands together, and told Fergus, "Ya may kiss yer mate."

Fergus pulled Lexi flush against his chest and kissed her with all the love he
held for her. Everyone clapped and cheered as they were pronounced Mister and
Misses Fergus Macleod. Walking his wife down the isle he pulled her to him and
walked her to the chairs set up for them. Kissing her again he told her how
much he loved her and how he would never stop loving her. He watched as Gavin
ran into her arms and hugged her neck. "Gavin, do ya know what this means?" he
asked his son who just smiled and responded, "Aye I ave' a mama."

The rest of the night went on well, they celebrated their marriage by eating
bear, potatoes and other things people had made. Fergus had pulled Lexi to
dance with him, teaching her the steps, he leads her in circles around the
dance floor, smiling at her bashfulness of being the center of attention. She
would try to hid herself behind him or into his side.
They had cake that Lexi had smashed into Fergus's face and laughed at his
little growl, but he decided to play along with his mate and put some of the
icing on her as well. Leaning forward Lexi licked off some of the icing from
the corner of his mouth, making Fergus growl with approval. Giving Lexi a firey
kiss, Fergus went to lick her bottom lip, erupting a whine from his omega. With
hearing this Fergus knew he could not control himself for much longer, so he
announced his and Lexi's leave, both bidding everyone a 'Goodbye'. Gavin was
staying with Yamish until they had fully mated. Fergus lifted his wife onto the
horse and got on behind her, making their way towards their home.

Arriving home Fergus lifts his wife from the horse and carried her inside to
their bedroom. Fergus had made sure to start a fire that would warm them well
into the morning, sitting Lexi down on her feet, Fergus noticed she was
shaking. "Lass are ya alright... yer tremblin' love." Lexi knew she could not
deny what he could so plainly see, so she told him the truth, "I'm shakin'."
she whispered, Fergus looked at her worriedly "By me?" Lexi quickly shook her
head, "Fur what is ta come?" Fergus asked again, Lexi just nodded her head in
shame, looking down, she felt weak, she loved Fergus there was no reason for
her to be like this. "Do ya trust me lass?", "Aye Fergus." Lexi whispered
smiling up at him, Fergus saw the fear in her eyes, so he did the only thing he
knew to do. He kissed her.

Feeling his lips on hers Lexi relaxed some, she could do this, she wanted this,
pulling his lips apart from hers just a little Fergus mumbled the words Magnus
had told him against her lips. Lexi heard the words and slowly the pain
returned to her body, but faded somewhat when Fergus's lips met hers again and
he began to purr to her.
Fergus licked at her bottom lip asking permission, which she granted, slowly
pushing his tongue into her mouth, he growled at her taste. Feeling his eyes
change at the senses he was feeling, he could smell her heat and now he could
taste it. His teeth elongated and he worked his tongue deeper into Lexi's
mouth, craving more of her taste. Lexi soon joined him, slowly working her
tongue into his mouth as well. Fergus sucked and licked at her mouth, until he
needed more, the wolf needed more.

Deepening the kiss, Lexi was moaning into Fergus's mouth, he worked his hands
to her back and began to unlace her dress. When Fergus had the dress completely
unlaced he rubbed his hands up her bare back, reveling in the feel of her skin.
Feeling Lexi tense up a bit Fergus decided that he would help her by guiding
her hands to the pin of his kilt. Getting the hint, Lexi pulled the pin and the
part of his kilt over his chest fell, all the while kissing her Fergus next
guided her hands to his tunic. Lexi unlaced all of his tunic and pulled it off
of his shoulders slowly letting it fall to the floor.

Fergus broke the kiss to get on his knees to take off Lexi's shoes, unlacing
his own shoes and kicking them to the side. He stood back up to meet Lexi's
eyes, her pupils were blown with her heat and Fergus growled. Slowly Fergus
pushed Lexi's dress down her body, his breath catching in his throat on seeing
her nude form. Unintentionally Lexi looked down and went to cover herself, but
was stopped by Fergus grabbing her wrists. "Ya are so beautiful...don't ide'
from me." he whispered to her, Lexi looked up to meet his eyes and blushed.

Trailing his hands up her arms and down her body to her breast, he cupped them
in his hand, giving them a gentle squeeze. Lexi moaned, making Fergus pull her
to him. He ran his hands down to her hips then around to her ass, lifting her
up he wrapped her legs around his waist and she wrapped her arms around his
neck. Lexi could feel his manhood on her bottom and it made her blush.

Fergus layed Lexi on the bed, while he balanced himself above her. Kissing her
as deep as possible he held himself above her on one elbow and his knees and
ran his other hand over her body. Kissing down her jaw to her neck he brushed
her hair out of the way with his nose, and begun to lick at the nape of her
neck, sucking marks into her skin, marking her as his. Fergus trailed his mouth
down her body to her pink nipples, where he sucked and licked at one then the
other, when he was done both of her nipples were a dark pink and hard. Lexi was
now letting out loader moans and gasps.
Following further south Fergus got to her womanhood, she was hairless and
smooth. Looking up at Lexi, she met his eyes, there was still a hint of fear in
them, "Still trust me lass?" he asked her and she nodded. With this Fergus
layed down on his stomach on the bed. Keeping eye contact with her he spread
her knees, and opened her up to him.

Lexi was blushing harder than she ever had in her whole life. Fergus looked at
Lexi's eyes then racked his eyes down her body till they rested on her pink
folds. Slowly he gently ran his knuckles up her slit, making her whimper and
push her hips up towards his hand. Fergus chuckled but put his arm over her
hips to still her, he wanted to make her feel good, but for her to understand
he controlled the situation not her. Leaning forward Fergus ran his tongue up
her slit, causing Lexi to moan out loudly, grinning Fergus began to lick at
her, moaning himself at her taste. After he had her dripping with her juices
Fergus placed a finger at her entrance and pushed in, she was tight and Lexi
gasped and bucked her hips at the intrusion. "Does it feel good luv?" Fergus
asked in a low voice, "AYE!" Lexi screamed, making Fergus full out smile, he
continued pumping his finger in and out of her, adding a second finger to ready
her for him. He licked at her clit and thrusted his fingers, when he felt her
muscles flutter around his fingers he stopped and knelled over her.

Lexi whined when he stopped, removing his fingers and mouth from her. Staring
up at him when he commands her to look at him. Fergus looks her in the eye as
he removes his kilt, her eyes widen when she sees him. Fergus is a lucky man
her body was completely pure and untouched, she was innocent, but not for long.
Fergus hovers over her and kisses her lips. Lexi can feel his wet beard on her
chin and she can taste herself on his tongue. He thrust his tongue in and out
of her mouth, kissing her, and when he has created the distraction he slowly
pushes himself into her.
Lexi screams out when she feels something tear inside of her. Fergus feels her
stretching around him, breaking her maiden barrier, he continues to push
himself into her to the hilt, hissing loudly at her tightness. When he opens
his eyes to look down at her he sees her eyes are scrunched up and she is
crying, he feels a pull at his heart.

"Shushh, love it's alright...Lexi breath, breath darlin'." Fergus told her in a
loving gentle voice. She un-clenched her hands from the bed sheets and grasps
Fergus shoulders and some of his hair with shaking hands. He stayed inside Lexi
not moving in fear of hurting her, he kissed her neck and collar bone, nuzzling
her and purring to her, soothing her. When he feels her arms wrap under his
arms and grab his shoulders and some of his hair he looks at her. Her eyes are
open and he looks deep into them. Lexi looks at Fergus laying on top of her,
his hair is a veil around her face, blocking out the rest of the world, it is
just her and him, her alpha. Lexi leans forward and licks at his cheek lightly
and he growls it isn't a hard growl, it is one full of love and passion.

Pulling almost completely out of her, Fergus thrust himself back into her
slowly, making her moan his name and dig her nails into his back, pulling his
hair slightly. That is when Fergus feels the wolf begging to be let loose, he
holds him back, his omega is not ready for that side of him yet. He however
cannot stop the growl that escapes his throat, a low primal growl. Rocking his
hips against hers, slowly and as gently as possible, Fergus sucks more marks
onto her skin, he is trying to appease the wolf by marking his territory, but
that is not what the wolf means. In time Lexi looses herself in the feelings
Fergus is giving her, she pushes her hips up against his meeting his thrusts,
she also begins to kiss and lick at his neck. Feeling brave Lexi nips at his
neck then sucks his skin to create her own mark on her alpha. Fergus enjoys
Lexi's playfulness and allows her to continue her assault on his neck, giving
her a playful growl when she nips him. He knows that she is marking him as well
but he doesn't mind.

Deciding to let the wolf out a little more Fergus pushes back into her with
more force, hitting her sweet spot, Lexi screams, "Fergus Oh God." and Fergus
cannot hold the wolf back anymore when Lexi moans and scratches her nails down
his back, her muscles pulsing around his shaft. Pulling out of her Fergus grabs
her hips with bruising force and flips he over onto her stomach, grabbing her
ass with a loud 'smack.' Lexi lets out a surprised yelp when she feels Fergus
grab her bottom, and goes to lift up off of the bed, before halting.
Fergus sees Lexi going to move and growls at her, Lexi knows what the growl is
commanding 'Lay down! Don't move!' Hearing her alpha's command she does as she
is told, laying flat on her stomach. Fergus pushes her legs apart and kneels
between them, lining himself up with her dripping entrance, Fergus shoves his
length into her, hitting all new angles. Lexi screams his name as he grabs her
hip bruising with one hand, wrapping his other arm under her neck, balancing on
his elbow, and grabbing Lexi's neck gently with his hand.

Nudging her hair out of his way, he begins his assault on her neck, kissing and
licking at the nape of her neck. He thrust his hips into her ass, hearing her
gasps and moans, she is so close to her climax but he wants to hold her off, so
he shifts his hips to stop hitting her sweet spot and thrust into her deeper,
hitting her womb."Mine! My mate, My omega, My wife!" Fergus growls with each
thrust. Lexi is whining now, whimpering, begging for something that she doesn't
know. Fergus knows what she wants, what she needs, his knot.

Feeling the base of his cock thicken, Lexi grows more frantic, the omega
completely coming through, and Fergus couldn't get enough. Thrusting becomes
harder the bigger his knot becomes, but it didn't matter, Fergus was close, so
was Lexi. Burying his nose into Lexi's neck he told her "Let go luv, Let go."
Lexi didn't know what he meant but stopped fighting the pressure she had been
holding back. White light was all Lexi could see as she comes undone around his
cock, screaming his name over and over. Lexi's pussy clamped down on Fergus's
cock and he felt himself climax.

Fergus bites down on Lexi's neck as he fills her with his seed. His teeth
breaking the skin, he tastes her blood in his mouth. Lexi screamed and moaned
as she felt something warm fill her up and Fergus bite her, officially claiming
her as his. She thrashes in his hold until she passes out. The heat leaving her
veins for now. Fergus felt his Lexi go limp under him, he had been told the
claiming process did that to omegas. He kept biting her for a few moments,
adding pressure until he felt satisfied his mark would be dark enough, that it
would leave a scar to claim her. She would carry his mark of ownership forever
on her neck, his teeth impression, and he wanted it to be dark enough that no
one would question if she was claimed or not. Everyone would see she was his.

Knowing they would be tied together for sometime, Fergus rolled him and his
love over so that they were on their sides, with Lexi's back against his chest.
His knot still firmly held inside of Lexi, they would be tied together for most
of the night. It was said this was for matting purposes, to hold his seed
inside of her to insure the procreation of pups. This made Fergus worried he
did not want his young wife to be a mother yet, they were both not ready for
pups and it could be dangerous for her. They had Gavin and he was enough for
now. Fergus knew if it did happen though, it would happen and they would try
their hardest to care for their pups.

Pulling the covers over them both, Fergus wrapped his arm over Lexi's hip
pulling her to him before moving it to lay across her chest holding her breast
in his hand. Fergus licked at his claiming mark, soothing it, cleaning it,
looking at the oval wound he felt a swell of pride in his chest, he did it,
Lexi was his. Closing his eyes he whispered in her ear, "Goodnight Lexi, I love
ya... My wife."
***** Ch 9 a lesson *****
The next morning... well Fergus thought it was morning until he looked at the
clock, 12:47 in the afternoon. They had slept half the day, but then again they
were up most of the night. Looking down Fergus saw Lexi still asleep in his
arms, her hair was a mess around her, he rubbed her arm and side, down her hip
and thigh then back up. He loved waking up to her naked form, he could
definitely get used to this. Stretching he looked over his shoulder to see the
fire was out, so reluctantly he slowly slide from Lexi, he didn't want to wake
her, he wanted her to sleep as long as her body needed. Looking around he found
his kilt and tied it around his waist noticing it was cold in the room.
Looking back at Lexi he saw the bed sheets had blood on them, he knew this was
from the claiming and him breaking her maiden barrier, proving she was a
virgin, going to cover her up with an extra fur he saw she had so many bruises
on her ass, hips, and wrists. She also was littered in his love marks, but the
most dominate mark was on her neck, his claiming mark. Fergus rubbed his thumb
over the healing wound, feeling proud of his work but worried at the same time
if he was too rough with his small omega. Leaning down he sniffed at her, she
smelled normal, only now he could smell himself on her, his seed and musk mixed
in with her own.

Heading outside Fergus grabbed a few logs, first starting a fire in the bed
room as quietly as possible before starting one in the sitting room. Thinking,
he decided to draw a bath for him and Lexi, it would help if she was sore and
Fergus would enjoy seeing her naked and wet, just the thought made blood rush
to his cock. Grabbing the water bucket, Fergus went outside to the pump and
filled the bucket carrying it into the house to fill the tub, he did this
multiple times until the tub was almost full then he set the bucket of water
over the fire letting it boil, before pouring it into the cold tub water making
the water hot but not too hot. Pouring oils into the water he went to go to
Lexi's side but caught his reflection in the mirror, Lexi had left a few of her
own marks on him as well, his neck and chest were covered in small love marks
and tiny teeth impressions, Fergus smiled to himself before going and sitting
on the bed beside her.

"Lexi...Darlin'... wake up my love." Fergus said kissing her shoulder and neck,
Lexi grumbled and burrowed herself under the furs after a few minutes she began
to whine with the pain of her heat. Fergus smiled and began kissing and licking
at her neck, licking his claiming mark he started to get an idea, something he
had heard and wanted to try. It was said an Alpha had control over his Omega
once he had claimed her, that an omega's sense to obey was more prominent.
Fergus would never make Lexi do something she truly did not want to do, but
this was just playing around. So in his alpha voice Fergus repeats "Lexi get up
luv." Fergus made sure not to sound angry or mean and to emphasize this he
licked at her cheek and nipped her ear. Hearing her alphas command Lexi rolled
over in his arms opening her eyes, Fergus was smiling at her. Lexi smiled back
up at him and narrowed her eyes "mighty commandin' this morrnin' aren't we my
usband'?" Lexi giggled, making Fergus give her a playful growl and attack her
lips. "Aye, my wife,.... but... I've been told ...it's my right." Fergus says
in between kisses. "Oh ave' ya...well what does my usband' command fur taday?"
Lexi asks sarcastically, pulling out his bottom lip between her teeth, biting a
little. Fergus growls at her, pulling his lip out from her hold, "Feelin'
feisty taday are we lass?... We'll I know ow' ta remedy that." Fergus says
grinning, "An' what wou...ahh" Lexi lets out a surprised eep as Fergus lifts
her up in his arms from the bed, letting the blanket fall Lexi is completely
bare in his arms, blushing fiercely. Fergus gives a hearty laugh at her current
state, Lexi is as red as a tomato, hiding her face in his chest and behind her
hands. "Now lass ya wouldn't ide' from me would ya?" Fergus mocks as he carries
her over to the tub. "don't ya get get tired of carryin' me?" Lexi asks
innocently, Fergus looks at her as if she had just asked him the color of the
sky, "Are ya crazy, I love oldin' ya...plus carryin' ya means i know where ya
are." Fergus tells her giving her that fox grin at the last part. Lexi simply
says "Oh, alright." Making Fergus chuckle at her innocents.

Fergus moves Lexi to wrap her legs around his waist and hold onto
his shoulders.Untying his kilt and kicking off his boots, Fergus steps into the
tub, holding his arm under Lexi's ass with one arm and holding onto the rim of
the tub with the other hand to help lower them into the hot water. Sitting in
the tub with Lexi straddling his lap, Fergus leans back against the back of the
tub and looks at Lexi, who is still trying to hide herself. "Lexi, lass, ya do
know I've see everythin' now, ya don't ave' ta ide' from me." Fergus smiles
taking her wrist and tries to pull her arms away from her breast, but Lexi
curls up, "I know but... I...I Just...I don't know?" Fergus pulls her arms away
with more force and holds her arms behind her back with one of his hands. "I
enjoy seein' ya naked darlin', so don't ide' from me, ya are perfect, an' more
than I could ever ask for." Fergus tells his embarrassed mate, he gently cups
her tit with his free hand, pulling her red nipple a bit between his knuckles,
the little buds were still red and raw from his assault last night.

Lexi moans at his actions, lifting her up against his chest he pulls her other
nipple into his mouth, suckling at it. Fergus slides her back down, kissing up
her chest to her neck, he licks at her claiming mark, making Lexi hiss, Fergus
looks to her in fear he hurt her, seeing she is fine he continues lapping at
the mark to clean it, he can still taste a tinge of blood on her skin. Lexi
wants to touch Fergus so she tries to pull her hands from his grasp, resorting
in a growl from Fergus telling her to 'Stop'. Lexi stops struggling and lets
Fergus control the situation, He laps and nips at other parts of her neck
moving to her jaw and lips. Kissing her lips he pinches her ass cheek making
her gasp and Fergus takes this chance to push his tongue deep in her mouth.
Lexi moans and pushes her chest against Fergus's, who groans and guides her
hands to his chest slowly moving them down to his cock. Lexi blushes at this
and looks to the side, away from Fergus's gaze, seeing this Fergus gives a soft
smile and grabs her chin, turning her face to look at him. "Luv... look at
me... we can sow down if ya want ta."

Lexi looks down feeling weak and embarrassed, "I'm sorry Fergus...I..I can try
arded'..ta.." Fergus stops her by kissing her lightly then pulls back to look
at her, "Lexi, I will not push ya inta doin' somethin' ya don't want ta do."
Lexi's eyes start to burn at the tears she is trying to hold back, "I do want
ta Fergus...I Just don't know...how... I don't want ta do somethin' wrong." she
whispers out. "Darlin' yer not goin' ta do anythin' I won't like." Fergus tells
her with a loving grin, Lexi smiles at him lightly, blushing she stutters out
"Can.. ya te..teach me?" Fergus just smiles and kisses her lips "Of course
lass... slowly.". Lexi knows she is the luckiest girl in the world for having
Fergus as her mate, kissing his cheek she then wraps her arms around his neck
and hugs him.

They stay like this for a while until Fergus grins to himself and lifts up just
to grab the sponge and bath oil, holding Lexi's back as she is startled by his
movements, "It's alright luv... close yer eyes lass and relax." Fergus mumbles
into her neck. Lexi does as her alpha tells her to relaxing as much as she can
against his chest. Fergus fells her relax a little but can tell she is still
tense, "Relax baby... breath." Hearing another one of his pet names for her she
melts into Fergus's chest, closing her eyes she listens to his heart and runs
her fingers through his chest hair, matching her breathing with his. Felling
her completely relax Fergus dunks the sponge underwater and pours some of the
bath oil onto the sponge. Slowly Fergus moves Lexi's hair to the side, and rubs
the sponge over her back in small circles. Lexi jumps when Fergus first rubs
her back with the sponge then lets out a deep breath.
Fergus smiles at his wife's sigh and continues rubbing the sponge over her back
then moves up to her shoulders, untangling the knots under her skin. Fergus
grabs her wrist to lift her arm and Lexi goes to lean up, "lay down." Fergus
tells her using his alpha voice, Lexi quickly obeys. Lifting her arm Fergus
washes one then the other, then moves to her legs, rubbing the sponge into her
thighs up to her ass. By this time Lexi is molasses in his arms making Fergus
prideful, he slips his hand under her ass and the other around her back lifting
her and turning her to where her back is against his chest, and his cock is
semi-hard between her legs resting against her womanhood.

Fergus adds more oil to the sponge and then begins washing her front. Starting
at her shoulders he rubs down across her collar bone, then down to her breast,
giving them more attention. He caresses her nipples into hard peaks with his
knuckles making her moan and wither in his hold. Fergus is not yet through with
her yet though so he washes her stomach and thighs then comes time for her most
famine part. Pouring oil straight into his palm he begins to rub her outer
folds and inner thighs making Lexi gasp and buck her hips against his hand.
Fergus chuckles at this and moves to kiss her neck and shoulder, rubbing
everywhere around but not once touching her entrance or clit. Fergus decides to
tease his mate and see how much it takes until his omega comes out.

Rubbing her folds Fergus moves to her inner thighs and messages them, making
the blood flow to her sensitive nub. Incoherently moving his hand he grabs her
breast in his hand to message there as well, Lexi is moaning and withering in
his touch. "Hold still my luv... Tell me what ya want." Fergus whispers in her
ear licking at the slight point at the top, Lexi fells his deep voice rumbling
against her back and neck, "Anythin'." "Oh no luv ya got ta be more specific
than that.... what do ya want." Fergus tells her adding more pressure to her
breast. Lexi cant think, Fergus has her right where he wants her and she can
fell her wolf begging to be claimed by her alpha again, to feel him, to.. that
was it "Touch." Lexi whispers out, Fergus hears and grins working her body more
towards her breaking point, "Touch what luv?" Fergus growls out, Lexi moans and
stutterers out, "Ya... Touch ya." Fergus growls approvingly and takes her hand
in one of his, while continuing his assault with his other hand on her neither
regions. He leads her hand down to his hard cock, wrapping her hand firmly
around him with his hand on top to reassure her. Fergus hears Lexi moan and he
growls at feeling his mate hold him for the first time, he slowly moves her
hand to stroke his shaft. Up and down she pumps him slowly, Fergus can feel her
hands shaking he knows she is scared, and so he kisses her neck, sucking at her
skin, praising her in between, "Feels so good luv... Good gurl."

Lexi continued to pump Fergus's cock feeling him grind his hips into her
backside, she was just getting the hang of it when Fergus pulled her hand away,
"Did I do somethin' wrong?" Lexi asks her voice filled with worry. "No luv that
felt bloody wonderful, but if ya continue that I wont last long'." Fergus told
her with a laugh. "Oh" Lexi giggled feeling proud of herself. Fergus smiles
then turns her around to face him again, deciding to finish bathing her while
he regains his control he tilts her back dipping her head under the water.
"What was that for?" Lexi laughs sputtering water. Fergus laughs "So I can wash
yer air'?" he tells her grabbing the oil for hair. "Ya don't ave' ta do this
Fergus. I can take..." Fergus's face gets serious "Woman if ya tell me ya can
take care of yerself one more time, ya wont be able ta sit down fur a week. It
is my job ta take care of ya, and I enjoy takin' care of ya, ell' I've been
takin' care of ya since the moment ya were born... so why should I stop now."
Fergus looked at her and Lexi knew there was no arguing this. So Lexi just
stuck out her tongue and crossed her arms. "Well at least let me wash ye." Lexi
says grabbing the sponge, "Oh no now I can take care of..." Fergus never got to
finish his rant because Lexi had pushed his head making him slide under the
water.

He shoots back up out of the water coughing, Lexi is of course laughing so hard
she cant breath. Fergus wipes off his face and looks at Lexi with squinted
eyes... making her laugh more. "Ya think that is funny do ya... fine ya can sit
right ere'...on me ... and don't ya dare move." Fergus tells her in his alpha
voice he picks her up and slowly slides her on his still hard cock. Both Lexi
and Fergus Moan out when she is impaled by him, Lexi tenses up and cuddles into
Fergus's chest. Fergus looks down and sees that Lexi is not moving, he feels
her tense around him and cusses himself, "Lexi I'm so sorry... I should not..."
Lexi looks up slowly and puts her finger on his lips, "It's OK Fergus... I'm
Fine." Fergus searches his wife's face but then meets her eyes and sees nothing
but love. Lexi leans forward and places her lips on his in a soft kiss before
leaning back quickly, too quickly for Fergus. "Oh sorry." Lexi says leaning
back and looking down, "Sorry fur what darlin'?" Fergus asks confused, "well...
ya said not ta ..move." Lexi repeats.

Fergus looks dumbfounded for a second before remembering what he had told her.
"Never mind that lass..." "No I ave' ta, yer my alpha, I ave' ta obey ya." Lexi
told her husband, while keeping her head down. Fergus knew what he had done,
Lexi being an omega had to obey Fergus, her alpha, it was in her blood. Allot
of alphas used this to their advantage, they would force their omega into acts
of sex against their will, they would rape them and command them to do things
they didn't want to do. All they could do was cry and do as their alpha told
them to do.

Being a alpha made one possessive and dominate in general even more so when it
came to their mate. An omega would either do as they are commanded or be
punished. Frazer had told Fergus he was an alpha at a young age, he had worked
with him to control his urges, especially when it came to Lexi. The wolf had
wanted her from the start, the first couple of times he went through a full
moon as an alpha Frazer had to lock him away, keep him away from Lexi. He
refused to become one of the alphas Frazer had told him about, ones that beat
and rapped their mates. Fergus would be better for his Lexi.
Lifting her chin Fergus kissed Lexi then leaned back to start washing Lexi's
hair.
Fergus worked a thick lather into Lexi's hair then dipped her back to rinse it.
Once he pulled her back towards him he felt her tense around his cock and
growled. Lexi smiled and then looked at him "Can I move now?" Lexi asked
innocently, "Oh aye lass sorry." Fergus laughed. Lexi giggled and picked up the
sponge pouring oil onto it, seeing this Fergus tensed, "Lass ya really don't
ave' ta do this." Lexi looked at him and smiled "Aye I do and I want to, its my
job ta take care of ya now too Fergus..please." Fergus just looked at her eyes
for any lie, his own mother never wanted to take care of him why would Lexi,
all he could see was love and sincerity, so he nodded. Fergus leaned back
against the tub and watched Lexi carefully for any signs of disgust.

Lexi went to lift the sponge to his skin but stopped, Fergus saw this and was
waiting for her to say she change her mind, "Close yer eyes" Lexi told him
softly, "Why?" was all Fergus asked, "Ta relax like ya told me... don't ya
trust me?" Lexi asked him with a hint of sadness in her eyes, Fergus felt a
pain in his heart, of course he trusted Lexi, so he slowly closed his eyes.
Lexi rubbed the sponge gently on his chest in small circles just like he had
her. She moved to his shoulders, Fergus had so many knots but eventually Lexi
worked them all out.
He was relaxed now and he had gone soft inside her. She washed his arms and
stomach, then went to move so she could wash his legs and Fergus grabbed her
waist questionably "I've got ta wash yer legs." Lexi says smiling at him
sweetly, Fergus slowly releases her waist and groans as she gets off his semi-
soft cock. Washing Fergus's legs, she tells him to turn around so she can wash
his back. Doing as his woman asks of him he turns and allows Lexi to finish
bathing him. She washes his back and then gets all of the knots out of his back
as well making Fergus groan and sigh.

Turning back around Fergus lays Lexi on his chest with her knees bent resting
on his thighs. They lay in the tub for a while longer until the water is cold,
lifting Lexi into his arms Fergus stands, stepping out of the tub he first
wraps Lexi in a towel then walks over and sits on the chair with Lexi in his
arms. Lexi lays on Fergus's chest listening to his heartbeat, and enjoying the
warmth of not only the fire but from Fergus as well. "Fergus can I ask ya
somethin'?" Lexi asks nervous, "Anythin' my luv." He says looking down at her
smiling. "Well... um.. ow'.. many women ave' ya.. ya know.. made love ta?" Lexi
asks with nervousness and sadness that she was trying to hide. Fergus could
tell she was dreading the answer, but she deserved to know, so he pulled her
closer to him and looked her in the eye "Seven, all whores who valued only a
coin, an' it wasn' makin' luv darlin' it was a simple fuck.... do ya understand
lass?"

Lexi thinks about what Fergus said, she understood what he meant but she just
didn't like the thought of him being with other women. "Aye" Lexi sighed.
Fergus knew she was jealous but she had no reason to be, "Lexi, ya understand
that they meant nothin' don't ya?" He asks her lifting her chin so she is
looking at him. "Aye. I just don't understand the difference between makin'
love and... fuckin' as ya put it." Fergus stared into her eyes for some time,
he decided he was going to prove those whores meant nothing to him and show her
what the difference was. Fergus quickly stood with Lexi in his arms and made
his way over to the bed.

Laying her down on the bed Fergus looked at her and said "This is fuckin'." as
he ripped the towel from her. Lexi gasped but was silenced immediately by
Fergus's mouth on hers, he grouped her breast making Lexi moan, Fergus forced
his tongue into his wife's mouth. Lexi gripped Fergus's shoulders digging her
nails into his back before Fergus grabs her wrists and holds them beside her
head under his own.
Pulling back Fergus tells her using his alpha voice "If I urt' ya, ya tell me
to stop, do ya understand me." Lexi hears the seriousness in his voice, she
looks him in the eye and nods. Fergus growls and slams his lips to Lexi's with
a bruising force, pushing his tongue back into her mouth. Moving her hands he
holds them over her head in one of his, with his free hand he begins to grope
at her breast, pinching her nipple between his knuckles. Lexi hisses around his
mouth, making Fergus open his eyes to look at her, her face shows no pain so he
continues his lesson. Moving his hand to her ass he squeezes hard, and moves
himself between her legs, without taking his mouth from hers. He slides his
hand to her pussy and begins to rub at her, she is already wet and so he rubs
at her nub.

Lexi moans and bucks her hips into his hand, Fergus feels this and quickly
slaps her thigh with his hand "Don't move." Fergus growls at her, Lexi gasps
loudly at this but nods her head. When Fergus knows he has made his point he
returns to rubbing her cunt slipping a finger into her, again Lexi bucks her
hips into his hand wanting more and again she is met with a slap to her thigh
making her scream out. Fergus pulls his finger out of her and growls at her,
"Fine ya cant old' still... then I'll make ya old' still." with this he grabs
his kilt from the floor and quickly ties it around her wrist, sliding her up he
then ties the kilt to the headboard. Pulling on it he checks to make sure it's
secure, then he looks down at Lexi, he sees uncertainty on her face, "Ya still
alright luv... we can stop..." "No I'm alright Fergus, I promise... don't stop
please." Lexi begs him. Fergus groans "Oh lass ya really don't want ta beg
me... I may not be able to old' back."

Lexi grins mischievously at this, looking Fergus in the eye she lowers her
voice " Please Fergus... fuck me my alpha." At this Fergus looses all control
over the wolf he had. A growl erupts from Fergus throat one Lexi has never
heard before, it is pure animal, pure beast. Fergus slams into his omegas
pussy, Lexi screams at the feeling of being stretched by his cock. The wolf
gives her no time to adjust before thrusting almost the whole way out before
slamming back into her, he grunts and growls as he fucks her. Thrusting in and
out as fast and as hard as he can. Lexi is moaning and screaming his name as
she reaches her climax but he pays her no mind. Long gone is her loving husband
now there is only her possessive alpha, who is showing her no mercy. Fergus
flips her onto her stomach and slams back into her. He straddles her thighs and
stares down as his cock disappears into his mate. Grabbing an ass cheek in each
hand he squeezes and digs his nails into her skin, breaking the skin.

Lexi is thrusted against the bed with each slam of Fergus's hips. She is
nothing but a rag doll now, she is fucked to the point of passing out. Just as
she feels herself loosing consciousness she feels a sharp pain on her backside.
The wolf sees his mates body slack, he will not allow her to sleep, she will
feel her alpha claim her, swiftly he brings the palm of his hand down across
her ass cheek. "AHHH!" Lexi screams out flinching away from him. The wolf does
not like her trying to escape and growls loudly at her bringing his hand down
on her again. Lexi hears this and stills feeling his hand slap her backside
again she cant hold back the cry that leaves her lips. Lexi looks over her
shoulder at Fergus and sees his eyes are a bright yellow and his teeth are
elongated to sharp canines. Growling the wolf lays atop of his mate, holding
her down with all his weight, proving his dominance over her, the growl screams
one thing... "MINE!"
Continuing to thrust in and out of her he feels his knot grow inside of her and
moves his hand under her to rub circles at her clit. Feeling Fergus's cock fill
her up and his fingers rub circles on her sensitive nub Lexi is thrown into
another blinding orgasm, Lexi spasms under her alpha as she feels his knot
reach full size inside her. One final thrust and Fergus lets out a feral growl
before sinking his teeth into her neck. Fergus grips Lexi's hip bone with
enough pressure to bruise as he pumps stream after stream of his hot seed into
her womb.

The wolf gives one final growl around her neck "Mine!" it commands her. Lexi
knows in order to calm Fergus down she must first calm down the wolf so she
appeals to his possessive nature, "Aye yers." Feeling the wolf purr around the
hold on her throat, he rips his kilt, setting Lexi's wrists free and rolls them
onto their sides to rest while his knot deflates. The wolf lazily goes to work
at cleaning his omegas mark, lapping at the blood rolling down her neck. He
does this until he is satisfied the mark is clean and the pain soothed. The
wolf nuzzles her and purrs to her, showing her affection. Listening he can hear
Lexi's deep breaths and knows she is asleep. Contempt with the fact his mate is
safe and sated in his arms the wolf joins his mate in sleep. Holding her tight
to him with his mouth on top of her claiming mark.
***** Ch 10 a hunting trip *****
Fergus groans when he wakes up, his eyes suddenly shoot open when he remembers
what happened. He took Lexi hard, perhaps too hard, he remembered her screaming
and crying out, the wolf had taken over and he couldn't control himself.
Feeling around he quickly realized Lexi was not in bed beside him, and he
panicked. What if he had hurt her and she was now afraid of him. Jumping out of
bed Fergus grabs his kilt from the head of the bed only to realize it is torn,
"The fuck." Making due he ties it around his waist and runs out into the
sitting room "Lexi!" Looking around the room Fergus sees that the candles are
lite around the house and he smells food being cooked... but Lexi isn't in the
room. "Lexi lass where are ya!" Fergus yells as he opens the door to go outside
in search of her. "Lexi..." "Fergus?" Hearing Lexi's voice Fergus turns towards
the source, she is coming his way from the barn, carrying an arm full of fire
wood, she is wearing a dress, which is strange for her, but that is not what
caught his attention... she was limping slightly. Fergus jogs over to her and
takes the wood from her arms into his own. "What were ya doin' out ere' by
yerself at night darlin'... ya know yer not supposed ta be by yerself... I was
worried sick when I woke up an' ya weren't there." Lexi looks up at him and
smiles "I was gettin' some wood an' cooked supper fur ya... ya worry too much
my luv."

Grabbing her hand he starts to make his way into the house. "Whats wrong luv
yer limping?" Fergus looks down at her with a worried look, "I'm fine." When
they are in the house Fergus gets a better look at her than he had outside in
the darkness. Her red hair is in curls down her back and she is wearing a dark
green dress, with long loose sleeves, the dress has a low v-cut neck line that
shows just a hint of her cleavage. Sitting in front of the fireplace Fergus
puts a log onto the fire, while Lexi goes to the stove to stir a pot. Fergus
can smell the food from where he is, stew by the smell of it. Walking over to
her he wraps his arms around her waist from behind, "Luv?" Fergus asks, "Aye?"
Lexi replies. "Why are ya urt' did I do this?" Fergus asks in a low voice, Lexi
just keeps her back to him "I said I was fine Fergus." She assures him
lovingly. Fergus doesn't believe her and lifts her up to sit on the counter,
but sees her stiffen when he sits her down. Furring his brows he goes to hold
her hands and sees red marks around her wrist, he rubs his fingers over them
lightly then begins to worry what else had he done to her. Looking her up and
down he sees her neck has a red stain to it and goes to move her hair out of
the way when she pushes his hand out of the way "It's fine Fergus." He doesn't
listen though just moves her hands and brushes back her hair to reveal a very
angry looking bite mark on her neck. It is swollen and the imprint is deep,
there is a red stain around the wound from blood.

Fergus feels his blood boil, he did this, he hurt her, "I'm so sorry darlin'
I..." Lexi grabs his face to make him look at her "I said it was fine Fergus,
it..." Fergus points towards her neck and wrist "This is not OK Lexi... is
there anythin' anywhere else?" before Lexi can even answer Fergus is lifting
her into his arms and taking her over to the couch. Sitting on the couch Fergus
sits Lexi on his lap and begins to pull up her dress to look for other areas he
had hurt her. On her thigh is a full red outline of his hand, along with on her
ass are claw marks, her hip has bruises on it and over her whole body are love
marks. Fergus is busy looking her over when Lexi tries to sit up in his hold,
"Fergus it's fine.. leave it alone.." Fergus isn't listening just self brooding
and mumbling to himself how much of a fool he is and how he can't believe he
lost control of his wolf.
After a few minutes of him completely ignoring her Lexi feels her temper flare,
"Fergus! You listen to me right now!" This gets his attention but maybe not in
the best way "Woman don't yell at me..." he goes to growl at her but Lexi just
narrows her eyes at him "Oh aye I will yell at ya! Cuz yer not listenin' ta
me... It is fine.." Fergus attempts to interrupt her but Lexi just covers his
mouth with her hand making Fergus growl more and cut his eyes at her. "...like
I was sayin' it is fine... I like the marks, I like the pain, when I feel it it
make me think of ya. Don't be mad luv, It felt really good, I enjoyed it." Lexi
looked at Fergus with so much love that Fergus knew she was telling the truth.
"mmmmm" Lexi smiled as Fergus removed her hand from his mouth, "I Love ya
lass." Lexi threw herself into his chest and hugged him "I Love ya too Fergus."
Over the next few months the newly wedded couple's life went smoothly. Fergus
would go to work in the mornings and Lexi would go to the shop at noon for
lunch everyday, after lunch Fergus would make Lexi stay at the shop with him,
then the y would pick Gavin up from the schoolhouse and go home together. Today
was different, Yamish was picking Lexi up after they ate lunch to go hunting.
Fergus was very apprehensive about Lexi going somewhere without him, even more
so about her going hunting again after the Murdock incident. On the up side
Yamish would be with her, "Do not let er' out of yer sight..." Yamish rolls his
eyes at Fergus, he had gave him the same talk three times now, "Aye Fergus I
know, yave' told me a million times now." "I'm serious Yamish... promise me ya
won't let nothin' appen' ta er'." Yamish walked up ta his new brother and
slapped his hand on his shoulder, "I promise she'll be fine... as long as the
little devil listens." Fergus chuckles at this his Lexi liked to test her
limits with him but even more so with Yamish.

Sneaking behind Yamish, Lexi smashed a ball of snow onto his head. Fergus saw
Lexi sneaking up behind her cousin and had to hold back a chuckle, Yamish let
out a yelp as the cold snow went down his face and neck. Yamish glared daggers
at Fergus, Gavin and Lexi as they all were laughing hysterically, turning heel
Yamish growled at Lexi before attempting to grab her, Lexi was quick to hide
behind her alpha. Fergus smirked at his omegas playful nature, Yamish was
currently trying to reach around him to grab Lexi, "He can't save' ya, Ima beat
ya black and blue ya little shit." Yamish said with a playful growl making
Gavin go to his mother's aid and try his hardest to tackle Yamish. Fergus
sighed and turned around lifting Lexi and Gavin to sit on the counter, "Lexi my
luv stop pestering' yar cousin... and Yamish don't think I won't do anythin' ta
save' me mate." Fergus says turning to Yamish with a grin and grabbing the back
of his neck with a smack. Fergus squeezes the pressure points on his neck
making Yamish tense, "Alright alright." Gavin again laughing as his father made
his point.

Lexi sticks her tongue out at her little cousin and Fergus quickly kisses her
sucking her tongue into his mouth. "Gross." Yamish and Gavin both hiss looking
away, Fergus chuckles and pulls away from Lexi, "Alright come on Lex." Yamish
nags, Lexi hops off of the bench and hugs Fergus "Be careful luv." He mumbles
into her neck, "Aye my luv I will." "Don't worry papa I'll protect mama." Gavin
said hopping onto his fathers back. Lexi laughs and gives her husband a quick
peck and a light lick to the cheek before holding her son's hand and following
Yamish out of the shop.

The cousins were currently riding their horses into the woods, Lexi wished
Fergus could have came too but he had a big order to finish by tomorrow. Fergus
had promised to come next time, it was late spring and they were hoping to get
a few ducks for later, but what Lexi really wanted to bag was a bear she could
have the hide ready for a new fur by winter. When they got deep enough into the
woods they tied off their horses and walked to a brush that would hide them
from the hunt. This was only Gavin's second hunt and he was very excited. He
had just turned five a week ago and Fergus had gotten him a bow and a few
arrows made. Gavin was only half lycan but had begun to show signs of a young
beta.

After a hour they had not bagged a single thing, Lexi and Yamish were getting
inpatient with the young pup way past bored, "We need ta split up.." Lexi
started but was cut off "Hell no, yer usband's not skinin' me." Lexi rolled her
eyes, but then said something that she knew he couldn't deny, "If we don't then
were gonna be stuck eatten' pork and chicken..." Lexi just stared at him with
brows raised, as lycans they craved something more than just farm range meat,
the needed the wild blood meat, Yamish looked at her and was about to give in
but started to think of the cons... like not having a head. "Come on Yamish,
think of that fresh ram or a juicy rabbit..." Yamish groans "But what if Fergus
finds out?" Lexi scoffed "E' won't." "I don't know Lex..." Lexi sets her brows
and pulls the one card he can not put down..." Fine then as yer king I demand
ya do as I say." Yamish's brow knots and he lets out a low growl, "Fine!" With
a smile of victory they split up in search of food. Lexi takes Gavin and starts
up the mountain thinking perhaps she could get a ram, Yamish goes deeper into
the forest following the tracks of a few rabbits.
***** Ch 11 the Rival *****
Fergus finishes the order and gets the shop straightened up a little before his
usual time and looks to the clock, he still had about three hours till dusk and
they were not home from the hunt yet perhaps he could join them after all.
Grabbing his bow and a few arrows he makes his way into the woods. He sees
their horses tied to a log by the creek and ties his up along with it, they
must be close by he thinks. Fergus follows their tracks to a brush but sees
they aren't there, thinking they must have moved on he follows the other tracks
deeper into the woods. After about ten minutes of walking he meets Yamish's
scent and looks around to see the edge of him sticking out behind a rock.
Going to sit beside the young alpha Fergus startles him, "Fergus what are ya
doin' ere'." Fergus gives him a look of confusion at his reaction before
stating "I got done early so I decided to join ya." Leaning up he attempts to
look behind Yamish to see Lexi and Gavin beside him but is blocked by Yamish
also leaning forward, then back when he tries again. Fergus tires of his game
and pushes on the boys chest with his arm looking beside him, Lexi is not there
nor his son. Fergus stares at Yamish "Where is Lexi and my pup?"

Yamish stiffens "Lexi who?" he chokes out, Fergus grabs the front of Yamish's
tunic in his fist "Where is my mate and child Yamish?!" Fergus yells, Yamish
just stutters out looking down, "We uh.. kind of um.. split up." Fergus sees
red "WHAT!" he growls "What do ya mean ya split up.. I told ya ta watch er' ta
not let er' out of yer sight." "I know but she used the king card." Yamish says
quickly, Fergus stands pulling Yamish up with him. "I don't care if she is
king, cuz I'm er' husband that makes me king an' I told ya not to let er' out
of yer bloody sight! She is an omega she does not get ta go off on er'
own...Ever!" Yamish and Fergus are so caught up in their own argument that they
do not hear the people walk up behind them until they speak. "An omega.... now
that's somethin' I might be interested in...what do ya think lads?"

Fergus and Yamish both look over to see four men standing feet away from them.
All lycans and from what they could tell all older than them. The men all wear
dirty trousers and tunics, their hair was short aside from the one in the front
who had talked, he was a alpha for sure, the others betas. Overall they looked
rough, dirty and wild. Fergus let go of Yamish and both turned to face the men,
the alpha stepped closer "Well looks like we found ourselves some other
lycans... didn't know their were any in this area, and both alphas... I'll be
damned." Fergus raises his chin and straightens up puffing out his chest, "What
are ya lot doin' in this area?" He asks the alpha, who looks at him "Lookin'
fur new territory, some fun, ya know ow' it is." The man gives Fergus a smirk,
"Well sorry ta ruin yer party but this is our territory. So piss off." Fergus
tells him with a firm tone. "Oh I think ya ave' it wrong boy... see we were
walkin' by when we eard ya both talkin' about that omega... an' it's been a
long time since I've ad' me a good rut." The man looks at Fergus with an evil
grin, showing off his rotting teeth.

Fergus immediately stiffens "Ya will not touch er'!" He growls out with great
venom in his voice. "Ah so I take it she is yers." Fergus steps forward, "Thats
right!" The alpha just grins "Not fur long." At this Fergus leaps forward to
attack the man who threatens to take his mate from him. The other alpha is
older though and faster, he grabs Fergus and shoves him behind him, "Boys."
Fergus is held back by the other betas just as Yamish attacks, who also gets
thrown back. The betas hold onto them one holding Yamish and the other two
Fergus, Yamish almost slips out of the beta's grasp before he pulls a knife and
holds it to his throat, Yamish stills and the others quickly do the same to
Fergus. Fergus can feel the cool metal on his throat, but that doesn't stop his
struggling. The older alpha laughs as he walks over towards the group to stand
in front of Fergus's face, "Now boys what did ya honestly think ya were gonna
do we are much older than ya both... ya know I can smell er' on ya... she
smells delicious." He says smelling Fergus's chest, Fergus spits in his face
making the man growl, the alpha wipes off his face and turns back to Fergus
punching him in the gut. Fergus lets out a groan and drops to his knees. The
beta pulls back his hair and places the knife at his throat again. The alpha
laughs and walks away some, "Well it's been fun boys but I got me an omega ta
claim... ave' fun lads."
With this the man runs off to find Lexi.
Fergus lets out a blood chilling growl, "NOOOO!" Fergus struggles in the men's
hold trying to get free. One of the betas holding him comes around to kick him
in the groin making Fergus double over on the ground. They continue their
assault on him kicking and punching, Fergus is groaning in pain and trying to
escape to no avail. After a few minutes Yamish is on the ground beside him both
getting the hell beat out of them. But all stops when they hear a scream,
Lexi's scream, the betas laugh and joke about what their alpha is most likely
doing to the omega.
Fergus feels his eyes shift and his teeth elongate, the betas stop laughing
when they hear a low growl, looking down they watch in horror as Fergus shifts
to his wolf. His clothes ripping around his body as it reforms into that of a
big black wolf. Two of the betas go to attack the wolf but Fergus is quick and
bites down on his neck killing him instantly. The other men look at him in
terror and Yamish grabs one of the men's knives and stabs him in the chest.
Seeing this the last of the three run off, Yamish looks to the wolf who nods
his head and huffs in the direction of the fleeing beta. Yamish understands
Fergus's command and nods before running after the beta. Fergus on the other
hand takes off running towards the scream he heard, praying he isn't too late.

Lexi is running away from the alpha who came up to her and Gavin while she was
hunting. He had grabbed her neck and shoved her up against the mountain side,
he had told her that his betas where currently 'taking care' of Fergus and
Yamish and that she was his now. With that he had attempted to kiss her and
Gavin shoved him away snarling at him. Before she could do anything he had
slapped Gavin knocking him to the ground. The man was back on her in an
instant, "E' isn't yer pup, ya ave' yet ta be bred.. we'll be changin' that."
He smirked, she kneed him in the groin making him double over, Lexi went to run
to Gavin but he was quick and grabbed her ankle making her slip on the stone
that was wet from the rain, she fell to the rock on her face, he then climbed
on top of her and ripped the back of her shirt open, Gavin went to attack the
man again "Gavin NO RUN!!" Lexi yelled. The pup stared at his mother crying
"MAMA!?" before she yelled again "GAVIN NOW!!" and he obediently did as she
said running to look for his father. Bending down to her face a grabbed her
chin and roughly turned her neck to look at him over her shoulder "Go ahead luv
put up a fight I do luv a challenge..."With this being said he uses his other
hand to tear Lexi's pants. She is terrified now and screams in fear, "Fergus!!"
" That's it omega scream so your alpha hears and knows your not his anymore,
that I'm your alpha now." Lexi bites his hand holding her face, she bites as
hard as she can and feels his bone break between her teeth. He screams in pain
and goes to pull away but not before Lexi shakes her head, completely biting
off his thumb. The man falls backwards holding where his thumb used to be, Lexi
feels blood cover the side of her face but stands up to run away. The alpha
grabs his knife "Come back ere' ya bitch!" he chases after her.

Lexi runs towards home hoping to find Gavin, Fergus and Yamish on the way, she
is running as fast as she can while holding onto her clothes that are now
falling down her body. She glances behind her to see the alpha is gaining on
her and runs faster, at this point she knows she won't be able to out run him.
A loud growl comes from in front of her and Lexi looks to see Fergus's wolf
running towards her, the wolf lets out a mix between a growl and a howl and
Lexi understands, it tells her "Get Down!" she does what her alpha wolf says
and falls to the ground just as he jumps over her and slams into the other
alpha, knocking him backwards. Fergus snarls at the rival alpha who is
laughing, "Yer more fun than I thought ya would be." He says as he looks at
Fergus, "But I tire of this game, the bitch is mine." He growls out as he also
shifts into a wolf, a brown wolf as big as Fergus. Lexi watches as the two
wolves snarl at each other, Fergus barks back at her "Get back." Lexi looks at
him and takes a little too long for his liking "NOW!" at this Lexi scoots back
towards a tree as fast as she can.

She watches as the brown wolf begins to circle Fergus, he growls and snarls
showing his teeth. Fergus stays where he is holding still but following the
alpha with his eyes, he is waiting and it doesn't take long, the brown wolf
attacks attempting to bite Fergus's neck, but he is fast and turns to dodge the
attack and slash at his face with his claws, making contact. Fergus's claws
slice into the side of the wolf's face tearing his skin. The other wolf growls
and bites at Fergus's hind leg, sinking his teeth into his thigh. Fergus lets
out a cry as he is bit, but quickly bites the back of the alphas neck. The
tumble to the grown both going for the kill, they bite and slash when Fergus
hits him across the face stunning him long enough to bite his neck. He shakes
his head from side to side tearing out his throat, the brown wolf cries out and
whines but to no avail. Within seconds he is dead, Fergus drops his body to the
ground and lets out a loud howl.
Turning to his mate the wolf goes over to her, she goes to get up but he growls
"Don't Move!" Lexi whimpers but stays where she is, the wolf comes up to her
and begins to sniff at her, he snarls when he sees her torn clothes making Lexi
curl in on herself more.
Yamish runs into the clearing with Gavin right behind him to see a brown wolf
dead on the ground and a black wolf near Lexi. When he is closer he knows that
the black wolf is Fergus, he goes to walk up to them when Fergus turns to him
and growls "TAKE GAVIN AND GO HOME!" it says, Yamish gives Lexi a look of pity
before turning heel and jogging home.
Turning back to his mate Fergus growls and begins to shift back into his human
form, once back Fergus stands and walks over to the dead wolf lifting his torn
tunic from the ground beside him and tying it around his waist. Looking back
towards Lexi he feels his anger raging inside of him. Felling the rain grow
more heavy he walks back over to his omega, she looks up at him and he growls
making her eyes shoot back down. Bending down he lifts her and throws her over
his shoulder, "Fergus.." she whispers, but Fergus is not in the mood for
talking "DON'T!" he snarls letting his teeth show and Lexi quiets in his hold.
The walk home is silent and long, reaching their horses Fergus sits her on his
rather roughly before siting behind her, he grabs the reins to her horse and
rides home.

Arriving home Fergus rides the horses into the barn, pulling Lexi off and
throwing her back over his shoulder. She gives out a huff at being thrown
around but stays quiet, Fergus takes her into the house going straight for the
bedroom and throwing her on the bed. He lights a few candles in the room with
his magic and turns to go to the tub, seeing the water cold he grabs the bucket
and walks out of the room. Lexi gets out of the bed and follows him, Fergus
hears her behind him and turns on heel, "Get yer ass back in that fuckin'
room!" he yells making Lexi jump. "No Fergus talk ta me." Lexi begs, Fergus
growls his wolf coming out again "Woman don't tell me 'no'!" Lexi whimpers but
holds her ground "Fergus..." "NO! Lexi, you were told not ta go off on yer own,
ya know yer not supposed ta be alone... but like always ya don't fuckin'
listen! Well ya know what, now I'm gonna be a real alpha... ya refuse ta listen
ta me, ya get punished!"
Fergus growls at her and throws the bucket to the floor before grabbing her and
dragging her over to the couch. Fergus sits on the couch and pulls Lexi to lay
across his lap on her stomach, she hits and kicks at him trying to get away.
Fergus snatches the rag from around his waist and ties her hands together, with
one quick tug he rips the remaining of her trousers and underwear off her ass
and pulls them down her legs.

Lexi is yelling at him to stop but he won't instead he rips off her underwear
and shoves it in her mouth to gag her. Raising his hand he brings it down on
her ass hard, he continues spanking her until her ass is raw and red. He should
feel terrible but the wolf is out and wants to prove his point, slapping her
ass one last time Lexi screams around the gag. Fergus stands and throws her on
the couch on her stomach, he pulls her torn pants down her legs and spreads her
legs, getting between them Fergus lines himself up with her entrance, she is
dry but Fergus gives a feral growl making her body react to her alpha's command
and let out a gush of slick to aid him before he slams into her. Lexi screams
at the sudden intrusion, he had not readied her at all, Fergus growls as he
feels how tight she is around his cock.
Giving her no time to adjust he pulls back and rams back into her holding her
down with one hand on the back of her neck the other holding her hip. He
thrusts in and out of her, grunting and groaning, his thrust get sloppy as he
feels his climax coming near. With one final thrust he buries himself to the
hilt inside of her and growls "MINE!" as he fills her with his seed.

Pulling out of her when he is sure every last drop of his cum is in her,
marking her as his, he feels the wolf slowly retreat. Fergus feels a pain in
his heart as he gets off of her and looks down at her, he sees her face is
layed flat on the couch eyes shut tight and tears are streaming down her face.
He looks her up and down, her ass is red and raw and her body is shaking with
sobs. Uniting her wrist Fergus tries to swallow the knot in his throat enough
to talk to her, "Lexi?" Lexi moves to curl up into a ball on the couch slowly
through the pain. She doesn't answer him and won't look at him, "Lass... I...
I'm.." Lexi just hides her face under the cushion and whispers hoarsely "go
away...please just go away." Fergus slowly walks into the bed room and wraps a
towel around his waist before grabbing the bucket and going outside to get some
water to boil for the bath. Once outside Fergus drops to his knees and
sobs...what has he done.

Fergus had drawn a bath with all new water for Lexi, he had went and got some
lavender and sage to add to the water. The sage would help with the pain he
knew he had caused her and the lavender would help her sleep. Walking up to
her, she was still in the same position she was when he left her, curled up as
tight as possible. Only now Fergus could tell she was sleeping, she was
breathing deeply but every few seconds she would hiccup from her sobbing.
Fergus felt tears touch his eyes again as he bent down to pick her up into his
arms and she flinched away from him. She was afraid of him "no please...no
more, I'll listen.. I promise."
Fergus felt his throat tighten and managed to choke out, "Its alright
luv...I'm..I'm just put..ting ya inta the bath." Walking into the bedroom he
went over to the tub and slowly sat her in. She bit her lip as her raw backside
met the water, her eyes watering up. Once in the tub Lexi curled away from
Fergus's touch again, she waited for him to get into the bath with her but he
didn't. Instead he grabbed a washcloth and a bar of soap and walked towards the
door turning back to choke out "I'm.... s...so sorry Lexi." before shutting the
door behind him.

Fergus left to go bathe in the river beside the house so that Lexi could bathe
in peace. He slowly washed all of the alpha's blood from his body and hissed as
he cleaned the bite and scratch marks he had left. Sitting on the rocks near
the river he looked up at the moon in the sky, just a week till the full moon,
till Lexi went into heat. Would she even want him then? Would she trust him to
touch her? Fergus let out a groan of frustration and buried his face in his
palms.

Lexi washed her body tenderly, she could not wash herself down there, it hurt
too much. She slid under the water to wet her hair, pouring the oil for her
hair in her palm she realized she had not had to wash her own hair since they
were married, nor had she had to bathe herself, Fergus had washed her himself
every night. He would rub her skin and work out all the knots as she washed her
hair, thinking of him made Lexi cry more. She knew it was her fault she should
have listened, should have been a proper omega and obeyed her alphas commands.
Lexi sighed and washed her hair and rinsed it, then leaned back against the
tub.

When Fergus gets back home he locks the door and slowly makes his way to the
bedroom. He knocks softly on the door before walking into the room, when he
looks over he sees Lexi is asleep in the tub. Walking over he grabs a towel and
picks her up wrapping her in the towel. The lavender must have done it's job
because she doesn't wake up as he lays her on the bed, he dries her off and
rolls her over onto her stomach. Fergus gently rubs a salve into her bottom
hoping that it will ease the pain. He really did feel terrible, and he would
work hard to make it up to her. Putting up the salve back in the dresser,
Fergus stands from the bed to pull the covers over his sleeping wife. Fergus
goes to walk away from her to sleep on the couch when he feels something grab
his hand, looking down Fergus sees that Lexi had wrapped her hand around her
his left ring finger. He glanced over to see her lidded eyes on his hand, she
was spinning his wedding band, kneeling on one knee he went to rub her cheek
but she flinched. Fergus began to pull back his hand but Lexi let go of his
finger to grab his hand and pull it back to her face. "please don't leave me."
she whimpered with a trembling lip, gently Fergus caressed her cheek with the
back of his knuckle, "never my luv." he told her with a sad smile and a tear
rolling down his cheek.
Lexi pulled on his hand and he took the hint and slowly got into bed with her,
he made sure not to get too close to her but she just curled into his side and
layed her cheek on his chest. She quickly fell asleep to the sound of his
heartbeat, while Fergus layed awake rubbing his hand up and down her back,
thanking whichever dinette was giving him a second chance.
***** CH 12 Forgivness *****
The next morning Fergus got up early and decided to cook his love a hearty
breakfast. In the kitchen he prepared eggs, bacon, hash, and bread. He also had
got them some milk and bought Lexi a bouquet of flowers when he went into town.
With the food done and table set he went into their bedroom flowers in hand to
wake his mate.
Walking over to the bed Lexi stirred in her sleep, moving the blanket from her
backside. Fergus was met with the sight of a deep red area of skin, some areas
even a slight purple. Looking down in shame he walks over to her and takes a
knee beside the bed, he puts a stray lock of hair behind her ear, smiling to
himself at the slight point of her ear. Lexi had laughed so hard the first time
Fergus had took the point of her ear into his mouth, she had told him that they
were very sensitive.
With a small smile Fergus caressed the side of her face and neck, "Lexi my
love, it's time to wake up darlin'." Lexi's eyes fluttered open to meet his
own, she gave him a grin before stretching and yawning making Fergus chuckle.
Lexi went to sit up and winced at the pain of her backside, Fergus saw this and
felt his heart ache, slowly she sat up and looked down as she remembered the
events from last night.

Fergus slowly pulled his hidden arm from behind his back revealing the flowers
he had bought for her. Lexi gasped at the flowers and gave a big smile, looking
at them then Fergus she pulled the front of his tunic and pressed her lips
against his own. His lips were soft and he let her control the kiss, something
he had never done before, but he was afraid of overwhelming her. When Lexi
broke the kiss she wrapped her arms around his neck hugging him, he was shocked
by this he didn't expect she would want him to touch her. Overjoyed he placed
the flowers on the bed beside her and then wrapped his arms around her middle,
holding her tightly to him. "I'm so sorry lass, I..." Fergus chokes out but is
interrupted by Lexi placing her lips on his again, he lightly licks her bottom
lip, asking permission to go further. At first she doesn't grant him access and
Fergus goes to remove his tongue but then feels Lexi part her lips, giving him
what he so desires. Fergus slowly pushes his tongue into her mouth, groaning at
her taste, he had become addicted to her taste and indulged in it daily. Since
there marriage he had bedded Lexi everyday, sometimes multiple times a day, but
he would not today, he did not want to hurt her again.

With this in mind Fergus pulled back ending the kiss, Lexi whined at the lost
of his touch and he had to restrain himself from taking her then and there.
Taking a deep breath he looked up, "Come luv I made breakfast." she accepted
his withdraw for now and smiled back at him. Fergus stood and went into the
next room so she could change, she came out wearing her light blue dress Fergus
had made for her after their marriage, he enjoyed her wearing dresses and tried
to talk her into wearing them more often. Lexi was hesitant on the dresses at
first but then started to wear them more often, although she still preferred
her usual trousers and tunic. She sat at the table while Fergus made her a
plate and sat it in front of her. She smiled at his effort he had fixed all of
her favorites and had even got her milk that he knew she loved.

"Thank ya fur the wonderful meal Fergus." Lexi told Fergus as they finished
eating with a smile. "Yar welcome luv." He told her, Lexi took both of their
plates to the sink to be washed and Fergus came up behind her, wrapping his
arms around her, he buried his nose into her neck and breathed in her scent.
With a sigh he mumbled "I ave' ta go ta work." into her neck, he did not want
to go but knew it was how he took care of his family. "Will ya come fur lunch
taday?" he asked her hopeful, Lexi giggled, "Of course I will." Fergus smiled
at this and kissed her neck before pulling back, Lexi turned in his arms and
gave him a deep kiss, making Fergus growl out of frustration. This was going to
be a challenge, but he had to restrain himself for Lexi's sake.

Fergus left for work telling Lexi the same thing he told her everyday when he
left, "Lock the door and don't let anyone in, I love ya lass see ya at lunch."
Lexi rolled her eyes "Aye Fergus I know, I love ya too bye." Fergus gives her a
quick peck "Bye luv." She locks the door behind him and goes to start cleaning
the house. As she is cleaning she thinks about her husbands actions this
morning, he had avoided and pulled away whenever they had begun to get
intimate. She wanted his touch, it was getting close to her heat and she needed
him. She smiled to herself, when she went to visit him for lunch Lexi would
test her alphas self control.

Finishing her chores and fixing her mate some lunch she made her way towards
town. Reaching the edge of town Lexi looked up from the horse to see Fergus
waiting outside of his shop watching her like he did everyday. He did not trust
any of the townsmen around his mate, so he would always wait for her, watching
her come into town, he would smoke his pipe and walk to her when she got close
enough. Fergus would get stares and he had overheard the chatter about how
possessive he was over his wife, one group of women at the market had once
asked Lexi if he beat her, if he locked her up, if he rapped her. Fergus had of
course overheard and wanted to give the old hags a piece of his mind but Lexi
just dragged him away, paying for their groceries and dragging him home,
listening to his jabbering all the way.
She had now reached his shop, he lifted her from her horse and sat her on the
ground. Fergus tied the horse up beside his own and lead Lexi inside, Lexi sat
the basket on the desk and gave Fergus his lunch. Fergus sat in his chair and
ate lunch as Lexi sat on the desk in front of him, "Why aren't ya eating as
well?" he asks her. Lexi just shrugs her shoulders, "Not ungry." Fergus tares
his sandwich in half and gives it to her, "Eat." he commands gently. "Fergus
I'm not ungry'." she whines, "Lexi..now."Fergus growls,  Lexi obeys her alpha
and eats the sandwich.

After their meal Fergus leans forward to get some drink when Lexi kisses him,
she wraps her arms around his neck as she deepens the kiss. Fergus slides his
tongue into her mouth and groans at her taste, lapping at her mouth he hears
her let out a moan and he quickly pulls back. "Lass... no we can't." Lexi
whines "Why not, don't ya want me?" Fergus groans "Of course I want ya luv, I
want ya somethin' bad, but I don't want ta urt' ya again." the omega slides
into his lap straddling him, "Ya won't." Fergus throws his head back, he can
feel her rubbing against his already hard member, "Lexi... no d..darlin'." He
stutters out not so convincingly. Lexi decides to push the subject more by
kissing and licking at his neck, sliding her hand to her front and untying the
laces of her dress. Fergus looks down to see that Lexi has bared her breast to
him, erupting a loud groan from his chest. "Yer killin' me dove." he says as he
slams his lips to hers with bruising force.

They are lost in each others kiss when they hear the bell of the door, Fergus
curses, "SHIT!...I forgot ta lock the door fur lunch."..."Mister Macleod, are
ya ere'." Lexi looks down at her nakedness before hiding under the desk. Fergus
looks down at her before looking up at the woman entering his shop, "Aye in the
back." A middle aged woman walks into the back of the shop, Fergus knows her
well he does allot of work for her and her family and knows he can't afford to
turn her away. "Ello' Mrs. Griffin, what can i do fur ya taday?" Fergus asks in
a grainy voice. The woman sits in the chair in front of the desk and pulls out
a sheet of paper, and Fergus groans under his breath knowing this is going to
be a while.

Lexi hears the woman sit in the chair and start explaining the order to Fergus,
then Lexi remembers something she had overheard some men talking about one time
when she was with Lucius. So slowly she lifts Fergus's kilt to reveal his hard
cock standing at attention. Fergus feels Lexi lift his kilt and stiffens, under
the desk Lexi wraps her hand around his member, he moves his hand under the
desk to grab her hand. She has to hold in a giggle as her alpha tries to get
her to stop, she quiet enjoys the power she has over him right now. Lexi then
begins to move her hand up and down his shaft, Fergus has to clear his throat
to hold in his moan. Lexi decides to push him some more so she does what she
had heard the men talking about, she wraps her lips around the head of his
cock, Fergus is listening to Mrs. Griffin when he feels his mate take him into
her mouth, "AYE!" Fergus yells out making Griffin knot her brows in confusion,
"Aye , I can do that." Fergus says trying to cover up his outburst.

Lexi giggles around his cock at his reaction, she begins to take more of him
into her mouth, and pulls back up repeating the action, she bobs her head as
she sucks on him. Above the desk Fergus is a mess, it is taking all of his
control not to moan out loud at what he is feeling Lexi do to him. He strokes
the side of her face and pets her head letting her know he is enjoying it. He
can feel himself getting close to his climax as she takes him deep into her
throat so he tries to hurry the meeting with Mrs. Griffin along, "Alright well
give me aboot a week an' I should ave' it done fur ya." Mrs. Griffin stands and
shakes Fergus's hand "Are ya well Mister Macleod, yer sweating and red in the
face." Fergus straightens up as much as possible, "Aye I'm fine I'll let ya
know when it's done." The woman just grins and gives him a firm nod before
leaving, when Fergus hears the bell on the door ring he is quick to pull back
and snatch Lexi up onto his lap.
"Ya think yer funny torturing me like that do ya?" Fergus playfully growls out
at Lexi who is giggling uncontrollably. "Did ya like it?" she asks blushing and
looking down, "Oh aye luv it was amazin', where did ya learn that?" Lexi looks
at him smiling and then blushes more, "Well... I ..um eard'... some men talkin'
aboot it when I was with Lucius." Fergus laughs at her embarrassment and kisses
her, He slides his tongue into her mouth and begins to grope her breast,
trailing kisses and nips to her neck he sucks marks into her skin, making sure
everyone knows she is his.
Fergus slides his hand under her skirt and pushes her underwear to the side as
he rubs at her wet folds, sliding a finger into her entrance he pumps it in and
out of her listening to her moan out his name making him grin.
Lifting her onto the desk Fergus stands and leans over her as he lays her down
on her back. Keeping his mouth on hers he pushes her dress up and slides
himself inside of her in one slow thrust. Both moan into each others mouth as
she is filled with his cock, Fergus begins to move his hips into hers,
thrusting in and out of her. Moving one of his hands to grab her breast he
pulls at her nipple and licks her neck, nipping at her sweet spot just above
her pulse point. Leaning back Fergus looks down at his wife, she is spread out
on his desk her hair is a halo around her head, eyes shut tight, face in bliss,
her dress a bundle at her hips, her breasts are bouncing with each smack of his
hips, Fergus has never seen anything more beautiful in all his life.

Grabbing her hips with both hands Fergus holds her to the desk as he pounds
into her. Lexi is close now, he can feel her fluttering around his cock and her
thighs tightening around his waist, he moves his hand to her clit and rubs
circles on her sensitive nub, within seconds Lexi is screaming his name as her
body is racked by her orgasm. Fergus follows swift as his own release comes
like a fret train, he pumps stream after stream into his mate, filling her to
the brink with his seed. Giving one last thrust Fergus stills and lays down on
top of her, peppering her chest and neck with light kisses.
They lay there holding each other until again the bell rings, "Fur fucks sake."
Fergus growls into Lexis neck, making her giggle, "Oi Fergus where are ya at?"
Realizing it is only Yamish Fergus relaxes, "Stay in there fur a minute, don't
come back ere'..." Fergus yells but to no luck as Gavin is already walking into
the room, "Papa.." ".. fur the luv of all things oly'...really ere'...ya are
gross." Yamish groans as he covers his eyes turning him and Gavin away. Lexi
lets out a shriek of embarrassment and tries to cover herself as much as
possible, Fergus growls and covers her with his body, "Yamish take Gavin and go
in there fur a minute." Fergus yells.

When Yamish and Gavin are out of the room Fergus pulls out of Lexi with a wet
pop, his seed flowing out of her like a river down her thigh and ass, he begins
to wipe her off with his hand rubbing it into her skin to cover her in his
scent. He pulls down his kilt and then helps her redress when he sees her
shaking hands, lacing up her dress and lifting her he sits back down in the
chair and holds Lexi in his lap, her head is resting on his shoulder with her
face buried in his neck, her knees are pulled up and, her arm is draped over
his chest clinging to his tunic like she always does. "Alright ya can come in
ere' now." Fergus yells, Yamish comes in the room with his hand over his eyes
"Are ya descent?" Fergus rolls his eyes "Aye." He walks in and sits at the
chair in front of the desk placing a bag on the desk "What's this?" "Some of
the game we got yesterda. I already cleaned it and smoked it." Yamish says
around his pipe that he was trying to light. "I elped' im'." Gavin said looking
proud of himself.
"Thank ya." Fergus tells him with a firm nod, "Yer welcome." Yamish replies.
Gavin had left to go play with the boys leaving Lexi to have to listen to the
two men yap on about this and that for a while, she is twirling a strand of
Fergus's hair around her finger when sleep finally catches up with her. Fergus
feels Lexi snuggle herself into him more and her breathing becomes deep and
slow. "wear er' out did ya." Yamish chuckles making Fergus glare at him. He
looks up at the clock and sees it's time to lock up for the night, so lifting
Lexi into his arms he throws water on the fire and him and Yamish leave the
shop.
***** Ch 13 Swimming *****
Once home Fergus holds Lexi to him as he grabs the bag of meat from the horse.
Walking inside Fergus sees that the house is spotless like it had been ever
since they were married, before his house would go a week or two without
getting cleaned, but now it had that woman's touch. Sitting the bag on the
counter he went and sat on the couch with Lexi in his arms, "I know yer awake
lass." Fergus chuckles and then full out laughs when Lexi begins to make
snoring noises. Moving her head so she can look at him she gives him a sleepy
grin. "Did ya ave' a good nap?" "Aye, ya and Yamish's gosipin' musta put me
right ta sleep." Lexi giggles, "We don't gossip." Fergus scoffs making Lexi
laugh. "Let's go swimmin'." Lexi says excitedly all of a sudden, "Ya want ta go
swimmin'." Fergus says with raised brows, "Aye..." "I don't know luv the water
is still cold ya could get sick." Fergus says pointly. "I don't care....
Please?" Fergus was about to tell her no before she poked out her lower lip in
a pout, then he knew he could not resist her. "Fine... but I am takin' a bath
while where down there...go grab the soap and some towels." Before he can
finish Lexi is off his lap running towards the bedroom cheering. Fergus just
gives a chuckle and a shake of his head before getting up and following her.

Once at the river Lexi is quick to get out of Fergus's grasp and jump into the
river. Fergus laughs until Lexi doesn't come up from under the water, "Lexi?"
Walking over to the edge of the pool he leaned over to look for Lexi, "Lass?"
Just then Lexi sprouts out of the water and grabs him, pulling him into the
water. Fergus stands in the water and just cuts his eyes at his laughing wife,
"I can't believe I fell for that ol' trick." He growls to himself "I can't
either, I always used ta get ya with that one." Lexi laughs, "Now our clothes
are wet." Fergus states taking off his tunic, "Wash clothes and ourselves two
birds with one stone." Lexi says with a shrug of her shoulders. Fergus takes
off his kilt and is now completely naked in the water, swimming over to Lexi he
grabs her waist and begins to unlace her dress. Pulling the dress off of her
body he throws it to sit on the rocks, and pulls his wife to his chest. His
mate is naked and wet in his arms and Fergus can already feel his member coming
to life.

Lexi is struggling in her alphas arms trying to get out of his hold and Fergus
won't let her so she uses his weakness against him, running her hand to his
side she tickles him. Fergus begins to laugh and moves his arms to block her
attack, in the process Lexi kicks away from him. Fergus gives a playful growl
as Lexi begins to swim away, jumping after her he almost grabs her before she
goes under water. When he goes under to find her he doesn't see her and comes
up, as soon as he opens his eyes, he receives a splash to the face. "Yer gonna
get it now." He says as he tries to catch her.

Once Fergus has finally caught his fish of a mate he carries her over to the
ledge, grabbing the soap and sponge he begins his routine of washing her. He
scrubs her down before washing her hair. In return Lexi bathes her lover as
well, he purrs as she messages his scalp, making Lexi hum in approval. Once
both are clean they cling to each other and just enjoy the feel of the water.
Fergus began peppering kisses up Lexi's shoulders and neck, earning a low purr
from his female. Lexi opened her neck for him making Fergus chuckle, he loved
how easily he could make her come undone. Placing a hand on her lower back he
pushed her hips closer against his, Lexi could feel his hard member dig into
her thigh. Moving his lips to her mouth he kissed her with vigor, working her
closer to submission, moving them over to the rock side he backed Lexi up
against the smooth mountain side. Once she was trapped in his hold Fergus
pressed up against her, one hand on the small of her back the other on the
scruff on her neck bracing her, with her moaning and eyes closed in bliss,
Fergus slowly slide his length into her making Lexi moan loudly.

Fergus growls as she stretches to accommodate his girth. Burying his face into
her neck he licked and nipped at her, thrusting in and out of her with the help
of the water Lexi was soon lost in the feel of her alpha inside of her. Fergus
was growling with each thrust of his hips and he could feel her flutter around
his cock and knew she was close to her climax. Pushing her lower back closer to
his abdomen, now hitting her sweet spot, within seconds Lexi is clamping down
around him screaming his name, sending Fergus to his own climax. Biting down
around her neck he holds her still to stop her withering as he fills her with
his seed. Knowing she is full of his cum he holds her to him as they catch
their breaths, Fergus purring contempt, "Yer purrin' again me luv." Lexi
giggles, "I da not purr." Fergus growls into her neck "Aye ya do." Lexi mocks
and earning herself another bite to her shoulder.

Once out of the water and wrapped in towels Fergus grabs their damp clothes and
carries Lexi bridal style to the house. When they arrive Fergus lays his wife
in bed before drying off and getting dressed. When both are dressed they go
into the kitchen to prepare supper. When Lexi is done and super is on the table
she hears the boys come in just in time. Gavin runs over to the table and sits
down while Fergus gives his wife a kiss, pulling her to the table as well. The
small family laugh and talk as they finish eating supper. Gavin listens and
laughs at his parents stories of when they were young and finally falls asleep.

Lifting Gavin into his arms Fergus lays his son down in bed and joins his wife
in their own bed, he blows out the candle and pulls Lexi to him. Lexi giggles
as he takes one of her nipples into his mouth, giving it a quick tug between
his teeth. Fergus had not allowed Lexi to sleep with clothes on since their
wedding night, they both slept completely nude with Fergus having a firm hold
on her somewhere, whether it be her breast, wrist, hip, or ass.
One night Lexi had got up to go get a drink of water and some wood for the fire
when Fergus had woken to find her not in the bed beside him. He had immediately
begun to panic, he jumped out of bed not even bothering to put anything on and
went in search of his wife. He went to the sitting room and called her name,
"Lexi....Lass?" With no answer Fergus ran outside completely naked in the snow,
"Lexi! Answer me luv!" "Fergus I'm right ere'."Lexi says to the right of him.
Turning Fergus sees Lexi with wood and a bucket of water in her hands, she is
wearing his tunic and his boots. "Fergus yer naked out ere' aren't ya cold..."
running up to her he pulls her into his arms "Darlin' ya gave me a fright, I
woke up an' ya weren't there, what are ya doin', ya know yer not supposed ta be
out ere' by yerself..." "I was jus' gettin' some water an' some wood fur the
fire, I was thirsty..." "Why didn't ya wake me luv I would ave' got ya some...
ya know I don 't want ya out by yerself." Lexi just looks up at him innocently
"I didn't want ta wake ya, I knew ya were tired from work." Fergus smiles at
her and then shivers, grabbing the bucket of water and the logs he turns to
her, "Come luv lets go in the ouse before ya get sick." Lexi rolls her eyes,
"Me get sick yer the one out ere' butt naked."

Ever since that day Fergus had always kept a mug of water on the bedside table
at all times. He held onto Lexi every night when she would move he would wake
up, opening his eyes just enough to look at her, to make sure she was OK and
beside him. Lexi had laughed at him once when she caught him looking at her,
"What are ya doin' Fergus?" "Nothin' luv, go back ta sleep." he told her
quickly. The truth was he was nervous about something taking her from him,
afraid of loosing her, of not being able to protect his mate. That was an
alphas job to protect his mate, one that couldn't was looked down on, a
failure. Now with what had happened with the other alpha, Fergus was more
possessive than he was before. Fergus would no longer allow Lexi to go hunting
without him and she could only go somewhere with him or Yamish. Lexi had not
liked her new rules as a wife but knew she was an omega and she had to obey her
alpha's commands, but that didn't mean she had to make it easy for him.
***** Ch 14 thinking *****
Fergus and Lexi had lived seven years together without anymore trouble from the
outside world. Fergus now twenty-eight and Lexi now twenty-three, Lexi had yet
to have any pups, she and Fergus had tried and tried but she still had not
conceived. Fergus had found Lexi crying her eyes out one day when she went to
go wash clothes outside, she had finished the clothes and was curled in on
herself sobbing. Fergus had hurried over to her and asked her what was wrong,
but she tried to brush it off, "Luv tell me what's wrong." he told her gently
"It's nothin'." Lexi said with a shake of her head refusing to look at him.
Fergus growls, "Lexi." "I'm fine." she chokes out, now Fergus is starting to
get frustrated, so in his alpha voice he growls "Lexi I command ya ta tell me
whats wrong...now!" Lexi whimpers at her alphas fierce growl, Fergus can smell
her fear so he holds her face in his hands and makes her look at him. Wiping
her tears away with his thumbs "Tell me what's wrong darlin' so I can elp'."

Lexi hears the sincerity in his voice the love he had for her, so taking a deep
breath she opens her eyes, "I'm broken..." she says just above a whisper "Yer
not broken luv yer perfect, I luv ya." Fergus told her smiling. "Why?... I'm
not perfect, I can't even give ya pups... what if I can never give ya...a ..a
family " she says with a sob. Fergus pulls her to his chest and sits her on his
lap he rocks her in his arms but she still sobs so he does the only thing he
knows that will calm her something her father and mother used to do when they
were pups, he starts to sing...

"O my Luvs like a red, red rose
That's newly sprung in June
O my Luvs like the melody
That's sweetly play'd in tune.
As fair art thou, my bonnie lass,
So deep in luve am I
And I will luv thee still, my dear,
Till all the seas gang dry
Till all the seas gang dry, my luv,
And the rocks melt wi' the sun
I will luv thee still, my dear,
While the sands o' life shall run."
When Fergus was done singing Lexi had resided to sniffles and she now had her
face buried into his neck. Fergus looked down at his love and smiled at her
before lifting her into his arms and taking her to their room, locking the door
behind them and laying her on the bed. Crawling on top of her, Fergus licked
and nipped at her neck making Lexi giggle and try to get out of his hold.
Fergus bites down on her neck to hold her in place as he begins to strip her of
her clothing, he knew she was sad but in their culture everything was sex,
sadness was fixed with sex, anger was taken out with sex, and frustrations were
fixed with sex. Mating was a way that all emotions came out. That you released
the tensions and it was just the two mates.

Fergus had used this to his advantage a few times before when Lexi had
misbehaved or went against his commands. He tries to avoid loosing his temper
with her, afraid he may hurt her like the time after the hunting accident.
Other times like this it was easy and slow, he showed his mate how much she
means to him. Kissing down her neck to her breast he sucked at her nipple,
pulling it between his teeth and flicking it with his tongue until they were
hardened peaks. Lexi moaned and gasped at his actions drawing a low growl from
him, "Fergus please." He smirked at this, he loved when he had his mate begging
for him, "Aye my luv?" he replied running his fingers up and down her pink
folds. Lexi threw her head back "Please do somethin'." Fergus kissed down her
stomach to her thighs, licking and nipping at her inner leg "What do ya want
luv?" He asked her with that fox grin on his face looking at his fingers get
covered in her slick. "Anythin'..." Lexi moaned but Fergus just clicked his
tongue "Ah ah ah luv, tell daddy what ya want." Lexi groans as she feels his
deep raspy voice send vibrations to her core. "Ya! I need ya!" she screams
bucking her hips to his knuckles, Fergus quickly wraps his arm around her waist
to still her movements, "Details darlin'." he says as he nips closer to her sex
blowing cool air over her already swollen folds. Lexi moans loudly "I need ya
in me... please Fergus... I need me alpha!" Hearing her use his title he feels
his wolf scratching at the surface and pushes two fingers into her waiting sex
making her arch her back off of the bed.
"AHHH Fergus!" she screams as he curls his fingers hitting her sweet spot,
Quickly attaching his mouth to her clit Fergus sucks and bites at her sensitive
nub. With his fingers and mouth both working her she is thrown head first into
an orgasm, spasming as he continues his assault. Fergus raises up and thrusts
himself into his woman, feeling her still throbbing from her climax. She sobs
as he snaps his hips into her pelvic bone at a slow pace. Grunting with each
thrust Fergus feels himself coming near his climax , burying his nose into her
neck he bites down on her claiming mark that he had kept dark and prominent on
her neck over the years. Sucking her skin between his teeth as he begins to hit
the sweet spot Lexi always screams for. Within seconds Fergus feels Lexi clamp
down around his cock and scream his name, "Fergus oh God... Fergus!" Fergus is
quick to follow his love, teeth clamping down on the nape of her neck he growls
out around her skin. Pushing in as deep as possible he spills his seed into her
womb, hoping this may help his mate to conceive.

Giving one last thrust he releases his hold on her neck to look up at her,
resting on his elbows he looks at his wife. Her eyes are lidded and she is
looking at her hand playing with his hair, Fergus chuckles at her acts "Are ya
alright luv, did I urt ya?" He asks looking at her neck that is a deep purple,
Lexi looks up to meet his eyes "No my luv." Fergus sees her deep in thought, a
hint of sadness in her face as she gives him a fake smile. "What is it
darlin'?" He asked truly concerned if he had done something wrong, "Nothin' I'm
fine...what do ya want fur supper?" Lexi asks attempting to move from under
him. "Oh no luv, tell me whats wrong." He told her grabbing her chin to forcing
her to look at him "It's nothin'..." "Lexi Carol!" Fergus growls "I just...
want ..a..a.. baby." she says in a voice Fergus just could hear. Her eyes are
cast down and she has a tear rolling down her cheek, "We will ave' a pup luv...
it.. it is just.. goin' ta take.. some time." Fergus tells her as he rolls them
over and pulls her close to him. Lexi buries her face into his chest and cries
silently, Fergus knows she is crying he can feel her tears on his chest and can
feel the slight shaking of her body.

Laying here with her Fergus feels useless, his mate is sad and crying and there
is nothing he can do or say to help her feel better. He knows he is lying to
her, truely they do not have time, even if he was to get her pregnant now, he
would never know his pup. Rocking her and rubbing her back Fergus resorts to
the only thing left he could do... he lets his wolf take over. Hearing his
mates whimpers and cries the wolf's instincts kick in, Fergus continues rubbing
and petting her head and back. He purrs to her and nuzzles the top of her head,
hearing his purring Lexi looks up at him under her lashes, her crying has
slowed and she feels calm and safe. Fergus's eyes are yellow but his face is
not rough it shows nothing but love. "Go ta sleep darlin'." He says in a deep
gentle voice, but Lexi knows that it is not a suggestion, so laying her head
back on his chest she lets his purring and strong heartbeat lore her to sleep.

When Lexi awakens she is on the bed alone surrounded in blankets. It is dark in
the room but there is a ray of light coming into the room from the siting room,
she can hear some rumbling about in the room and decides to go investigate.
Slipping on one of Fergus's tunics Lexi walks towards the next room but stops
when she sees him with his back to her doing something on the counter. Smiling
Lexi begins to tiptoe over to him hoping to scare him a little, getting ready
to grab him she hears "I know yer there lass." Fergus chuckles without turning,
"How?" Lexi whines, "I can smell ya." he tells her, wrapping his arms around
her he lifts her into his arms to sit her on the counter in front of where he
was cutting potatoes. "What do I smell like?" She asks curiously looking up at
him, Fergus looks at her and chuckles, "Me mixed with yer own scent." Lexi
cocks her head "Ya?" Fergus grabs her hips pulling her to him, and buries his
face in her neck, "Why do ya think I cover ya in me seed." He whispers huskily
into her ear making her shiver and blush a beet red.
After they had ate the stew Fergus had made they decided to go on a walk, it
was a beautiful starry night and the moon almost full, lite up the sky. It was
the end of Autumn and winter would soon set in. Fergus had wrapped Lexi in his
fur cloak she had given him all those years ago, they walked hand in hand down
to the river and sat on one of the small boulders. Resting her head on his
shoulder they sat in silence just enjoying each others company for a time.

Fergus was afraid, he only had two days left, two days left with his love. He
had never told her nor anyone about his deal. He had instead wanted to live his
life in peace with his family. He and Lexi had been together for almost eight
years, they had their ups and downs like any marriage but over all were happy.
He had given her everything he could, spent as much time with her as he could.
Their son Gavin had grown to be a strong young man and was now thirteen. He had
went out with Yamish for two days of fishing and would be back on the day of
his death. Fergus had everything planned out, he had put money aside for his
wife and son, had made sure the house was kept up and had closed his shop for
the next two days so he could spend as much time with his Lexi as possible.

Feeling tears come to his eyes Fergus decided it was time to head back home.
Arriving back home he grabbed some wood and went to put it on the fire and
placing a pot of water over it, drawing a bath for them both. Lexi was sitting
on the couch when he went over to her and lifted her into his arms taking her
to their room. He stripped his mate down and then lowered them into the hot
water. He took care and washed her slowly. When the water had turned cold he
lifted her and placed her on the bed, rubbing oils into her skin. When he was
done he layed with her in bed, she was sleeping peacefully on his chest.
Rubbing her back Fergus thought back on their life together, it was such a
short time, when they could have had forever...
***** CH 15 his last day *****
On his last day Fergus awoke early, Gavin and Yamish had come home the night
before with a ton of fish. Cooking his family a hearty breakfast he went to
wake them. Walking into his room he was met with a beautiful sight, his wife
layed in their bed curled up into the blankets. He took a knee beside the bed
and just looked at her, she was so beautiful. He rubbed his knuckles over her
cheek, pushing back a strand of hair behind pointed ears with a sad smile.
Seeing her stir he put on his mask, hiding his sadness from his love.
"Fe..Fergus?" She yawned as she smiled up at him, "Come luv I've made
breakfast." he told her and pulled her up to sit on the bed. With them all
sitting at the table eating Fergus just looked at them both. How he would miss
them.

Throughout the day the family had enjoyed each others company. They had talked
and laughed, and even went on a small walk together. When night came Fergus had
asked for Lexi to make his favorite thing, Ham with potatoes, cabbage and
toffee pudding for desert. When he was done he had went and got some wood for
the fire asking Gavin to help him. "I am proud of ya Gavin, ya are a man now. I
want ya ta promise me that ya will always elp' look afta yer ma, don't let er'
do anythin' stupid. Take care of yerself and follow yer eart' but fur the luv
of God, don't start smokin' it's a disgustin' abbit'." He looked at his father
with a confused look but nodded his head and promised him what he asked.

Walking back into the house he put the logs on the fire and hugged his son
telling him he loved him. Watching his son go to his room to sleep for the
night he looked over to see his Lexi washing dishes. Walking over to her he
lifted her from the floor into his arms, "Fergus.. What are ya doin' I ave' ta
finish the dishes." She laughed, "Furget the dishes luv, come ta bed with me."
He carried her into their bedroom and locked the door behind them. Stripping
them of clothing he layed her on the bed. He stood above her just looking at
her for some time before crawling on top of her and pulling the covers up over
his shoulders.

He kissed her lips with vigor, trailing his mouth down he licked and nipped at
her neck. Taking his time he kissed at her body, memorizing every part. Getting
to her womanly folds he settled himself between her legs and licked up her
slit. Lexi moaned out and withered under him edging him on. He lapped and
sucked at her sex like a starved man, drinking down all she had to offer him.
When he had her screaming his name he slowly kissed back up her body, once
again claiming her lips. Pushing himself into her tight embrace he let out a
moan of his own. He thrusted his hips into her pelvis and sucked marks into her
skin. When he felt his climax coming he moved his hips to hit her sweet spot
and had her screaming his name. Biting down on her neck he spilled himself
inside of her and groaned as he rolled over pulling her to lay on top of him.

He layed there with her in his arms stroking her back most of the night. She
had fallen asleep and was currently purring in her sleep making Fergus smile.
Looking to the clock he sighed, it was quarter till twelve. Hugging Lexi to him
once more he kissed the top of her head and got up out of bed. Covering her
with the furs he put on his kilt and tunic, sliding on his boots he turned back
to his wife. Kneeling beside the bed he kissed her lips and mumbled his
goodbyes. "I Luv ya so much Lexi. Ya ave' made me the happiest man in the
world... an...and I am so..sorry. Please furgive me." With tears streaming down
his face he stood and made his way outside.

Hearing a terrifying growl Fergus looked to see a huge wolf like creature
staring at him. Beside it stroking it's burnt fur was a woman with white eyes
and blond hair. She was smiling at him "Time to come home Fergus...Alistair is
going to have much fun with you." she said with a laugh. Fergus closed his eyes
and thought of his love and then heard a snap. The hound was on him in an
instant tearing and ripping flesh from bone. It was the worst pain he felt in
his life. He tried to hold in his screams but couldn't.
Lexi had woken up to screams, Fergus's screams. She looked to see him not in
bed beside her and jumped out of bed throwing on one of his tunic's before
running to the screams. "FERGUS!?" Up ahead she saw something that made all the
blood leave her face. Running towards the body on the ground she fell beside
it. Looking down she cried, "FERGUS!? NO! Don't leave me! PLEASE. Wake up." Her
husband layed bloody by her side. He was looking at her crying and shaking, she
took his hand and felt him squeeze it lightly. "Fur..Furgive
m..me...I...luv..ya." he whispered out choking on blood, she felt his hand
loosen from her own. "NO! Fergus please!" By this time Yamish was by her side.
"Oh my God!" Seeing Gavin come running Yamish yelled for him to go back in the
house.

Lexi layed by his body crying, when the priest got there and the local
mortician they could not get her to move. Yamish had to pry her from her
husband's body. She begged and cried for him to let her go, but he just held
her in his arms. She sobbed and screamed as they took away Fergus's body. She
hit and bit at Yamish as he dragged her back to her house. He layed her on her
bed and left her to go tell Gavin the news of his fathers death.
Two days had passed and Lucius and the others had arrived. Lexi had not left
her bed, she was still wearing Fergus's tunic and covered in his blood. She
constantly cried and screamed for her alpha who could no longer be there when
she needed him. She would not eat, wouldn't sleep. Lucius and Magnus were the
first to come to her side. The old alpha had taken her by her shoulders and
tried to talk to her, to calm her down but she didn't. "She's in shock Lucius."
Magnus told him. Lexi continued to cry and shake. Placing his hand on her
forehead Magnus mumbled a spell and Lexi slowly fell into a deep slumber. When
she awoke she felt dead inside. Lucius was sitting beside her bed, "Lexi, Dis
and Missy are goin' to come and give ya a bath... and then we ave' ta go ta the
funeral..." Lexi felt a wave of tears slide down her face. "Do ya understand me
lass?" He said looking into her dead eyes. Lexi nodded and watched as he stood
and left the room.

Dis and Missy had entered the room and pulled Fergus's tunic off of her body
leaving her bare. They helped her over and into the bath which was warm. Not
once did she meet their eyes, she was dead inside. She cried silently as the
two female betas washed and groomed their friend. They dressed her in a black
dress and brushed her hair before putting it in a simple braid. Helping her to
stand they brought her out to the front of the house and Lucius put her on her
horse.

Once they arrive at the grave sight, Lucius again lifts Lexi down from the
horse and lifts her face to look him in the eye, "Lexi lass, I know yer sad, I
know yer urttin' but ya ave' ta be strong fur Gavin... alright." She gives a
small nod at this and then Lucius leads her to her seat in the front row beside
Gavin and Yamish. Lucius goes to the front and stands at the alter. Lexi
glances up but sees a large wooden casket and feels her breath catch in her
throat. She closes her eyes and feels her lip begin to tremble... until she
feels something grab her hand. Looking at it she sees it is a hand, Gavin's
hand. She looks up to see Gavin looking at her, he gives her a sad smile and
kisses her cheek.

They all sit and listen as Lucius leads the ceremony, he talks about a many of
things. How Fergus was a good man, a good father, a great friend, and an loved
husband. He says how much he will be missed and how he may be gone but never
forgotten. When it comes time Yamish gives his speech and tells funny stories
about Fergus, "...Ya never messed wit Fergus's Woman. She was his, and he hers.
He loved ya so much Lexi." When the ceremony was over Lexi watched as everyone
placed a simple rose on his grave, then came time for her. She slowly walked up
and placed a single thistle on his grave. The memories of the first thistle he
had ever given her flooding her mind. When she reached her seat she watched as
they lowered his coffin into the ground and them began to bury him and no
longer could she hold back her sobs.
***** Ch 16 All is lost *****
It had been four years since Lexi was labeled a widow. She had grew dreary and
lonely, but she had Gavin, she had her and Fergus's son. He was now a man of
seventeen, how he looked like his father. He was taller than Fergus was and
slim. He was smart and strong and could be just as sarcastic as his father was.
He had quit school when his father died to get a job, Lexi had not liked it and
raised Cain but he had made up his mind. He had been gone almost a year now,
every couple of months he would come back and visit his mother and uncle. That
was the life he choose, the life of a trade ship Captain. He sailed from Europe
to America bringing goods to other lands. He had brought his mother new things
to try and a hairpiece that the natives of America had made. It was made of
beautiful feathers and beads carved from shiny and colorful stones.

Lexi was currently sitting by her husband's grave, just talking to him about
this and that. She told him about how Gavin was doing and would read him the
letters that he sent. She would tell him how much he had grown and how he would
have been so proud of him. Most of all she would tell him how much she missed
him and how she was sorry. Lexi had blamed herself for his death, if she had
woken earlier than she could had helped fight the animal off of her husband.
She could see his tattered body every time she closed her eyes. The first year
she would wake up screaming and would beg for her Fergus to come back to her,
but he would never come.

When the sun was beginning to set Lexi stood and went to her husband's
gravestone, a Celtic cross with a wolf head carved into the center. On the base
was written,

Fergus Rodrick Macleod
October 31, 1663 - November 12, 1691
A loving Father and Husband

kissing the cold stone, Lexi felt a tear roll down her cheek. Pulling back she
slowly walked back towards their house that no longer felt like home. It was
cold and empty.
Later that night her and Yamish were eating supper, Yamish would come eat with
her every night, if he didn't then she would go without eating. He had scowled
her for it a number of times, Lexi would go weeks without eating and he would
tell her to think of what Fergus would say. Lexi would then eat but Yamish
would always wish he had not said his name, whenever Lexi heard her husbands
name she would cry. Yamish felt bad for his cousin that he considered a sister,
she was so alone, but at least she had Gavin. They two lycans were interrupted
by a knock at the door, this was strange, people normally stayed away from
them. Yamish went to the door to find a man dressed in fine clothing standing
there. He was an older man with short grey hair and a shaved face. "Can I elp'
ya?" Yamish asked the man with a firm tone. "I am looking for a Mrs. Macleod,
is she here?"

Hearing her name Lexi went to the door and saw the man look at her. "I am Mrs.
Macleod, can I elp' ya with somethin'?" she asked in a small voice. The man
just bowed to her and handed her a letter before leaving. Lexi and Yamish
looked to each other before walking back into the house and closing the door.
"What is it?" He asked as she opened the letter and began to read.
Mrs. Macleod,
I regret to inform you that your son Captain Gavin Macleod perished in a
hurricane Tuesday August 17. No remains have been found....
That was all Lexi read before she lost her breath and blackness consumed her.
"Lexi!.." Yamish yelled as her body fell to the floor.
Waking three days later Lexi dressed in black as she was lead to the graveyard.
Sitting beside Yamish he held her hand as Lucius gave a speech about her son.
She felt nothing, heard nothing she was dead. Looking up she was met with her
husband's headstone and beside it a smaller one belonging to her son. There was
no body to bury, no remains only a simple stone. She cried silently and felt as
it began to rain, the cold seeping into her bones. Yamish lifted her up and
lead her back to her house. Friends filled the small house as they mourned the
loss of another lycan. People tried to talk to Lexi but she couldn't hear them,
couldn't respond. Walking to her room she curled up on her bed a bed that had
once held so many happy memories and sobbed.
***** CH 18 how it is *****
Lucius had thought it was best for the young Queen to go back to her people. He
and Yamish had packed up both her and his homes and loaded them up on a
carriage to take them all to Giraldus. When they were done they went to find
her. Yamish knew where she would be, she would be where she always was... by
her family. Lexi was laying on the ground where she knew just below layed her
love. It was raining and her clothes were soaked through. She was shivering and
crying making her look even more like a ghost. She had grown pale and thin, her
face now hollowed out and dark circles around her eyes that were once such a
royal blue now only looked cold and grey.

Lifting his cousin into his arms Yamish carried her away from the only
happiness she had ever had. Laying her on the small bundle of furs and blankets
he and Lucius shook the reins of the horses and Lexi felt them start in a trot.
She cried and cried as she watched her only home become smaller and smaller.
Holding onto a small wolf made of grey wool she had gotten all those years ago.
Thinking back to the words her love once told her, "He'll look after ya... when
I'm not there." Laying down she feel asleep pretending he was with her once
again.
By that night they were at the portal to take them to Giraldus. Lexi layed on
the furs lifeless while the portal was being opened.
When they went through it she looked up to see the same stone walls she had
seen as a pup. The same ones she had seen as a prison then now would hold her
again, only this time she could not escape to be with the man she loved. Yamish
had lifted her into his arms and took her up to her room, he layed her on her
bed and watched as she just curled up and sobbed. He prayed that God would have
mercy on his cousin, she had been through so much at such a young age and he
just wanted her to be happy.... But God must not have heard his prayers....
 
It had been a year since they had came back to Giraldus and Lexi had only
gotten worse. She was lost and alone. She would go to the pub and drink her
sorrows away, Yamish would find her passed out most nights and carry her home.
She had attempted to kill herself on more than one occasion, but would never
succeed before she was stopped by Lucius or Yamish. Lucius had attempted to
remarry Lexi, he had made her meet with a alpha she had known a little as a
pup. Rodge a strong alpha, he was ten years older than Lexi and was the captain
of the only trade ship to and from Giraldus. When Lucius had told Lexi of the
offer she imminently went hay wire. "Fuck ya! I will not marry another! Fergus
is my mate, No one else...'' "Dammit Lexi, Fergus is dead and e' aint coming
back!" Lucius had yelled but was silenced by a hard slap to his right cheek.
"Fuck you!" she hissed and with that Lexi was gone.
 "Hey!" Crowley yells making the eldest Winchester look at him with a confused
look, "You're back?" "I'm invested... currently." He smirks. Hearing a bark and
growls he looks down to his hound, "Stay!" Dean looks at him, "You can control
them?" Pointing to the hound currently waiting to attack the other man he tells
him "Not that one... Brought my own... mine's bigger." He says patting his
hound on the back and chuckling. "SICK EM' BOY!" he yells and watches as his
hound attacks the other before teleporting out to wait by the boys car. Once
they come running out with the demon Brady he looks to dean with a smirk, "I'll
wadger ya a thousand my pup wins." and laughs while getting in the backseat of
the car.

They had taken Brady to a allay and with no other choice he gave Crowley the
information he needed. "Pestilence will be here." he said handing Crowley the
sheet of paper. Handing the paper to dean he steps aside to let Sam kill him.
"You're just going to let them kill me?" "I'm giving you the easy way out,
trust me I know..." "You don't know shit Crowley."Crowley looks at the other
demon with raised brows. "Oh what don't I know?" Brady just smirks "Lexi..." In
an instant he has his hand wrapped around the demon's throat, "I have killed
people for saying that name to me..." "She's your wife, She has red hair, blue
eyes, small... beautiful piece of ass." Dean and Sam both look to each other
before looking back to the demons. "Wait Lexi... Our Lexi... she is your
wife?"Crowley looks to the hunters and growls, "Your Lexi?" "Well not ours we
just know her... she is your wife?" Dropping Brady he walks over to the boys in
plaid. "Where is she? How do you know her?..."
"I don't know where she is right now...I can text her." Dean says pulling out
his phone "Call her! Tell me where she is!" Crowley says his face turning red
as his temper flares. "I can't call her.." Dean says throwing his arms out.
"WHY!?" Crowley yells his eyes turning red. They all are interrupted when Brady
starts laughing "Oh this is too good. You don't know, do you... He can't call
her because she can't talk." He laughs and Crowley knots his brows "Why?"
"Alastir tortured her for years... he had her screaming so much she lost her
voice." He told him as he laughed. Snapping his fingers he watched as the demon
began choking up blood and walked away for Sam to kill him.
***** CH 18 grey eyes *****
Crowley had followed the two hunters back to Bobby's house and hopefully to see
his wife again. Dean had texted her and got no response so he messaged Yamish
and he said they would open the portal to allow them into Giraldus. When the
portal opened Crowley had been the first one through and seen the land he never
got the chance to see. A huge castle made of dark stones surrounded by hills, a
forest and a body of water on one side. Seeing the hunters walk ahead the
guards opened the doors and allowed them entrance.
Walking inside Crowley was reminded of the past times, old wood, stone, rugs
and leather. In front of him was a grand staircase, rooms to both sides of the
hall he could see a room with tables and a throne made of wood, to the right of
the staircase and to the left a room with a hallway in it. "This can not be
possible....Fergus Macleod?" Looking back to the staircase Crowley saw Lucius,
he had not changed at all. He still wore his black kilt, tunic and cloak. His
hair was long and he had a slight beard. He made his way down the stairs to the
men and strode in front of him.

"Dean, Sam I take it the both of ya are as well as can be expected..." Lucius
started but was cut off by Crowley "Enough! Where is Lexi? You told me she was
dead and now I hear from a bloody demon that she is alive. Not to mention that
these two lumberjacks know her... was I going to be the last to know!" He
yelled making Lucius raise his brows, "Well I would ave' tried ta get up with
ya if I knew ow'. And if ya do recall last time ya did not leave ere' on good
terms." "You told me my wife and child had died... HOW was I supposed to
react." "Well this is getting awkward.. where is Lex?" Dean asked looking to
Lucius. Looking to the four men in the room he shook his head, "I do not
know... try the library."

Crowley had went off in search of the library, he had told the others to stay
away that he would see his wife alone. Reaching the room he thought to be the
library he looked around the large room and stopped when he was met with a head
of red hair. She was sitting in the corner reading a book, she was smaller than
he remembered and pale. Walking up to her slowly he felt nervous, something he
had not felt in years. Standing behind her he tapped her shoulder, "Mind if I
join you?" He watched as she dropped the book she was reading and slowly turned
to face the voice she knew so well.

Shocked grey eyes met his hazel ones, her eyes went wide then he watched as
they rolled back and she began to fall. Crowley had caught her before she could
fall and had lifted her into his arms. She was very light and weighed nothing,
he asked one of the staff where her bedroom was and then made his way to her
chambers.

Lexi's chambers were in the royal wing of the castle along with Yamish's and
Lucius's. The room was at the end of the hall, it had a huge wooden door with
many Celtic carvings in it. Looking around the room Crowley imminently noticed
how large the room was. In the middle of the room was a circle fireplace that
was already lit giving the room light. Over in the right back corner of the
room was a massive canopy bed with curtains all around it. The bed itself was
carved wood and the bedding was red and black, he noticed it was against the
wall on the side Lexi had always slept on and smiled. By the fireplace were a
few couches and tables, along with a bookcase and wardrobe on the left side of
the room.
Opening a door that was made into the bookcase Crowley saw that it lead to a
grand bathroom, with a huge tub and shower. On the side of the room with the
bed was a row of curtains that held a balcony behind them. He saw many of his
old things around the room, some of his books, his sword was hung on the wall
next to Lexi's and on top of the table beside the bed was the drawing of him
and Lexi on their wedding day. What he did not like was the amount of empty rum
bottles around the room. That was something he and his mate would have to talk
about.

Crowley had layed his wife in bed and was busy looking her room over when he
heard the door open. Looking towards the door he watched as Lucius, Magnus and
a older man with red hair walked in. Looking at his face he knew it to be no
other than Yamish. Lycan men stopped aging at forty and women at thirty, Lexi
being half elf looked to still be twenty. "Yamish?" The red haired man walked
up to stand in front of him and nodded. "It's been a lang time ...Fergus." He
said with a stiff face before he looked towards his cousin and walked over to
her.
Crowley watched carefully as the younger alpha reached out and felt Lexi's
pulse point. "What are you doing?" Crowley asked and Yamish walked back over to
him. "Just making sure she is okay..." Clinching his jaw Crowley glared at him.
"Do you actually think I would hurt my wife..." "I don't know what ya would do.
I don't know if yer Fergus. I don't know if yer Crowley and I don't want a
fuckin' demon near er'..." Feeling his eyes change he growled at Yamish, "You
can't keep me away from her. I am not going to hurt her... She is my wife and I
love her."

Yamish smirked at this, "I know that Fergus luved my cousin, that he was er'
alpha and she his omega. But yer not a lycan anymore, aye maybe there is a
little of the wolf blood running through yer veins but overall the demon is in
control and demon's can't luv. So yes I can keep ya away from er..." With this
two guards came in and grabbed him, Crowley struggled but found he couldn't use
his powers. "Ya can't use yer powers mate, Magnus is making sure of that. Don't
worry we're going ta fix ya up, then maybe ya can see Lexi." The two guards had
chained his hands and feet and put a black bag over his head. Crowley had not
screamed or yelled because he didn't want to wake Lexi, did not want her to see
him like this. They had took him down to what he guessed was the dungeons it
was dark and cold, actually reminded him somewhat of hell. When he was sat in a
chair they removed the bag from his head and he looked to see a devils trap
painted on the ceiling. Everyone except Lucius had left the room.

"What the fuck is this... what do you actually think you are going to be able
to do. I am not going to hurt Lexi!" Crowley shouted. "Dammit Fergus look at
this from my point of view. Lexi was tortured for years by that demon Alastir,
I thought she was dead and then those two boys find her one day chained up in
some old factory..." Lucius told him leaning against the door. "How exactly did
that fuck get my wife to begin with.... you all were supposed to take care of
her..." Crowley growled his face turning red. At this Lucius also saw red, "NO
Fergus NO! Ya were supposed ta take care of her. No one told ya ta sell yer
soul and ta leave er. It was yer responsibility as a alpha ta take care of yer
omega and ya didn't..." Feeling his eyes turn red he pulled on his chains and
the room began to shake. "I made a mistake!.. DO you actually believe I wanted
to leave my wife! I LOVE HER! I never stopped loving her!" Walking over the
older alpha stood right in front of him, "And that may be so Fergus, but you
are a demon. She was tortured by demons, I want the best for Lexi and I want
you to know what is best for yer mate, not wife, MATE. And I don't understand
ow' ya can love er if demons can't feel."

Throwing himself back in the chair he looked at him, "And what is that, what
are you going to do Lucius, I am a demon, there is nothing I can do about it.
NO normally I don't feel but I do when it comes to her, I feel for her." "Aye
Fergus no matter what I do ya will always be a demon but I can make yer alpha
come back as well, and I know fur a fact he would never let anyone or anythin'
urt' that gurl. She needs an alpha Fergus, Lexi is not the same as she once
was. She needs the guidance of her alpha again, she is lost and alone and she
needs you." Crowley tilted his head upwards and looked Lucius straight in the
eyes, "What do I need to do."
***** Ch 19 scars *****
Waking up Crowley found himself back in Lexi's room. The sun was shinning
through some of the curtains onto his face. Raising his head he looked to the
bed to see Lexi asleep curled up into the covers. Looking around the room he
saw that he was sitting in one of the armchairs by the fire that was nothing
more than coals now. On the side table he saw a folded piece of paper sitting
on top of a book. Grabbing the paper her read.

Fergus,
Everything should be fine now. Magnus said that the spell would make you feel
for just Lexi, overall your still a demon. You passed out after the spell was
cast and Yamish brought you back up here. Don't be ill with the lad, he was
just doing what was best for his cousin, he has been through a lot with her.
Magnus has also placed a sleeping spell on Lexi, I take it you know the
counter.
On the table is a book, "Alfa agus Omega chuid" read it. It has some old tricks
in it, trust me you are going to need it.
Good luck, Lucius.

Throwing the paper down he growled, "Good luck" what was that supposed to mean.
He didn't need some book to tell him how to control his omega. His omega, he
didn't think of her just as his wife anymore she was his female, his omega...
and he her alpha ... the spell worked. He felt it, the clawing of his alpha, he
had not felt his wolf since he died. It felt strange now, he could feel the
wolf but he could also feel the demon. They both were in him and in a way he
felt whole, strong, there was only one thing that was missing. Looking over at
his mate he stood.

Walking over he sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her, she was smaller.
Her body and face had grown thin, she had tattoos down both arms and was
dressed in all black. Her hair now only down to her mid-back. But what got him
the most was her eyes, when she looked at him yesterday they were grey not
blue. They had once been such a bright royal blue and were now only a cold dull
grey, there was no life in them.
Snapping his fingers he started the water in the tub. Pulling the covers the
rest of the way off of her he leaned down and sniffed at her. She still smelled
the same only now he could smell alcohol on her as well, there was no traces of
his own smell and growled. Looking at her he said the counter spell 'evigilare
faciatis' and watched as her eyes fluttered open.

"Don't faint on me again luv." he told her with a smirk as she looked at him in
shock. Hearing his voice she began to back away from him. He crawled after her
until her back hit the wall and she could go no farther. "Come now darling,
aren't you happy to see me." he said smiling at her. She was scarred and he
could smell it, he watched as she curled in on herself and buried her face in
her knees and shook. "Lexi luv don't be afraid... it's me... Fergus." He felt
bad he didn't want to scare his mate.
He watched as she looked up to him again and mouthed his name but no sound came
out. When he gave her a soft smile and nodded she slowly reached her shaking
hand out and brushed her fingertips down his cheek. Feeling he was real she
jumped into his arms knocking him backwards on the bed. "Uff." He hugged her
close and rocked her as he felt her shake with sobs, "No my luv, Don't cry, I
am here and I am never leaving you again."

He had sat up with Lexi in his lap and held her close to him. She was so small
compared to him and it just made him more protective. Leaning back he cupped
her cheek and wiped away her tears with the pad of his thumb. Holding her face
he brought his forward and pressed her lips to his. They were just as soft as
he remembered and couldn't help the sigh that left him. Moving his thumb to her
chin he slowly pulled down and gently rolled his tongue into her mouth. He gave
a low growl at her taste, the taste he had missed so much. He lapped and sucked
at her mouth until he needed more. Pulling back he grabbed the hem of her shirt
in both hands before bringing it over her head. Lexi had attempted to stop him
but when she heard him growl she could not fight him, it was his right as her
alpha to her body. She was wearing a black lace bra that made blood rush to his
cock. Moving her to sit sideways on his lap he stripped her of the rest of her
clothing, leaving her bare before his eyes.

Lexi had went to cover herself but with a growl from her alpha she stopped and
watched as he stripped himself. Once they were both nude he went to the
bathroom and stepped into the hot water. Sinking down he held Lexi to his
chest, siting her in his lap once they are in the water. With him staring at
her Lexi again burrowed herself into him, attempting to hide her body. "Lexi
don't hide from me, it has been too long luv and I need to see you." Grabbing
her wrists he pulls them behind her and holds them in one of his hands. Looking
down at her he knots his brows, Lexi had scars covering her chest and stomach.
Lifting her he looks over her shoulder at her back to see scars that he can
easily recognize as lash marks. Lucius had told him she had been tortured but
it was hard to believe until he saw the proof before his own eyes. Running his
fingers across the light scars he felt her tremble and looked to her face to
see her crying.

"Lexi my love please don't cry, what's wrong?" He felt his heart ache at seeing
her cry and needed to know what was wrong. She cried and curled up in his arms
looking anywhere but his face. "Lexi look at me." Still she did not move, so
grabbing her chin he forced her to look him in the eye. "You tell me what's
wrong." Seeing her lip tremble he watched as she touched her throat, "I will
understand you, you..." turning to him she mouthed the word 'ugly' "What's ugly
dove.." then she pointed to her scars and then herself. "No no no luv, you are
not ugly. You are beautiful." but to his dismay she just shook her head quickly
and cried more.
Hugging her close he kissed the top of her head and rubbed his hand up and down
her body. "You are not ugly my luv, you are the most beautiful thing I have
ever layed eyes on and I am very old now... you trusted me all those years ago
Lexi, I need you to trust me now. I love you so very much, and I am so sorry
this happened to you. I am sorry I wasn't there to protect you like a proper
alpha but I can promise you that I will always be there now, I will never leave
you again and I will prove to you I can be a good mate."
Listening to his sweet words made her cry more but this time they were tears of
joy. She had thought she would never see him again and now they were together.
Straddling his lap she looked up at him and pressed her lips to his. Crowley
purred as they kissed, he had his woman again, she was his and nothing not even
Lucifer himself would separate them a second time.
Grabbing her hips he held her to him as he worked her mouth. He rolled his
tongue in and out and mapped out the territory he could never forget. Feeling
his cock come to life he slowly ended the kiss. He wanted her so bad but there
was something he wanted done first and knew a certain pidgin in a trench coat
could most likely help.
***** Ch 20 stories *****
After he washed her body and her hair he quickly washed himself and lifted them
from the tub. Once she had dried she dressed in a plain pair of black pants and
a black long sleeved shirt, both fit her body showing off how skinny she was.
That was one thing he planned on fixing as soon as possible, he had always had
a time getting her to eat and knew from her figure she had yet again been not
eating. Her red hair was brushed out and left to dry down her back. "Luv do you
think Yamish or Lucius may have some clothes I could borrow?" Picking up a
small pad of paper she quickly wrote down something and handed him the pad.

'Pants or Kilt?'

"Pants preferably dove." He told her with a smile and watched as she left the
room. Listening he heard a woman screaming and then Yamish, "God dammit Lexi...
ow' may times do I ave' ta tell ya ta knock....OW!" Looking out the crack of
the door he saw a woman running out of Yamish's room she was lacing up the
front of her dress and then he saw Lexi coming back in the room followed by
Yamish who had a sheet wrapped around his waist and was rubbing the side of his
head. "Oi those are my clothes." Seeing Crowley standing in the room with a
towel around his waist he nodded "Oh.... Fergus ow' are ya taday?" Crowley took
the clothes from Lexi and began walking back into the bathroom, "Fine." Lexi
looked to both men with knotted brows before pointing to the door, "What?"
Gesturing to his sheet she pointed to the door again and he waved his hand at
her, "Yes mother!" Yamish said in a sarcastic voice before going to his room to
dress.

When Crowley walked out of the bathroom he was fully dressed in a pair of black
slacks and black t-shirt. Putting on his shoes and getting his belt, wallet and
watch from his dirty clothes he placed his dirty clothes in a basket with
Lexi's. Turning back to Lexi she stood on the balcony looking out over the
land. Walking up behind her he wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her
shoulder. "Come luv." Pulling her she stopped when he looked back at her, she
was holding her hand out to him. Placing his palm under her hand she dropped a
gold ring into his hand and handed him the pad. Looking at the ring he saw it
was his wedding band and looked to the pad.

'You don't have to wear it. I just thought you should have it.'

Knotting his brows he looked back up to her, "Why would you think I wouldn't
want to wear it?"

'I don't know... I just didn't know if you would want to.'

Placing the ring back on his finger he smiled at it before pulling her to him,
"Don't ever think I would not want to show the world I am yours." She nodded
and hugged him before they both made their way out of the room. Walking down
the halls they made their way down to a large sitting room on the second floor.
It had many couches and bean bag chairs in it and on one wall had a huge TV
with tons of game systems and movies. In the back of the room he saw it led to
another room, a kitchen with a overly large dining room table.

Looking in the room Crowley imminently saw familiar faces sitting around the
table. Lucius, Yamish, Johnny, Bard, Dis, Missy, Dean, Sam, Bobby, and Castiel.
One little girl who looked to be about four ran up to Lexi, "Aunt Lexi, Aunt
Lexi.." she laughed and ran into Lexi's arms. Lexi was quick to scoop the girl
into her arms and sit her on her hip. Hearing this everyone looked to them, Dis
smiled and walked up to them, "Come now Sarah ya can not be jumpin' all over
Lexi, she still is not ealed'." "Aye mama." Holding out her arms she took her
daughter from Lexi and smiled to Crowley, "ello' Fergus." "Fergus...Nice ta
ave' ya drop by after three undred years." Johnny laughed from the table making
him chuckle.

"Come now ya lot let the boy breath." Lucius said, Lexi pulled him to the table
and Crowley sat at the head of the table and quickly pulled Lexi to sit in his
lap when she went to walk away. Dis sat two plates in front of them filled with
eggs, bacon, blood sausage, hash, and toast. Missy then sat two glasses in
front of them filled with what he guessed was orange juice. He nodded his head
to them in a silent thanks and then began to wrap his arm around Lexi's lap.
"Fergus good thing ya came back, now Lexi is all yers. Maybe ya will ave' more
luck gettin' er' ta eat and behave." Yamish said giving Lexi a cocky grin,
looking at his mate he raised his brows, "Eat." Lexi groaned and picked up a
piece of bacon to nibble on. The lycans talked while they all ate and Lucius
told him that he would leave Lexi to show him around the grounds and that they
would all talk later that day.

After all of the lycans left the table he and Lexi were left siting at the
table with the hunters and their pet angel. "So... Lexi I got something for
you." Dean said as he reached into his coat pocket. Lexi cocked her head to the
side and Crowley couldn't help the small growl in his throat. He watched
carefully as the hunter pulled out a bag of gummy bears. Lexi gave a large
smile at this and gave him a thumbs up. Crowley just cut his eyes at the oldest
Winchester, "What? She likes them." Dean said shrugging his shoulders, "She
needs to eat real food not candy." the demon said as he looked down at his wife
and took the candy, "You eat that plate of food then you can have them." Lexi
gave a huff then picked up her toast and began eating. "Look anyway, we got
Pestilences ring now all we need is Death's. But the thing is Pestilence told
me it didn't matter it was already done... whatever that means. We need to find
Death before we can do anything else."

Lexi was listening to the men talk when she pulled out her pad and wrote down
something. Handing the pad to Crowley he read aloud,
'There is a factory in Indiana that makes flu vaccines, but it is not really
the vaccine it is the Croatian virus. They are going to ship out in two days to
every state in America.'

Hearing this they all look even more distraught." So now we need to get Death's
ring and stop the shipment." Sam said, "Well Death is gong to be in Chicago in
two days as well, there is a huge storm that will wipe them off the map."
Crowley said. "Do you two have anything good to share." Bobby said looking to
the couple, taking the pad Lexi wrote something down and handed it to him.
After he had read it he shook his head and chuckled, "Something that is not
about who won the Superbowl Lexi." the older man said which just made Dean hit
his head on the table and pull out his wallet. Lexi gave a fox grin as he
handed her a fifty dollar bill, "I hate you." Dean said making Lexi smile and
pocket her winnings. Crowley gave a chuckle and shook his head.

Once they all had left Crowley had stopped Castiel and walked into the next
room to ask him something. He had told Lexi to sit at the table and wait for
him, he was asking the angel if he could heal Lexi's scars and make her voice
come back. "No I have hardly anymore grace left in me, but I may know someone
who can, give me till the end of the day to find him." Crowley had held in his
smart remark and agreed. He went back into the room to see his wife just
looking into her lap. She looked so sad to him, not the Lexi he remembered.
"Lexi my luv are you ready to give me the grand tour." hearing his voice she
nodded and took his hand leading him out of the room.

At the end of the day Lexi had shown him the whole castle and some of the
grounds. They had talked about a many of things. Crowley had told her about his
deal and how he had went to hell, how he had lived on through the centuries and
how he had came back looking for her but was told she was dead. He still
recalled that day, he had finally got up with Lucius and he had in turn told
him that Gavin and Lexi had died within five years of his own death. He had
cursed them all to hell for letting his love die and had went to kill them
himself before they did a spell sending him back to the human world. He had
drank away his sorrows and had tortured souls for a week straight until Lilith
came and got him. When he pulled himself together he got a headstone made for
her and had it placed beside his own. It was made of white marble and he had
had a thistle carved into the stone along with the words

Lexi Bonde Macleod
November 29, 1668 - December 25, 1696
A Loving Mother and Wife

Crowley had went to visit his wife's grave every chance he got, he knew her
body was not there but it was the only thing he had. Even now thinking of that
day made him sad.
Lexi had told him what had happened as well, she told him how she ran away and
that Alastir had kidnapped her and took her to hell. He had tortured her for
many years and that she had lost count. When Dean and Sam had found her she was
almost dead, and sometimes she had prayed they had let her die. When she was
better she was found by Lucius and he had invited the boys to come back to the
castle. They had remained friends ever since and she would help them hunt. She
had also told him how she had never went into heat after he died, she admitted
to him that she had attempted to take her life on more than one occasion and
how Lucius wanted her to remarry.

Crowley had felt his eyes turn when she told him about Lucius attempting to
remarry her. Lexi had of course saw and at first she looked hesitant making
Crowley look away from her but then she surprised him. She climbed in his lap
and cupped his chin. Meeting his red eyes she smiled and wrote on her pad,

'Red suites your better.'

He had smiled at her words and lifted his knees making her slide forward and
kiss him. Wanting more he had lifted her into his arms and carried her back to
their chambers. He had layed her on the bed and began kissing her again.
Licking at her bottom lip she slowly parted her lips giving him access to her
mouth. He licked and lapped at her mouth and then slowly pushed his hand under
her shirt. His hands traveled up her belly to her lace bra, Pushing his hand
under the material he felt her shiver and grinned. Just as he was about to undo
her bra he heard someone clearing their throat and jumped up into protection
mode.

Lexi had panicked when she heard someone in their room and then was pushed
behind Fergus. Looking over his shoulder she saw two men in their room, one she
knew was Cas the other she didn't know. "Well we can come back later if you two
are busy." the unknown one said. He was dressed in a tight pair of black jeans
and had a grey v- neck shirt on. "No, Balthazar I am sure Crowley would like
you to heal his wife now." Lexi curled up at this and hid behind him. Feeling
this Crowley turned around and grabbed her face. "Lexi luv this is Castiel's
friend he is going to heal you so you can talk again." Lexi shook her head and
backed away from him to the far side of the bed. He knew she was afraid, Lucius
had told him she didn't like to be around strangers or have people touch her.

Balthazar walked over to her and sat on the bed, "My dear I am not going to
hurt you. I promise, it will not hurt, it may feel a little uncomfortable but
it won't hurt." Lexi looked to the man then back to Fergus, she was afraid and
nervous. Looking down she slowly made her way back over to her mate. Crowley
had pulled her into his lap and held her to him. When the angel had reached out
to touch her she curled inward, seeing this Crowley did the one thing he knew
would calm her, he purred. Hearing him purr she untensed and felt the man press
his fingers to her throat. She felt a pressure in her neck and closed her eyes
and tried to focus on Fergus's heartbeat. After a few minutes she felt the
feeling move to the rest of her body and felt uneasy. When she started to hurt
she felt herself slowly black out.
***** Ch 21 old feelings *****
When she awoke she was laying in bed under the covers. She was wearing one of
Fergus's old tunics and a pair of underwear. Looking around the room she looked
at the time and saw that it was around mid day. She had went to get up and
instantly got light headed, falling to the floor. Before she could register
what was going on a pair of hands were lifting her up and laying her back on
the bed. "Lexi darling you are too weak to be walking around like that."
Looking at where the voice came from she saw it was Fergus and reached out for
him. He saw her hand coming towards him then he heard it a soft whine. Leaning
down he heard it again, Lexi was whining. Laying down next to her he pulled her
to him and heard her grunt as she cuddled up into his side. He held her and pet
her head, trying to calm her. "It's okay luv."

Her body hurt and she felt weak, "Fergus.." she whimpered out. Hearing her
voice she startled herself and him. Crowley gave a big smile at hearing his
name come from her lips. "I am here. It's alright." Standing he quickly made
his way to the door and asked one of the staff to bring up some food for Lexi.
Lexi had whimpered when he left her side and curled in on herself. Hearing his
female's calls he ran back over to her side. He was worried, the angel had told
him she would need rest and that there was a lot of damage to fix but that she
would be okay. She seemed to be in pain and he was nervous, he had to leave to
go help Dean find death in an hour and did not want to leave her side.

When the maid brought up her food Crowley had helped her eat. She was too weak
to eat on her own and he didn't mind helping her. Once she was fed he layed
beside her and purred to her, it was no time and she was back asleep. Seeing
she was asleep he pulled himself from her and stood. Covering her up he went
and left the room to go help Dean. He felt off, like he should not be leaving
her. His wolf was raging inside of him and he knew he would need to make this
quick.

As soon as he had found the location of Death and told Dean he had went back to
his love. She was asleep in bed but she was whining and whimpering in her
sleep. Snapping his fingers he turned on the shower and locked their door. He
stripped himself of his clothing and then went to Lexi, pulling the tunic over
her head and her underwear down her legs he lifted her into his arms and
carried her to the shower. He had wrapped her legs around his waist and held
her to him as he put her under the water. He let the hot water run down her
body attempting to help ease her discomfort. Quickly washing her he brought her
back over to the bed. Hovering over her he felt her pulse point. "Fergus.." she
whimpered making his attention snap to her, "Yes luv?" when his mouth was by
hers she leaned up and kissed him.

He could not hold back from joining in on the kiss. He groaned as he forced his
tongue into her mouth and tasted her. They kissed for a time till he leaned
back "No luv...we can't.... you're sick." he stuttered out as Lexi attacked his
lips. He could feel the wolf coming out and was scared he was going to hurt
her. "Le..lexi no I'll hurt ya." Moving to his neck Lexi licked and nipped at
his throat and gave a feral whine. Hearing that whine leave her throat and
feeling her attack his neck Crowley could no longer hold back the alpha wolf.
He attacked her lips with a hunger, pushing his against hers with a bruising
force. He felt as blood rushed to his cock and his eyes changed. Felt as his
canines elongated and cut into his lip. Lexi was withering under him whining,
whimpering doing anything to get him to touch her and it didn't take long.

Crowley trailed kisses down her neck and chest to her breast. He sucked one
nipple into his mouth while his hand worked the other one. Alternating he bit
and sucked both to hardened red peaks. He sucked marks into her skin and bit at
her mounds leaving bruises in his wake. Trailing further south he met her woman
hood and kissed a trail down. Spreading her legs he layed between them and
licked up her slit with the flat of his tongue making her moan loudly. He
smiled at hearing her sounds and then went to work on her pink lips. He licked
and lapped at her, drinking down her juices. He was moaning at the taste he had
been deprived of for so long. It riled him on even more when his hopes were
confirmed, Lexi was still just his, she had never been touch by another male he
could taste it.

Hearing her screaming he brought his finger up to join his mouth. Pressing the
digit against her entrance he pushed in and watched it disappeared within her.
Lexi bucked her hips at the intrusion and moaned his name. She was very tight
and he knew he would have to loosen her up before they could mate, so he slowly
added another finger. Curling his fingers just right and sucking on her nub she
was quick to spasm in her first orgasm. Licking up the extra juices he crawled
back up her body. He pushed his lips to hers and worked his tongue into her
mouth making her taste herself on his mouth. When he had created the
distraction he sheathed himself into her. He could not help the loud moan that
left his mouth on being inside his mate again.
Feeling her tense he stayed still, buried to the hilt inside of her, he gave
her time to adjust. Crowley was a large man almost eleven inches and at least
three around, he did not want to hurt his small omega.
When he thought she was ready he pulled out slowly and rolled his hips back
into hers. Lexi moaned as he thrusted his hips against her own. Grabbing her
hands in his own he held them down by her head as he rutted her. The room was
filled with the sounds of their love making, skin hitting skin, moaning,
grunting, growls and purrs. Feeling his knot growing Crowley pushed his cock
into her small body and felt as his knot locked behind her pelvic bone. When
this was done Lexi was thrown into another blinding orgasm, Crowley cried out
as he spilled his seed into her womb. Her pussy milking him of all he had.
Without warning he sunk his teeth into her neck, breaking her thin skin he bit
down as he filled her past full. Wither it was from the orgasms or the claiming
Lexi could no longer stay awake her body wore out she went limp under him.

He feels as his omega goes limp under him, he bites hard, marking her as his
once again. When he is done he unlocks his jaws from her neck and pulls back to
look at her. His mate is fast asleep under him, he can see the many marks he
has left on her and lifting some he looks down at her belly to see a bulge in
her lower abdomen. Crowley knows this to be his knot and all the seed he had
filled her with. Slipping his arms under her lower back and neck Crowley flips
them so that Lexi is spread out over his chest, his knot still holding them
together. He does not know why he had knotted her at first, but then takes the
time to smell the air. Lexi had went into heat somehow.... reaching for her
cell phone on the table Crowley sees why. It was February the 20th, he had lost
track of days the full moon was tonight, she had went into heat and that is why
both of their wolves were so prominent, they knew they needed to mate. Crowley
thought perhaps since they had been apart for so long that he had not been able
to tell she had went into heat at first... but his wolf... he was gentle with
Lexi. The alpha had taken care of his omega, he had been slow and easy with
her, had not hurt her.

Acknowledging this Crowley began to purr to his mate. He rubbed her back and
pet her head and neck. He licked at the claiming mark, lapping up the blood
running down her shoulder. Once he was satisfied the wound was cleaned and
soothed he placed a kiss over the mark. Slowly he felt himself grow tired, and
Crowley drifted off to sleep with his mate in his arms, knowing she was his and
she was safe.
***** Ch 22 Competition *****
In the end it took three days to break Lexi of her heat. Crowley had made love
to his wife every time her body began to hurt with her heat. His cock stayed
buried into his wife the whole time, they had not left the bed in two days. It
was not until the second day when her heat was at it's highest that Crowley
took her from behind. His full weight on her back, he held her down, restrained
her as he knotted her. He had marked her whole body, sucked hickies into her
skin, bit her, he had rubbed his cum into her skin to scent her, he had fed it
to her but most of all, he filled her womb with it. The mates were currently
cuddled up to each other on the bed. Lexi layed on her stomach with Crowley
laying partially over her.
Crowley was tracing random patterns onto her hip and ass as she slept, purring
to her when she would stir. He was contempt along with his wolf, his mate was
covered in his seed, it was rubbed into every part of her skin. He could smell
it on her breath and what made him the proudest was the small river constantly
running out of her hole. Lexi soon began to wake. The first thing she noticed
was Fergus covering her, she felt as he played with her hair and skin. The
second thing she noticed was how dirty she felt, she was sticky along with the
bed. Both covered in Fergus's seed and her slick. She could feel it caked into
her hair, grateful that he ran his fingers through it, otherwise she knew it
would be worse. That's all she could smell, now that her heat was over she
wanted a bath and clean sheets... and possibly a tooth brush. She rolled over
in his hold to look at him. Crowley smiled at her in the dim room, he crawled
up her body to kiss her swollen lips. "Sleep well luv?" Crowley asked her in a
deep grainy voice. "Aye best I ave' in a long time." She responded making
Crowley chuckle, "And how do you feel? Did I hurt you?" Lexi just smiled at
him, "No my luv, I feel perfect... sore but perfect." "Good. How about we go
take a bath." He said as he got up lifting Lexi into his arms. "A bath sounds
great." Carrying her into the bathroom Lexi sees that the tub is already full
with steaming water and bubbles.
Settling down into the water they both sigh at the warm water making their
muscles relax. Crowley pulls Lexi to him to curl up into his lap as he lays
back against the tub. He closes his eyes and relaxes, thinking about it he
realizes he had not felt this relaxed in a long long time. His female was in
his lap, she was completely claimed, he had fully scented and filled her with
his seed.
After a while Crowley began to wash her, cleaning her body and hair before she
in return cleaned him. They soaked in the tub until the water became cold then
Crowley lifted her out.
The next week went by fast, Sam had let Lucifer in thinking he could then jump
in the pit but failed. In the end Dean had went to the graveyard where Michael
and Lucifer were supposed to fight. Bobby and Cas had met them all there as
well to help Sam bet the devil. Lexi had wanted to go to help her friends but
Crowley had made sure he and his female were as far away as possible. Dean had
called an hour later saying that Sam and Michael had both went into the pit,
Sam had won control and jumped in dragging their brother Adam who was Michael's
new vessel in. They had learned later on from Bobby that Lucifer had killed Cas
and him but somehow Cas and him had been brought back and he had all his grace
back again. Dean had left to do what Sam had asked he had went back to Lisa,
leaving the hunting life behind. Lexi had been sad when Dean told her Sam was
gone but knew he did it to save everyone.
On one day Crowley had woken her up and told her he had somethings to do and
that he would be back soon. Lexi had panicked when he said he was leaving but
he had calmed her and promised that he was doing this for them both. Giving her
a deep kiss he left through a portal leaving Lexi alone again. It had been
three days since Crowley had left and Lexi was worried sick. He had called her
once but could only talk for a minute, he told her to not worry and that he
would be home soon.
Currently Lexi sat at the pub drinking and playing cards with all her friends.
Crowley had made Yamish promise not to let her go out without him there as
well. Lexi chuckled at her cousin's current state he sat at the other side of
the table with a female beta in his lap, he had been drinking and she could
tell he was tipsy. Johnny and Dis's daughter, Sarah was with her grandmother so
they had joined along in drinking as well. Bard and Missy were here and Novak
who kept telling her dirty jokes. Then there was someone who Lexi was if-
y about, Rodge. She had kept her distance from the captain ever since Lucius
had tried to get them to marry but he always showed up when they were doing
something. Walking back into the castle Crowley had went to his and Lexi's
chambers expecting her to be there, it was nightfall and he had not seen anyone
in the den. Opening the door he smiled, "Lexi luv I'm back." his smile fell
when he saw the room empty. He looked around the castle for her but couldn't
find her, he had went to Yamish's room to find them both gone. Already feeling
his temper flaring he asked a staff member if she knew where his wife was, "Ya
might want ta check the pub my lord they always seem to ang' around there."
Holding in his growl he nodded to the woman and went to the pub.
Throwing open the door Crowley was met with a strong wave of music, laughter,
and smoke accompanied by the smell of alcohol. He gave a growl as he looked
around for her. Spotting blood red hair he walked over to her. At the table
were all the others he knew along with one he didn't. He could tell he was an
alpha and he was sitting right beside Lexi. "Ya ave' ta be cheatin' lass that's
the third and' in a row." the man said as Lexi laughed and reached forward to
take the small pile of money. "I guess I'm just lucky." Lexi slurred. Crowley
could tell she was drunk by the way she was talking and watched as she went to
take another sip of what looked like ale.
Reaching forward he grabbed the mug from her hand "What the fu...Fergus?!" She
had went to no doubt yell at whoever took her drink but stopped when she saw
him. He gave a growl as he slammed the mug back on the table, "What are you
doing?" he growled, "Jus angin' out... what's wrong?" She mumbled out just
about as he was going to start his list he felt someone shove his shoulder. "Oi
what's yer problem mate? Is this fuck botherin' ya lass?" The other alpha said.
Crowley looked to the man, he was standing behind him a little taller than
himself and just as broad. He had brown hair that was cut short and he wore a
Green and red tartan kilt with a white tunic. Overall he thought the man to
look like a wessle. "You should mind your own business... mate." Crowley said
shoving the man back down into his chair. The man growled and Lexi saw
Crowley's neck tense, "Fergus this is Rodge, Rodge this is my husband." Lexi
tried to reason with the two alphas, but Crowley did not feel like hearing it.
Taking Lexi's upper arm he began to pull her towards the door, "Come on Lexi
it's time to go home." Crowley growled commanding. Lexi obediently gave her
friends a sad goodnight before beginning to follow Crowley.
The couple were only a few feet from the table when Crowley felt Lexi stop
suddenly, "LEXI what did I say?" Crowley growled and then stopped when he
turned to see Rodge holding Lexi's arm. "Ya can't just come back after three
undred years and start telling the lass what ta do.... she can stay if she
wants ta." Rodge growled at Crowley. Hearing his words and seeing his hand on
his woman Crowley lost it and instantly punched the alpha in the face, knocking
him back into the table. Exiting the the pub wife in hand Crowley lost his hold
on Lexi when he was tackled to the ground from behind. "Fergus!!" He heard Lexi
yell, turning to look at her he felt as Rodge's fist collided with his jaw.
Dazing him a bit Rodge rolled Crowley to his back and began to hit Crowley
repeatedly. Crowley watched as Lexi ran over and grabbed the other alpha's arm
halting his assault on him. "Rodge stop it." Lexi was quickly thrown to the
ground hard by Rodge making her yelp and hold her side. This was all it took
for the wolf to come out in Crowley. He gave blood chilling roar as his teeth
elongated and his eyes turned red, throwing the other alpha off of him. Crowley
pounced on him and began to repetitively punch his face, he felt as the man's
cheek bone cracked beneath his fist. He knew the man was unconscious but the
wolf was enraged that the other male dare touch his female. Crowley was pulled
off of Rodge by Yamish, Bard and Johnny, who held him on his back on the ground
and tried to calm him. "Calm down man.. Fergus.. Fergus yer scearin' Lex, calm
down!!" Yamish yelled making him lower his growls and look over to his omega.
Lexi was on the ground holding her hand to her side with Dis and Missy petting
her trying to sooth her. Seeing the fear in his mate's face Crowley took deep
breaths and felt as his wolf calmed down enough to not fight anymore but felt
the demon enraged, the demon wanted to kill.
Shaking off their hands Crowley stood and walked over to Lexi, bending down to
gently scoop her into his arms. She was shaking and whimpering slightly, so he
adjusted her to where her legs where wrapped around his waist, he held one hand
under her ass and pushed her head to lay on his shoulder before moving it to
help hold her up as well. Walking away Crowley saw that they had drawn a crowd
and glanced at Rodge still laying unconscious on the ground, snarling slightly
at the male Crowley felt Lexi tense. "Shh.. Luv it's alright." Crowley purred
softly to her.
Carrying her back to their room Crowley shut and locked the door behind him.
Walking over into the bathroom Crowley started the water to fill the tub and
then made his way over to the counter, sitting her on it he grabbed her chin
and made her look at him. Lexi looked at his face to see his eyes still held
that red tint, his face had a bruise on the left side and his nose was
bleeding. Lexi looked beside her and grabbed a rag, wetting it in the sink she
raised it to his face. Crowley turned his face away from her when she went to
clean it, "No Lexi, I'm fine..." "No yer not yer bleedin'." She whispered
trying to grab his face. Crowley gave a slight growl as she moved her hand to
him but it stopped when she cupped his cheek in her hand. Her touch always did
calm him. Crowley let her clean his face, after he pulled off her clothes,
taking a knee to pull off her boots and then his own. Once they were undressed
he looked at her side, the area was bruised, Lexi hissed when he pushed around
it. He lifted her and cut off the water to the tub before sinking into the hot
water. His body was already sore but he knew he would be healed within a few
minutes, letting out a sigh he looked down to Lexi, who had still not met his
eyes. "Dove... Why were you out at the pub without me? And sitting next to
him?" Crowley asked he still had a slight growl to his voice especially when
mentioning Rodge. "Ya were gone so I went ta go ang' out wit Johnny and them...
Rodge.." "DO NOT say his name, I do not want to hear his name pass your lips."
Crowley snarled when he heard his omega say another alpha's name. "...HE came
later, and I didn't tell im' ta sit next ta me e' just did...ya know I'm gonna
ave' ta say is' name he does all the traddin' with Giraldus. I work with im'."
Crowley gave a growl at this. "You are not to be in a room alone with him
unless I am also there and if I see him touch you again I will kill him,
slowly." Lexi could tell he was completely serious. "Aye Fergus." The wolf was
slowly calming hearing her obedience.
Crowley purred as he pulled her to him and began to stroke her neck and back.
Running his hand from the back of her skull to the scruff of her neck and then
down her back. Grabbing the sponge Crowley washed his wife thoroughly,
completely erasing any trace of the other alpha's scent on her. He had to stop
himself in the middle when Lexi let out a hiss, he was scrubbing her skin too
hard, his wolf was coming out again at the thought of another male touching
her. He knew Rodge wanted her, he could smell the rut on him. He wanted to take
Lexi from him and this made Crowley think... what else had he done when he was
gone."Lexi...has Rodge ever touched you before? Tell me the truth." Hearing her
alpha's command Lexi looked down, "Before e' used ta try and touch my back or
my leg... little things like that... then Yamish said something ta im' about
it." Lexi admitted in a whisper, Crowley felt his wolf coming back again...
tonight was going to be a long night, "What did Lucius do?" Crowley growled,
"Rod...." Crowley's growl made Lexi stop herself from saying his name "He was
the one Lucius tried ta get me ta...marry." Lexi said in a scared voice.
"WHAT!?" Crowley roared and moved Lexi off of him to get out of the tub.
Lexi imminently got out of the tub and chased after Crowley, who was tying a
kilt around his waist. "Fergus... No come back...Where are ya goin'?" Crowley
turned to her and growled "You stay in this room, DO NOT leave." With that he
slammed the door to their room locking it behind him. "Fergus!!" Lexi screamed
and flopped on the bed letting out a annoyed huff.
She had cleaned the room and finally started working on her and Fergus's nest.
A nest was very important to an omega it was a place where they felt safe and
comfortable. When Fergus had first made Lexi move in with him he went out and
bought her plenty of blankets and furs to make their first nest. Now looking
down at the one she was currently working on she gave a slight growl. She had
never made another nest when Fergus died, she had not seem the point in it. Now
that she was making one, she couldn't seem to get it right. Flopping back onto
the bed she started to think, what was wrong. Then she shot up, she needed more
blankets and pillows. The only problem was that Fergus had locked her in the
room, so how was she supposed to go get them. She knew a way, she had been
locked away in this room before... the balcony. Dressing quickly, she left off
the shoes, it was easier to climb without them. Getting out her rope that she
had used many times to escape, Lexi threw it over the side of the balcony.
Pulling on the rope, she made sure it was tight and then hopped over the
balcony, sliding down the rope. Half way down she panicked when she saw Fergus
and Lucius in one of the windows. Quickly sliding down to the ground, she
prayed they didn't see her. Fergus would not be very forgiving if he caught her
disobeying his command.
Making her way back into the castle, Lexi went to the linen closet and grabbed
all the pillows, furs and blankets she could carry. Knowing she could not walk
to her room from inside the castle she carried her treasure back outside to the
rope. She layed a sheet down on the ground and put the other things in the
middle before tying the sheet into a sack and tying the rope around it. She
would pull it up after she got back up there. Taking hold of the rope Lexi
started the climb back up to their balcony.
***** CH 23 Discipline *****
Lucius listened calmly to Fergus's rant. The young alpha had barged into his
study roaring about Lexi. Lucius had knew he would find out about the
propitiation to remarry Lexi. "Fergus ya were gone, she needed someone ta take
care of er'. The two of ya did not ave' pups and their needed ta be an heir ta
the throne...." "So you thought to marry my mate off to another alpha! To let
her breed with another!" Crowley growled "She refused Fergus, she would not
marry another, when I told er' she ad' ta I found er' the next day in er'
room... she ad' ung' erself'. After a while she was breathin' again. Never
again did I ask it of er'." Crowley felt the breath get knocked out of him when
Lucius had told him Lexi had hung herself. Sitting in the chair, he put his
face in his hands. He knew she had tried to take her life, she had told him,
but to hear it in detail was completely different.

Leaning back in his chair Lucius looked to the window, there was Lexi, no doubt
climbing down that rope of hers, leaving their room. Lucius looked back to the
boy in front of him, he felt sorry for him, in a way. "Ya need ta learn ta
control yer omega Fergus." Crowley's head shot up at this, "Are you suggesting
that I can't handle my woman?" he said with a low growl. "I'm sayin' that ya
don't know where yer woman is at, at this moment in time." Lucius said with a
smirk across his face. "Yes I do, I locked her in our room..." Crowley started
in a cocky voice but was cut off by laughter. "Ya think we aven't' tried that a
million times.... go check yer room... see ow' well ya cant control yer omega.
And read that damn book maybe ya can get some tricks from it." Crowley was now
embarrassed and mad as hell and makes his way to his chambers. "She better damn
well be there, if not then all hell is breaking loose."

Throwing open the door to their room Crowley walks in to find what Lucius said
to be true, Lexi was not there. "Damnit Lexi." Pacing the room Crowley thinks,
how the fuck did she get out, I locked the door and I had the key. Looking over
he sees that the balcony door is open, walking out onto it he sees a rope tied
to one of the pillars, looking down he notes that the rope falls the whole way
to the ground. Feeling his blood boil Crowley walks over and grabs one of the
bottles of whiskey and sits in the chair by the fireplace. He will wait for her
to get back, then she is going to learn to obey her alpha's command, his
command. Remembering the book Lucius gave him, Crowley pulls it out and looks
at it. It is old, written in Gaelic are the words "Alfa agus Omega chuid",
Alpha and his Omega. Giving a snarl Crowley opens the book and begins to read.

It wasn't long before Crowley could hear Lexi making her way back up the rope.
When she climbed over the railing Crowley stood and began to walk to the
balcony. He stayed silent and watched her, much like a predator does it's prey.
He watched as she began to pull the rope back up, he noted that she was having
a hard time pulling up the rope, there must be something attached. When she had
pulled it up, he saw a big white bulge. Lexi untied the rope and began to carry
it into the room, only to bump into Crowley when she went to go through the
door. "Fergus?" Lexi whispered, Crowley growled a very deep low growl that Lexi
could feel in her chest. "Where the fuck have you been? I thought I made it
very clear... to NOT LEAVE THIS BLOODY ROOM!" Lexi trembled as he roared. "I
...I went ta go get stuff ta...ma..make a nest." she whimpered out, lifting the
pile in her hands.

"You couldn't wait till I got back so I could have got it for you! Let me
explain something to you. Lucius has told me how disobedient you have been, how
you don't listen, how you run off whenever you want...without any supervision.
how you go off and get drunk, and how you party with other males. This will no
longer happen. You are not to be anywhere without me with you. No more running
off, no more drinking. See luv, Lucius has given me this book, you know we
didn't grow up around others of our own race, and your pa was the only one to
ever teach me about being an alpha. We were young when they died so he never
got to finish teaching me. So this book explains stuff to me that I didn't
know. And I know you know what a proper omega is like because you have lived
here with others. You are wild and everyone thinks you are out of control...
and then that gets thrown back at me. I will no longer be looked at LIKE A
BLOODY FOOL! You will follow my rules and you will obey...." Crowley yelled.

Lexi could no longer hold back her temper. "Ya can't just come back an' start
tellin' me what ta do...." She screamed throwing the nesting supplies to the
floor. "I WILL TELL YOU WHAT TO DO! I am your alpha and you will submit to me!"
Crowley roared. "NO I WON'T!" She screamed. Feeling the wolf come completely
out Crowley was quick to grab Lexi by the scruff of her neck and drag her to
the bed. Lexi kicked at him and hit him, making Crowley take her hands in his
other hand and hold them above her head. Throwing her on the bed, she began to
crawl away from him. Crowley pounced on her and pinned her to the mattress,
holding her hands above her head. Taking out a knife he cut away her shirt and
bra, snapping his fingers he pinned he to the bed. Lexi was cussing him now,
screaming for him to let her go, "I'm gonna kick yer ass now let me go!"
Crowley laughed at this and moved off of her back to ripe her pants and
underwear down her legs. Crowley again snapped his fingers and pinned her legs
to the bed and looked at her.

Lexi was completely defenseless, she could only thrash in her invisible
bindings. Continuing to cuss and snarl at her alpha, Crowley gagged her. She
watched as he ripped his belt out of the loops of his pants. "Now luv are you
going to be a good omega and submit to your alpha?" Crowley asked in a calm
voice. He could make out the plain muffled 'fuck you' around the gag in her
mouth. So he made a tisking sound with his tongue before bringing the belt down
on her ass, making her yelp. This went on for some time Crowley had spanked her
with his belt and with his hand. Her ass was now fully red and some parts were
raw. "I will ask again are you going to submit?" He waited for an answer but
none came so again he brought his hand down on her cheek. "AYE!" Lexi screamed
around the gag. Crowley smiled to himself, he had tortured in hell he knew how
to break people, he untied the cloth from her mouth then snapped his fingers
unbinding her from the bed, leaving her hands and feet still tied together.

Crowley sat on the bed and stood Lexi in front of him, she was completely nude,
and he could see slight tears running down her face. He felt his heart ache at
the sight but shook his head, he had to stay strong, he had to show her he was
the boss, he was in control. "Lexi?" Crowley said in a clear voice "Look at
me." Lexi slowly raised her eyes to look at him. "Do you understand why I'm
doing this?" "Aye." she whispered. "Very good, now get on your knees for
daddy." Lexi slowly sunk to her knees to kneel in front of him, Crowley pushed
her head down gently to lay on his lap, and began to pet her head. "Good gurl."
When Lexi went to lift her head from his lap he smacked her ass with the belt
softly making her jump, "Stay." Petting her for a few more minutes Crowley then
lifted her chin to look at him. "Alright luv I want you to show your alpha how
good you can suck his cock." Crowley untied his kilt and pulled it to the side
to reveal his semi-hard cock. Lexi looked at him then obediently wrapped her
lips around the head of his member. She began to suck and bob her head and then
heard Crowley begin to moan and grunt. "Good bloody gurl." She took him deep
into her throat, hollowing out her cheeks to suck hard on him. Feeling Crowley
hold the back of her head he fisted his hand into her hair and began to move
her head to the tempo he wanted. He fucked her mouth till Lexi could feel her
jaw and lips start to hurt. She had stayed like this for a hour, just sucking
and lapping at his cock, she had watery eyes from where he had gagged her with
it, her knees were sore, and over all she couldn't think anymore. All she knew
was to keep her mouth open and suck, Crowley had done it he had broken her.
When his legs started to tense and his gunts turned into slight growls she felt
him push her head down, with his cock deep in her throat he cummed. She felt as
he pumped stream after stream of hot seed into her mouth, heard him roar. When
he pulled out he looked down to Lexi "swallow". It took two big gulps to drink
down his big load, she felt as it slid down her throat and settle in her
stomach.

He scooped her up and layed her back on the bed "Don't fight your omega nature.
Let it control you, that means listening to me and obeying my commands. You
must submit...fully." Crowley said in a serious voice. Taking a deep breath
Lexi felt the light scratch of her omega she was purring to her, 'Trust him, he
is our alpha, submit' Looking to Crowley she felt her eyes slowly change to
yellow.

Crowley watched as his wife's eyes turned to yellow, then something different
happened, the yellow moved away to only the rim of her pupils, leaving the rest
of her eye the cold blue. Slowly the yellow turned to gold, Crowley watched in
awe and felt his own eyes change as well. Looking into her eyes he heard the
words he never thought he would hear...."I submit." Crowley felt a satisfied
growl of his wolf leave his throat. His omega submitted to him, she was fully
giving him control. Feeling his wolf take over he, nuzzled into her neck,
smelling her. She had done it, she had let her omega take over. Crowley knew
she was still his wife, just as he was a demon but still her husband.

"Alright luv you need to make the nest." He wants her to have the nest, to feel
safe. What he is about to do to her tonight should be in their nest. "Come now
luv, I will help you." Crowley tells her getting up to grab the supplies.
Taking them back over to the bed, he begins to help Lexi make their nest. When
it is done Lexi gives a light purr at her work. The bed is surrounded in
pillows, furs and blankets. They line the edge of the bed and make it look cozy
and inviting. Crowley hears her purr and knows she is done, looking around he
smiles at her work, it looks much like the one they had all those years ago. He
gives a chuckle when Lexi lays down and burrows herself into the nest.

Giving her a lick to the side of her face, he nudged her to lay on her back
before him. Laying before him on her back Lexi met her alpha's gaze, his eyes
were warm and inviting. Crowley hovered over her for a time, he was looking her
over, studying her, her hair was a halo around her head, eyes looking at him
under her lashes, chin dipped down in respect. Her body layed flat on the bed
with her arms laying flat beside her, waiting for permission to touch him, her
knees were bent and layed against his hips. Crowley gave a slight growl and
moved his hand to her legs, he pushed her legs to lay flat on the bed, trailing
his hand slowly back up her body. He moved to her face and stroked the side of
her cheek, down to her neck and to her collar bone. Curious eyes watched him,
waiting for an order. Stroking her soft skin he smiled to himself, tonight was
going to be a long night.

He moved his hand to her breast, she had the most perfect breast, they were not
huge, they fit perfectly in the palm of his hand. Holding her teat in his hand
he gave a small squeeze, making Lexi jump. Crowley gave a small growl at her
movement, his omega got the point quickly, stilling her movements. Circling her
nipple with the tip of his finger, he brought it to a hardened peak. Repeating
his actions on her other breast, he heard his omega let out a whine. She wanted
to touch him, nuzzling her neck he purred to her, giving her permission. Lexi's
hands slowly rubbed up his shoulders then to his back. She is slow at first,
testing her limits, deciding to try, she pushes her luck. She licks at his neck
and shoulder, swiping her tongue at his ear, nipping at his earlobe. Crowley
purrs at his female's actions, feeling her nip his ear he gives a playful
growl, letting her know he will allow her to play. Crowley knows it is an
omegas instinct to be playful and will not break her of that.
Wanting to taste her himself he licks at her skin, sucking marks into her pale
skin. Moving down he takes her pink nipple into his mouth, suckling at one then
the other. Lexi moans at his actions, leaning into him, Crowley gives a slight
growl and gets on top of her. Spreading her legs with his hand, he runs his
knuckles up her slit, his omega is already dripping for her alpha. Caressing
her body, he looks into her eyes as he kisses down her body. Pushing her legs
further apart so that he can lay between them, Crowley looks to her swollen
lips. Taking his time he runs his fingers over the sensitive skin lightly,
barely touching her. Lexi whines at his actions, wanting more than he is giving
her, Crowley gives a growl, telling her to be patient. He wants her to know he
controls this, they mate at his pace not hers.
Sucking marks into her inner thighs, he blows cool air over her dripping sex.
Lexi is withering, a mess, the need to mate so intense that she can no longer
think. Crowley gives a satisfied smirk and then pushes his finger slowly into
her hole, making Lexi moan loudly. He pumps his finger in and out of her and
looks up at her, "You do not cum, until I give you permission, Do you
understand?" Lexi looks to him and nods, "Words Lexi." Crowley growls, he wants
to hear her say it, to hear her admit he is fully in control, "Aye." She
screams, "Good gurl."
Adding his mouth, he begins to lick and lap at her juices, drinking her down,
sucking her nub into his mouth, Lexi screams. Adding another finger and curling
them upwards he feels Lexi's muscles start to throb, "NO Lexi....not yet." She
is whining now, the need to cum only intensifying with every curl of his
fingers. This is what he wants to have her fully submissive to him, to have her
so high on sex that she is at his mercy.
Removing his fingers and mouth from her, Crowley kneels above her. Grabbing her
hips he flips her over onto her stomach. Lexi whines at the loss of his touch,
she goes to lift her hips and Crowley immanently holds her down with his hand
on her lower back, straddling her thighs. Running his hand up her slit he
spreads her slick upwards, coating her anus in it. Lexi stills at this, Crowley
can smell the fear coming off of her in waves.

Leaning over her, he braces on one of his elbows and his knees, purring beside
her ear, "Shhh it's all right, relax luv." Crowley rubbed her some more, she
was still shaking so Crowley slowly eased himself into her pussy. Lexi
whimpered at the intrusion, stretching to accommodate his girth. Crowley pushed
in completely, when he was fully in her he stilled. Giving her time to adjust,
bending down he licked at her back and neck.
Tracing the outline of her claiming mark with his tongue. When he felt her
relax some he began to pump his hips into the fleshy mounds of her ass. Slowly
he moves his hand to slit, scooping up some of her slick he rubs it into her
other hole. Lubing her up, he grips her ass with his hand, rubbing her tight
hole with the pad of his thumb, he slowly pushes his finger in. Lexi whimpers
at the new feeling, "Relax darling.... you have to relax." Doing what he says
she relaxes her body, putting all her trust in her alpha's hand. Holding her
hip with his free hand to still her withering he works her until her anus is
relaxed.

Again Crowley could feel her pussy beginning to milk his cock, "Not yet."
"Fergus I can't." Lexi whined. "Yes you can do not cum until I tell you to."
Crowley says in his alpha voice. Feeling his own climax building he begins to
tighten his grip on her. Growling deep in his throat, he groans and grunts with
every thrust of his cock. "MINE! MY WIFE! MY MATE! MY OMEGA!" Pushing in as
deep as he can he gives Lexi permission, "Now." He growls. Lexi instantly
spasms around his cock, milking his seed from him. Crowley roars loudly as he
fills her with his seed. "Fergus! Ahhh." Lexi screamed. Crowley moaned as the
last of his cum filled her womb. Giving a few more thrust he pulls out of her
with a wet pop.

Rolling to lay beside of her Crowley pulls her to lay beside of him. Lexi's
eyes are closed and she has a small smile on her face. "Don't fall asleep on me
yet little lamb... I'm not done with you yet, just taking a break." Crowley
told her nuzzling his face into her neck, nipping her ear slightly for effaces.
Lexi slowly opens her eyes to look at her mate. Crowley gave a small growl at
the sight that met his eyes, her eyes still had the gold ring around her
pupils. His wolf imminently becoming aroused knowing his omega was still in
control. Kissing her lips with a bruising force, he pushes his tongue into her
mouth. When he has her distracted he pushes his finger back into her anus. Lexi
jumps at the feeling and tenses, "Ah ah ah relax, don't tense luv, you have to
trust me." Crowley purrs into her ear.

After a while she relaxes into his touch and begins to moan slightly. Getting
back on top of her, he again adds more of her slick, he knows the more lubed up
she is the less this will hurt her. Placing the head of his cock against her
hole, he removes his finger from her, leaning down over her, he holds both of
her hands down by her head. He purrs to her, hoping it will help ease her
trembling. He licks at her cheek and slowly pushes in, Lexi lets out a whimper
as he enters her. She is shaking and he can smell her fear, "Shh it's
okay...it's okay." he says in a gentle voice, purring again. Continuing to push
in she lets out a cry, "Fergus stop... please stop.... it urts." Crowley shuts
his eyes and growls as she begs him to stop. He knows he is hurting her, he
pushes in the whole way, his balls resting against her clit. Lexi is crying
beneath him, he can hear her sobs, and it breaks his heart.

Holding completely still, he allows her the much needed time to adjust to the
stretch. "Shh, my good gurl, such a good little gurl for daddy. Relax baby, the
pain will pass." he purrs to her, nuzzling her cheek. After a while Lexi's
cries subside, taking his chance he slowly pulls out till only the tip of his
member is left inside of her. Lexi trembles when he pulls out, sheathing
himself inside of her again, she whines and bites her lower lip. Crowley
repeats this action many times, as slow as possible. By the sixth thrust her
body has accepted the intrusion and has relaxed her inner muscles. "You alright
luv?" Crowley asks in a loving voice, "Aye Fergus." Lexi says in a small voice.
Nudging her hair out of the way with his nose he licks at her shoulder and
neck. Peppering her skin with kisses. Crowley groans as he thrusts his hips,
she was so tight it made his cock pulse out more fluid to aid her.

He takes his time, making sure to cause her the least amount of pain as
possible. Moving to hold her hands in one of his, he brings his other hand to
grab her breast. Lexi moans at the new feelings, this is all new to her, Fergus
had never taken her like this before. She decided that after the pain had
passed it actually felt really good. Crowley grinned and let out pleased growls
as his omega began to enjoy the experience as well. Feeling his climax grow he
moved his hand to her clit, rubbing circles over the sensitive nub. It wasn't
long until he and Lexi were both moaning through their orgasms. Crowley filled
her ass with his hot load, biting her neck as she thrashed beneath him. When he
was done he stayed in her for a few minutes more, just kissing and licking at
any skin he could reach.

Pulling out of her very slowly he looked down between her legs to see a small
river of his seed coming forth from both of her holes. Crowley had done it he
had filled all of her holes with his cum. He had completely claimed her whole
body as his own. Running his hand up her slit she trembled, she was sore and
very sensitive to any touch.
Scooping the leaking seed into his hand he began to rub it into her skin. He
rubbed her neck, ass, and chest with the white cream. When her whole body had
been scented he layed beside her and pulled her to him. Laying with her back
against his chest, Crowley knew his omega was asleep. Her breathing was deep
and calm, she was fully sated now and her body wore out. Crowley made sure to
keep her legs closed, he did not want all of the precious liquid to seep out of
her. Pulling the covers over them both he kissed her cheek and Crowley himself
fell into a slumber as the sun began to rise.
***** Ch 24 Hellish News *****
The next day Crowley had woken and lifted Lexi into his arms, he carried her
into the bathroom and held her as they took a shower. He had been surprised to
see her eyes still held the gold ring around her pupils. Once they were clean
he looked over her small body. She still had a bruise on her side and it was
swollen making him think it was broken. Taking a bandage he wrapped it around
her body, surprisingly she had not complained. After they were dressed he
looked to her,"Come luv let us go eat." Lexi had smiled and thought he was
taking her downstairs but he hugged her to him and teleported. It was a strange
experience, it felt as though they were flying for a second before she again
felt ground beneath her feet.
Looking around she saw they were in an ally wrapping his hand around her waist
he led her out into the open. When she looked around she saw many buildings and
people. He pulled her towards a small cafe' like place and sat them at a small
table outside. Within a minute there was a woman by them with a pad and paper.
"Bonjour, Monsieur, mademoiselle, ce que je peux vous obtenir ce morrning" Lexi
looked lost for a moment and then saw Fergus smile at her and then look to the
woman, "Bonjour, nous aimerions deux de vos scones aux myrtilles à la crème et
deux verres de jus d'orange " Hearing her husband speak french she raised her
brows.
Watching the woman walk away he turned back to his wife, "Well well well so he
speaks french now." She laughed. Crowley smirked at this and took her hand,
"Lexi luv I have something to tell you, With Lucifer being in the pit I went
back to hell. That is where I was the past few days. There was a war and I
well... I more or less took the position as king." Lexi knotted her brows at
him, "You went ta war without tellin' me... What is wrong with ya? If I would
ave' done somethin..." Crowley looked at her baffled, "Wait, you're not angry I
am the new king of hell your mad because I didn't tell you I went to war." Lexi
just cut her eyes at him "Ya are lucky we are in public Fergus Rodrick
Macleod." Crowley couldn't help the chuckle that passed his lips, he always did
think it was cute when she got angry. Just as she was about to retort the
waitress came back with their food.

Lexi had loved the scones, Crowley knew she would, she always did love fruit
and sweets. After they had eaten he paid the bill and walked with her down the
street. She was looking around at the new sights smiling when he sat her on a
bench. "Lexi I love you so very much. I always imagined what it would be like
to go new places with you, and now we can. I will take you all over the world
darling, I promise to show you new things, new places." Lexi smiled at him and
nuzzled into his chest making him smile and wrap his arm around her when her
now again blue orbs met his he smiled, "So now what? What are we goin' ta do?"
she asked. "Well, I am taking you to go get some new clothes that are not miles
to big then I have to go down to hell and I want you to come with me. Before
you can say anything I promise no one will hurt you, you will stay by my side
and everyone will see my beautiful queen." Lexi bit at her lip but nodded.

Crowley had taken her into a shop with tons of different types of clothes and
other things. He had looked things over and picked out something for her.
Leading her to a dressing room he handed her the clothing and told her to put
it on. Lexi had knotted her brows when she stripped and lifted his choice of
clothing. It was a white lace dress, it was short and had long loose sleeves
that hung off her shoulders. It came up to her mid thigh and felt light as a
feather. But there was a problem, looking out of the curtain she looked for her
husband who currently had an arm full of clothes.
"Fergus..." Raising his head he looked over to his wife and walked over to her
"I can't wear this?" she told him, "Why not?" "ya can see my bra..." Before she
could finish he had pulled out a white strapless lace bra and handed it to her.
Groaning she went back behind the curtain and took off her bra, when she lifted
the bra he had gave her she saw something fall to the floor. Bending down she
lifted a pair of see through matching white underwear. The look she gave him
she knew he could feel it when she heard him chuckle.

After she was done Crowley had paid for all of the clothes he had picked out
for her. He had bought her tons of dresses, a few pairs of pants, blouses,
jackets, coats, underwear and bras and even a few lingerie. He had also got her
shoes to match with each outfit including the one she was wearing now.
Looking down as they walked out of the shop he couldn't help the light growl
that left his throat. Lexi was dressed in a short white lace dress that showed
off her beautiful legs, her shoes were white lace up high heels that made her
come up to his nose, her red hair was in wide curls down her back and he had
bought her a necklace with a red ruby in the center. Walking into another shop
he went to the woman at the front counter and talked to her. Lexi watched until
he came back to her and smiled, he led her over to the counter and turned to
her, "I am going to go drop off the bags and take care of some things, this
woman is going to take care of you. I promise I will be back soon, just let her
do her work luv." He kissed her and told her he loved her before walking out
the door.
When he had left the woman beckoned her over to one of the chairs and she sat
in it.
She started with washing Lexi's hair and putting products in it, she trimmed it
and then styled it. When she was done she went to the counter and started on
her make up. After a while she spun Lexi around and she looked in the mirror,
her hair was in big curls down her back and her make up was very pretty. Her
eyes were outlined in black and she had goldish blackish eye shadow. Her cheeks
had a light pink blush on them and her eyebrows were filled in. The woman had
next started on her nails and toenails. She painted them black and then put
gems on them. When she was finished Crowley walked back into the shop wearing a
black suit, black dress shirt and a red tie. His shoes were shinned and he was
smiling as he walked up to her.

"ello' little lamb, you look beautiful darling, but then again you always do."
Crowley told her. She blushed and smiled as he wrapped his arm around her
waist. He paid for her services then led her outside. Once he had pulled her
into an alleyway he hugged her tightly and they were gone.
***** CH 25 Trials *****
When she looked up they were in a large dark room, the room had a large bed and
a desk with sofas and a fireplace. The walls were dark stone along with the
floor and there were three doors in the room. Crowley hugged his wife and then
pulled back, "Well luv this is my chambers... in hell, While I am here in hell
if you are not with me then you will stay in here." Lexi gave a irritated look
at this making Crowley smirk, "Oh luv don't pout, I promise I will get you
things to keep busy." Taking her hand he led her out of one door to a dark
hallway. Walking through the hall Lexi looked to see many black eyed demons,
one had looked her up and down making Crowley growl at him and wrap his arm
around her waist possessively.

At the end of the hall there was two large doors, without moving Crowley opened
the doors and Lexi looked to see a room full of demons all standing around, in
the back of the room was a black throne. The throne itself had skulls carved
into it and had a red cushion on the seat and back. Pulling his female with him
Crowley made his way for his throne, demons back out of the way and bowed their
heads to the couple most looking at Lexi with curious eyes. Reaching the chair
Crowley sat down and pulled Lexi to sit on his lap, he wrapped his arm around
her and placed his hand on her bare thigh, showing everyone she was his.
Looking to her he saw she had her head tilted downward and she was scanning the
room timidly. Squeezing her leg she looked to him and he could tell she was
nervous.

Looking up he met one of the demon's eyes, a man he had worked with as a
crossroads demon, Marcus. Nodding his head Marcus snapped his fingers and in
walked two demons holding onto another. Dragging him they through him to the
ground before the couple. Lexi watched as one after another demons were
sentenced for their crimes of rebellion against her husband. She had stayed
silent the entire time and watched as they were either killed or sent to 'the
rack'. There were fourteen people in all sentenced that day, all guilty.
After it was all said and done one stepped forward, he looked to be about
twenty and was wearing a suit, he bowed his head and then looked up to Crowley.
"What is it Spencer?" The man's eyes went to Lexi for a second and then back to
Crowley, " I was just going to ask the question that most are wondering, who is
this woman?" Crowley smirked at this and looked to Lexi, "This is Lexi, my
wife..." he was interrupted by loud chattering, "When did this happen? She is
not even a demon?"

Crowley's eyes went red at this and something in the air changed making
everyone grow silent. "AS I WAS SAYING, This is my wife, Lexi. No she is not a
demon and she is not human. We have been married for three hundred and twenty
six years. And she is your queen. You will respect her and obey her commands.
If any demon so much as looks at her wrong I will make the rack look like
heaven itself, Do I make my self clear?!" Lexi had sat quietly through it all
and held her head down, He knew she didn't like being the center of attention
she never had. Hearing a loud "Yes Sir." he nodded his head and all began to
leave the room, "Marcus not you." Crowley said making Lexi look towards the man
he was addressing. He was a older man, he looked to be in his early sixties, he
had white hair that was brushed neatly and he wore a black suit as well. He
walked over to them and bowed his head.

Crowley stood, sitting Lexi on her feet and looked to the man, "Lexi this is a
good friend of mine, Marcus this is my wife Lexi." Lexi looked to the man and
smiled, "ello' Mister Marcus." The demon gave her a warm smile, "Oh you don't
have to call me Mister, madam, Marcus is just fine. I have heard a lot about
you Miss Lexi." Lexi smiled and looked to her husband, "Mostly good I ope'."
"Ah yes all good."

Lexi walked around the room while the two men talked. It was a large room and
had a large desk filled with papers on it. The room itself was made out of the
same dark stone as the rest of the places she had seen and was lite by torches
on the walls. She was just walking around when a pair of arms wrapped around
her from behind. She jumped and let out a little yelp at being scared but then
Crowley buried his nose in her neck and nuzzled her. "Sorry luv, didn't mean to
frighten you. So what do you think so far, I am sorry the trials took so long."
Lexi turned in his embrace and hugged him, "It's okay, I ave' had ta sit
through longer ones than that. I like Marcus he seems nice."
Bending down a bit Crowley lifted her into his arms and carried her to sit on
his lap on the throne. "Ah yes he is one of the only demons I trust, I have
known him since I got here. What trials have you had to do?"
"Well I had ta start goin' ta them when I was young, I would watch as Lucius
and Magnus decided things and when I turned 13 I made my first decision. I
still remember that one Magnus had scolded Lucius for letting it be my first
one but he said it was best ta get the hardest one over first." Lacing his
fingers with hers he cocked his head to the side, "What was it about?" Taking a
deep breath Lexi's face grew serious. "There was a alpha in Giraldus that was
charged with the kidnappin' and rape of a nine year old omega. I was scared to
death because I wasn't much older at the time. Well anyway e' swore e' adn't
been the one ta do it and said e' ad' proof, so I allowed him ta call up
whoever it was and it was is' wife. She was a beta and not a very friendly one
at that, she was one of the ones all the time tellin' me it was my fault me
parents got killed. She gave her statement and then came the parents of the
little girl. I knew them well her father is the main doctor at Giraldus, Quill
and her mother a swear is a saint. They both had said they had seen the alpha
lookin' at their daughter over the past few weeks and that one night they eard'
a window break, when they went in the room the girl was gone."

Crowley listened to his wife tell him the story and could feel his blood
boiling, "So they didn't see him do it, What happened?" "Well, no they didn't
see it appen', nor did they see him do it. Now the little girl Mara, she was
found in the woods. It gave me nightmares for weeks..." "Wait you saw it?"
Crowley asked panicked, he didn't like the fact his luv had to see something
like that so young. "Aye me, Yamish and Lucius were called out to elp' look for
er'. Now everyone thought she was dead, and she almost was, but only me, Lucius
and Magnus knew she was alive. I knew the bastard did it, he was a sick man,
Lucius had never allowed him around me, he saw me once and cut out a piece of
my hair for my scent. Anyway, Mara told me he did it, she cried and cried but I
knew she wasn't lying her mother was very religious and she swore to God that
he did it. So I found him guilty for it, but here's the thing, his wife knew
about it, she knew what he was goin' to do to that girl and she let it happen
so for that I convicted her too." Crowley felt overwhelmed by her story, that
bastard could have gotten her as well. "What did you do with them?" Lexi let
out a heavy breath at this and looked him in the eye, "I had them both publicly
beheaded, as a warrnin' ta any other who ever thought about doin' somethin'
like that."

"You did the merciful thing luv, I would have done worse. That little girl
Mara, what happened to her?" Lexi smiled at this and nodded, "She got better,
she married when she was fourteen, her and her usband', Airic moved to Ireland
a couple years ago but they come back to visit every good while. She can't ave'
pups but they took in his brothers kids after they died, five boys and one
girl." Crowley chuckled at this, "Sounds like they have their hands full." Lexi
giggled "Oh they do... when ya meet their youngest ya will see. Ta be warned he
is only four but he thinks we are gettin' married when he gets older than me."
Lexi laughed and Crowley gave his own chuckle at this, "I will just have to win
you away from him then." He quiet enjoyed this, he had not had anyone to talk
to like this since he died. Which to be fair he had only ever talked this
deeply with Lexi, ever since they were pups he had been open around her and her
him.
***** Ch 26 ranking *****
It had been almost a year since Crowley and Lexi had found each other again.
Things had been easy so far the couple had managed to run both kingdoms with
only little problem. Rodge had continued his advances on Lexi making Crowley
extremely possessive. Lexi layed on the bed in her and Crowley's room in hell
asleep while he was busy looking over papers at his desk. Looking over he saw
as she burrowed herself deeper into the covers and smiled. He had went over
tons of paperwork already and still had alot to do but found himself starring
at his still nude wife. He had went and got him and Lexi a pizza for lunch and
he had made her eat two slices before she finally began to drift off. She had
stayed in the bed all day so far, last night Crowley had to discipline her. He
always thought it was fascinating how the lycan race worked.

There were alphas like himself who were every two out of ten males born. Alphas
were the dominate ones, they held higher rank over every other lycan. Frazer
was the king and he was a alpha he held the highest rank. Now that Crowley was
in Giraldus he was king alpha followed by Yamish then Lucius. They all followed
Lucius the most because he was the oldest, Lexi had told him once that Lucius
was the first one her father turned, no one knew who turned Frazer. Most said
he was the child of a wolf and a woman, but it was just a rumor. The older
lines of lycans held the most animal in their blood. Lexi was Frazer's only
child if she would have been full blood lycan she would have the most beast in
her blood out of all lycans today. He had found over the years though that with
both Elf and Lycan in her blood she was wild still.

Betas were the middle rank and most common out of males and females. They
followed alphas orders most of the time and are layed back. Betas can not
change at will, only when they are very mad or on full moons.

Lastly there are omegas, they can only be female and are two out of every fifty
born. They are playful creatures and innocent to a fault. They are childlike
and require constant attention and love. They were clingy and kind, and all
alphas wanted one as their own. It was only alphas that could mate with omegas,
this being because they also needed discipline and rules. Most said that their
main purpose is to breed but Crowley had never liked that thought. He saw more
for his Lexi than just something to breed with, as much as would enjoy putting
a pup in her. No he loved Lexi, she was his best friend and he always enjoyed
her company. He would play with her and give her constant attention. He had
always liked holding her and had been by her side since the day she was born.

He had learnt much from that book Lucius had given him although he would never
admit he read it. Some things he knew others he didn't. He had seen something
in there about collaring, he could hear Lexi's rants now, but he had to admit
it caught his attention. Crowley was quickly snapped out of his thoughts by a
phone ringing. Reaching into his pocket he pulled out his own to see it wasn't
his, reaching into his other pocket he pulled out Lexi's phone and answered it.
"Ello'." "Fergus.. it's Yamish where is Lexi?" "She is asleep." he heard the
younger alpha let out a sigh, "Okay she is with ya at least. Look tell er' she
needs ta get back ere' as soon as possible." Knotting his brows Crowley grew
concerned, "Why? What's wrong?" "Rodge says he aint bringin' in the next
shipment till e' talks ta Lexi personally. The bastard is throwin' a fit and
refuses ta do anythin', e' is sittin' in the throne room waitin' fur er'."
Crowley growled at the mention of the other alpha and was about to say
something until he heard Yamish yell, "Aye ya ya fuckin' twat... don't push me
Rodge....Oh that is it..." Crowley heard a rumbling before someone else came on
the line. "Ah Fergus ya may want ta get Lexi back ere' or them two are gonna
kill each other...Oi ya two no bittin'." He heard Johnny say and then the phone
hung up.

Jumping up he ran over to Lexi and woke her up. "Lexi wake up luv, we have to
go." Lexi looked up at him and jumped up, "What's wrong?" Crowley lifted his
wife and hugged her close. "Rodge is throwing a fit and refuses to bring in the
next shipment and now him and Yamish are fighting." Lexi gave a slight growl
which shocked him, he had never heard her growl. He didn't say anything and
just snapped his fingers dressing her then telepoted them to Giraldus.

When they arrived in the thrown room Crowley imminently ran up and helped
Johnny pull the two alphas apart. Yamish pulled and thrashed in his arms
attempting to get away but Crowley just held him. The two were steady cussing
each other till they heard a loud whistle. Seeing their queen all stopped.
Crowley thought his wife looked very intimidating and he couldn't help the low
growl in his throat. Her hair was bright red and her eyes hard. "What the fuck
is goin' on ere'! We leave fur how long?" she asked looking to her husband,
"About thirty minutes." she nodded her head to him, "We leave fur thirty
minutes and all hell breaks loose. Rodge what is the problem?" The other alpha
shook Johnny off of him and began to walk over to Lexi but not before Crowley
could teleport in front of him and growl. The two stood nose to nose growling
loudly before Lexi moved over to her husband and gently took his arm attempting
to calm her alpha.

When he had stood to the side Rodge looked her up and down. "We need ta talk
yer ighness'...alone." He told her looking to Crowley at the last part. The
demon gave a hearty laugh at this "Your cute wessle." "Ya think I'm jokin'
prick." Crowley smirked at this, "Oh I know you are joking if you think for one
second that I am going to let you anywhere near MY female alone." Rodge began
to growl before he was cut off by Lexi, "No Rodge ya tell me what the problem
is right ere', ya didn't ave' a problem startin' ere'." Looking to her he cut
his eyes, "Fine, I eard a rumor goin' around that the port at midway rock as'
been overrun by blue men." Crowley began to laugh at this, "Really blue men,
fucking mermaids that's what you are going with." Lexi gave him a look making
him stop and look at her questionably, "What are you going to tell me they are
real." Lexi took his hand and then looked to Rodge, "Get your ship ready and ya
are ta sail behind us we will leave tonight, ya when we return, understood?"
Rodge looked at her hand holding Crowley's before nodding and walking off.

Once he was gone Lexi turned to the group, "Lex, there is no way that Magore
would break our treaty, somethin' as' ta be wrong." Lexi nodded and then looked
to him, "Johnny I am goin' ta need ya and bard with me on this. Yamish ya stay
ere' and look after everythin' for me." Instantly Crowley reacted, he spun her
around to look at him. "No! You are not going off, if those creatures are real
then you are not going to go after them." Seeing this everyone in the room left
the couple, shutting the door behind them. "Fergus I ave' ta Magore is not
goin' ta speak with anyone else, I know him and this is not like him." "Who is
Magore!?" "He is the king of the blue men, they all must follow his law. Trust
me I will be fine..." "NO! LEXI! I will not let you go into danger. If your are
going then I am coming too." Lexi let out a huff at this "Fergus!" Crowley saw
red at this, "Woman do not start with me, did you not learn your lesson last
night." Last night Lexi had yet again gotten fucked into the mattress for
disobeying him. "This is not the time Fergus!"

Giving a loud growl he dragged her over to the throne and bent her over the
arm. She went to protest but found her hands and legs unable to move. Her hands
were held in front of her while her legs stood spread apart on the floor.
Crowley had lifted her blue sweater dress up and ripped her panties and
leggings down her legs to her boots. "Fergus no!" Giving a growl he slapped her
ass hard enough to bruise and began undoing his pants. "You do not tell me no!
You are the omega, I am the alpha, I make the rules you follow them. When are
you going to get that in your head." With no warning he shoved his length into
her hard. Lexi screamed out at being stretched. Crowley held her hips as he
thrusted his pelvis into her ass. Lexi cried out as he fucked her, he was
holding her hips so hard she knew they would be bruised and he was rutting her
just as hard.
Reaching up he wrapped his hand around her hair and held onto her as he fucked
her. When he felt her pussy beginning to milk his cock he changed angles making
her whimper. "Ah ah pet, you want to cum, beg." Lexi whimpered making him full
out smile, "Come on luv, beg daddy, submit." "Please! Please let me cum...I
SUBMIT." Lexi cried, hearing her submit he changed angles and moved his hand to
her front to rub against her clit. Within seconds they both were crying out in
their orgasms.

Crowley growled as he pulled out of her with a wet pop. He looked back as a
river of his seed flowed from her. Getting an idea he gave a fox grin and
snapped his fingers. Looking at the object in his hand he smirked and bit his
lower lip as he pushed the metal plug into her pussy. Lexi jumped at the
intrusion, seeing this Crowley rubbed her ass cheek as he felt the plug lock in
place. "There you go luv, now I don't have to worry about all my seed leaking
out of you." He pulled her panties and leggings back up her body and then
snapped his fingers freeing her. When she turned around he smirked, "Now dove
be a good gurl and clean off daddy's cock." Dropping to her knees she licked
the small amount of cum dripping from his shaft and then sucked on the head of
his semi-hard member. When she was done he pulled her up and fastened his pants
before snapping them upstairs to pack for their trip.
***** Ch 27 Blue men *****
Lexi was nervous, she had to find a way to make it so he didn't come. Female
mermaids were dangerous, if a couple were to go around them they would use
their magic and make the male fall out of love with the woman. After he would
go to the she-fish she would drown him in front of his wife. They were vile
creatures nothing like the cartoon she had seen Sarah watching one day of a red
haired mermaid that was beautiful and nice. No she couldn't let him go. Getting
an idea she turned to him, "Fergus can you go back to hell real quick and get
my bathing suit while I go tell Yamish bye... please I really need it." Crowley
looked to his wife with an annoyed look and was about to deny until she gave
him a sad face, her lip was pouting out and her eyes were big. "Fine I will be
right back."

As soon as he teleported away Lexi went to work on drawing a devils trap on the
bottom of their rug. He was going to be so angry at her and she did not even
want to think about what her punishment would be but she had to keep him safe.
Grabbing her bag and turning the rug over she quickly stood and ran out of the
room. She didn't lock the door that way a little later someone would let him
out, he would not be able to teleport onto the ship. Magnus had gave him a
spell to let him enter the castle but only the castle. When she reached the end
of the hall she heard it and couldn't help from giving a whimper at his fierce
growl, "LEXI YOU COME LET ME OUT OF THIS BLOODY TRAP! WOMAN YOU ARE NOT GOING
TO BE ABLE TO WALK FOR A WEEK!..." She quickly put in her headphones and
blasted music before he could command her using his alpha voice.
Finding Johnny and Bard they left to go talk to Magore and find out what was
going on. She watched as the castle became smaller and smaller the further away
the ship got.
Crowley was fuming as he stood in the trap. His eyes were bright red and he was
sure his face matched. Picking up his phone out of his pocket he dialed her
number, after a few seconds he heard a ring and looked to see her phone on the
bed. "Damn woman, doesn't fucking listen worth shit! She is going to get it! "
Looking through his contacts he found the number he was looking for and called
it. "Ello'?" "Yamish come to my room NOW!" Crowley growled and heard a sigh
"Come on man, I just started... " "YAMISH NOW!" Throwing his phone on the bed
he tried to calm himself. It was only a mater of minutes before the red head
came into his room. "What?" he said looking at him, "...I thought ya went with
Lexi?" Crowley growled at this, "I was supposed to but your bloody cousin never
fucking listens and drew a devil's trap on the bottom of the rug." "Ah." Yamish
nodded and walked over to the rug, lifting up the corner he took out his knife
and scrapped away the line. As soon as he felt the force go away he was
storming out of the room. "They are already gone mate." Looking out of the
window to the docks he saw the ship gone and growled.

By the next night they were at Midway rock, Lexi looked out to see a ship that
was half sunken and crashed into the rocks. Looking to the brothers she gave
them a uncertain look before taking off her shirt and shoes. "Drop anchor ere'
and don't go any closer ta the rocks, stay away from the sides and if ya ear'
somethin' don't get curious." They both nodded to her and watched as she went
to the side and stood on them. Looking over into the waves she drunk down the
potion Magnus gave her and dived into the freezing water. As soon as she hit
the water she felt her body change and was able to breath under the water.
Looking around she saw nothing but remains of the sunken ship.
Taking a deep breath she began the swim down. The deeper she got the colder the
water was and the darker it got. Feeling something changed she looked around
and saw nothing, continueing to swim to where she knew there castle was she was
quickly hit over the head and felt herself loose consciousness.

Waking up she found herself in the main room of the undersea castle. Magore was
staring at her and she quickly met his black eyes. "Queen Lexi I am glad to see
you have awakened." Looking around Lexi saw at least sixty of his wives sitting
around him. All Mermaids looked about the same, Most had long hair that was
either white or greenish grey. There teeth were sharp and deformed, there skin
looked like that of a dead man. Their tails came in different colors but were
dull looking and had sharp ends. Over all Lexi thought them to be horrid
looking creatures, above water they were beautiful below it showed a reflection
of their evil soul. "Magore, it is nice ta see ya again..." She tried to start
off kind knowing she was in their territory. "DO NOT play coy with me shewolf."
Lexi looked down then quickly met his eyes again, "Fine, I thought we had a
treaty, what is this I ear' of ya attacking my ship?" The male laughed at this
making Lexi feel like her ears were bleeding. "What would you expect me to do
when one of my wives has been stolen by your men?"

Lexi looked dumbfounded for a moment, "Magore I can assure ya..." In an instant
the man was in her face, "I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR YOUR LIES!" "Magore I promise
ya if one of my people did take her I will find out, but ya ave' ta believe me,
ya know I would never order somethin' like that. I hounered our treaty." At
hearing this Magore back up and began to rub his hand through his hair. "I
believe you Lexi. I am just worried for her. What would you wish me to do?" His
voice still held much venom making Lexi nervous. "Either ya or one of yer wives
come back with me ta Giraldus and I will search the ship with ya present."
Looking up Magore nodded stiffly and called one of his wives over, Lexi knew
her well, she was the first wife and his most trusted, Ageala. "Let it me know
Lexi, I will want justice for this crime." Lexi nodded at this and the three
left to go back up to the ship.

They had made their way back to Giraldus quickly and it did not surprise her
that Fergus was out waiting on the docks. His eyes glowed bright red and she
could tell by his stance she was in deep shit. Walking off the ship he made his
way over to her while Johnny went and brought everyone else to her. Looking up
she met his eyes and then looked behind him to see all of Rodge's crew coming
to the docks along with Lucius, Yamish and Magnus. Crolwey looked behind him
then back to her, "We will talk about this later." Lexi couldn't help the
whimper that left her throat.

Once Rodge was near her she felt her eyes change. Looking to the crew she
growled. Seeing water splash beside her she looked over to see Magore and
Ageala sitting on the dock. The female held a babe in her arms and was
currently breastfeeding it. Crowley's eyes widened when he saw the two
creatures sit on the deck. The female met his eyes and gave a evil smile making
Lexi growl and Magore look to his wife. He quickly shouted something in their
native tongue making the females eyes shoot back down. "Lexi I do not believe I
have met your male." Looking up she met her husbands eyes, "Fergus this is King
Magore, Magore this is my mate Fergus Macleod." Magore looked to him and raised
his chin, "Ah a demon... and a lycan as well. Interesting match, you shall have
to bring this one to my kingdom one day dear Lexi." Lexi nodded her head and
turned to look at Rodge before boarding his ship.

"Oi What the hell are you doing on my ship?" the alpha said beginning to run
after Lexi but not before Magore could grab him. He had him laying on the dock
with a spear to his neck in an instant. Crowley followed Lexi on the ship,
"What are you doing?" Without looking back to him she began looking around the
ship. "One of Rodge's men took one of Magore's wives." Walking down to the
bottom of the ship Lexi saw a crate with a tarp over it. Pointing to the box,
Crowley snapped his fingers and the box opened. In the box was a large glass
tank and inside a small female blue men. Lexi ran over to the tank and opened
the lid. "Zaley it's okay, Magore is outside waiting fur ya ta take ya ome'."
The girl was young but Lexi had met her once. She quickly nodded to her but
hissed when she saw Fergus. He knotted his brows at the thing in the tank. She
looked just like the legends said... ugly. "It's alright this is my mate
Fergus, he will not arm' ya."Lexi told her and again the woman nodded.

With Lexi's help they wrapped the girl up in a wet blanket and Crowley carried
her back outside to her husband. Seeing his wife Magore grew tense and took her
from Crowley as soon as he could. Holding his wife in his arms Lexi went over
to them. "I need ta know which one did it Zaley, which one took ya?" the girl
shakenly looked over the men and whispered something to her husband in their
tongue. When the king looked up Lexi saw his anger. "The one with the scar."
Lexi turned to met one of the beta's eyes and he began to run. Crowley
teleported in front of the man and dragged him back to the fish. Magore lowered
his wife into the water and Lexi looked to her husband and nodded. Crowley
chuckled as he threw the man in the water and they all watched as Magore ripped
him to pieces leaving nothing but blood in the water. When he was done the sea
king came back to the dock, "We are even Lexi. Thank you." Lexi nodded to him
and watched as the three swam away. Turning around Lexi did not get to do
anything as she was quickly teleported away with Crowley.
***** Ch 28 breaking *****
Crowley was looking up at the ceiling in his room in hell, he was laying on
their bed naked and wrapped up at the waist by a black silk sheet. He let out a
sigh as he rubbed the bridge of his nose thinking back to the last six days.

When he had brought him and Lexi back to their room he had instantly tore her
clothes off her body. Throwing her on the bed he quickly jumped on her and
pinned her down as he hooked the Velcro cuffs to her wrists making her growl.
If there was one thing Lexi hated it was being locked up and he knew this. Once
he had her secured to the bed he flipped her over onto her back to look at her.
He had made sure the cuffs were longer so that she could move around at least
on the bed. "What the fuck...Let me go!" Crowley gave a laugh at this, "Oh no
luv you will not be going anywhere for the next week." Lexi's eyes widened at
this "Ya can't keep me ere' for a week..." Crowley's eyes went red at this and
he grabbed her chin, "WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO RELIES I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT
WITH YOU!" Lexi snarled at him as she bucked her hips attempting to move him
off of her.

"I got something made for you luv... something I read about in that book."
reaching over to the bed side table he lifted a metal collar, it was made of
silver and had the pattern of Celtic knots as the chain. In the center was a
small lock with a key hole. Lexi snarled when she saw the collar and began to
thrash under him, "NO!" Holding her down he put the collar around her neck and
locked it in place. Snapping his fingers he sent the key to a safe place where
she would not find in and smiled down at her. Her eyes were that of her wolf
and held much anger.
When he had went to stroke the side of her face she took the opportunity to
bite his hand, drawing blood. "Ahh, Fuck!" Looking down at his hand he saw
blood welling up around a clear oval and stared daggers at his mate. "You have
done it now little lamb." Flipping her over onto her stomach he tied the cuffs
at the end of the bed to her ankles and walked over to a wardrobe in their
room.

Lexi was thrashing in her bindings attempting to get out when she heard the
sound of the wardrobe being opened. Crowley looked over the contents of the
closet before picking out two objects and walking back over to his wife. First
he tied a black blindfold around her eyes and then stepped back to look at her.
"You will count out twenty. If you do not then they will not stop until you
count up to twenty." Before Lexi had time to object she felt a sting on her
backside and screamed out. She knew what it was automatically, the whip.
"Count." Taking in a sharp breath she screamed as it was brought down again,
quickly she gasped out "One." Crowley grinned at this "Good gurl." This went on
for nineteen more lashes she felt tears make there way down her cheeks and felt
the sting of her raw backside. She layed her face flat on the bed as she heard
him walk away.

What Lexi couldn't see was the look on her mate's face, Crowley enjoyed
torturing others... but not his wife, not his mate. He despised hurting her,
but she needed to learn and this was how it was done. He had spanked her before
had punished her back then and over time she had learned to obey. He told
himself it was because they were apart for so long, that she was wild because
she had no alpha to control her.

Placing the whip back up he took out the next object and walked over to his
wife. When he looked down at her he sighed her ass was raw, areas purple and
red. Undoing the bindings around her ankles he rolled her to her side and bent
her knees. Undressing he got on the bed behind her and poured lube onto the
small plug before pushing it into her ass making her cry out. He held her hip
as he slide the plug in place and then layed down behind her and rubbed his
fingers over her folds. She was dry but he gave a feral growl and felt a gush
of slick come out at his command. Once she was prepared he slid his length into
her, hissing at her tightness. Lexi moaned and whimpered as he fucked her. He
held onto her breast and hip as he smacked his pelvis into her raw ass. When he
felt his climax coming he held her tight and rubbed her clit making her cum
with him.

That was six days ago. Lexi was now curled up on the bed, her wrist still tied
to the bed and the collar locked around her neck. As he layed there Crowley
rolled over to look at his omega. Her hair was a mess and her body covered in
bruises and hickeys. Her lips were swollen and red, her nipples raw and he knew
her pussy was swollen as well. She was utterly exhausted, he had made her
climax again and again until she would pass out. Her body would no doubt be
sore for many days to come but he had done it. Lexi had screamed her
submissiveness for him to hear. She had no longer fought him and had obeyed his
commands. Her heat had come in the middle of his week long lesson making her
omega come out even more. Undoing the cuffs around her wrist he looked to see
them red, she had not been allowed to take them off, not allowed to leave the
bed for a week now.

Bringing them to his lips he pressed light kisses to them and saw as her eyes
began to flutter open. "Fe..fergus?" He gave her a small grin and pulled her to
him, "Good morning darling." he told her as he kissed her forehead. When he
felt her nuzzle his chest he smiled and lifted her bridal style into his arms.
Carrying her to the bathroom he sat her in the tub, watching as she winced at
the hot water meeting her sore body. She looked up to him questionably when he
did not get in after her, "I am going to take a shower, you soak in the hot
water for a bit. I have a meeting to go to in a bit but it won't take long."
Lexi nodded and leaned back against the side of the tub. Crowley smiled as he
looked down at his love then stepped in the shower to quickly wash up.
***** Ch 29 Bones *****
When he was clean and dressed Crowley went to his mate to give her a quick peck
before disappearing. He did not tell Lexi but the meeting he had was with Bobby
Singer. The man had been trying to find different ways to get his soul back for
over three months now. Appearing in the dingy living room he looked to see the
man standing there. Looking he saw himself to be in a devils trap and sighed.
"Let me guess, I want my soul back idget... frid' not...but I'm slury and I got
a beard gimmie...blah blah blah, homes fun, insult... witty retort from yours
truly... the bottom line is you get bupkisk, are we done because I have my
beautiful wife to get back to." Bobby smirked "We aint even gettin' started."
Crowley soon was thrown a phone. "See I remembered what Lucius called you by,
Fergus. And I have known Lexi for a couple of years now and I had always heard
people call her Macleod. So did some research and found out all about you, sold
our soul for three inches below the belt." Crowley growled at this "So you got
a glimmer behind the curtain... and?" "And now I know where yer planted."

When the man nodded to the phone Crowley put his ear to it, "Hi-ya Crowley."
"Dean been a long time, we should get together." "Sure we'll have to do that,
when I get back..." "Back?" "Yea me and Sammy have gone international... in
fact we're in your neck of the woods...did you really used to wear a skirt?"
Crowley stiffened at this, "A Kilt... I had very athletic calves. What's the
game?" "Dominoes...in fact we just dug yours up." Looking to Bobby he growled,
"This is ridiculous... the whole burning bones thing, it's a myth..." "I know
an employee of yours who would disagree." In an instant he was walking up to
the boys in plaid. In front of them was a pile of bones, his bones.

When they saw him they lite a lighter and stopped him, "Ah ah ah. Give Bobby
back his soul." Crowley growled and snapped his fingers returning the mans
soul. "As he went to pick up his skeleton Dean looked to him, "So I was
wondering if this is your body here, how did everyone know who you were, how
did Lexi know who you were?" When he stood holding the bag he looked to the
oldest Winchester, "The body I am in now is a reincarnation of my former
self.... now if you excuses me I think I have had enough of you humans for one
day."

Arriving back in hell he was fuming. He went straight for the closet and put
the bag holding his body in a hidden place. He was so angry he did not even see
Lexi come up behind him. "Fer..." Turning around he walked right into her
knocking her to the ground and almost tripping. "Dammit Lexi..." he growled out
and glared down to see her looking at the ground. Hearing him growl at her she
quickly stood and went to go to the bathroom. When he saw her lip tremble and
begin to make her way to the bathroom he realized what he had done. "Lex.." the
door shut right in his face and he heard a soft cry coming from the other side.
Pressing his forehead to the door he sighed, "Lexi darling open the door. I'm
sorry I growled... I just... I had a rough day. Lexi please open the door."
He could easily teleport into the room but knew this was his fault. After a few
minutes the door unlocked and he took a deep breath before opening the door and
going inside.
Scanning the dark room he saw Lexi sitting on the floor behind the door. Her
knees were pulled up and she was looking at the floor. Walking over he sat
beside her pulled her into his side. They sat in silence for some time until he
broke it. "I'm sorry dove." Lexi climbed into his lap and hugged him tightly,
he closed his eyes and pressed his lips to the top of her head. "Do ya want ta
talk about it?" She whispered into his chest and he smiled, He was about to
begin and then heard a low rumble and cussed himself when he realized he had
not fed her all day, "How about we talk about it over supper darling."

Looking around Lexi saw they were now standing and she was dressed in a long
dark blue dress. She didn't know the place they were at so she looked to her
husband, "Where are we?" Crowley smiled down at his wife and led her out into
the open pebble street, "Welcome to Rome my luv." Lexi smiled as she looked
around at the old stone buildings and cobblestone roads. They walked down the
street to a large building with warm lights coming from inside. Looking up she
was met with the words, 'La Campana' looking back to Fergus he grinned, "The
bell." Lexi nodded and leaned into him as he placed his hand on the small of
her back and led her inside.

When they left the restaurant Lexi was smiling and had her head on his
shoulder. Diner was amazing, He had ordered them roasted tomatoes and fresh
bread to share as an appetizer. Then for diner he had gotten her Shrimp fra
diavolo, and he had ordered Veal marsala for himself. Lexi had enjoyed the the
food and thought it interesting that Fergus could also speak Italian. They
walked down the lightly lite road over a small bridge and stopped to look out
over the city.
Crowley hugged her close and lifted her to sit on the ledge and stood between
her knees. Lifting her chin he pressed his mouth to hers. He was deepening the
kiss when there was a flash of light. When they boke the kiss Crowley put Lexi
behind him and looked to the man. He was a older man who just smiled at them
and then handed them a picture. Crowley quickly tried to hand the man money but
he just waved his hand and walked away waving at them. Looking at the picture
Lexi smiled.

They had spent the rest of the night looking at different things in the city,
Crowley had shown her the Colosseum and had even took her to see the Vatican
even though he would only get so close. Lexi had giggled when he would go up
the steps but not enter the holy place. "What?" He said looking at her,
"Nothin' just funny." she said giggling. "And what is so funny luv." Hugging
him they began to walk away, "Well if ya think about it we were raised catholic
and this is supposed to be the most holiness place on earth but Rome was built
off of betrayal, the worst sin of all." Crowley chuckled at this, "Yes it is
quiet the contradiction. The Vatican also performs tons of exorcisms a year but
yet has the highest crime rate in the world." Lexi raised her brows at this,
"Are there many demons in Rome?" she asked innocently making him smile at her,
"No not really, a lot of the time it is just people who think they are
possessed but really have just seen the exorcist movie too many times." Lexi
giggled at this "Yea, Yamish told me about that movie but I didn't want to
watch it, Yamish told me he would never eat pea soup again." Lexi said giggling
at the last part making Crowley join her.

Once they had reached a bench he sat on it and pulled her with him. When he
looked down he saw her shivering and shrugged off his jacket and placed it on
her shoulders. Lexi burrowed herself into his side, "So what appened' today?"
Taking a deep breath he began, "Well Bobby Singer summoned me to get me to give
him his soul back. And again I refused but he had me this time, apparently Sam
is out of the cage and he and Dean went to Scotland. They dug up my bones and
threatened to burn them if didn't give the damn Yankee back his soul." Lexi
tensed at this, "What would ave' appened if they burned them?" Crowley did not
want to tell her, he did not want to worry her but he would not lie to her, "I
would have died... permanently." Lexi's face held nothing but worry and he saw
small tears welling up in her eyes, "Where are they now, ya ave' ta hide them
Fergus I can't loose ya again...I ..." Pulling her into his lap he held her and
rubbed her back, "Hush darling, it's alright they are safe but I need to find a
better place to put them. Do not worry I am not going anywhere. Have faith in
your alpha." Lexi nodded and nuzzled her face into his neck "I think I know a
place ya could put them. Only I know about it and only I can enter it."
***** Ch 30 Drunk times and texts *****
Once they were home in hell Crowley grabbed the bag and teleported them back to
their chambers in Giraldus. Letting go of Lexi he watched as she went to the
bookcase and climbed up to stand on the next shelf. Sitting down the bag he
quickly went to her, "Careful little lamb." Once she was up two shelves she
pulled on a small blue book with the Bonde crest engraved in the spine and
heard a click. Crowley lifted her down and into his arms, he slowly slide her
down and kissed her lips tenderly. He gave a slight growl when she bit his
bottom lip making her smile and lick at it. Pulling back she walked to the wall
and pushed, Crowley watched as the section moved back and saw a small tunnel
with a stairway going down. Walking in Lexi grabbed a torch of of the wall and
smiled at him, "Ya mind?" He smirked before the torch caught fire.

Lifting the bag he went to walk in but was stopped by a force, "Ya are goin' ta
ave' ta old' my and', only Bonde blood can enter here." He nodded at her and
took her hand before they made their way downward. The stairway was long and
opened up to a cave like place. Lexi walked forward and placed the torch in a
long looking pit making the room fill with light. Looking around he saw it was
a large looking room, there was a small waterfall and it fell into a steaming
spring.
Lexi quickly pulled him to a pillar that was carved out and had a hole with a
bowl in it. Inside the bowl was a knife carved from stone, Lexi lifted the
knife and cut a small slit into her palm, "Lexi, NO!" She looked to him with a
small smile before squeezing her hand over the bowl letting her blood drip into
the bottom. When she was done she handed him the knife "Yer gonna ave' ta do
the same thing." Taking the knife he followed her and let his blood mix with
her own, "Fuil mo chuid fola" When she said the old Gaelic words the blood
slowly evaporated and she let go of his hand.

"There ya go now ya can come down here when ever ya want." Lexi told him with a
smile. Now that he was able to move freely he walked around the room, there
were many things in the room. Old tombs and a trunk he knew well. Looking to
Lexi and back to the trunk he bent down to open it. Inside were all of their
old things including his and her wedding attire. He couldn't help the large
smile from coming over his face when he lifted her dress into his hands. He
remembered that night so well, it had kept him company over the centuries. "ow'
things ave' changed since then." Lexi said from where she sat on the floor
beside the trunk. "Yes they have." Looking back into the trunk he saw something
fur and pulled it out. He chuckled when he lifted the cloak Lexi had given him
for Christmas all those years ago. Lexi all of a sudden let out a laugh and
pulled out something from the bottom of the trunk, it was a old bottle of
Craig. Seeing this Crowley raised his brows and took the bottle, this bottle
would be over three hundred years old. Opening it he took a whiff and even his
eyes watered. "Good lord." Thinking he smirked and looked to his wife. "What do
ya say luv... how about a wild night for old times sake." Lexi laughed and
moved the clothing back into the trunk and straddled his lap. "Aye I think we
deserve to act a couple hundred years younger." Crowley laughed at this and
opened the bottle and smiled at his wife before taking a gulp.

Lexi laughed and stumbled against Fergus as he attempted to show her different
dances she had missed over the years. "Okay my lovely lass.. ya have to place
this hand here and follow my lead." They both awkwardly moved about the room
and then Crowley fell backwards pulling Lexi to fall of his chest. They laughed
loudly at this.
Reaching up he stroked the side of her face with his hand and watched her lean
into it. How he had missed her. "I love you Lexi Macleod." She smiled at him,
"And I luv ya Fergus Macleod." They just layed there for some time, holding one
another, "Fergus..." "Yes darling?" Lexi cuddled up closer to him, "I miss
Gavin." Crowley sighed at this, "Me too luv..." "It was my fault he died...I
let im' go." Sitting up he pulled Lexi back to look in his eyes, "No baby girl,
it was not your fault, Gavin was a grown man, old enough to make his own
decisions. Lexi ya listen to me, your parents, me, Gavin none of our deaths
were your fault. Do you understand me? Don't you ever think, not in a million
years Lexi that it was your fault." Lexi had tears running down her cheeks now
but she nodded her head and he leaned in to tenderly kiss her lips.

Waking up Crowley automatically felt to make sure his wife was in his arms.
Looking down he saw her sleeping on his chest with a smile on her face. He gave
a grin before looking around the room to see they were still in the cave below
their chambers. They were laying on his old fur cloak on the ground and were
naked with another fur thrown over them. He didn't remember much from from last
night only that he and Lexi hand gotten drunk. He remembered making love to
her... many times and remembered them laughing.
Slowly easing Lexi off of him he layed her on the furs and stood. He covered
her back up and watched as she burrowed herself into the black fur. It was
quite cold in the room but he quickly dressed and wrote a note to Lexi for when
she woke. Snapping his fingers he disappeared.

When Lexi woke up she found herself in the cave laying naked on the furs.
Looking around she saw that Fergus was no where to be seen but saw a note
laying on the floor beside her head.

Lexi,
I have to go handled some stupid demons. I'm sorry to have to leave you but I
will be back soon. Go eat something and stay around Yamish, I love you.
Your Devil, Fergus.

Doing as her alpha said she went and got dressed in a simple pair of black
pants and long sleeved shirt before heading downstairs to go eat and find her
cousin.

Later on in the day Fergus was still not back so her, Johnny, Bard, Novak and
Yamish had took the small boats out and decided to go fishing. Lexi currently
sat in a boat with Novak and Bard while Yamish and Johnny sat in another. She
had to sit with the two smaller men so that the boat wouldn't be overweight.
Yamish had made sure Lexi was bundled up in a fur to keep her warm on the cold
lake. That was the last thing he needed was for her to get sick and Fergus to
come yelling at him. They had caught many fish and decided to go in for the
day. Once they were back up to the castle they went up the steps to the deck
that went into the the den.

It was nightfall when Crowley got back to the castle, he had sorted out some
rouge demons and had met with Castiel. He had made a deal with the angle to
look for purgatory a couple of months ago. They were to find it and split the
souls fifty fifty. Crowley knew the more souls the more power and he liked
power. Going to their room first he found Lexi was not there and went to the
den. Dis and Missy were cooking in the kitchen and smiled at him when he walked
in, "Ello' Fergus.... Lexi is on the deck." He smiled and nodded at them before
heading out onto the deck. He heard everyone laughing and walked out to see
Johnny and Yamish cleaning fish. Novak was currently teasing Lexi with a eel,
"Come on Lex touch it.." Lexi was holding up a chair in defense, "Novak I swear
ta the almighty if ya touch me with that I will fillet ya." Novak laughed until
the eel slipped out of his hand and started slithering on the ground. Lexi was
on top of the couch in an instant.
Crowley rolled his eyes and picked up the eel before throwing it back in the
bucket of water. "Yay my hero... when ya go wash yer ands'." Lexi laughed
making him chuckle and quickly go wash his hands before sitting beside her on
the outside furniture.

He instantly pulled her into his lap and smelled her, most of the time he could
tell where she had been or what she had done simply by smelling her. He caught
the smell of the lake on her and judging by the fish he knew they had went
fishing. "So darling did you have fun today?" "Aye what did ya do mo fhear
céile?" (My husband) He gave a soft grin at her speaking Gaelic to him, they
always did back then. "Oh nothing much, had to deal with a few demons and had a
meeting." Lexi smiled at this and just cuddled up into his chest. The others
had carried in the fish to be cooked leaving the couple out there alone. It was
a cold night and he could smell snow on the air but it was nice by the fire
pit. Once they were called in to supper Crowley stood and carried his wife
inside to eat.

A week later Lexi was sitting on their bed in hell just reading the last of the
harry potter books when her phone started to ring. Looking to it she saw it was
a text from Dean,

Lex, look I know your probably still mad at me but we need your help. Believe
it or not there is a bunch of Faries, Elves and a evil ass leprechaun that we
are trying to deal with. The only way we can send the dicks back are by this
old Gaelic spell... we were hoping you could come translate and say it. Only
someone of Celtic blood can do the spell.

Reading the message Lexi bit at her bottom lip. Crowley was out 'studying
monsters' at the moment and wasn't there for her to ask. Finally she decided to
just call him. The phone rung and rung but he didn't pick up. Taking her phone
she texted dean back,

I don't know Dean. Fergus is not here and I really don't need him mad at me
again.

After a few seconds he texted back,

Lexi people are going to die.

Screaming under her breath she told him to text her the address and went to get
dressed. Once she was dressed in something other than Fergus's dress shirt she
made her way to the door. Taking a deep breath she opened the door out into the
hallway of hell. Looking around she called for one demon she knew she could
trust. "Marcus?" In a second the older looking man was standing in front of
her, "Yes my lady?" Lexi smiled at the man, "I'm sorry to ave' ta bother ya...
I was wonderin' if ya could take me to Crowley?" Oh how she hated using his
demon name she much preferred Fergus but she knew when addressing his demons
she was to call him Crowley. Marcus just smiled at her, "You are no bother at
all my dear and I would gladly take you to your husband." Lexi smiled and took
his hand that he had held out for her and they teleported away.

When she felt ground beneath her feet she looked around to see she was in a
white room in front of her was a door. She thought the place was creepy it had
green lights and she could smell nothing but blood. Taking her chances she
walked through the door to find her mate standing in what looked like a
surgical room with three bodies layed out around the room. One was on a table
and he had his hand in their stomach. "Ew." Crowley looked up quickly hearing
her voice. "Lexi what are you doing here, How did you get here?" He watched as
his wife just walked around the room and looked at all the stuff with a
disgusted look on her face sticking her tongue out when she saw a pile of
organs. " Dean texted me, he needs me to go do this spell to get rid of a
leprechaun. Marcus brought me... What are ya doin'?"

Crowley let out a growl at Dean texting her. "And why can't that bloody hunter
do the spell himself? I am trying to figure out how to get into purgatory." He
watched as she sat on one of the clean tables and looked to the body. "The
spell is in Gaelic and only someone of Celtic blood can read the spell.
purgatory hmm... well ya need ta ask a alpha monster or that new eve person.
Only they will know, Why purgatory?" Crowley cocked his head at this, walking
over to his female he looked her in the eye, "And what do you know of purgatory
my luv?" Lexi was busy picking lent off of his suit, "Well I know it is where
monsters go when they die, we are the only ones that go to either heaven or
hell. I've eard that it is a wasteland. Why do ya want to find it?"
She was so innocent but she surprised him every now and then, he sometimes took
her for granted. Sometimes forgot what she was. She was the only creature in
existence that was from two lines of royalty from two different magical races.
"I want the souls, souls are power. Lexi why are lycans they only ones that go
to heaven or hell? Why don't we go to purgatory?" Lexi smiled at this. "Because
papa wasn't created by this eve woman, he was created by God just like humans."

This shocked Crowley he never knew she knew where their race started out. "Do
you know how your father was created... Where he came from?" Lexi smiled at
this and lifted the apron from his head and layed it on the counter. "Of
course.." "And you never thought to share this information." Lexi just shrugged
her shoulders, "Ya never asked. I tell ya what we will talk about it later.
After I go elp' the boys." Crowley cut his eyes at this, "I don't want you near
them, they're not exactly the happiest with me right now. I am making them hunt
down alpha's for me. And I am kind of telling them I have Sam's soul." Lexi
crosses her arms at this, "Ow' come ya lot can't just get along?" Caging her in
between his hands he leans forward and licks up her throat, "Because, darling'
I don't play nice... you know that." He sucked her skin into his mouth for
emphasize and bit down hard. Lexi gave a whine at this, Crowley smiled and
released his hold.
Pulling back he looked at the dark mark he had created, it was right on the
front of her throat, a dark purple mark with his teeth impression forming a
darker mark around it. Feeling his cock stiffen he pulled out his phone.
Holding it to his ear he told Yamish to go help the Winchesters and told him
their location. Lexi cocked her head to the side but was quickly teleported
away to their bedroom with his mate.
***** Ch 31 History lesson *****
Rolling over off of her Crowley looked at his wife, she was still laying on her
back and was now covered in marks matching the one he had gave her on her neck.
Pulling her into his side he lifted her to lay on his chest some. "Now luv,
inform me how our race came to be." Lexi lifted her head and rested her chin on
her elbow. "Well papa was born from a young woman when she was 14. Her name was
Leagsaidh hence why my name is Lexi. Well she was a virgin and was out in the
forest one night on a full moon. A dire wolf found her and supposedly she
begged for her life and the wolf mated her. Now the woman gave birth to a
normal boy until the night of a full moon when she and the boy turned into a
wolf. The wolf that had mated her was there waiting for her. He could only
speak with them on full moons but after three years the woman died and my
father was left alone. His father, the wolf heard him crying and went to find
him clinging to his mothers body. She had been killed by the villagers and they
were about to kill my pa until the wolf got there and killed them. He took his
son and raised him alone. The wolf lived for twenty years and got to see my pa
become a man."

He listened closely as his wife told the story, "So he was raised like a wolf
pup for most of his life. What happened after the wolf died?" Lexi laughed at
this, "Ya are like a child at story time. Aye he was raised like a wolf, Well
papa lived on his own but then got lonely. So one night when he was a wolf he
went and bit a young man, that man was Lucius. After that he turned four more
within a weeks time, three males and one female." "What were their names?" This
is when Lexi grew anxious, "One was Angus and his twin sister Mere, Galdin and
Quill..... Angus was yer father." Crowley stiffened at this, he had never heard
anything of his father, he didn't even know his name until now. "Why... why
didn't you ever tell me?" Lexi looked to her mate his face wasn't mad it was a
mix of confusion and hurt. "I didn't know ow'... Lucius told me about im'. I...
I can show ya a picture of him if ya want?" Crowley looked to see his omega was
full of regret, so he just grinned and nodded.

Once they were dressed he had teleported them back to Giraldus. She had led him
to the Library and went to the back. Lifting one of the big old books off of
the shelves she placed it on one of the tables. They had lite a lantern to help
see in the dark room. Sitting beside her Crowley watched as she flipped to a
page and turned the book to him some and pointed at a picture. It was a old
drawing of six people. Two he easily recognized as Lucius and Frazer, Frazer
was in the middle smiling with his arm thrown around two other males one was
Lucius to his left and another man to the right. Looking at the man he saw
himself, the man was smiling also.
He had long hair that had braids at the sides. His face resembled his own, and
he was dressed in a kilt and a war vest with a sword strapped to his back, the
sword that Frazer had given him when he was a young boy. "Ya look just like
im'." Lexi told him with a soft smile. Crowley looked at the picture for some
time Lexi pointed out the others including a woman that Lucius had his arm
wrapped around, his aunt. "Mere was Lucius mate, the first omega."

After a while he finally asked the question that she knew was coming, "What
happened to him Lexi, What happened to my father?" Lexi took a deep breath and
took his hand pulling him behind her through the halls. They went down to where
the dungeons were but instead of going through the doors to the dungeons they
went through another one. Lexi lite the torches and made the room light up. In
the room was many old tombs walking past them he saw Lexi's parents, his aunts
and beside hers two smaller tombs. At the end was a stone tomb reading

Angus Macleod
May 1, 1080 - February 28, 1663
Captain of the guards,
A good man and friend

Crowley stared at the words written in stone. "He died nine months before I was
born, How?" Lexi looked down then back up to him, "Lexi tell me, I need to
know." Lexi took a deep breath, "Yer mother killed im'. Lucius told me she said
he rapped her, but no one ever believed it. My pa went ta go kill er' for
killin' his friend... but she was pregnant with ya."Crowley knotted his brows
at this, "She wasn't a lycan before?" Lexi shook her head, "No she was just a
human witch, no one knows how she turned into a lycan. Papa told er' she could
live but she would live under his watch until he decided otherwise.... pa was
there when ya were born, he named ya." Lexi laughed at the last part making him
chuckle, "What made him choose Fergus of all names, it sounds like a fungal
disease." Lexi laughed at this "I like yer name, well, the Dire wolf that was
his father, his name was Fearghas, so you got Fergus for short." Crowley
laughed at this, "So you are telling me that you and I are named after the two
people who started our race." Lexi just smiled at this and gave a big nod.

Hearing whimpers Crowley turned to look at his wife. She was curled up on the
small bed of the camper he had hide them in for little over a week now. Things
had not went the way he planned. Castiel had betrayed him taking all of the
souls of purgatory for himself. The damn angel had tried to kill him but
luckily he had met with the archangel Raphael and he had saved him. Now Castiel
had claimed himself the new God and was currently wiping out any who disobeyed
him.
Crowley had quickly went to Lexi and packed them a few clothes before lifting
her into his arms and going away. So now they were in a dingy camper that he
had bought with the money he had on him. He did not want to go back to
Giraldus, did not want Castiel to follow him there. He had warded the RV with
every symbol he knew to protect he and his mate.

Lexi had been asleep for most of the night and he had awoken first thing in the
morning to keep watch. Now he sat in front of the TV watching the old statistic
channels while she slept in the bed made for only one. Luckily they had always
slept cuddled up to each other or there would be no way they would both fit on
the lumpy thing. Even their old hay beds from the sixteen hundreds were more
comfortable than that thing. When he and Lexi had been married he had saved up
to get a feather bed for them to share instead of hay. "Hello Crowley." He
heard Castiel say from behind him and stilled "You look stressed." Meeting the
angels eyes he looked down, "Bollocks."

"So the jig is up, you found me." "I never lost you...these scratches there all
useless." Looking around his eyes filtered to Lexi for a second, she was hidden
beneath the covers and he hoped the angel wouldn't find her. "Still can't blame
a girl for trying. Fancy a drink before ya smite me?" "No." "Ya like ta bend
em' right over do you. Let's go." Spreading his arms out he waited, he would
die if it meant keeping Lexi safe but nothing happened. "I am not going to kill
you Crowley I have plans for you." Now he looked at him, "What was that?"
"Here's our new arrangement I let you and Lexi live, you return to your post as
king of hell..." "But?" "But I choose where each soul goes.. I control the flow
and you take what I give you." Crowley smirked at this and walked to refill his
glass and stand in front of Lexi, "So I take it you get to keep the lion's
share...What you're saying is hell is being downsized..." "I would have done
away with it completely, but I need a threat to hold over my enemies and we
need to keep their cage." "Right.. I gather this is not a negotiation?" "No."
"Then I graciously accept...boss."

He watched as the angel came closer and then leaned down to pull the covers
from Lexi. He could not help the growl that passed his throat as much as he
tried to hold it in. Castiel looked to him before bending down and touching
Lexi's forehead. He tensed at first but then watched as she relaxed and smiled
in her sleep."What did you do?"
Crowley asked as the angle stood. "She was suffering from a night terror. Tell
me Crowley married for all this time, why no children?" Crowley tightened his
jaw at this and balled up his fist enough to hear his knuckles crack. "She
never conceived, why do you care?" The angle looked down when the demon's
knuckles cracked, "That is what she was having a nightmare of, I was just
curious....I'll be in touch." And with that he was gone.

As soon as he was gone Crowley packed their bag and went to his wife. Kneeling
beside the bed he brushed a strand of hair back from her face, tucking it
behind pointed ears. What Castiel had said worried him, he knew she wanted a
child, she always had wanted children. When she was just a pup she would sit
beside him as they fished and talk about how many children they would have. He
could remember it easily, "Fergus when were married can we ave' pups too?" He
looked at her from where they sat on the rocks and smiled, "Aye, as many as ya
want." "Yay!" Later that day Fergus had went and bought her a small doll with
the money he had made that week. He remembered how she had carried that thing
with her everywhere. She told everyone it was their baby, and would make him
hold it. Crowley smiled as the memory played in his head, but slowly the smile
faded. They had given up hope of having pups of their own, he remembered how
hurt she was, she hated herself, seen herself as less of a woman. Hiding the
sadness on his face he lifted her into his arms and teleported them back to
hell.

He had layed her on the bed and then went to get her something to eat. Once he
had made sure she was eating he told her he would be back soon he just had to
go check some things. Later on when he got back he was working on some
paperwork on his desk with Lexi sitting on the floor by the fire, she was busy
playing with Growley. His hound loved Lexi, and she spoiled him rotten. The
large beast was currently laying his head in her lap while she rubbed him. He
smiled when he remembered her birthday was coming up. It was in a matter of
weeks but he knew what he wanted to get her. Suddenly he felt it, someone was
summoning him, the Winchesters. "Come darlin'." He walked over to her and
lifted her up, he refused to leave her alone right now, not with the 'new' God
all about.

When they arrive they all are shocked to see Lexi with him. Looking down she
sees they had drawn a trap for Fergus and rolls her eyes as she rubs away part
of the trap. "Really ya men.. and all yer drama. I am tellin' ya our lives
could be a TV show." Bobby chuckles at this, "Nice to see you too Lex...there
is some deer stew on the stove." Lexi perks up at this and walks to the
kitchen. Crowley lets out a deep sigh at this, "Are you kidding me my new boss
would strike me down if he found out I was conspiring with you lot..." "Wait
what new boss?" Sam asked "Castiel ya giraffe." "He's your boss.." Bobby
started, "He's everybody's boss.What do you think he is going to do when he
finds out we have been conspiring...you do want to conspire don't you?" "No we
want you to just stand there and look pretty." He lifted his brows at this,
"Listening." "We need a spell to bind death." "Bind, enslave death, they will
both mash us like peas." Crowley argued and watched as Bobby walked up."Look do
you really want Cas running the universe." At this Crowley sighed, "Lexi time
ta go sweetheart!" he yelled. When she was back by his side he nodded to the
three men, "I'll be in touch."

By the end of the night Crowley had found the spell to bind death. He was about
to send it to the boys when Lexi walked in holding a dish, "Here send this to
the boys as well, if they are binding death then maybe this will help ease his
mood." He knotted his brows and took the lid off to see a large piece of toffee
pudding. "Where's mine?" Lexi sat in his lap and hugged his neck, ''Oh don't
worry, yers is downstairs, although ya might want ta get it before Yamish finds
it." He quickly snapped his fingers sending the boys the spell and a note
attached to the pudding,
Lexi said to give this to death, Bye forever you fools. Kisses C.
***** Ch 32 Bad food *****
Things had only gotten worse when Castiel had ultimately lost control. Now they
all had to deal with the leviathan. Crowley hated the lot of them, and their
leader of sorts Dick Roman, well his name suited him. He had attempted to work
with the pac-man like creature only to be insulted by them. No now he was yet
again working with the Winchesters to get rid of the filth.
He and Lexi currently sat in a small cabin with the hunters. He wanted her to
stay either in Hell or Giraldus but she insisted on being with him. He knew she
was getting restless, he had not been able to take her out in a while. With
only a week till her Birthday he needed to go check on her present. Taking his
chances he went and asked Bobby if she could stay with them while he went out.
"Of course she is fine." Pointing at Dean he cut his eyes, "If something
happens to her I will never let any of you die." "Fergus be nice." He heard
Lexi say from behind him and felt as she wrapped her arms around his middle.
"Yea be nice, come on Lexi let's go get a bite to eat." Dean said with a grin.
Kissing her lips he held her chin with his thumb, "I will be back soon, stay by
them. I love you." "Love ya too." and with that she licked at his lips making
him chuckle.

They had all went to the diner to eat, Dean had got a burger of course but he
had also got one for the road as well which was different. Lexi had got them to
stop by a general store on the way back. Rushing inside she got a bag of gummy
bears and a Slurpee. She had quickly ate all of the bears and was working on
her extra large Slurpee, she loved Slurpee especially the red ones. Once back
at the cabin they were all sitting around the table when she clutched at her
stomach. "Lexi what's wrong?" she heard Sam ask without responding she rushed
to the bathroom to empty her stomach in the toilet. Bobby knocked on the door
and then opened it to see her hunched over the toilet. Handing her a wet rag
and a glass of water she looked up at him. "Damn kid ya don't look too good."
Bending down he felt her forehead, "Your burning up. Come on let's get you on
the couch."

Laying her on the couch and throwing a blanket over her, he told Sam to go get
him a wet rag. Placing it on her forehead he looked to Dean. "Somebody needs to
call Crowley." Dean was busy eating his third burger, "I'm not really worried
about it." Sam knotted his brows at his brothers, He had always been protective
over Lexi something wasn't right. Walking over he snatched the burger from him,
"Hey!" Looking at the burger he squeezed it to see this grey slim come out of
the middle of it. "I think you pissed off my sandwich...that's in me." Dean
said as he watched the slime come out.
Picking up Lexi's phone Sam called Crowley... "Yes darling?" "Not Lexi... look
you need to get here fast, Lexi's sick..." "WHAT DID YOU BLOCKHEADS DO?" they
all turned to see Crowley back and him making his way over to Lexi. Kneeling
beside her he felt her forehead and cheeks, "She is burning up, WHAT HAPPENED!"
he said as he looked towards the boys with red eyes. "Whaoo, man cool it, we
don't know she was fine until we ate. Look something is up with dean too, his
sandwich has this grey stuff in it." Sam lifted the plate and handed it to the
demon.
Lifting the plate he smelled the food and gagged, "What is that? Did Lexi eat
that?" Sam shook his head, "No she had chicken tenders..." "Ya know she didn't
get sick till she ate that Slurpee." Bobby interrupted and walked over to the
cup on the table. Quickly Crowley went and sniffed at the red drink, taking his
chances he took a sip and spit it back in the cup. "That's disgusting,
something is in that drink." "If I wasn't so chilled out right now I'd puke."
Dean said smiling making Sam shake his head.

Crowley had taken Lexi back home to their chambers in hell. She was trembling
and covered in a cold sweat. Looking down at her he could tell she was very
sick. Pacing the room he thought of what to do. He would not trust any human
doctor with her, but he remembered her telling him of a doctor in Giraldus. So
lifting her once again he heard her give a whine at being moved, "I know dove,
I'm sorry. I am taking you to the doctor, hold on baby girl." Teleporting to
the den in Giraldus everyone looked to him, "ello' Fergus... What's wrong with
Lexi?" Lucius was the first to ask, jumping up when he noticed her "She's sick
she needs a doctor quick." Lucius nods at this, "Alright sit ere I'm goin' ta
go get Quill." pulling out a chair for him and Lexi before running out the
door.
Crowley quickly took the seat and cradled Lexi in his lap. Looking down at her
he heard an obnoxious chuckle and looked up to see Rodge. "Find something funny
there Captain?" Crowley asked with a low growl."Don't test im' Rodge." Yamish
said from where he sat beside Crowley currently looking his cousin over. "Oh
nothin' of importance, just notcin' ow' ya can't even take care of yer own
female." A loud growl met everyone's ears and Crowley stared at the man with
bright red eyes. He was standing and handing Lexi to Yamish when Lucius and a
older man walked in, "That is enough lads, Rodge ya will do well ta remember
that Fergus is yer king. Come now Fergus we need ta get Lexi ta the medical
wing."

Once In the room Fergus had layed Lexi on the bed and covered her up because
she was shaking so bad. "Fer...fergu...s I..m...Co..ld." Leaning down he
nuzzled her face, "I know darling, the doctor is going to fix ya up I promise."
He stood back up when he saw the Doctor and Lucius walk back in. The doctor was
a older man , he had grey in his beard and hair that was black. His face and
hands were covered in scars and looking he also saw the man had a wooden leg.
He wore a simple black kilt and white tunic and was putting a stethoscope in
his ears as he made his way over to them. "Alright lassie what ave' ya done
this time? ello' lad, Quill Doly, Can ya tell me started all this?" Crowley
shook the man's hand "Fergus Macleod, she drank something that I am thinking
was infected by those leviathan." He watched as the man smiled, "I know who ya
are lad, ya look just like yer pa." His smile fell when Crowley mentioned the
leviathan. "Ah aye I've eard' of those beasts, alright well I am goin' ta check
er' over."

Crowley watched closely as the doctor checked her heart, lungs, stomach, and
temperature. Quill shook his head at her temperature, "She is too hot. I am
going ta have ta get er' put in a ice bath." Crowley stiffened at this but
nodded his head, he knew the doctor knew what he was doing. The nurses came in
and filled the tub in the next room with cold water and poured buckets of ice
in it. Lexi was in and out of consciousness now making him worry. Quill stepped
out of the room so that he could get Lexi undressed and into the cold bath.
When he lifted her into his arms and made his way over into the bathroom Lexi
saw the ice bath and began to panic, "NO! NO!" She kicked and squirmed in his
hold and held onto him with all her might, "Lexi stop you have to get in the
bath...." "NOOO!" Leaning down to put her in the tub she held onto his neck,
"NO!" She cried into his neck, thinking he knew there was only one way she was
getting in the tub and groaned.

Shuffling of his clothes he left his boxers on as he stepped into the freezing
water. Lexi was still clinging to him and shaking violently, "Calm down, it's
alright, look I'm getting in with you." He huffed and tensed as he lowered them
down into the ice water. "Fuck!" He still had to hold Lexi tight to him when
her body touched the water. She cried and shook as he held her in the water.
After a while he saw her shaking but sleeping, most of the ice had melted now.
A nurse walked in and went to her, Taking her temperature she told him they
could get out. Stepping out of the tub he quickly wrapped her in a towel, he
didn't know wither it was him or her shaking by now, he was so cold but he
could wait. Laying her on the bed he covered her in a thin sheet before putting
his clothes back on. He was still shaking when Quill came back in. "Should I be
worried about ya gettin' hypothermia now as well?" Crowley shook his head, "It
was the only..way.. she would..ge..get in." Quill smirked before throwing a
blanket over his shoulders, "Well yer lips are blue so cover up."Looking back
to Lexi Quill started an IV on her and then left the room, telling Crowley he
would be back to check on her soon.
***** Ch 33 Birthday *****
Lexi had slowly gotten better with the toxins leaving her body. Quill had kept
her pumped full of antibiotics and Motrin to stop her fevers. They had been
told that Bobby had been killed by Dick making Lexi sad, Crowley knew he was
her friend. Luckily he had got to move her to their room in the castle when she
was almost better. Quill had guessed that like the vampires, the stuff in the
food would kill lycans. He had told Crowley he thought it was because she was
half elf that it only made her sick not killed her.

He had only left her side for minutes at a time or when she was sleeping, he
had found out that Castiel was back sort of and Meg was helping them and that
they had found a way to kill Dick. There was a certain spell to be used and
that they needed his blood to perform the spell. It wasn't but later that day
that he was summoned and trapped by Dick Roman himself to discuss a deal. Dick
had know about the spell and told Crowley that if he gave the Winchesters the
wrong blood that he could have Canada when they took over. It had taken them
all night to work through the agreement making him apprehensive, he did not
like being away from Lexi for that long. Especially with her Birthday being the
next day. In turn he had given the Winchesters his blood and had also found out
about Dick having the prophet Kevin Tran.

When he had given them his blood he went to quickly retrieve Lexi's gift before
going back to Giraldus. Lexi was asleep when he walked into their room. Smiling
he went to her bed and placed the small creature by her side. Feeling something
move by her stomach Lexi woke up to see her mate and smiled at him before
feeling it again and looking down. When she saw what was by her side she gave a
big smile. It was a small Hell hound puppy, it's fur was black with patches of
red matching it's eyes and the big bow tied around it's neck. "Happy Birthday
my luv." Lexi lifted the pup into her arms and cuddled it, "Aw she's so cute,
thank you Fergus." Crowley chuckled at this, "She is a hell hound she is not
supposed to be cute." Lexi gave him a look, "She is adorable aren't ya
Juliet..." Kicking off his shoes he crawled in bed beside her, "Juliet, you are
naming a killing machine after a girl from Shakespear?" Lexi giggled at this,
"Well if ya think about it, she started a huge family war causing people to
die." Crowley raised his brows at this, "Touche'."

He smiled and watched as the pup nuzzled and licked at Lexi making her laugh
and giggle. "Now ya need to call Growley ere' so e' can met er'." He gave a
chuckle as he snapped his fingers summoning the larger hound. "At seeing Lexi
he ran over but stopped when he saw the pup in her lap. Crowley couldn't help
but give a laugh at his hound, "I don't think he knows what to think about his
new competition. They both watched as the male sniffed at the female pup. Lexi
patted on the bed and Growley jumped up to lay beside his master and mistress.
When he was on the bed Lexi and Crowley laughed as Juliet went to walk over to
Growley only for him to get up and go behind Crowley. "Come on now mate, are
you afraid of a little pup." Crowley said making Growley look at him and then
go lay on the bed. As soon as he layed down Juliet was climbing on him, pawing
at his face. "Growley ya be nice. She just likes ya." Growley gave a huff when
the pup began licking at his snout and nose.

After a while Crowley looked to the hounds who had grown closer, "Growley go
show Juliet around hell, you watch over her now, don't let nothing happen to
her, got it?" The male barked and then disappeared with Juliet. "Will they be
alright?" Crowley laughed at his wife's innocents, "Oh yes luv, I think our
Growley already sees Juliet as his mate. Hell hounds mate for life darling, he
will not let anything happen to her, males are very protective of their mates."
Lexi smiled at this, all in all she had found hell hounds to be a lot like
them. Leaning forward Crowley smelled at his own mate, she smelled better, he
could tell she wasn't sick anymore and smiled. He had not mated her since she
got sick in fear of hurting her but now he needed her bad.

Lexi licked at his neck when he came closer to her making him give a approving
growl. Pulling his old tunic over her head he saw she was naked underneath and
gave a low growl. Kneeling in front of her bent knees he grabbed the back of
her thighs and pulled her down to lay on her back before him.
Undoing his shirt and tie he lowered himself to hover above her on his
forearms. Sucking her nipple into his mouth she whimpered and arched her back.
Running his hand down her side he moved his mouth up her neck to her mouth.
Pushing his lips to hers he licked at her bottom lip making her open her mouth
to him. He rolled his tongue in and out of her mouth, shoving in deep in her
throat as her noises picked up. She was whining now, she tugged on her hands
that had held down by her head. Smirking he released her hands and felt as they
rubbed their way down his chest and abdomen to his belt buckle. Lexi quickly
undid his belt and pants and reached her hands into his boxers. Grabbing his
member he unintentionally bucked his hips in her hand and groaned. Quickly
leaning up he kicked off his remaining clothes and layed back on top of her. He
moaned as she pumped his cock and fondle his balls with her hand.
Rolling over he pulled Lexi on top of him and held her to him. He continue to
suck at her neck and mouth, biting marks into her pale skin.
When he pulled his mouth back and went to create another mark she leaned up and
crawled down his body. He watched curiously as she went down to his cock and
wrapped her mouth around him. He couldn't help but thrown his head back as she
took him in her mouth. "Ahh... bloody hell luv." Lexi grinned at this and
continued to suck on his member. Holding her breath she took him deep, feeling
his length slide down deep into her throat. "Fuck!" It always surprised Crowley
when she did that, he never thought it to be possible, she was so tiny and he
was very well endowed, he didn't think he could fit in her small throat. "Holy
hell darling." Lexi smiled as she let his length slowly slide back out before
going back down. She did this over and over again, hollowing out her cheeks to
suck hard on him. When she felt him tense he tried to get her to stop pulled on
her arms but she just grined and took him again deep in her throat, forcing him
to climax hard. "God! AH!" he growled as he bucked his hips, petting her head.
When he was done he looked down to her, "Ya going to be a good gurl and swallow
daddy's load." He bit his lip as he watched her drink down his seed. "Good
gurl."

Rolling them back over he then went to please her while he regained his energy.
Lexi was surprised when he went to lay between her legs. She watched as he
smirked before throwing her legs over his shoulders and licking up her slit.
"Mmmm, my little lamb is already wet from sucking daddy's cock." She was
dripping and he just smiled before lapping it up. She tasted so good to him,
like ambrosia. She moaned as he licked at her clit, sliding his tongue into her
hole. "Ahh." "That's a good gurl scream for me." To emphasize this he slide a
finger into her hole making her scream his name. He continued this for some
time, he was pumping three fingers into her while sucking her clit. He felt her
muscles milk his fingers and grinned as he curled them upwards sending her into
a hard orgasm.

Flipping her over he knelled behind her and lifted her hips to make her balance
on her knees with her face flat on the bed. Smacking her ass he grabbed his
cock and ran it between her folds, coating himself in her slick before shoving
into her. Lexi screamed as she was filled, Grabbing her hips he held onto her
as he pounded his hips into her ass. Fisting his hands in her backside he
looked down and watched as his cock disappeared into her.
"Ahh...Fergus." Smiling he sped up to a inhuman speed. He fucked her fast and
hard and it was no time till she was screaming into the mattress. Feeling her
tighten around him he shoved in deep and cummed, filling her with his seed. He
groaned as he climaxed, holding her hips tightly, enough to bruise. "Good gurl,
ahh such a good omega." When he was done he pulled out with a wet pop and layed
them both down on the bed. Lexi layed on her stomach with him partially over
her. He pulled the covers over them and they both drifted off to sleep.

The next day Crowley again had to leave Lexi. The hardy boys were going to kill
Dick today. He got there just after Dean and Castiel had been sent to purgatory
with Dick. He informed the youngest Winchester that he had the prophet Kevin
and that he also had the angel tablet. "You got what you wanted – Dick's dead,
saved the world. So I want one little prophet. Sorry, moose. Wish I could help.
You certainly got a lot on your plate right now. It looks like you are well and
truly... on your own." Crowley told him before disappearing. He got his demons
to take Kevin away and went to pick up Lexi for lunch.
***** Ch 34 evil feelings and the change *****
Things had been going good for a little bit Crowley had been told by Kevin
there was another tablet a demon tablet. Forcing him to read it the boy had
told him that there was a way to open the gates of hell to let every demon into
earth. Keeping him in a room with two demons to watch over him Crowley stays in
contact with his men through a cell phone while Kevin casts the spell, however,
Kevin betrayed him and cast a different spell, this one to destroy demons and
he escaped with the tablet. Crowley was furious, he instantly sent out demons
to hunt the boy down.
Going home he looked to see Lexi not on the bed where he left her listening he
heard the sound of the shower. Stopping into the bathroom he quickly removed
his clothing and got into the shower with her. "Fergus? Ya startled me luv."
She giggled and smiled at him but cocked her head when she saw his stern face,
"What's wrong?" Making his way over to her he grabbed her hips and turned her
around. Pressing her up against the shower wall he pinned her and pressed his
front to her back. "Fergus what.." "Hush." he growled to her as he took his
length in his hand and rubbed it over her slit.

Growling deep he felt a gush of slick cover his hand and cock. Spreading it
upward he lubed her up before beginning to enter her ass, "Fergus no.."
Covering her mouth with his other hand he pushed in, grunting at her tightness.
Lexi was screaming around his hand. Attempting to push on him with her hands he
grabbed them in one of his own before holding them above her head. Waiting he
let her adjust before pulling out and thrusting back in. He rutted her with
vigor, slamming his hips into her backside. Moving his hand down to her throat
he held her still.
She was panting and whimpering with each thrust. Crowley was growling and
grunting with every pump he made, feeling his climax coming he nudged her hair
out of his way with his nose. Moving his hand holding hers down he rubbed at
her clit forcing her to her orgasm. She screamed and moaned, pushing in deep he
bit her neck. With his teeth breaking skin, he tasted blood in his mouth.
Claiming her body he filled her ass with his load, moaning around his hold on
her neck.

Feeling the demon back away he heard Lexi sobbing quietly. Unlocking his jaws
he puled back to see a very angry looking bite mark on her neck, dark and
flowing with blood. Looking at her he realized what he had done and felt a knot
in his throat. He slowly slide out of her and felt her tremble, letting go of
her throat he rubbed his hands down her sides, "Lexi.." she didn't say anything
or even look at him as she limped out of the shower.
Looking down at the blood running down the drain he stumbled backwards to rest
against the black stone. "What had he done." Feeling his anger again at hurting
his mate he balled up his fist and punched at the wall, breaking the stone to
pieces. He could still taste her blood in his mouth and throat and it made him
sick. She had not done anything, had welcomed him home with a smile like she
did everyday an he had what... rapped her. He remembered her telling him no and
he didn't stop, he knew he was hurting her but he couldn't stop, couldn't stop
the demon. Sliding down he sat on the stone floor of the shower and cried, what
had he done...

When he had stepped out of the shower he tied a towel around his waist and
walked over to the sink. Looking up at his reflection he felt nothing but
disgust. He brushed his teeth and finished drying off before going into the
bedroom. He looked up to see Lexi laying on the bed with Juliet laying beside
her where he normally slept and Growley laying at the end of the bed. The male
hound met his eyes as entered the room. Seeing it was him he layed his head
back down, the male was very protective over his mistress and mate. Juliet had
grown fast like all hell hounds, she was now almost full grown. Crowley knew
his hound was excited about that, when she was full grown he would be able to
mate her, for now he only watched over the female much like he had Lexi when
they were young. Crowley had been ready to mate her when he was fifteen but
Lexi was only ten at the time, so he waited.

Walking over to the closet he reached in one of the drawers and pulled out a
pair of burgundy pajama pants and slid them on, he didn't think Lexi would want
to see him nude right now... or any time soon. Taking a deep breath he made the
walk of shame over to the large bed. Juliet moved when she saw her master
coming over and her and Growley went to lay beside the fire. Looking down at
his small omega he again felt the knot in his throat. Her neck was red and
swollen, her body shaking and around her eyes were red and puffy. Closing his
eyes he snapped his fingers and made some medical supplies appear.
Sitting on the bed he saw her snap awake, "Shh, it's alright luv. Here take
this it will help with the pain... I caused you. I am so sorry Lexi. I...I
understand if you hate me and I couldn't blame ya...I." He didn't even realize
he was crying again until Lexi reached up and brushed away his tears. Leaning
up slowly through the pain in her shoulder she hugged him. "Fergus Rodrick
Macleod don't ya ever think for one second that I could ever ate' ya." Crowley
couldn't help his tears from falling. No one ever loved him except for Lexi,
she had always been there for him and he her. She was all he had, she was his
only family. She continued to love him even when he hurt her and he made
mistakes, she was there telling him it was okay.

They held each other for a while, Crowley had sobbed into her neck and she just
nuzzled him and kept telling him it was alright. After he had helped her take
the medicine and bandaged her neck and shoulder they layed in bed under the
covers. Lexi layed with her head on his chest and her legs tangled in with his.
They talked about old times, sharing memories and smiles and just as Lexi was
drifting off Crowley heard her soft voice, "Fergus?" "Yes my love?" "Can ya
sing ta me?" He smiled and then started the soft song,

Through a market, I wandered an' I prayed
That I'd find me a woman I might marry some day.
Well, I never dreamed when I prayed that prayer
That the woman I longed for was standin' there.
When she eld' me in er' arms that night,
I held er' close, an' I held er' tight.
And I swore that day forth, I'd love er' all of me life.
When she held me in er' arms that night.
She smelled of the sweetest lilac skin.
An' I admit it now it drew me in
Oh, her voice cast a spell I could not disobey.
Every word was a river that swept me away.
Oh, the market became a more beautiful place:
The flowers more fragrant, an' the clothing all lace.
An' er' eyes, oh, er' eyes! They begged me to stay
An' all these years later, I've not regretted a day.

By the time Crowley had finished the song Lexi was fast asleep in his arms, her
breaths were deep and she was smiling slightly. He kissed the top of her head
and whispered to her right before he fell asleep, "I love ya lass, I truly do."

Well the time had come that the couple had been looking forward to but also
dreading. The blood red moon was only two days away. All lycans changed during
a blood red moon, they only happened once every fifty years and they had never
been through one together. Crowley had currently been busy looking for Kevin
and the tablet. Every time he got close it turned up to be nothing and it was
making him frustrated. Now he had to worry about this, he was nervous. He had
not transformed into his wolf since before he died and Lexi had only turned
once in her life, he had never been around her in her wolf form. He was worried
how his wolf was going to react around her, how the alpha would treat his omega
female. Not to mention that Lexi would be in heat for the first two days of the
week long change.

Lexi walked in to see the king of the damned sitting on his throne with his
chin in his hand. He was looking off telling her he was worried. "Fergus?..."
Hearing her soft voice he snapped out of his trance to look at her and smile,
"Come here my luv." Holding his arms out for her she climbed up into his lap
and nuzzled her nose into his neck.
Wrapping his arms around her he breathed in her scent and sighed, her scent
always calmed him. "What do you say we go out tonight?" She was busy playing
with the tuffs of his hair on the back of his neck and then started to message
the back of his neck and shoulders, "Where do ya want ta go?" Crowley purred
when she rubbed his tense muscles, "mmm dove ya better stop or your going to
put me to sleep. Come lets go get ready."

Surprising her Crowley had picked out a pair of black skinny jeans, a red
blouse and a leather jacket for her with black boots. His own outfit looked
about the same he was dressed in a pair of dark jeans, black t-shirt and a
leather jacket. Pulling her to him he snapped his fingers and they were in a
large city. Looking around Lexi smiled "Where are we?" Taking her hand he led
her to a bike. Lexi raised her brows when she saw the bike and looked to her
husband. "I figured I would give you the proper tour of Los Angeles."
Smiling at her he put a helmet on her head and then his own before straddling
the black Harley. Lexi sat on behind him and wrapped her arms around his
abdomen. Smirking he kicked the bike into a start making Lexi jump at the loud
engine. Lifting his feet he drove off. They had went around the city, Crowley
had shown her many things and then they ate at a place called the hard rock
cafe'.

Over the next two days Crowley had gotten everything ready before the week long
change. On the day of the blood red moon they were in Giraldus, Lucius had
pulled Crowley to the side. "Fergus, I know yer worried about tonight, but it
will be alright. There is a cave about three leagues west, it is away from
where everyone normally stays. Take Lexi there, it is igher' up in the
mountains so other alpha's won't catch er' scent as bad. I will try ta keep
most away as best I can. Make sure she gets enough to eat before tonight.
Everythin' will be fine...trust yer alpha." Crowley nodded to the alpha
thanking him and quickly went to get him and Lexi some breakfast. He filled
their trays with tons of food and some juice before going back to their room.
Lexi had begun to feel the pains of her heat and was not up for moving to much.

Forcing her to eat a lot of the food he left her to sleep while he packed their
bags. Most wolves changed back to their human form in the woods when the week
was up. He did not want his Lexi walking back to the castle naked. He packed
them both a change of clothes and some bread just in case along with a blanket
and his knife. Looking to the clock he saw it was already 4:47, "Fuck." he
cursed as he realized there was only a few hours left. They would change
somewhere around seven and he wanted to start his way to the cave Lucius had
told him about before they changed, that way it would be harder for anyone to
find her scent.

Walking to Lexi he shook her arm to wake her. "Come luv, lets take a quick
shower before we leave." Hearing her grumble at having to move he stripped her
of her clothing and then himself before caring her to the shower. He washed
them both, attempting to get as much as their scents off as possible. When they
were both clean he went and dried her off before dressing her in a pair of
black pants and a black long sleeve shirt. Glancing at the clock he saw it was
5:38. So quickly dressing himself he grabbed his old cloak and picked Lexi up
into his arms, throwing the bag over his shoulder on the way out.

Making his way out of the castle and into the stables he hears someone calling
his name. "Fergus!" Looking back he sees Yamish calling his name. "Fergus ...
look when Lexi is out of eat' come find me alright. Most of the time our wee
group angs' out by the river." Crowley nods to him "Will do, here hold her real
quick." he says placing Lexi in Yamish's arms so he can tie the bag to the
horse and get it ready. When he is done he gets onto the horse, it had been a
long time since he had rode a horse and was unstable at first but then it
slowly came back. Holding his arms out for Lexi, Yamish gives her back to her
husband. He arranges her to sit sideways in front of him with her head leaning
against his chest, wrapping his cloak around the both of them. "Be careful."
Yamish tells him, Crowley nods to him "You to. See you in a couple of days."
And with a light kick to the horse they were off.

By 6:45 he and Lexi were close to their destination, only about a league or so
away. Lexi was whimpering now, with only minutes to the change even he himself
could feel his body adjusting to the wolf. The horse knew as well, he had begun
to jump and throw a fit, he knew they could no longer ride him, he did not want
it bucking them. Dismounting the horse Crowley lifted Lexi and the bag into his
arms. With them off Crowley gave the beast a swift slap to the back and watched
as it took off back towards the castle.
Moving onward Crowley had noticed it had begun to snow and now worried more. He
had only gotten a little way more before he groaned in pain, the change sending
him to his knees. Placing Lexi on the ground he quickly covered her in his
cloak. He was changing he could feel it coming. Quickly removing his shoes, he
shoved them in the bag.

Lexi was whimpering loudly now. He knew the change would hurt her more, alphas
could change at will along with most betas but omegas couldn't. Feeling another
wave of pain hit he crouched over her, "Shh it.. it will be alright luv." He
groaned through gritted teeth, attempting to sooth her as much as he could. He
groaned loudly and clinched his fists as he felt his bones break and reset.
Clothes tore as his body grew to the size of a bear. Black fur sprouted out
covering his body and his nose grew out to a snout with long sharp teeth.
Taking a deep breath he opened his eyes. The first thing he saw was his two
black paws then his head moved down. He was still on top of Lexi and she was
now screaming in pain. "AHH!! Fergus it urts'! Make it stop. Please!" He gave a
whimper as she begged him to help her. Looking at her face he saw tears running
down her cheeks into the snow.

Instantly the wolf pushed the fur cloak aside and layed on top of her. Warming
her with his own body. He whimpered and licked at her, soothing her as best he
could. Sucking in air as he heard her bones break and reset. She screamed in
agony for it to be over, Crowley held her tight and purred to her. Warming her
with his fur as her clothes ripped away leaving her bare in the snow. He
watched as her body reformed, watched as she grew long red and white fur over
her skin. Hearing her screams turn to slight whimpers he licked at her snout.
After a few minutes her eyes fluttered open to reveal the same ones she had as
a human, they were cold blue with the gold rings around her pupils.
"Fe...Fergus?" he heard her voice whisper lightly in his mind. "I'm here luv,
I'm here." He purred to her continuing to lick at her snout and lips. When she
turned her head to look at him he smiled as best he could in his wolf form
before laying his head on top of hers.

They layed there like this for a short while until Crowley's head went up, his
ears moving slightly. Lexi watched him closely before he jumped up off of her.
He still stood over her while he continued to listen. Then Lexi heard it too...
howls, other wolves were turning and they were about a league away from them.
Crowley nudged her to stand and he picked up their things in his mouth and
turned back to his mate. She was still a lot smaller than him, about the size
of a doe, but she was pretty. Crowley gave a pleased growl as he looked at her.
She had a long coat of red and white fur and her eyes stuck out beautifully
against it. Trotting back over to her he stopped he could smell her heat
strongly and growled. The sound instantly making Lexi curl in and lower herself
to the ground. It took all he had not to mate her that second but he needed to
get them to the cave. So shaking himself he went over and nudged her back up.
"Luv grab the cloak and come on we have to go now." Doing as her alpha commands
she follows him in a run towards their cave.

When they arrive Crowley huffs to her to let him go in first. Walking around he
assures the cave is empty and barks to Lexi to come in. When she come in he
grabs the cloak from her and throws it to the ground in the corner of the cave.
Barking to her to lay down he watches as she does as she is told. Laying down
on her stomach with her head laying flat on the cloak she looked up at him with
pleading eyes. Taking the hint he slowly walks up to her, sniffing at her and
giving her a light lick to her cheek. Going behind her he mounts her.

The two days of her heat passed like this, Crowley mated her. He had been a
true alpha, holding her down beneath him growling when she went to move but
still soothing her after every rut. When her heat was over Crowley felt her
sleeping under him once again. She would be tired and sore for the next day,
but he knew she would also be ready to play and run. When his knot was deflated
he eased out of her slowly hearing her whimper. Licking at her he left the cave
to go find them both something to eat.

Staying close by the cave he caught the scent of a rabbit and followed it.
Moving slowly behind it he stopped when he saw the little creature in front of
him hopping in the snow. About to pounce the hare heard him and bolted, running
after it he made sharp turns and finally caught it, biting down on the animals
neck to kill it quickly. Taking it back to the cave he saw Lexi was still
sleeping and so he went to work skinning the animal with his teeth, he knew she
would not eat it with fur on it. She soon smelled the fresh meat and woke up,
Crowley saw her laying on the fur cloak looking at him. Carrying the piece of
meat to her he laid it in front of her and waited for her to start eating.

After a few minutes she did nothing only nudged it towards him, he growled and
pushed it back to her . Going to lay beside her on the fur he layed his head
down and waited for her to eat. Growling at her again she got the point and
began to naw on the meat. After a few minutes she had ate half of the rabbit
and then layed her head down so he would eat. Giving a huff he ate the
remaining half.
After the mates had eaten Crowley looked to Lexi, she had blood on her mouth
and he let out an amused huff before setting to work licking her clean. Lexi
protested at first but he just threw a paw over her shoulder to still her. When
she was clean he stood, nudging her side for her to join him. They gathered
their things before leaving to go find their friends. Lexi was still sore so
Crowley sat a slow pace nuzzling her cheek.
***** Ch 35 Rodge advances *****
Within a few hours they had returned back to the castle grounds, going to the
river Crowley quickly found Yamish's sent. They were edging the river when he
saw the others up ahead. Arriving at the group Yamish was the first to pounce
on Lexi knocking her to the ground and making her yelp in pain. Crowley gave a
slight snap at first but then saw him nuzzle and whimper to her, apologizing.
Helping her up he looked up to see Lucius, Johnny, Dis, Bard, Novak, Missy, and
little Sarah all lounging around.
The little pup went to go run over to them but was stopped by her father
picking her up by the scruff of her neck and handing her to her mother. Crowley
layed there stuff in the pile with the others bags before going to lay beside
Lexi and Yamish who were currently rolling around fighting. All of the wolves
had a dark brown coat except for Yamish who shared his cousins red coat.

Lucius shook his head and let out a huff as he watched the two royal lycans
brawl. Crowley made sure to watch carefully as they rolled around, most of the
time Yamish would get the upper hand being larger than Lexi but every once and
a while Lexi would get a hold of his hind leg, biting down on it and earning a
small yelp of her own from her little cousin. When he saw things were getting a
little too rough Crowley leaned over and pulled Lexi to him by the scruff of
her neck, laying his head over her neck to show her that was enough. Yamish on
the other hand was not done and instead made it a game of smacking Lexi with
his tail or nipping at her paws. She would try to play as much as possible with
Crowley laying on her, but it was hard.

When Crowley was almost asleep he felt his mate attempting to get away and woke
up. Giving her a small growl he heard her whimper and sighed she was thirsty,
Yamish jumped up and nudged Lexi. Crowley got the point, taking his head off of
her, she licked at his cheek before running off with Yamish, Novak, Missy and
Bard. Crowley slowly laid his head back down and went off to sleep with the
rest of them.

Waking up he saw that only Lucius was left of their little group. Standing up
and stretching he looked around, it was mid day and they still were not back.
Waking Lucius the two alphas went in search of their pack. It wasn't long
before they found them, the lycans were strode out in a small opening beside
the river. Novak was wrestling in the snow with Bard and Johnny, Yamish had
apparently found himself a new female to bother, a young beta by the looks of
it, she had a light brown coat. Missy and Dis were laying in the snow by each
other, just lounging about like most females do.
Looking around he did not see Lexi at first until he looked over a little ways,
she was playing with Sarah, letting the pup climb on her and bite at her ears.
Lucius gave a small huff of laughter before making his way over in another
direction, most likely to go check on the other lycans.

Crowley slowly made his way over to his mate and niece of sorts. Deciding to
sneak up on them he crouched down and crawled over to the two. When he was
close enough he pounced, landing on top of Lexi. Sarah gave a cheerful bark as
Lexi yelped out of surprise. Crowley bite on her ear shaking his head a little,
Lexi rolled over under him and began to bite at his neck and ears as well.
Sarah thought it was all a great fun so she joined in and went to her aunt's
defense, climbing on Crowley and biting at his neck, giving him small growls.
The little group played some more before Dis came over and picked her daughter
up into her mouth, caring her away to go nap, much to the pups disappointment.

When it was just the two of them Crowley began to lick at her fur, grooming
her, and just showing her affection. Lexi liked the attention and curled up
under him, with her belly up. When he was done he went to pull away but was
stopped by her biting at his snout, he enjoyed his omega's playful nature and
decided to play along for a time. When they had had enough they just layed
curled up against one another. Wolves are not a very active race, the seem to
just enjoy playing and sleeping. One thing that they also love to do is hunt,
with a howl from Crowley the group assembled to go hunt. Dis and Missy stayed
back, Dis had to watch over Sarah who was too young to keep up with the pack on
a hunt and most had found out by now that Missy was with child. Their husbands
would bring them back something to eat, he knew Lexi would not want to stay
with the other females. In a way he could understand they were mothers and had
much to talk about but she did not. He did not want her saddened by the thought
of her never being a mother so he nudged her to come with him.

The pack had found a heard of moose in a field and were now circling in on
them, Crowley had made sure to keep Lexi by his side. When he gave the signal
they attacked. The other males kept to the sides while Crowley went for the
kill, after Crowley, Johnny and Bard took down the first one Lexi, Yamish and
Novak went for the second one. They had almost caught up to it when they were
sideswiped by other lycans. Crowley and the two others looked up when they
heard the commotion, up ahead Crowley saw as three other males attempted to
take his packs kill. What he didn't know was that Lexi was not having it and
snapped at them. The other males did not like this and went to attack her,
Yamish and Novak were instantly protecting their queen and friend.

Forgetting about their kill Crowley, Johnny and Bard left to go help the
others. When they got closer they saw others had joined in and were attacking
them. Sensing danger Crowley barked for Lexi to run shoving her off into
another direction. There were more than ten lycans now all fighting, he knew
everyone was more on edge, more animistic while during the blood red moon but
something told him this went deeper.
Looking around he spotted the reason... Rodge. This was his little group he had
started this, no doubt on purpose, he had had it out for him ever since that
night at the pub. Moving to go attack the rival alpha Rodge saw him coming and
barked out a command, two other wolves were quickly attacking Crowley. With a
howl he watched as Rodge looked over to see Lexi running away like Crowley had
told her. Crowley snarled as the other alpha ran after his mate.

Hearing a loud howl they all looked to see Lucius arriving at the fight. The
oldest alpha charged in ripping one of the lycans off of Crowley. With only one
left it was easy for him to take the other lycan. Crowley bit down on his neck
and threw him to the ground, making the younger and smaller wolf yelp and limp
away with his tail between his legs. When he was clear Crowley bolted after his
mate and that alpha, he was going to settle this once and all.

It wasn't long before he found them and when he did he had never felt so much
anger in all his life. Rodge was on top of Lexi biting her neck and snout
making her yelp and whimper in pain. His little omega was fighting back as much
as she could, she was snapping at him and snarling but he didn't stop, he was
trying to mount her, he was trying to mate her. With a roar Crowley tackled the
alpha to the ground. No longer trying to settle this peacefully Crowley was
going to kill him. Rodge was also a alpha and would fight for his chance to
claim the omega, to mate Lexi. The two alphas as big as bears wrestled in the
snow, both trying to kill the other one, and claim the prize.
Crowley bit at any flesh he could shaking his head back and forth to rip flesh
from bone. Rodge yelped and in return sunk his teeth into Crowley's hind leg,
tearing away muscle. He threw him away a bit into a tree.

Lexi watched in horror as the two males fought. She tensed when she saw her
love get thrown and on instinct attacked. Sinking her teeth into the side on
Rodge's face puncturing his eye in the process. Rodge yelped as his eye was
destroyed and bucked Lexi into a bolder causing her to release her hold on him.
Knowing her mistake it was too late as Rodge bite down on neck hard, she
couldn't breath, he was crushing her windpipe. Out of breath she blacked out.
Coming back to his senses Crowley looked and felt his heart stop as Rodge bit
Lexi's throat and she went limp in his hold. When he was done Rodge tossed Lexi
to the side like a piece of meat, landing in the snow she didn't move, she
didn't make a sound. Then Crowley went wild, charging at the alpha he clamped
down on the back of his neck and pulled him to the ground. Shaking and tearing
he felt as the alpha's skin ripped from his body. He would not stop, Crowley
tore the alpha to pieces, blood covered the snow and there were pieces of him
everywhere.

When the rest of the lycans arrived at the scene they saw Crowley finally
release the remains of Rodge out of his jaws, dropping the corpse to the
ground. Crowley slowly made his way over to Lexi, she wasn't moving. He layed
by her body and whimpered as he nudged her face, watching as it just rolled
back to the snow. Crowley could not stop the tears from rolling down his cheek,
the small cries and sad howls that left his throat. Covering her body with his
own he sobbed, He pushed her head up to open her windpipe and then licked at
her face. She was covered in cuts and scratches, both of their fur drenched in
blood. Nuzzling her he continued to lap at her snout, forcing her mouth open he
heard a gasp as she sucked in air. Crowley's ears perked up at this, she was
alive.

He purred to her and licked at any part of her he could coaxing her to wake
up.... and after a few moments he could breath again. He watched as blue eyes
fluttered open to look into his own. "Lexi?" He called out to her making her
lick lightly at his nose. "I'm sorry...." he heard her voice ring in his head,
it was very weak sounding. "No luv, you did nothing don't be sorry. I'm sorry I
didn't protect you better." Crowley said looking down in shame. Lexi just
slowly moved her head on lay on his paws licking at him, "Ya did Fergus... I'm
alive, without ya who knows what he would ave' done. I luv ya."

Laying his head gently beside hers he licked at her, "I luv you to darling,
more than you will ever know." Seeing the couple together the others left them
alone to go deal with the others. Only Lucius was left, walking over to the
mates he looked over both of their wounds. Crowley had a deep tear on his top
hind leg and both were littered with bites and scratches. Looking over to the
remains of Rodge he felt his own anger rise, never did he think him to do
something like this. There was definitely going to be a lot of others to get
mad over his death, he was a well known man. Nudging Crowley gently, he slowly
and no doubt painfully looked to him. Nodding towards the river he finally made
him understand and watched as the young alpha stood on shaking legs.

Crowley tried as hard as he could to look unfazed and strong for his love but
was failing miserably. When he was fully up he leaned down to help nudge her
up, but Lexi was weak and in a lot of pain. Lucius and Crowley both watched as
she tried to get up and fell back to the ground with a whine. Leaning down
Crowley nuzzled his mate and whimpered. Knowing they both were in extreme pain,
even if Crowley was trying to hide it, they would not make it to the castle.
Lucius knew what he had to do, nudging Crowley to lay back down beside his mate
he looked to them both before taking off.

Only stopping to go tell the other males to go back to Crowley and Lexi Lucius
quickly ran back to the castle. Pushing open the doors he ran up to the library
to where he hopped Magnus was. Thankfully he was right. Magnus was startled
when Lucius came busting through the door. "Lucius what is it?" Magnus said
knowing the wolf to be his friend. Lucius quickly bit the front of Magnus's
robe and began to pull him in the way of the door. Magnus gave a look but
followed him out to the stables. Glad for the fact Magnus had known him for so
long it was easy to tell the wizard to get the carriage and some horses. With
Lucius leading him, he rode the carriage to where ever the old lycan was
leading him.

When they got to the clearing Magnus was imminently out of the carriage and by
his friends side. The scene look like one from a horror movie, with blood and
body parts everywhere. There was the pack of lycans desperately trying to aid
their friends. Lucius now saw that Lexi had become unconscious and it was
taking all Crowley could to stay awake as well. He knew the only reason the
young king had not passed out as well was because of his worry for his mate.
"My God Lucius what happened?" Magnus asked rubbing Lexi's head and looking
over the couple. Lucius just threw his head in the way of the corpse. "We have
to get them to the castle imminently." Magnus said looking at the pair.

Yamish was whimpering now, he was scared he was going to loose his family. In a
blink of a eye Magnus was throwing a blanket over the two. With quick words
from Magnus everyone watched as the two wolves turned back into their human
form. Without the fur to hide their flesh their wounds showed clearly now.
Crowley had lost consciousness now, he no longer had the energy to stay awake.
Both were loosing blood fast and needed medical attention quickly. "Lucius we
will get them to the infirmary go get Quill and bring him back to the castle at
once." Magnus told the lycan and watched as he bolted away.

With the two of them back human it was easy for Magnus to lay them in the back
of the carriage. The other lycans could just watch as their friends were taken
away, not knowing if they would make it.

Back at the castle they had layed the couple in separate rooms and Magnus had
hooked them both up to an IV and heart monitor. By the time he was done Quill,
Audria and Lucius came in, with a wave of his hand all were turned back into
their human selves. Handing them both just a simple kilt and dress to cover
themselves in. "Lucius what appened'?" Quill asked as he peeked into each room.
"Rodge an' a group of others attacked them, e' was tryin' to claim Lexi an'
Fergus an' im' got inta it. Fergus killed im'." All looked in shock as Lucius
informed them of the recent events.

Quill went and looked at each, deciding that Lexi was worse off he went to work
on her with the help of Audria a nurse, while Lucius and Magnus worked on
Crowley. In the end Crowley had torn a big chunk of his thigh away from the
bone, ripping his artery in the process he had lost over half of his blood.
They had sewn it back together and stitched up the rest of his gashes. He had
many broken ribs and a hairline fracture in his leg. Lucius knew he would be
healed in no time being a demon. As far as Lexi went Rodge had almost
completely crushed her windpipe and it was slowly suffocating her. Quill had
put a hose down her throat to help her breath until it was healed. She like
Crowley had many gashes and broken bones, including eight broken ribs and had
in turn torn a whole in her lung. They had successfully gotten both of them
stable and on very strong pain medicine.

Lucius had left to go tell the others what had happened and how their king and
queen was fairing. Leaving the rest of them to look after the young couple.
Magnus knew that when Crowley awakened he would want to see his wife and would
cause himself great harm trying to get to her so he stayed in the room with him
to wait for him to wake up. Quill had said he would keep an eye on Lexi, Magnus
and Lucius had asked him if he wished to be returned back into a lycan for the
remaining of the blood red moon but he declined, saying his place was here with
the wounded. Audria had went off to bed with dawn only an hour or so away.
***** Ch 36 tales *****
When Lucius returned he took Magnus's place watching over Crowley, he knew that
he had a better chance calming the alpha king's temper when he would be told
Lexi's condition. It was late into the next night when he awoke, not knowing
where he was Crowley began to feel around for his mate panicking when she was
not beside him nor in the same room as him. Lucius quickly woke when he heard
Crowley's heart monitor begin to beep faster. "Lexi!" He tried to scream but it
came out very dry sounding. Lucius had to hold him down when he tried to sit up
and began pulling on the cords hooked to him. "Fergus, Fergus stop lad, calm
down. It's alright." Lucius said holding down his shoulders, "Where's Lexi, I
want to see my Lexi!" Crowley shouted. Still thrashing.

Lucius could not blame the young man, he knew he was worried about his wife. He
was the same way with his wife, all those years ago. He was one of the few who
did not judge Crowley for the way he treated his mate, he was just as
controlling and possessive over his Mara, never letting his female out of his
sight. "Fergus ya ave' ta calm down. I will tell ya about Lexi but ya ave' ta
calm down." He made sure to keep his voice soft and calm to help ease the boy's
worry. Slowly he calmed enough that Lucius could stop holding him down, his
fists were still clinched and he was shaking slightly. "Where is Lexi? Is she
alright? I want to see her." Sitting down Lucius looked to him, "She is safe.
She is in the room right beside this one. Quill as' er' stable, he as' stitched
er' up an' as' put a hose down er' throat ta elp' er' breath...." "What! She
can't breath on her own?" He said with wide eyes. Lucius sighed at this,
"Fergus, Rodge almost completely crushed er' windpipe an' punctured her lung."

Hearing this Crowley began to go into shock, his heart rate rising and his
breathing becoming more rapid. "Is she in pain?" He choked out. Lucius shook
his head, "No Fergus she is asleep, we ave' er' on a high pain medicine the
same as yerself." he said gesturing to the his leg. Looking down Crowley slowly
lifted the covers to see his leg sewn together, it wasn't pretty, it didn't
hurt only felt uncomfortable. Looking up he met the older alpha's eyes, "I want
to see her. I want to see my mate." Lucius sighed but nodded. I will get a bed
set up in er' room fur ya. I will also get Magnus ta get ya something ta
eat..." "No, I'm not hungry."

Crowley was sitting in bed when a knock came to the door, "Yes." he said in a
voice filled with worry. The nurse Audria brought in a hot tub of water, rag
and soap before leaving. Crowley bathed himself letting out a loud groan when
he got to his wounds, bitting his lip he tasted blood in his mouth. When he was
done the water was left a redish color. About that time Lucius came back into
the room, "Alright lad I put ya a bed right beside ers'." Crowley nodded and
went to get up before he was stopped. "Oh no Fergus wait fur us ta elp' ya." He
was about to refuse before Audric and Quill made there way into the room. "Ya
try ta move like that again laddie an' I will put ya back ta sleep." Quill said
unhooking his IV for a short time. Helping him up Lucius held Crowley on one
side while Magnus held the other and they slowly limped with him into Lexi's
room. Lifting him onto the bed Quill quickly hooked his IV back up and all men
but Lucius left the room.

Crowley turned his head to look at his wife and felt all the blood leave his
face. She was sound asleep, hoses hooked all to her and bruises and cuts
covered her body. She looked so helpless to him, so small and fragile and...
broken. He felt as a tear ran down his face, reaching out he gently rubbed the
side of her face with his knuckles. "I'm so sorry Lexi." he said in a sob. "Ya
quit that boy. Ya know damn well she would not want ya ere' balmin' yerself."
Lucius said, "But it is. I didn't protect her..." Grabbing his shoulder with
bruising force Lucius forced him to look at him, "YA DID Fergus. She is alive
because of ya! Be grateful she will live. AYE, it will take time, but she will
eal'. Fergus ya listen ta me, ya did not fail as an alpha. Ya kept yer mate
alive, which is more than I ever did."
Not realizing what he just said Lucius closed his eyes and sat in the chair by
the bed.
"What?" Crowley said looking at the man in front of him. Lucius sighed and
rubbed his face. "I ave' not spoken of my mate in over five hundred years
Fergus. But I suppose if anyone should know it's ya. Mere she was yer fathers
sister. When Frazer turned yer father I begged im' ta turn er'. It took a lot
of convencin' but finally e' did it. She ated' me fur turnin' er' inta a
monster. She was only thirteen but yer pa ad' ta hold er' off a me, boy did she
get me good ta. I did everythin' I could ta get er' ta love me. Picked er'
flowers, ell' I even sang ta er'. Finally one day I gave up, thought she would
never truly want me.
Well one day I was walkin' by er' an' yer pa's hut an' eard er' screamin',
bustin' in the door I saw one of the other alphas tryin' ta rape er', she ad'
went inta eat'. Yer pa was out on a mission wit Frazer and Quill an' no one
knew she was an omega. Now I killed the lycan and she was in pain, ya
personally know ow' omegas are when there in eat'. She was beggin' fur me ta
elp er but I refused. I would not claim er' if she was not my mate. I made er a
hot bath an' two days later she was out of eat'. We grew closer after that, she
trusted me and respected me fur not takin' advantage of er'. One day I finally
asked yer pa fur er' and', we married a week later. We were married fur five
hundred an' eleven years, we lived in peace an' we even ad' two pups, yer
cousins, Falelan our oldest and Elise. Well one day a rival pack that ad'
broken off from us years ago came back, their leader Galdin thought e' would be
a better king than Frazer. We fought an' one night when we were sleepin' Galdin
broke inta our ouse'. He tied me ta a chair an killed my whole family. I failed
ta protect my mate an' pups. I didn't think yer pa would ever furgive me... but
e' did, e' dragged me away from their graves."

Crowley listened to the man who was his uncle tell his story. "How did you go
on?" " I elped' Frazer an yer pa massacre their pack. I don't think they ever
found all of Galdin's body. After that I begged yer pa ta kill me, I didn't see
a reason ta live anymore. But e' refused said Mere would never furgive im' if
e' killed me I hated im' fur it, I cursed im' ta the pits of hell, hit im', but
e' wouldn't budge just kept on telling me it was goin' ta be okay. So I live
on, waiting ta see them again... and I will one day and no doubt yer pa will be
there waitin' ta tell me 'I told ya so'. I elp' look after ya, just like I know
e' is elpin' ta look after my own pups so listen ta me when I say it will be
okay." Crowley didn't know what to say so he just looked at his own mate.
Lucius stood and gave him a pat to the shoulder "Trust me, goodnight lad." with
that Crowley watched the only other family he had leave.

Over the next three days Lexi had yet to wake up, Quill had told him it was
most likely the medicine. Crowley never left her side, by the end of first day
he was completely healed. Yamish had been by to visit them along with the rest
of their friends, all told him that it would be alright, but the longer Lexi
stayed unconscious the more he lost hope. He had bathed her, it was the one
thing he could do. Johnny had brought him some books to read and little Sarah
had one day dropped off one of her coloring books and crayons when he was
asleep. He had read to Lexi telling her stories that he knew she would love,
ones with dragons and romance.

Apparently when others had heard what Rodge did they were furious. He had hurt
their queen and king, had sunk as low as to try and rape Lexi. The images of
him trying to mount her and him hurting her hunted Crowley night and day.
Nightmares of him successfully claiming her pledged his dreams, he would have
to watch as the other alpha mated his wife, she would scream and sob for
Crowley to help her but he couldn't move. This had caused him to become more
aggressive and possessive over her, when someone would enter the room he would
snarl showing teeth. Growl when others touched his mate, all understood the
great kings distress and would not get too close when visiting them.

On one day in early December Crowley had been reading Lexi a book and stroking
her hand when he felt her squeeze his hand. It wasn't strong he barely felt it
but instantly dropped the book and looked to her. Her eyes were fluttering open
and she started to cough pulling at the hose down her throat."No no luv don't
try to talk, leave it be. It's alright my luv, shhh." He purred to her and
stroked her face as he saw her begin to cry, "QUILL!" Crowley shouted within a
few seconds the doctor ran into the room. "What is it ladd.... Lexi lassie no
don't move. Calm down lass." He began moving to her side to grabbing a needle
and a vile out of the drawer. Filling the syringe he ripped the sheet away from
her body stabbing her leg with the needle. "What is that!" Crowley demanded but
watched as his mate became still, her heart rate monitor going back to normal.
Pulling the needle out Quill held his hand over her leg messaging the area, "It
is a sedative, she was gon' inta cardiac arrest." "WHAT why?" "Lassie was
probably scared, I am goin' ta take the hose out an' see if she can breath on
er' own, that way when she wakes up in a couple of minutes she won't freak out
again." Crowley just looked to her and nodded.

Getting a nurse in the room to help him Quill told Crowley to look away, "Trust
me lad this is not pretty." Taking a deep breath he did as the doctor told him
to do. After a few seconds he heard as her heart monitor rise again and went to
look, "It's alright laddie, er' body is just not likin' bein' gagged." Quill
said stopping Crowley from looking. "Alright lad ya can look, er' breathin' is
normal so I think she will be fine. I will get the nurse ta bring er' some ice
cream fur when she wakes up, it will elp' with the soreness in er' throat, try
ta get er' ta eat it." Crowley nodded and watched the doctor leave.

Like Quill had said Lexi awoke in a mere minutes after he left. She was less
frantic with the tube out of her mouth. She had tried to talk but was to sore
to say anything. She cried and tried to nuzzle into Crowley as much as
possible, something was wrong he knew it, could feel it. When the nurse came in
Lexi jumped and tried to hide herself behind Crowley as much as possible. She
wouldn't even let the nurse take her temperature, Crowley himself had to pry
her away from his side to put the thermometer in her mouth. As soon as her
temperature was read she instantly burrowed herself back into him. "Lexi look
at me luv, what's wrong, you tell me what's wrong." Crowley told her in a
gentle but commanding voice. She didn't move just trembled and held onto him as
tight as she could.
***** Ch 37 Demon arising *****
Over the next few weeks Lexi had stayed by his side. She was always holding
onto him and would cry if he left her side. Crowley had asked her time and time
again what was wrong but she never answered. She was mostly healed but was
still very weak and needed help doing somethings. The couple now sat behind Sam
and Dean and two others at a auction. Lexi had not said much only held onto
Crowley and looked down, looking at his mate Crowley furrowed his brows. The
auction had went completely against Crowley's favor, Kevin's mother had offered
up her soul for the tablet and Kevin and won. Ultimately he had got the tablet
and learned that they planned to seal the gates of hell permanently. He was
unable to get Kevin but had warned the boy "I know we're not mates, Kevin, but
one word of advice... run. Run far and run fast. Cause the Winchesters
....well, they have a habit of using people up and watching them die bloody."
Before the Winchesters could do anything he had grabbed Lexi and teleported
them back home.

Things had only got more hectic from there, it had been a constant game of cat
and mouse. Both Crowley and he Winchesters wee trying to get a hold of Kevin
and the tablets. Crowley had captured the angle Samandiriel and was torturing
him to find out anything he could use. He had learned the name of future
prophets. Unfortunately none of them could translate the tablet so he kidnapped
Kevin again. With a bit more torturing he had got him to read the tablets,
learning that one, there are more word of God tablets and two, the gates really
can be sealed. He could not get much out of it until Castiel came and brought
the lumberjacks. He had went to smite Crowley but he quickly grabbed the tablet
and went to leave. But of course the bloody angel had intervened and broke the
tablet in half.

Now the king of hell sat at his desk fuming. He was pouring yet another glass
of Craig when Lexi came out of the bathroom. She looked at him and walked over
standing in front of him. "Fergus... what's wrong?" she asked innocently
looking at him with her big doe eyes. Crowley chuckled at this, but it wasn't a
light chuckle or a happy one it was one full of anger and annoyance. "What's
wrong... what's wrong is those bloody Winchesters have completed two of the
three trials to close the gates of hell forever. They have the angel tablet and
the prophet. The fucking knight of hell Abadon is back and oh yes... I am here
unable to do anything WITH YOU ASKING STUPID QUESTIONS!"
Lexi felt her eyes burn at this and her chest hurt, she could tell by the sound
of his voice he was drunk but his words still hurt, "I...I'm sorry..." Crowley
stood at his and began to pace the room drink in hand. "Yes luv I know your
sorry. You are always sorry, all you've been doing for the past eight weeks is
crying or hanging onto me like a leech. I have done everything in my power to
make you happy and nothing.... I have bought you stuff, took you places and yet
still you are unhappy. Well I am so sorry I can't give you what you want Lexi!
I can't give you a child, I can't, I can give you everything else but that, and
it isn't my fault.... you are the one that can't have children not me, I had a
child, so don't get mad at me for your problems."

Lexi felt her heart break at hearing those words pass his lips. "Now if you
excuses me I have a little hell to raise. Why don't you try to give me
something nice to come home to." Without looking at her Crowley left to go deal
with the Winchesters. As soon as he vanished Lexi fell to the ground, her chest
felt like it was being stabbed repetitively. She knew it was coming, she had
seen it when she was in a coma. That was the reason she was so sad, she foresaw
her mate no longer wanting her, saw his love for her fade away. She had never
felt so much pain in all her life, she sobbed and screamed till it felt as
though her lungs were cracking. The realization that he blamed her for them not
being able to have children hurt her so bad. She had always blamed herself but
she never thought he did.

After a while she pried herself off of the floor and went to the closet.
Grabbing a black duffle bag Lexi slowly and painfully packed a few change of
clothes, a little money that she knew he wouldn't miss and the picture of them
from Rome. Lexi was hick-upping with her sobs as she took the bag and looked
over the room. She had never felt so alone in all her life, when her parents
died she had Fergus. Hell even when he died she always felt as though one day
she would see him again now she had no one. Fergus didn't want her, no one did.
Lexi had made up her mind, she would not bother Fergus with her existence any
longer, she would leave. So that he could be happy. That was all she ever
wanted or needed was for him to be happy.

Calling for Juliet she looked down at the hound, "Juliet can ya take me ta the
human world please?" The hound whined but did as her mistress asked and
teleported them to a place in the country. Looking around Lexi saw many
eighteen wheeler and mac trucks. Above her head was a neon sign, "Gale's Truck
stop." Feeling more tears run down her face she hugged the hounds neck, "Thank
ya Juliet for being such a good friend. I love ya so very much, ya and Growley
but ya ave' ta go." The hound nuzzled into her shoulder at this and gave a loud
whine. "No Juliet ya can't stay with me, ya ave' ta go. Take care of Crowley
fur me. Please." Pulling back Lexi cried, "Go on now, go ome'." The hound
didn't move at first just followed Lexi as she began to walk away and whined.
"NO Juliet GO!" Curling in on herself at hearing her mistress yell at her she
sat and watched as she walked away. Lexi didn't look back as she walked down
the cold dark road. When she was a ways away she heard a loud sad howl and
cried.

It had all been a trick, Dean had slapped a pair of handcuffs on him when he
got close enough. Finding himself unable to snap out of them he looked to the
boys, "Is this a joke!" "Your the third trial Crowley." Sam had told him before
they dragged him and threw him in the trunk of their car. When he looked around
he saw them to be in a old abandoned church. He was chained to a chair by his
ankles, hands and neck. There was a devils trap painted on the floor and carved
into his restraints making it impossible for him to move.

There plan had been to inject him with human blood and 'cure' him from being a
demon. While sitting there he had thought back to what he had last said to
Lexi. He hated himself for what he said to her, he didn't know what came over
him, the demon had been taking over more and more now. All he knew was that he
needed to get home to her fast. He was a couple of doses in when it was time
for another dose, when Sam walked over to him he bit him drawing blood in his
mouth. He groaned as the youngest Winchester punched him and walked out.
Spitting the blood into his hands he called out to any demon to come help him.

When nightfall came he smiled and mocked at the man as the room began to shake
cracking the devils trap. He smiled in victory as Abadon came into the room,
she quickly threw Sam to the wall and walked to stand in front of him. "You
know what I find the most shocking about time traveling through a closet into
the year 2013, is that someone decided it would be a good idea to make you
king." Punching him in the face she knocked him to the ground in the chair.
"You know what that boy is trying to do right, he is trying to shut the gates
of hell." Crouching down to his level she smirked, "Right now you and I are
going to talk about a change..." Crowley growled at this "You little whore, I
AM YOUR KING!"

At that moment Sam threw holy oil and a match on her setting her ablaze. They
watched as she smoked out of the church. Sitting him back up Sam went to give
him the next injection, "Seriously? Me, seriously? We just shared a foxhole,
you and I. We beat back the Tet Offensive, outrun the...the Rape of Nanking,
together! And still you're gonna do me like this?! Band of Brothers? The
Pacific? None of this means anything to you? All those motels, you never once
watched HBO, not once? Girls? You're my Marnie, Moose. A..and Hannah...she
just..she needs to be loved. She deserves it. Don't we all ...you, me ....we
deserve to be loved. I deserve to be loved! I just want to be loved." Sam
looked to him, "Crowley you are loved... Lexi loves you. I wish I had someone
that loved me as much as she loves you." The demon looked down at this.

Crowley felt a lump in his throat as he thought of Lexi.. he could feel her
pain, he felt his chest hurt like his heart was literally breaking. "I'd like..
to ask you..ah..a favor... Sam, When you were confessing back there...what did
you say? ... I only ask because, given my history... it raises the question...
were do I start..to even look for forgiveness?" Sam looked down at the broken
man before him, "How bout' we start with this?" he said gesturing to the
syringe, tilting his neck he let the boy inject the blood.

Crowley listened as Sam said the spell to finish to trail... and turn him
human. Just as he was about to fed him his blood Dean burst in. He told his
younger brother that if he did this he would die. Pulling him in for a hug, he
pulled him away from him. The three watched as his arms faded but then Sam
screamed and dropped to his knees, "Dean you need to get him to a hospital,
Now." Crowley told them in a light voice. He listen as they rushed him to the
car, then he felt it something bad.

Crowley had been held captive for over three weeks now. Dean had thrown him in
the trunk and then moved him to what looked like a dungeon. They had asked him
about names of demons on earth but he refused. Crowley was pissed, with them
pumping him full of human blood. They human blood had almost replaced all of
his demon blood but the Lycan blood in him had quickly overpowered the human
blood. With his alpha wolf in charge he was constantly thinking of his mate.
She had now been alone for almost a month, her heat had came and gone without
him there. He had forced Dean to call her but the hunter said there was no
answer.

Kevin had died and Sam was gone. Dean and Castiel had tried to bargain with him
saying he would give him some blood but he quickly refused. " I don't want
fuckin' blood I want to go home to my BLOODY WIFE!" Dean, Castiel and him left
to go to one of his sources, she was a tracker and he knew she would be able to
find Sam. Cecily insisted on meeting Crowley alone in a warded room, making
Castiel unable to listen in. Cecily updates Crowley on the high points of the
weeks he's missed. She admits Hell is in chaos, and that Abadon has not yet
taken over. She also admits that she is not totally loyal to Crowley but that
she is playing both sides. She then locates the Impala for Crowley. Then comes
time for what Crowley wanted to know most, "How is Lexi?" at this Cecily knots
her brows, "I don't know, no one has seen her." Crowley clinches his jaw. He
knew no one could enter their chambers, he had warded them from all creatures.

As soon as he had helped the boys kick out Gadreel from Sam, Dean had set him
free. Just as Sam had started to come to Abadon had appeared. Crowley had
quickly told the three to leave, "This don't make us square, I see you
again..." "Yes I know, I'm dead, I love you too." Hearing the red head come in
the room he turned around to face them, "Crowley, Bring me his head." Crowley
just smirked as the demons did nothing. "It's a campaign. Hearts and minds,
that's what's important. See, the demons have a choice ... take orders from the
world's angriest ginger ...and that's saying something or join my team, where
everyone gets a say, a virgin, and all the entrails they can eat. So, think on
this, lads. Spread the word ...vote Crowley." Snapping his fingers he quickly
went to hell to find his mate.
***** Ch 38 Lost... *****
Appearing back in the room Crowley instantly freezes, the room looks just like
it did when he left. The bed is made, the room is clean and the fireplace is
not lit making the room cold. Taking his chances he takes a deep breath,
"Lexi...luv?" There was no answer, looking around he saw her cell phone on his
desk and beside it a note with his name on it. Sitting at the desk he snatched
up the letter he feels something fall to his lap, looking down he sees her
wedding ring. Letting out a choke of air he reads,

Dear Fergus,
I'm so sorry. I know I have been a terrible mate. I only hope one day you can
forgive me. Give this to someone who makes you happy and deserves you. You will
make a great king just as you have made a great husband. I'm sorry I could
never give you a family, I hope you find someone who can. I wish you all the
happiness in the world. I love you and I'm sorry again.
Always, Your Lexi

Crowley lets out a sob as he reads the paper. What had he done, his Lexi was
gone. She thought she did not deserve him, how she ever was so wrong. Dropping
the letter he lifts her rings with shaking fingers and squeezes them into his
palm. "Growley, Juliet." He said as he summoned their hounds. Within a second
the two were in the room pouncing on him. He petted the two hounds that were
pretty much his and Lexi's children, children just the word reminded him of
what he had done. "Where's mama?" Juliet whined at this making Growley nuzzle
her. "Alright Juliet I need to know what happened." With this he cupped the
female's face and stared into her eyes to see what she saw.

Crowley watched as the hell hound's memory showed before him. He watched as
Lexi told the hound to take her away. She was so sad, so broken. She had forced
herself to send her beloved hound away. Watched as she walked away down the
cold, dark road crying. Coming back to the current time he felt more tears come
to his eyes. Looking to the two he stood, "Find mama, find Lexi." the two were
gone with a command from their master. He knew Juliet felt terrible and sending
her out to find her mistress even after she had told her to leave confused the
young hound but ultimately she would listen to Crowley. The two hounds could
tell he was alpha and his commands went over Lexi's.

Crowley had went everywhere looking for his Lexi. He went back to Giraldus to
meet with Lucius and Yamish, "Oi Where the fuck ave' ya been... I ave' been
callin' ya both non-stop. Where is Lexi?" Yamish started as he made his way
over to his brother and slapped him on the shoulder. Crowley closed his eyes at
this, "She isn't here then." "No... ya don't know where she is?" Looking down
he shook his head. He quickly filled them in on what had happened.

"We got ta find er'." Crowley rubbed his hands over his face and into his hair,
"I have my hounds and some of my demons looking for her. I am going to go put
out a search for her." He said as he stood. "Alright I'll call a few allies as
well... don't worry Fergus we'll find er'." Lucius said as he and Magnus walked
away. Snapping his fingers he was back in the mortal world and quickly summoned
Marcus. "Crowley... good to see you. That damned women is running a muck in
hell." He shook his friends hand and looked to him, "Marcus I need you to put
the word out find Lexi. I want all monsters, loyal demons, everyone looking for
her. I will pay whatever for her, offer any reward... I want my wife back." The
white haired man nodded, "Consider it done." before they both disappeared in
search of their queen.

It was the middle of the night and Crowley sat in their bedroom in Giraldus. He
was sitting in the armchair staring into the fire. He was in just his simple
pair of pajama pants and was hugging Lexi's pillow to him, breathing in her
scent. It had been two months now since he had seen his Lexi. He had dark
circles around his eyes and his beard was unkempt. He knew she was alive he
could feel it, but she was in pain. He had been able to kick the habit of the
blood injections with the help of Sam and Dean. The two brothers were helping
him look for Lexi along with Castiel. There was not a race of this earth that
was not helping look for the lost queen. Taking a sip of the strong whiskey he
felt as it burned it's way down his throat.

Closing his eyes he thought of his love, he tried as hard as he could to think
of the happy memories but the possibilities of what was happening to her always
won. Standing he paced the room, drinking down another sip he lost his temper,
chunking the glass into the fire. The flames roared as the remaining whiskey
burned, "Where are you luv?"

The next morning he dressed and made his way to where he heard a meeting of
demons was being held. Dean had gotten the first blade from Cain to kill
Abbadon. Crowley had a hunch that if he went to the meeting that something
might be said about Lexi.
Teleporting away he found himself into a hotel room with a large conference
table. Unfortunately the demons were not on his side but Abbadon's, "You
betrayed me! No one in the history of torture has been tortured with torture
like the torture you'll be tortured with!" Walking over to the red head he
growled in his throat, "Now Crowley I know you helped the Winchesters get their
hands on the first blade, yes?" She wanted him to help her get rid of the
Winchesters and then they could 'deal with each other'.
Standing in front of her he met her eyes, "To be clear I will not be joining
you ever, except at your death scene where I shall burst into song. Goodbye,
you have no hold over me."
The she-demon smirked at this, "Oh no?" she said as she threw him a phone.
Looking at the phone all color left his face and his heart stopped, there was
Lexi hanging by her hands that were chained. The room was dark but he could see
she was covered in blood. Looking up he met the bitch's gaze, she was holding a
phone to her ear and smirked at Crowley, "Continue." She told the person in the
phone and looked back at the phone in his hands. Crowley's gaze snapped to the
screen when he heard a whip and Lexi screaming.

Choking on the lump in his throat he looked back up, "Alright you've made your
point enough!" he growled. Smiling she put the phone back to her ear, "That's
enough for now." Hanging up she gestured to the chair in front of her. Sitting
he looked at her with so much hatred he knew she could feel it. "Now Crowley
how about that compromise, you get the boys here and I tell you were your
little wife is." He looked down as he thought, he knew she would kill him and
lexi as soon as the boys were dead but he had to do it. "Fine. You tell me
where Lexi is so I know she is safe then I call the boys." She smirked at this
and got up, "Deal." She walked over to a table and looked away from him, "She
is in an old warehouse in Libby, Montana, just off of the highway, you can't
miss it." With the information he was about to leave when she turned around and
shot him. "Ahhh."

Falling to the chair he put pressure of the wound, "Oh you will not be able to
disappear, old trick I learned from Grandpa Winchester. So Crowley how about
calling the boys." She gave him an evil smirk before throwing him the phone.
Calling Dean he told him the secret word he had heard them use informing him it
was a trap. Waiting he thought to his love, Abbadon had had her the whole time.
"You know Crowley, me and Lexi go way back... I remember when Alastir first
picked her up. Oo he had so much fun with her, and knowing that you two had
never got along to begin with just makes it funnier. Did you know that he and
Lilith knew she was your wife, well you know Lilith, she wasn't going to share
her little pet... Hell Lexi almost died multiple times but it was always Azazel
that brought her back from the brink of death. I think he actually felt sorry
for her. He went to tell you tons of times but daddy wouldn't let him." Crowley
listened as she told him about Lexi's past. Everyone around him knew and
nothing was done.

The bitch continued to taught him, "I wonder if she will survive this time, I
mean she was close to death when I found her." "And what do you mean?" Abbadon
laughed at this, "Well she was a crying mess, so frail looking ... if the myths
about you lycan's are true then she is close to death anyway." Tightening his
jaw he looked to her, "And what myth would that be?" Sitting down she cocked
her head at him, "The one about if a mate betrays another mate then the pain of
loosing the other will slowly kill them. Kinda like wolves in the wild... but
of course you knew that right?" Looking at him her smile widened, "You didn't
know... ha, well I am taking it you must have fucked something up... At first I
told her if she called for you to come help her the pain would stop but she
refused, said that you wouldn't come anyway, that she would never sell you
out." Crowley's breath caught at this, she actually believed he no longer loved
her. All she had to do was call out for him and he would have been able to save
her... but she believed he didn't want her, that he wouldn't save her.

Dean couldn't come sooner, the hunter had quickly came in and killed the two
demon guards and then the queen bitch, Abbadon. Crowley watched as he brutally
stabbed the she-demon over and over again. Sam had came in and pulled his
brother off of her and got him to drop the blade, regaining his control. Dean
had given Crowley a knife so that he could get the devils trap engraved bullet
out of his chest. Once it was out he quickly went to go save his wife. Praying
he wasn't too late.
***** Ch 39 found *****
Appearing outside of the abandoned warehouse he looked over the building to see
every warding symbol ever. He saw there were two demons outside guarding the
place and no doubt held more inside. Taking out his angel blade he made his way
over to the two. Killing them quickly and quietly he went inside. He had killed
at least twenty demons before he made his way to a door with a chain wrapped
around the handle.

Taking a deep breath he braced himself for what he might find. Snapping his
fingers he made the doors open and looked in the room. The room was dark and
cold, he could see a table in the middle of the room with different torture
devices on it. The floor was wet with water and blood but what made his heart
stop was the small figure laying on the floor in the corner. There was a chain
going up to the ceiling that was connected to her wrist. He quickly ran over to
her and fell to his knees beside her. She wasn't moving and she was barely
breathing. Her small body was covered in gashes, bruises and blood. Her clothes
were torn, covered in dirt and blood and falling off of her. Some of her bones
were noticeably broken and were clearly showing as she was so skinny and
malnourished.

Lifting her some he layed her upper half in his lap and cradled her head in his
arm. He brushed some of her dirty red hair out of her face. Her eyes were
sunken in with dark circles around them and her cheeks were hollow. He felt as
tears rolled down his cheeks into his beard, she didn't even look like herself
anymore. Bending down he kissed at her forehead and nuzzled her, she was so
cold. She was dying right in front of him, her body was weak and tired and she
was giving up. He held her in his arms and wept, "Lexi... Lexi... Please wake
up, PLEASE! Don't leave me luv. Please come back to me. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
Lexi." Hearing nothing he looses himself to his wolf. Wrapping the chain around
his knuckles he snaps the metal easily. Shrugging off his coat he wraps her in
it to both warm her and cover her near nudity. Standing he holds her close,
"It's going to be alright darling, hold on." he tells her before telepoting
away.

Looking up he sees they are in Giraldus, walking through the castle he quickly
took her to the medical wing telling two staff on the way to go get Lucius,
Yamish and Quill. It was only a minute before the three men came running into
the room. Crowley sat in the chair holding Lexi tight to him. He was trying to
warm her up and coax her to not give up, to come back to him. Walking over to
him Quill went to look over Lexi but Crowley growled when the man got close to
his mate. Quill heard this and stopped looking to Lucius. The older alpha went
over to the mates, he knew the young king was being protective over his injured
mate. In his mind right now anyone but him was a threat to his omega,
especially other men. "Fergus ya ave' ta let Quill elp' Lexi. Ya know e' is not
goin' ta urt' er'. She needs elp' lad... or she will die." He watched as the
man closed his eyes and nuzzled the broken woman in his arms but nodded.

Standing he gently layed Lexi on the bed, but stayed standing by her side.
Quill slowly went over to her before going and grabbing things left and right.
He started Lexi on an IV with pain medicine and antibiotics. When three nurses
came in the doctor looked to his king, "Alright lad ya need ta go into the next
room with Lucius and Yamish..."
Crowley tensed at this, "No..I am staying with Lexi." At this time the other
two alphas came over and grabbed his arms, "Fergus come lad, she will be
alright but ya ave' ta let Quill do is' job. He will keep us updated, won't ya
Quill?" The doctor nodded at this and slowly the two dragged him out of the
room.

It took hours, Crowley paced the room as he, Lucius, Yamish and now Magnus
waited for word on Lexi. He was covered in her blood, making it all he could
smell with every breath he took. He was snapped out of his thoughts by the
three nurses coming out, all were pushing carts with bloody equipment on it.
Finally the doctor walked out and Crowley was the first to walk over and stand
in front of him. The man looked tired and grief ridden making the king weary
and afraid. Quill quickly looked over to the other three men, "I need ta talk
ta Fergus alone." Yamish was about to say something but not before Lucius and
Magnus nodded and dragged him out behind them. Hearing the door shut Quill
gestured to the chairs for him and Crowley to sit in.

Once sitting the doctor looked to the alpha. "Fergus, Lexi is in serious
condition lad. Her back is torn to shreds, her body tattered and broken. Most
of her bones were either broken or dislocated. Her lung on the right side was
re-punctured and completely collapsed. She is severally malnourished and...."
the doctor stopped at this "What? Tell me." Taking a deep breath the doctor
rubbed his face before looking Crowley in the eye, "And she was...raped son."
It felt like someone had stabbed him in the chest. Standing he walked over to
the fireplace and leaned against the carved mantle, she had been raped, his
wife, his mate. Quill looked to the lost man before starting again, "She needs
you now more than ever lad. She is giving up, ultimately she has comatose
herself.... Fergus if this continues... she won't last the week."

After the doctor had left Crowley slowly made his way into the room. Looking
over he saw his Lexi, she had hoses hooked all to her and casts over her left
arm and both lower legs. Bandages covered most of her body and a thick blanket
was thrown over her. She was so broken to him, so small looking on the large
bed. He could see her chest moving barely as she took in small breaths and
could hear the small slow beeping of her heart monitor. Moving a chair as close
to the bed as he could he looked over the body he once knew so well. He felt a
great rage in him at the thought of another person touching her but most of all
he felt a hatred for himself. This was his fault, he had hurt her more than any
other. None of this would have happened if he would not have done what he did.
His mate was dying and it was his fault.

Crowley had stayed by her side, he never left her. He couldn't sleep wouldn't
eat. When someone would come to see her he would growl but never talk to
anyone. Lucius and Yamish stood outside of the room one day watching the
couple. "I don't understand he won't do anythin' but sit by er' bed, he won't
even go check on ell'..." Yamish said quietly with knotted brows, "Fergus is
lost. e' can not do anythin' but watch as his Lexi slowly dies before him. In
the end I believe if she dies e' will go as well."

It had been six days, six long days and Lexi had not made any signs of life.
Crowley had sat by her, he would stroke her hair or any part of her he could
and cry. He would talk to her, begging her to come back to him but she never
would. His beard had grown long and was unkempt. His clothes still covered in
her blood. He had placed her rings back on her fingers only for them to fall
off from how skinny she was. The world moved around him without him even taking
notice. One more day, that was all she had left. She already looked dead, her
hair had lost it's shine and had dulled in color, her skin was pale white.

"Lexi, please come back to me. Please just come back. You can't.... die luv,
you can't... please. I promise I will be better... I promise. And if you want
me to I'll...leave. If you don't want to be with me anymore... I'll go. I will
do anything you want but please don't die." He sobbed as he layed his head
beside her own. Hearing his phone ring he looked to the screen to see a text
from Sam,

How's Lexi?

Crowley growled at the text, Sam if it hadn't have been for him and his brother
he could have went back to Lexi in time. Hell he wouldn't have even been able
to leave if it wasn't for him having to posses him and help free him from his
own...mind...Lexi. If he could posses Lexi he could go into her mind and bring
her back. He felt like such an idiot, why hadn't he thought of this before.
Pulling the blanket up he looked to the pentagram on her thigh. Using his
powers he burnt her skin and made the mark go away. Snapping his fingers he
locked the door. "Alright darling, Everything is going to be all right." Taking
a deep breath he expelled himself from his own body and went into Lexi.

Looking around Crowley found himself in Scotland, he knew this place well it
was their home. Walking up the hill he saw their house. He could see Gavin out
running around the yard playing, he was a young boy only about five or six.
Then he saw himself, it was his younger self, wearing a kilt and all. He got
closer as he watched himself sneak up on behind someone who was hanging out
clothes to dry. There was a small babe sitting in the grass laughing at him. He
watched as his younger self grabbed the women making her sequel and laugh, but
something wasn't right, the woman wasn't Lexi. It was another woman, a brown
haired woman, she was pretty but she wasn't Lexi.
Knotting his brows he watched the couple, the woman was pregnant and he kissed
her. Looking disgusted by how much his younger self seemed to love the other
women he walked away to Lexi's old house, to where he would find Yamish.
Arriving at the house he walked in without knocking and stumbled backwards. It
was not Yamish in the house nor Lexi it was her parents, Frazer and Nola.
Frazer looked to him when he walked in, "Fergus what is it lad?" Walking into
Lexi's old bedroom he saw there to be nothing but an old spinning wheel and
knotted his brows. "Fergus are ya goin' mad. What are ya doing?" Frazer told
him. Turning back to look at his king and queen he looked to both, "Where's
Lexi?" Nola knotted her brows at this, "Lexi who lad?" Feeling frustrated he
growled, "Your daughter where is she?" The royal couple shared a look before
looking back to him, "Fergus we don't ave' any pups... ya know that."

Feeling the wind get knocked out of him he shook his head, "Yes you do, she is
small has red hair, blue eyes. She is sweet and kind and beautiful and she is
my mate...Now tell me where she is!" Frazer walked up to him at this, "YA CALM
DOWN BOY! Now I don't know what as' gotten inta ya but we do not nor ave' we
ever ad' any children."
Hearing this he shook his head and ran out of the house. Looking around he went
into the woods. Walking around he thought, 'She never existed? Of course Lexi
would make it to where she never was born, in her head if she was never born
then her parents would still be alive and he would have never went to hell...he
would have married another and had pups.... and been happy.'

There was only one other place where she could be, a place they had went as
pups to get away. He ran all the way to where the edge of the cliff was.
Looking out there was Lexi, she was dressed in her light blue dress he had made
her. Her red hair was blowing in the light breeze and her head was hung down.
Walking up behind her slowly he could hear her crying and could see the slight
shaking of her shoulders. He felt the lump in his throat grow as he slowly sat
down beside her. She was holding a small wool wolf, the wolf he had made her
all those years ago. "Lexi..." opening her eyes she looked to him in shock.
"What are ya doin' ere'?" She whispered.

Reaching out for her she leaned away. "Ya shouldn't be ere'..." He cocked his
head to the side at this, "And where else should I be luv?" Lexi cried at this
and he watched as more tears slide down her face, "Away from me.." "No luv, I
belong here with you." Lexi cuddled her wolf, "But I can't make ya happy." her
voice cracked and broke as she cried and Crowley felt tears of his own slide
down his face. "Don't you say that. Don't you ever think that I would be better
off without you. You are the only reason I am ever happy..." Lexi sobbed at
this, "But I was bedded by another, ya can't want me anymore..." Crowley
watched as she shook and curled in on herself, she was panicking.

Lexi closed her eyes as the past two months flashed before her. She had been
wondering around the upper part of America for almost a month. She had been
lost but not as much as she was now. Her heat was coming and it was coming
strong. Fergus was no longer there and he could not help her, just thinking of
her lost love made her heart ache. Curling in on herself she walked down the
empty road. She was panting and whining with every wave of her heat. She had
never been through a heat without her alpha, he had always been there to sooth
her as soon as the pain started. Hearing a truck come up behind her she kept
moving forward but was surprised when it stopped beside her.
Looking over she saw as a man opened the passenger side door. " Hey gal, need a
ride...I'm headed into the next town." Lexi bit her bottom lip before nodding
and getting into the truck, she needed to hurry up and find a place to stay
before her heat came.
They had been riding for almost an hour, Lexi had not said much to the man,
something had not felt right about him. She could feel his eyes roaming her
body yet again and curled up more on herself. Pulling up into a truck stop the
man placed the truck in park and looked to her with a smile. Lexi looked around
but saw nothing but more trucks and a old motel. Meeting the man's eyes she
furrowed her brows, "I thought ya were takin' me inta town?" "Now doll I
thought we could have more fun here." With this being said the man began to
move his hand up her leg. Lexi growled low in her throat and slapped him. Not
knowing how much she had just angered the man he grabbed her and threw her back
onto the bed. Pinning her down he began to try to take her pants off, "NO NO!!"
Lexi was weak from her heat but her fear and anger out weighed this, just as he
leaned back to take out his cock Lexi felt her sharp claws grow from her
fingertips. Slashing sideways she slit his throat covering her and him with
blood.

As soon as he feel to the bed Lexi got out of the truck as fast as possible.
Walking down between the trucks she rounded the corner only to be stuck in the
back of the head and black out.
Coming to her senses Lexi looked around the dark room. The omega quickly began
to panic when she saw she was hanging by chains around her wrists. Whimpering
she thrashed in her bindings, "Well well well Lexi long time no see." Looking
up she saw as a red head made her way over to her, Lexi did not know the woman
by her body but she could never forget that voice. "Abbadon." The demon
chuckled as she went to stand in front of Lexi. Taking a knife she slowly drug
it down the side of her face. Lexi screamed under her breath but refused to
give the bitch the satisfaction. "Tell me Lexi, Where's Crowley?"

Not answering she again chuckled and then snapped her fingers, hearing the door
open she could not see who entered. "Oh we are going to have so much fun with
you." Looking over Lexi's breath catches, standing beside Abbadon is the truck
driver from earlier only now his black eyes showed.
The man had quickly unhooked her chains and threw her to the ground making her
groan in pain as she heard her ribs break. Kicking, the man grabbed her legs
and flipped her over onto her stomach. With her hands still chained she could
do nothing to fight the attack. She cried and screamed as he ripped her pants
down her legs. She felt his weight on her back as he lined himself up with her.
"Oh come now Lexi I know you are in heat, you need this." Abbadon taunted, Lexi
struggled as much as possible but to no luck. She screamed a blood chilling
scream as the man entered her. She was dry and it hurt so bad, she could do
nothing but lay there as he had her way with her. After thirty minutes she was
close to blacking out from the pain. He held her face to the concrete floor as
he slammed into her. She was praying, not to God, Lexi had always thought he
never cared about her, no she praying for Fergus to forgive her and for him to
be happy. Closing her eyes she thought of the mate she once had, the only man
she had or ever would love, as long as she lived.

"Lexi. Look at me." Hearing his alpha voice she snapped out of her trance and
met his eyes. Dull grey eyes met his own, they were red and swollen from crying
and held so much pain. "You are the only one I want. I love you so so much. It
doesn't matter what happened to you, I will never not want you. You are my
mate, my wife and I will never stop loving you. I will never stop fighting for
you." Lexi cried more at this, "Why?" Giving her a sad smile he again tired to
reach out for her, he moved slowly and she trembled as his hand cupped her
face, "Because I promised you the day you were born, that I would love and care
for you forever and I never break my deals." Leaning forward he slowly moved
her into his lap. As soon as she was in his hold she cried and threw her hands
around his neck. Holding her tight he rocked her and cried as well.

They stayed like this for some time, until he leaned back, "Now luv what do you
say we go home." Lexi just nodded and kissed his neck, "Good then ya can trim
up this beard." Crowley chuckled at this, "Yes ma'm." Taking a deep breath he
left her body and went back in his own. Opening his eyes he looked to Lexi. He
watched as blue eyes fluttered open and though he knew she was in much pain she
smiled at him.
***** Ch 40 trying again *****
It took a couple of weeks and with Castiel's help Lexi healed, she was still
very timid about people touching her and would curl up when people got too
close. Crowley had become very protective over his mate, no one was allowed to
get too close to her or touch her. If it wasn't for the fact he knew Yamish and
Lucius so well they would not be allowed in the same room as her. When Quill
had said it was okay Crowley took his wife home. Arriving back in their bedroom
in Giraldus Crowley quickly carried her over to their nest and sat her in it
gently. He smiled as she curled up and burrowed herself in the furs. Looking
back at him she smiled and reached out for him. He had been very patient with
her, he would not touch her unless she made the first move which was very
strange for him. Being an alpha he always held the right to do whatever he
wanted with her but now he was slow, afraid he would hurt or scare her. He had
seen rape victims before and knew they needed their space, he would give Lexi
as much time as she needed.

Slowly he eased himself into bed beside her and smiled as she cuddled into his
side. Breathing in her scent he sighed, he was so close to loosing her, he had
never felt so much fear in all his life. Smiling he looked down to Lexi, "Well
luv, if it's okay I know of someone that would love to see you." Lexi cocked
her head at this but Crowley just snapped his fingers making their hounds
appear. Seeing their mother Growley and Juliet both ran over to Lexi and jumped
on the bed. "Hey you two calm down." Crowley said making the two be more easy
around Lexi. "Their alright Fergus." Lexi told him with a giggle as she loved
on them. Juliet was the most excited she was licking and nuzzling Lexi as much
as she could. The hound had missed her mother very much and it showed. Growley
the more easy going one had layed down at Crowley's feet and watched his
female's happiness at being reunited with their mistress. Seeing this Crowley
pet the male, "Good boy."

After a couple of hours Yamish brought up their supper on a cart. Seeing the
hounds he greeted them by throwing them both a large bone. Crowley shook his
head at this and watched as the two went and layed by the fireplace. "Ere' ya
go. Ya know Lex, I saved ya, Dis made Haggis tonight but I told er' ta make ya
something else." Lexi made a face at this making Crowley and Yamish laugh. Once
he had left they started eating at the small table in their room. They had deer
stew with homemade rolls and honey butter. Crowley had disappeared only for a
second to get them some wine. Once they had ate Crowley helped his wife onto
the balcony much to her dismay. He could tell something was wrong so sitting
down on one of the chairs he pulled Lexi to sit in his lap.

He watched her at first, she leaned against him and played with his fingers.
"What is it dove?" She took a breath as she laced her fingers in with his,
"Everyone is treatin' me differently." Stroking the top of her hand he looked
down at her, "We are just worried about you darling, we know you went through a
lot." "I know but I'm not made of glass, I'll be okay.... I just want
everythin' ta go back ta the way it was." Crowley knew what she meant, she had
always been one to hate being the center of attention and now she was. "I can
not promise what other will do Lexi, nor can I say that I am not going to act
different because I am. I don't like the idea of you being out of my sight
anymore. I need to feel like I can protect you... but I do see your point and I
will try. So this being said what would you like to do?" Lexi smiled at this
and turned to look at him, "Go take a bath."

Crowley was very slow as he moved Lexi to straddle his lap. He looked at her
asking permission to continue, Lexi smiled at him and then leaned forward to
press her lips to his. He couldn't help the growl in his throat at feeling her
lips on his again. Moving his hands to her hips he held her as he slowly licked
at her lower lip. Lexi didn't open at first but then slowly parted her lips for
him. He did not want to overwhelm her so he gently rolled his tongue into her
mouth. Groaning at her taste he held beck the alpha wolf, he needed to take
this slow. Feeling her slowly join him he smiled, he let her take her time and
play as she tangled her tongue with his own. Moving to the laces of her dress
he began the process of stripping her. Unlacing all of her dress he pulled the
soft material over her head. He could not help from looking down at her body,
when he saw her nude breast he moaned into her mouth.

Next to go was his shirt, Lexi slowly unbuttoned the black dress shirt and
loosened his tie. Crowley watched her carefully if he saw any signs of un-
enjoyment he would stop. When she had pushed the shirt from his shoulders she
rested her hands on his belt buckle. Her face was unsure, "Lexi we don't
have...." "No, I want ta." He sat back as he watched her undo his belt and
pants with shaking hands. Meeting his eyes she begged him without saying a word
and he took a deep breath as he lifted her and walked into the bathroom.
Sitting her on the counter he kissed her as he dropped his pants. Kicking off
the pants and toeing off his socks he pulled back to look at his wife. He had
never been a bashful person in front of her, she had seen his body since she
was fifteen, but now he was feeling nervous.

Lexi looked up at him through her lashes. Seeing no sign of fear on her face he
hooked his fingers into the sides of her panties and pulled them down her legs.
She was in nothing but her collar now, the collar marking her as his and he
couldn't get enough. Smelling her sex he groaned as his own needs came into
effect. Crowley would never force her into anything but he could not help his
cock from hardening. It had now been three months since he and Lexi had rutted.
He wanted her bad, needed to mate his female. Swallowing his growls he lifted
her into his arms and stepped into the large tub. Sinking into the hot water
Lexi curled into him.

Crowley slowly and tenderly washed her body, rubbing the sponge in small
circles. She was relaxed making him smile. He messaged her back and thighs and
then washed her hair. Once she was clean she leaned up to wash him, "Lexi you
don't have to do this." Lexi smiled softly at him, "Yes I do Fergus, I luv ya,
and I promised ta take care of ya ta." Smiling he leaned forward and cupped her
face and met her lips. "I luv you to my beautiful lass." Once they both were
clean he lifted her out. Being dried off he carried her to the bed and layed
her on it.
He spread her out before him and looked over her body. She was still very
skinny making her hip bones and ribs stick out. She pulled on his neck making
him move to hover over her. He looked into her eyes as he brought his face down
to kiss her.
Deepening the kiss he tasted her, both moaning into each others mouths. Feeling
his cock cut into her thigh she gasped, breaking from his mouth. "I'm sorry
darling..." Crowley started he didn't want to overwhelm her. "No it's okay, I
need ya Fergus... I need ta be close with ya again." He looked down at her and
closed his eyes, "Lexi I don't..." " Fergus please, I need to get it out of my
head... I need to get... him out of my head...I need ta feel ya, my husband."
Lowering his head he peppered her skin with kisses "If you want to stop you
tell me, do you understand me, I mean it Lexi, you tell me to stop and I will."

Hearing his voice she could tell he was serious and nodded, "Aye Fergus."
Hearing the words pass her lips he began to suck and lick at her skin. He took
his time mapping out her body, his wife's body. He sucked marks into her pale
skin slowly moving down to her nipples. Sucking them to hardened peaks he
soothed the raw skin with his tongue. Continuing downward he kissed around her
hip bones and inner thighs. He watched her face as he trailed his fingers to
her sex, rubbing his knuckles lightly over her folds he felt her slick cover
his fingers. Carefully he moved his fingers between her lips and messaged her
making her relax into his touch. Keeping his eyes on his mate he slowly pushed
his middle finger into her core making her moan but tense at the same time.
"Are you alright dove?" "Aye." Taking a breath to calm himself he pumped his
finger into her adding another to ready for him.

Once she was relaxed and ready he crawled up her body. Kissing her lips he
lined himself up with her and looked into her eyes, "Are you sure, we can stop
luv." Running her hand up his arm to the back of his neck she bit her bottom
lip, "Please baby.... please..." Kissing her deeply he sheathed his cock into
her, letting out a loud moan at being inside of her, "Ahhh God, mmmm....
feels.. so.. good." Looking at her beneath him he saw her looking at him but
her face looked like she was concentrating, "You alright?" she nodded at him
and kissed him. Moving his hips he rolled into her gently. After a while Lexi
began to moan at the feelings her husband was creating for them both. "Fergus
ahh..." Sucking at her skin he growled, "That's my good little gurl, good
bloody gurl. Mmmm fuck baby, cum for daddy." Hearing her alpha's commands she
did as she was told and felt her muscles tighten around him. She scratched her
nails down his back, drawing blood. Lexi moaned and screamed his name as she
came instantly sending Crowley into his own climax. Biting down on her neck he
filled her with his seed. He continued to roll his hips into hers as the waves
of his climax hit him. He tasted her blood in his mouth as he marked her as
his. "Mine." she heard him growl into her skin and smiled, "Aye yers." Hearing
him purr he released his hold on her and went to work cleaning it. Once he was
satisfied he looked down at her and gave a warm smile, Lexi was close to sleep
but held a small smile on her face. Rolling off of her and laying by her side
he pulled her to him, "I love you Lexi, so very much." "I love ya ta Fergus."
Holding her in his arms they both fell asleep.
***** Ch 41 familiar face *****
The month went by good other than Dean supposedly dying. But Crowley had went
to him and helped him turn into a demon. Having the mark of Cain made it to
where he couldn't die he just became a demon. Dean was now hanging out around
Crowley and Lexi. He had left Sam to take a chance to 'howl at the moon.' Lexi
was unsure of this he was not the Dean she remembered. One night they were all
at a bar much to her dismay. She and Crowley sat one of the tables in the back
while dean was busy murdering one of the karaoke songs. The mates were tuning
out the music as much as they could, Crowley held Lexi in his lap and was busy
tracing patterns on her thigh and hip. "Fergus?" she mumbled into his ear
making him lean forward, "Yes luv?" "Can we go ome'?" twirling her hair around
his finger he stopped. "Yes dove, let me tell Dean and pay our bill then we
will leave." Lexi nodded and Crowley stood setting her down on her feet.

She watched as her husband went to pay for their drinks and then went to talk
to Dean. She was waiting by their table when a man walked up to her. He was
smiling at her while scanning her body making her feel very uncomfortable. He
was a taller man with messy blonde hair and dressed in tattery looking clothes.
"Hey pretty lady, what do you say me and you get out of here." Lexi growled low
in her throat "Leave me alone." She said as she looked away from him trying to
ignore him. "Now now doll come on, you sure do have some pretty hair." When he
said this he reached out and ran his fingers through her hair. Having the
memories of her rape come back at being touched she grabbed his hand and
twisted it hard. Hearing his bone snap he fell to his knees and screamed
drawing attention. Crowley was by her side in an instant asking her if she was
alright, when the man stood he tapped Crowley's shoulder making the demon turn
around and look at him. "Is this your bitch? She broke my hand so if I was you
I'd move out of the way so I can teach her some manners."

Crowley growled at this he felt as his teeth elongated and his eyes turned red.
Grabbing the mans throat he slammed him up against the wall, "Oh but I'm not
you, and for your information that is my wife and you will not lay a hand on
her. Scum like you do not even have the right to look at her, let alone talk to
her. So if I was you mate I'd get out of here as fast as possible before I
personally drag you down to hell and skin you alive." Seeing the man close to
loosing consciousness he let go of his throat throwing him away from them both.
Wrapping his arm around Lexi's waist he nodded to Dean as he led her out of the
bar before disappearing.

Once they were home Crowley walked over to the bedside table and emptied his
pockets. Grinning Lexi got an idea walking up behind him she wrapped her hands
around his middle. Crowley smiled at feeling her hands on him. Rubbing his
abdomen and chest Lexi slowly slide her hands into his pants making him groan.
"Now darling ya wouldn't be starting something would ya." Lexi hummed as she
bit her lower lip and began to undo his belt buckle. Closing his eyes Crowley
concentrated on the sensations she was giving him. Lexi slowly circled him to
pull out his semi hard cock. Pushing him back he fell backwards onto the bed
and looked down at her as she licked up the vein of his cock. "Ahh fuck."

Bobbing her head up and down she sucked him into her throat looking up at him
she saw his head was thrown back and his mouth was in awe. So taking him deep
into her throat one last time she pulled back and darted into the bathroom.
"Oi, where are you going?... Oh no you don't." Lexi laughed as she shut and
locked the door behind her. Cutting on the water to the shower she began to
strip. "You better open this door little gurl or your going to be in
trouble...." Lexi giggled when she heard him by the door. Seeing the lights
turn off she backed up but bumped into something. That something turned out to
be a someone, Lexi screamed in laughter as she was grabbed from behind and the
candles in the room lit to give the dark room a soft glow. Chuckling Crowley
held her tight against his chest and began to nibble on her shoulder. "Thought
you could get away from me you little minx."

Turning around in his arms she was instantly lifted up and wrapped her legs
around his waist. Looking at him she saw he was also naked and began to kiss
and lick at his throat making him purr. Crowley carried her to the shower and
backed her up against the stone. Letting the hot water run down their bodies he
kissed at any skin he could while she assaulted his neck. Feeling her nibble on
his ear he laughed, "Darling no... ya ...ya know I don't ..ha ha." He couldn't
help a laugh from escaping his throat. "Lexi no no tickling."Grabbing the nape
of her neck he pulled her back to slam his lips into hers. Moving his hand
under her bottom he began to rub at her slit. After a few minutes he slowly
slide her onto his shaft making them both moan out. Lexi gasped and moaned as
he moved her hips up and down. He pumped his hips into her pelvis and within
minutes they were screaming in their orgasms.
Catching his breath he rested his face in the crook of her neck. Pulling back
he looked at her before he could react she spit water into his face. Cutting
his eyes at her she giggled and he just chuckled and carried her to the bed.

Crowley sat on his throne as he waited for his mother to brought before him.
Lexi had apparently had to go back to Giraldus for some reason but told Crowley
it was a surprise and he couldn't come. He had mixed feeling about seeing his
mother again and wished Lexi was here. Rowena had came to stand in front of him
and was currently going on about how she left him for good reasons when Lexi
ran into the room followed by Juliet and Growley. Crowley cocked his head to
the side as she ran up and jumped into his lap taking no notice to his mother
standing in the room. "Lexi luv what is it?" he asked her with a chuckle, he
didn't think it was anything bad as she was smiling from ear to ear and all
giddy. Lexi hugged his neck tightly making him confused. "Darling wha..." All
of a sudden they both looked to see his mother standing there with her brows
raised and clearing her throat.

Lexi cocked her head to the side as she stared at the familiar woman. "Well if
it isn't the wee princess. I aven't seen ya since ya were a pup, my ow' ya ave'
grown young Lexi.... I see ya and my son did stay with each other all these
years." Lexi knew that voice anywhere... Fergus's mother, Rowena. Lexi growled
at the woman in the room, how she despised her for what she used to do to
Fergus. "Lexi darling you remember Rowena....my mother." Crowley said trying to
calm his female, "Unfortunately." Lexi said looking at the woman. "Why I'm urt'
Lexi, I thought ya used ta like coming over and eattin' supper with us..." This
was when Crowley interrupted, "You never fed us... you were supposed to watch
us for two days and stayed gone only leaving us a loaf of bread." Lexi nodded
at this and then turned back to him, "Fergus I ave' somethin' for ya." She
smiled at him making him curious. "And what would that be dove?" Lexi looked to
Rowena and then to him, "It's in the room...come on." She said excitedly as she
pulled him up to his feet.

Making his way to the door he followed Lexi, "Oi ya can't just leave me ere'."
He heard his mother say from behind him. Holding onto Lexi he snapped his
fingers and summoned two demons into the room, "Show my mother to her room, and
make sure she stays there." With this he followed Lexi to their door but
stopped when she didn't open the door. "Ya ave' ta close yer eyes." He looked
at her raising a brow until she did her 'pouty face' and then did as she asked.
Hearing her open the door she pulled him inside before he heard the door shut
and lock. "Okay open." he opened his eyes to see a table in their room with a
full meal on it. There was Ham, potatoes, cabbage and rolls. Looking to her he
cocked his head, "Happy Birthday." Lexi cheered making him smile. He had
completely forgot, "Thank you little lamb." he told her with a smile as she led
them over to the table.
They ate their meal and then Lexi went and brought out his favorite, toffee
pudding. "Oh luv your amazing." After they finished desert he carried her over
to the bed. They were just lounging when Lexi bit her lower lip. "What's wrong
baby." Lexi giggle at this, "Nothing." he watched as she reached over and
lifted her pillow. Grabbing a small box she straddled his lap. Handing him the
box she smiled, Crowley grinned at this and looked up into her eyes, "Is it
something sexy?" Lexi giggled as she watched him open it. Tearing away the
black wrapping paper and red bow he open the box and moved the tissue paper out
of the way to reveal a pair of shoes. They were not shoes that would fit him or
her they were a small white pair of little knitted shoes. He stared at the
small things that would fit his finger before looking up to Lexi. Lexi was
smiling at him and had tears in her eyes. He looked down at them again before
sucking in air and looking back up at Lexi, "We...we're... going to have ..a
baby?" Lexi nodded and was instantly pulled into his arms.
Crowley couldn't breath, he couldn't think as he hugged his wife. "We're going
to have a pup!" After all this time they were going to be parents. He could not
help the tears from running down his face. He pulled back to look at Lexi and
saw she was crying. He placed his palm on her belly and felt the small
heartbeat of their child. "Oh God Lexi, thank you. Thank you. You make me the
luckiest man ever.. I love you so much." He never thought they would have a pup
of their own, they had given up hope... but now this was real. "How far along
are you? How did you find out? When did you find out?" Lexi giggled at his
questions. "I found out today but I had my suspicion for a couple of days. I
don't know how far along I am yet, I have ta go see Quill tomorrow, Do ya want
ta come?" Crowley chuckled at this "Of course I do." Pulling her he layed her
down on the bed and lifted her shirt. Laying down beside her he placed his ear
on her belly and listened to the small heartbeat. Rubbing her belly the two
talked on into the night and slowly drifted off to sleep with smiles on their
faces.
***** Ch 42 Priorities *****
As the months passed Lexi's belly grew with their child. Crowley had stayed by
her side and made sure she never did too much. In her first trimester Lexi
slept a lot, Quill had told Crowley that it was normal and not to worry her
body just needed rest for the big change it was going through. Because Lexi was
so small Quill had told them to come in every two weeks so he could make sure
everything was going well.

On her first check up Crowley was very nervous. Quill had came in and lifted
her shirt up, starting the scan on her belly he could not see anything and told
Crowley to undress her from the waist down and to cover up with a sheet.
Knotting his brows he did as the doctor asked, he took off Lexi's pants and
underwear before covering her up with a sheet. Lexi was shaking and worrying
her lip alerting Crowley she was afraid. After a few more minutes Quill came
back in and told Lexi to scoot down to the edge. Crowley had to move her
himself and helped place her feet into the side holders. He held her hand and
stroked her face as Quill told them he would need to do an internal exam. Lexi
whimpered as he slide the large scope into her and Crowley could not help his
growl at another man touching her. Quill had heard the alpha king's growl but
understood his worry. He watched the screen before smiling widely and turning
it to the mates. There on the screen was a very small pup, Crowley smiled
widely when he heard the loud and strong heartbeat of their child. Lexi was
also smiling and had tears running down her eyes, they did it they would
finally have a child of their own.

Crowley had felt a swell of pride when they found out they were having a boy,
he would get his son. When she had felt him kick Lexi imminently grabbed her
husband's hand and pressed it to her swollen belly. He smiled at her when he
felt the strong kicks of his son, "He's strong." He had told Lexi just for her
to smile, "Just like his papa."

Not all had been well though, Crowley had banished Rowena from hell. And then
they had both found out that Sam had been making deals with her, she was to
help get the mark of Cain off of Dean and in return Sam was to kill Crowley. It
had not went well for the hunter when he threw the hex bag at Crowley making
him angry, he reminded Sam that he could kill them any time he wanted and to
remember the only reason he was living was because Crowley allowed it. "You're
right I am a monster, and I've done bad, I've done things you can't even
imagine. Horrible, evil, messy things. And I've loved every damn minute. So
thank you Sam, for reminding me who I really am." With that he went back to
Lexi.

She was now seven months and very round, much to her dismay. Luckily for her
Fergus had not seemed to mind, in all actuality he had seemed to enjoy the
sight of her full with his pup. She was busy packing up some of their
belongings when she felt a change in the air. Before she could turn around she
felt hands make there way around her abdomen, rubbing her belly. "Lexi luv I
thought I made it very clear that you were not to do any packing... I told you
that I would get some demons to do it. You know you are not supposed to be
doing any heavy lifting, Quill said so." Lexi rolled her eyes at this, she
hatted loosing her independence. Crowley had made plans for a large mansion to
be built for them in hell. With the baby coming they would need more room than
just their one bedroom.

Turning around she looked at him, "I am fine, I don't want some demon packing
up my panties." Crowley growled as he leaned down to kiss her lips. "No more
Lexi, I mean it." She cut her eyes then stuck her tongue out at him. Crowley
smirked before quickly sucking her tongue into his mouth. Lexi moaned and
rubbed her hands up his chest. Feeling her hands on him Crowley felt his cock
come to life, while kissing her deeply he began the process of stripping them.
When she was bare before him he looked down and felt his eyes change, her belly
was round showing how he had successfully bred her making her carry his pup.
Her breast were now large, full of the milk that would feed his child. He loved
the sight of her being pregnant and somehow found it to be quite the turn on.
Lifting her up he sat her on the bed before getting on it as well.

Sex was a bit more complicated now that she was pregnant, they could not have
sex with her on her stomach nor with him on top of her. Crowley ultimately had
got curious one day and google different sex positions to do while pregnant and
found most people said to let the woman be on top. He had scoffed at the idea,
he was an alpha and females did not top men in their race. In his time it was
completely unheard of, men were supposed to be on top. No, helping her move he
put her on her hands and knees before him. Giving her a pillow she hugged it
and leaned her head down onto it, she was now kneeling on the bed and held her
front up on her elbows. Lexi whimpered as he rubbed his cock up and down her
slit, covering it in her juices. Slowly he pushed in giving her time to adjust.
He could not help but moan as he felt how tight she was. Pushing the whole way
in he slowly rolled his hips into her ass. It wasn't long and Lexi was
screaming in her orgasm. Holding her hip with one hand Crowley quickly pulled
out when he felt his climax coming. Pumping his cock in his other hand he
cummed on her back and ass. He hated pulling out but he could not cum in her
when she was pregnant. Catching his breath he rubbed his cum into her skin to
scent her before helping them both to lay down. Within minutes Lexi was fast
asleep making Crowley chuckle. "That's one way to get you to stop doing too
much."

Within the next week Lexi and Crowley had everything packed to move into their
new home. Crowley had kept it a secret from her, not letting her see it until
now when they would move in. Just as he was taking her hand he felt himself
being summoned.... by Castiel. Lexi smiled at him and told him it was alright
that she would take a quick nap while he was gone and that when he returned
they would go see their new home. Kissing her Crowley put her to bed, telling
her sorry before disappearing.

Lexi had been asleep for a while now when she felt a strong pain in her
stomach. Clenching up she held in her scream and felt the bed get wet. Looking
down she moved her hands between her legs to feel water... her water broke...
the baby was coming now. Grabbing her phone beside the bed she called Fergus.
The phone rang and rang but he didn't answer, "Shit, Dammit Fergus answer the
phone." After a few more tries she called for Juliet, '' Juliet I need ya ta
take mama to Giraldus... hurry." In an instant they were in the castle. It was
night time but she quickly made her way out into the hallway to Yamish's room.
She pounded on the door as hard as she could, "YAMISH, WAKE UP!" the door open
to reveal her cousin and his new wife, Rose who was also pregnant. "Lex
what's..."

By this time Lucius had awoke to the commotion and open his door, "What in the
hell..." Lexi had had enough, "The baby is comin'!" Yamish and Lucius eyes went
wide. Quickly Lucius scooped Lexi up into his arms, "AHHH!" Lexi screamed as
another contraction came. "It's okay Lexi lass breath... Yamish Go get Quill
now!... Rose try ta get up with Fergus." Lexi groaned and then Lucius ran with
her to the Medical wing.
***** Ch 43 Final Chapter *****
Chapter Notes
     AN: So this is the last part of When is forever too long… but if you
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     story or other) Message me, I am more than willing to write more I’m
     just lost on where to carry the story. Also if you would like other
     stuff message me my ask is open. I will pretty much write anything or
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     story it means alot.
Castiel had wanted his help to get the mark off of Dean. They had go all of the
ingredients for his mother to do the spell. He had even brought in the boy who
he had found out his mother loved as her son. "A cruel, shameful, disgusting
low." But Crowley only retorted that, "It's only cruel if you actually go
through with it." As Rowena gives Oskar a hug, she looks angrily over her
shoulder at Crowley before stabbing Oskar in the neck with a fountain pen and
draining his blood into a bowl. Crowley smirks as his mothers only love died.
She had done the spell sending all three of them flying backwards. With the
spell complete the witch betrayed them, locking Crowley to the floor she placed
the mad dog spell on Castiel and sent him to attack Crowley after looking at
her son. "It's a shame my son in all yer long years ya ave' never seen true
power... Enjoy yer last moments. I think I am going ta go a pay me daughter in
law and new grandchild a visit." Crowley's eyes went wide at this,"NO! NO! You
don't touch my family!" Rowena laughed as she made her way out of the warehouse
with the book of the damned, "I'LL KILL YA!!" Crowley roared.

Castiel had went to attack him but luckily he had been able to exit his body
and leave through a drain. Once he possessed a woman he quickly made his way
into her house. Apparently her husband and some of their friends planned on
having an orgy. Feeling enraged and worried about his wife and child Crowley
quickly killed the people so he could summon his demons. They were quickly able
to get rid of the spell holding him and he reentered his body. Pulling out his
phone he saw that Castiel had stabbed through it. Telling his demons to keep a
look out for Rowena he teleported to their chambers in hell. Arriving in the
room he saw that Lexi was no where to be found. Just as he was panicking Juliet
came and began to whine. Letting her take him where ever he found himself in
Giraldus. He was walking down the hallway when he heard his name being called.

Looking at the person he saw it was Yamish's wife Rose. She was a nice girl,
she had brown hair and was a beta. She was currently three months pregnant with
her and Yamish's pup. "FERGUS! Oh thank God... Lexi is having the baby, she is
in the medical wing." Seeing the women panting he helped her sit down and told
her to rest before taking off in a run down to the medical wing. At first he
did not know what room she was in but then heard screaming. Looking around the
corner he saw Yamish, Lucius, Magnus and Growley all siting about. Looking up
Lucius stood, "Pushin' it aren't ya lad..." Walking over to the door he was
stopped by the older alpha, "Now lad, she is alright. Quill said she is doin'
very well." Crowley looked to the man and huffed. He knew the rule, men folk
were not allowed in the room while childbirth was going on, he could do nothing
but sit and wait.

They all sat and waited for any news to come. "This as' been goin' on fur six
ours'... Never mind I don't want a pup." Yamish said making Magnus chuckle,
"Kind of too late for that lad, You will be going through this in about six
more months." Yamish let out a huff at this before looking beside him at
Crowley. The great king was sitting in the chair with his face in his hands.
His knees were bouncing and he hadn't said a word. Every time Lexi screamed he
would clench up and hold his breath, "She's alright mate, Lex is strong...."
Crowley nodded and then all noise stopped. The room and halls were filled with
the loud cry of a baby. Looking up he saw the doctor walk out. Instantly
Crowley stood and walked over to meet the doctor, who smiled at him. "She did
very good lad. Ya can go in now." Crowley smiled and slowly made his way into
the room.
There laying on the bed was Lexi, her hair was in a braid down the side of her
face and she looked exhausted but she was smiling.
She looked up when he entered and smiled at him before looking down at the
bundle in her arms, "There is someone who wants ta meet ya." Gulping he made
his way over to his mate. Moving beside her he looked down as she pulled back
the plaid blanket to reveal not one but two small babies. He looked back up at
her with wide eyes at seeing the twins. Lexi smiled at him, "That's the reason
I ad' them so early, yer daughter was hiddin'." Crowley could not help the big
goofy grin on his face, "So technically speaking I did give you a litter." Lexi
and him both laughed at this. "Come ere'." she told him and he sat in bed
beside her.

He jumped and began to panic as she moved both of their pups into his arms.
"There ya go." Not moving at first he looked down and smiled as the two cuddled
into him. At this time he felt a tear roll into his beard, "Thank you..Lexi...
they are so beautiful." He couldn't stop staring at them, his children. One was
bigger than the other, and he felt bad he couldn't tell which was which, they
looked the same. "Ah Lexi.. I ..I don't know which is which." He mumbled as he
looked at her. Lexi smiled as she sat up some, Crowley knotted his brows as he
saw her wince but she told him she was okay. Taking one of the babies from him
she layed it between her legs on the bed. "Okay ya lay the other one down ta."
Doing as she told him to do he slowly and gently layed the babe beside the
other.

Watching, Lexi looked to him, "Okay Which do ya think is which?" He looked over
both pups until he looked to his wife, "I'm guessing that the bigger one is our
boy." Lexi smiled and nodded. He smiled and watched as she unwrapped the pups
from the blankets, the two were naked and he quickly got to see which was
which. His son was bigger, he quickly counted ten fingers and ten toes and then
looked him over. He looked to have his mother's dark red hair but his face.
Next he looked to his small daughter, she had brownish red hair but was thin
and small like her mother. Both pups had slight points to their ears making him
smile. He couldn't help his chuckle when they began to whimper and grunt. In
the next second he regretted it as both began to cry and scream. Lexi giggled
at him as she unlaced her gown revealing her breast.

Crowley watched intently as she lifted and cradled both pups to her breasts. He
chuckled as the two opened their mouths and looked around for the teats. It
didn't take long, within no time they were both suckling away. He heard the
slight sucking and small grunts as they tried to eat as fast as possible. He
watched how their mouths moved around his mates nipples. Lexi leaned into him
as they fed. He gave a soft grin and rubbed both of their heads, amazed at how
soft their hair was. Lexi sighed as she relaxed into her husbands arms, she
loved how interested he was with their babies. After they had ate she handed
one to Fergus and showed him how to hold and burp them. He was overall a quick
learner and enjoyed holding his pups, the two were now fast asleep on their
fathers bare chest. Lexi giggle when their daughter tugged at his chest hair
making him wince.

Seeing how she could barely keep her eyes open he pulled her to lay her head on
his chest. "What do you want to name them?" Crowley asked her softly as to not
wake the two. "What do ya like?" Crowley looked the two over before answering,
"I like Gauge and Lilly." Lexi smiled at this, "Rodrick Gauge and Lilly Ivory
Macleod." Crowley grinned, "I like it... Now sleep my luv." Lexi needed no more
command from her alpha as she quickly followed their pups and went to sleep.
Closing his eyes Crowley leaned back and smiled. He had everything he ever
needed in his arms, he had his loving, beautiful omega and his two pups. He
could already see he was going to like this.
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It was years later that now Fergus Macleod again, thought back on his life.
There had been much pain and hard times but there was much happiness as well.
When everything with the darkness had happened he had finally decided to give
up his title as king of hell to protect his mate and pups, his family. Sam and
Dean had turned him back into just being a lycan, no longer a demon. He and
Lexi ruled over Giraldus together. Much had changed over the years but the
Winchesters and their pet angle had always came to visit.

The great king walked down the halls to each of their children's rooms. He
stopped to make sure they were all okay and sleeping soundly. Gauge had grown
to be a strong young man and followed his father into being an alpha. He and
his twin sister Lilly were now ten and she was just like her mother, wild but
sweet. They had four more boys after the twins and all kept them on their toes.
There was Angus, Seumas, Lucian and Frazer. Angus and Frazer were the two
trouble makers, they seemed to take after their father and had once burned one
of the old barns down with a pair of matches. Lastly was their sweet little
girl, Grace. She was all for her father. It was quickly showed that she would
be like her mama, an omega. Fergus was very protective over her along with her
five brothers.

Once he was done he walked back to his chambers, untying his kilt he crawled in
bed beside his wife, "Ya do know my luv nothing is goin' ta appen' in fifteen
minutes." He grinned at this, "Yes I know little lamb." Pulling her to him he
kissed her lips and down her neck. Licking at the nape of her neck he sucked
her nipples into hard red peaks. Moving down he kissed her stomach and then
slowly rolled her over onto her stomach and climbed on top of her. Lexi moaned
as he entered her. Pushing in to the hilt he let her adjust, sucking marks into
her pale skin. "Ahh good gurl." Pulling back out he thrusted in and out of her.
Lexi moaned and dug her nails into the sheets as he quickened his pace. Moving
his hands he held hers down beneath his own, showing her dominance. Feeling his
knot grow he pushed in as deep as possible, locking behind her pelvic bone.
"Mmmm cum for me my little omega." Following her alpha's orders she screamed
his name as Fergus growled and bit down on her neck, filling her with his seed.
Holding her close he rolled them over. With her back to his chest he stayed
inside of her, held together by his knot. They were drifting off to sleep when
Fergus kissed at her claiming mark, "I will love you forever Lexi." Lexi smiled
in his arms, "Forever is a long time." Kissing her once again he layed his arm
over her placing his hand over where their eighth child was now growing,
"Forever is never too long." He told her before they both drifted off to sleep.
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